Can I call your name instead of ‘Oppa’?
But my face is as if a boy’s eating honey
I’m taking little glances at you
Facing you and making eye contact
I’m going crazy, I’m unable to digest breakfast
Attracted by your ‘tail’
Watching me laugh
as I keep asking what should I do
Going home then seeing my face in the mirror
Yea, It looks like, It’s really lucky
She says she loves my rap
“Men that does music have a cool vibe”
I say without thinking ‘That’s nothing’
And then she said
Are you always going to ‘front’ like this? No i dont.
And then she like, where are we going?
How about the Hangang river until the late night?
With the river next to the cool wind
Forget everything while talking
Rest your head on my shoulders next
And look up at me slightly from there
Yeah I try to play it cool
But eventually you make me laugh
yeah that’s you
I still dream of chasing you, what should i do?
There is no other girl like you
Seventeen can’t control these feelings
I’m just like that, yeah yeah
I’m just like that, yeah yeah
There is no other girl like you
Seventeen can’t control these feelings, Baby Baby
She says she loves my rap
@Daehyun /sighs softly and wraps my arms around you, pulling you closer to me and I rest my cheek on the top of your head/
All that stuff... It's like work. Sure I have to worry about it, and I do still care a little about it, but it's no where close to how much I care about you. You really are my world. I'm sure you will. Didn't you guys just sign back on with TS ent? They won't just stop you guys from making anymore music, and you're too good of a group to not.
/raises my eyebrows slightly and looks at you/
Oh really? And what is that? Well they're a part of you and I love everything about you. Naturally I love them too. You better not!
/shakes my head/
I think the stretch marks would be the last thing you would be worrying about.
You are not! You are beautiful!
/grins/
It was funny!
I know you don't. And you don't have to.
/rolls my eyes/
Are you really going to doubt me? I I say I can do it then I can do it! Seriously, I'm a lot stronger than I look.
/grins and scoops you into my arms with ease, starting to walk out to my car/
Made? I'm fine.
Shush. It's better safe than sorry.
@Rap Monster /immediately looks back down at the tiled floor after you kiss me, rubbing my feet against it a few times as I think/
I don't know. It's hard to believe, since you have so much other stuff to worry about besides me...Like writing songs, practicing for concerts, and all that. You have to focus on those things... I don't have to do anything.... I don't even know if I'll be able to have a new song with B.A.P...
/rests my head on your chest, yawning a little, becoming slightly red in the face/ Well, there's a way...Especially when there's a bunch of red squiggly lines all over my sides...I'm gonna always keep my shirt on now.
/looks up at you with my brow furrowed, scrunching up my nose/
I don't think it'd really not make me worry about it, I'd just have no choice...And get a lot more of them.
I am! Just look at me.
/rolls my eyes/
Comparing your husband to Satanists...
I just don't like to move!
/crosses my arms in a huff/
Really? It doesn't look like you can...You're either too small, or I'm too big. Probably that I weigh too much.
/raises my hands up, and jumps like a kid/
I'm too lazy to walk.
But I really don't think that I need to go to the hospital for a virus...It'll go away on its own.
@Daehyun /shakes my head and lifts your chin up to oeck your lips/
Thats not true. You know its not true. Daehyun, how many times do I have to tell you that you're the only thing I care abiut until you start to listen to me? No one else matters to me, nothing else. You've made me such a better person, I try so much harder in everything I do now, just to impress you. I only care about you, and our future together.
/shrugs and looks down at you/
I dont know...
/smiles before kissing your cheek, wrapping my arms around you and hugging you tight to me/
I'm sorry honey, I didnt mean for it to tickle. I really do think that they're beautiful, theres no way that you could ever /not/ be beautiful. /blinks a few times/ well maybe if we start trying for a baby... If you were to get pregnant you wouldnt really worry about the stretch marks anymore. You're not chubby.
/watches you and nods slowly/
But let me guess, it didnt go away?
/chuckles softly and looks at you, rubbing my chin/
I know, I know. If you even walked into a gym you would turn into ash, like satanists going into churches. /sighs softly and looks at you in concern/ I can still carry you, and dont even say I cant.
/nods/
Even if its a virus, you should still get it checked out. Now, are you going to walk, or am I going to carry you?
Ah... My favorite place. /looks around;
Nobody's in here? Great then. /sits on the chair and starts gathering tunes; wears headphones;
I'm gonna do a remix for Sweet Girl. Though, I hope WM Entertainment will approve.
Anyways, I'll just be working on this all night...
@Rap Monster .../looks down at the ground/
It seems like you're more concerned with your gangster image than anything...I just feel like, you only care about that and rapping.
/shrugs my shoulders, looking up at you through my hair/
I don't know...Do you think it's that serious?
/squirms a couple times as you run your fingers up my marks, snorting loudly/
Stop it! That tickles even more!...And no you don't, it looks like I've been cut. /sighs/ It's bad when you're not even pregnant, and you have stretch marks like you are. It's hard being a chubby person...
/slowly nods, rubbing my stomach a few times; a strange feeling in it again/
Yeah...Well, I thought it'd go away, like it was some stomach virus.
/scratches the back of my head, and shrugs my shoulders once again/
I don't like to work out, though...It wasn't my goal to do it, you know. /snaps at you quickly, and rubs my stomach again/ No you can't. I weigh a lot more than you, and I don't know how much you can carry me.
/looks up at you with my eyebrow raised, shaking my head/
What?...Do you really think I need to go to the hospital? I think it might just be a virus...But if you really want, I guess I'll go...
@Daehyun I dont care if it was "gangster". I dont care about anything about you Daehyun.. You mean everything to me.
/holds you closer and closes my own eyes, resting my cheek on the top of your head/
I'm sorry baby... Should we go to the doctors then?
/grins while looking up at you, your laugh filling me up with happiness/
I didnt know you were ticklish there~!
/runs my fingers over the stretch marks and gives you a soft smile, kissing your head/
I think they're beautiful.
/blinks and looks at you, stares at you for a few minutes/
You throw up every morning? Why didnt you tell me... Daehyun. You need to tell me these things.
/bites my lip and frowns/
Well... I dont know what to say... You know I do work out a lot. But 20 pounds in a month... Honey that cant be right. It used to be you that could eat and eat but never gained a pound... Whatever, I can always be able to carry you.
/rubs your back before shaking my head/
I'm going to bring you to the hospital first...
@Rap Monster That isn't very "gangster", or whatever you call yourself now. I knew you just pretended that you were so hardcore.
/closes my eyes and leans against you, sniffling a few times before standing there silently/
...I've been feeling terrible ever since then. I don't know if I've just been sick, or what.
/looks down at you, stroking your hair; laughs and squirms a little as you kiss my stomach/
That tickled...
/frowns, hanging my head as I stare at some of the bright red stretch marks on my sides and stomach before sighing/
I don't know how I gained any weight at all if I always throw everything up in the morning...
/stands there as you peck my lips sulking/
Yeah right...It's just not fair that you can be a ing cookie monster and stay skinny, but if I eat the same thing, I gain like 20 pounds in a month...You probably can't even carry me anymore.
/wipes my tears on your shirt/
I just wanna go home...
@Daehyun Why? Because I laughed at your rap? I already said I was sorry for it. You know what? I highly doubt that you don't look at other people. Even when we first met you said was Jin was more attractive. You've always said it, always thought it. Always.
/frowns and looks away/
And you think I didn't say that? It has to do with the fact he doesn't like you. You said you would get someone else to help you and I said you could get Suga but he wouldn't!
Do you think that I care what they think? I didn't. I don't. I really could care less! What I care about is what they think about you. Fine. If that's what you want. Just know, I won't be anyone's . I'll just be in bed crying for the rest of my life. But whatever. Your choice.
/stares at the ground and tries to make my eyes stop watering/
/holds you tightly and kisses the top of your head, rubbing your back soothingly before blinking and looking down/
A month and a half? That was our wedding night wasn't it? That was some of the best ...
/looks at your stomach and gets down to kiss right above your belly button before standing up again/
Alright, maybe you're not 'skinny' or whatever but you're not fat. You gained a little wait but you can hardly tell... It's only in your stomach.
/smiles slightly and pecks your lips again, wiping your tears with my thumbs/
I'm sorry baby... I still think you're beautiful though.
/kisses your head again and hugs you/
@Rap Monster Well, I only said that because I was mad at you. I honestly don't really look at other people, so I wouldn't be able to judge if he's better looking than you.
Tell Sugar, or whatever the his name is, that I said he can go himself. And what does that have to do with anything? Do you want me to ing pat you on the back and praise you for having your own decisions? Like, you're ing what, 21? I couldn't care less about what my group members thought when I was ing 18. You know what? How about we just get a divorce, and you can go Sugar's or whatever it is you want?
/grits my teeth, grinding them slightly as I clench my fists; my nails digging into my own palms/
/slowly releases my fists, bringing my hands up to cover my face, hoping that the tears would stop before I embarrass myself even further; rests my forehead against your chest, hiding my face in your shirt/
B-But just look at me! I've gained like 20 pounds in the last month and a half, and my stomach is just...disgusting...
/looks down at my stomach and pulls up my shirt to show my slightly protruding stomach, a few stretch marks forming at my sides/
You can't even lie and say that I'm "skinny" or whatever ― this isn't fair, I eat just as much as you do!
/whines, a few more hot tears rolling down my cheeks as I quickly peck your lips back/
Now i'm even more mad at you, you skinny ...
/crosses my arms and pulls down my shirt, wiping my eyes off with my collar/
@Daehyun /frowns as my arms fall to my sides, stares at you for a few seconds/
Regardless of who you want in your music videos, saying that he's better looking than me?
Hm I bet. Suga doesn't like you because he wanted me to be with Jin hyung. Thats why we havent talked like at all in our free time. That I should stay in the group like the rest of them. But you know what I said? I said no. I'm still with you but now you're treating me like .
I did say no. Did they listen to me? No. I didnt think it was that big of a problem either way, she wasnt or doing anything bad. Theres just a few shots of her face, and her taking some pills. Ever heard 'If you dont have anything nice to say, dont say it at all'? It may not seem like it to /you/ but that does sting.
/crosses my arms and frowns more/
It's not like I haven't thought about it.
/mumbles softly, not loud enough to hear and instead just looks away/
/looks back at you and my eyes widen when I see your eyes watering, I quickly grab your arm and pull you to me, wrapping my arms around you and holding you tight enough that you couldnt get away/
No. You're not fat Daehyun. You are perfect. You are so beautiful and skinny. I dont think you could ever get fat. Even if you tried. But honey, you're perfect the way you are and I love your body so much.
/holds you tight and starts to gently rock us back and forth, leaning down and pecking your lips before starting to wipe your tears/
@Rap Monster /pulls away from you, brushing your hands off of my arms/
Why wouldn't I say it? I only like people that aren't you in my MVs.
So? Anyone would be better than you right now. And why wouldn't Suga like me? He doesn't know me. I bet you like your name, even though it's the worst name ever. Sounds like you're the ing cookie monster.
Hm. Sure. You could've said no?...I'm not here to tell you that every single song you make is good, either.
/crosses my arms and growls/
If you go home, then I have no way home...And you're just going to leave me here alone?
/rubs my stomach that's slightly sticking out, thinking that I've probably gained a couple pounds, and that's the reason why/
/rolls my eyes, my eyes beginning to well up, despite the fact that I was fine about a second ago, and that I rarely cry in front of people/
I-Is this just because I'm fat?!
/rubs my eyes, more tears coming out and rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably, despite nothing even having to do with my weight being mentioned/
@Daehyun /my eyes widen and I gently grab your arms, pulling you closer to me so I can hug you/
Alright alright. I'm not laughing anymore.
He is not, why would you say that? Really Daehyun?
Well I can tell you he doesn't even like rap that much. You could try and get Suga, but I don't think he likes you very much. I don't know. I didn't make my name either.
There was a girl in it, but she wasn't . I didn't even want her, but the production team thought it would be a good addition. Well thanks honeys glad you liked them that much. Definitely makes me feel good about my music.
/quickly deflects the water bottle and shakes my head/
I don't always laugh at you. I laughed at your rap because I thought it was funny. If you don't want me to help can I just go home?
@Rap Monster /rolls my eyes, smacking you on top of the head/
Stop it. I'm gonna ing break you in half.
I don't know...Jin is a lot better looking than you are, and would probably look good shirtless in my MV.
I also bet he appreciates real rap, that's better than the that spews out of your mouth that makes you think you can include 'rap' in your name.
Yes you did. I didn't watch it long enough, but I saw a girl in it. It was one of your ty solo songs, which they all ing , by the way. None of your music is good without the vocal line of BTS.
/picks up a bottle of water, and hits you hard in the face with it/
Forget it. All you do is laugh at me, and produce ty rap. I'm not taking help from a terrible rapper.
@Daehyun /shakes my head and tries to stop laughing/
I-I'm sorry... This is just ing great...
Am I going to be in the MV? I don't have half girls dancing in my mvs!
I'm not a !
/wipes my eyes and smiles at you/
Your amazing.
@Rap Monster /turns around and frowns/
What the are you laughing about? Produce this , do something!
I'm gonna release a MV for this, and it'll get more views than any of your ty songs, with your ing half girls dancing around...
...
/crosses my arms/
I laugh every time I hear you rap, because you're pure garbage. Flow is weak as .
@Daehyun Honey you could never be 'gangsta'
The closest you got was in the 'one shot' mv.
/watches you before laughing loudly/
/starts to cry from laughing so hard/
Oh my god...