☣ soyul's sanctuary

@choi jinri That's true, I guess..
But I mean it's not like I have feelings for him or anything so no need to get worked up chingu.
/laughs softly and pokes your forehead
Oh, would you like to sleep over by the way?
I wouldn't mind if you were too lazy to head over to your place again.
/stands up and stretches my hands over my head

CHUNJI RULES!

@park soyul Ya.. *shake your body*
You're being pessimist!!!
*stop shaking your body*
World is full of beautiful possibilities! *wagging my index finger*
Never, never lose hope!
Why not thinking of meeting again?
Aren't you two work in the same place *arched eyebrow*
Misunderstanding is normal, yknow.. It's like playing truth or dare game.
You know.. It's rather to make memories, it can be bad or good with everyone and die..
Rather than stay cope to yourself because you afraid of hurting other and end up die alone. *laugh*
What the hell am I talking of? *scratch my head while laughing at my own word*
What ever it is, what I mean is if you make memories with everyone, even if you die alone in a forest or whatsover *chuckles* there's still someone thaf will remember you as someone that come in their life.
Rather than you be the second people, die dull and fade.

@choi jinri Tch, not exactly.
The only thing he shot was my blood pressure through the roof.
/sighs and sits down beside you again
Other wise there is nothing there.
Honestly, we'll probably never meet again so I need to let it go.

@park soyul *startled a bit when you suddenly stand up before laughing at your reaction*
Hey.. Chillax.. *pull your hand to have you sit next to me back*
Okay.. We won't be searching for him.. *chuckles while patting your back*
Don't have a panic attack, okay..
Anyway.. Your word really doesn't match with your expression.
You should watch how your expression is when you're talking about that to me in the mirror. *nod*
*fidget closer to you and sit comfortably*
Tell me..
He did 'shot' through your heart, aren't him? *grinning slyly while drawing closer to you*

@choi jinri No, no!
It's okay!
/stands up and waves my hands in dismiss
We cannot under any circumstances look for him, it doesn't matter anyways it was probably just one of those things.
I may never see him again.
/shrugs and runs a hand through my hair
We just argued about our preferences in music, that's all.

@park soyul Yes.. I understand what you trying to say. *nod with serious expression*
*turn my body to face you*
And why did you actually argue with him?
What had you done or he done to make him sound so angry? *arched eyebrow*
So you want to apologize?
Want a company to search for him? I'm bored anyway..
Since I've just complete my last photoshoot yesterday..
So I'm quite free..
Rather than being cope in the house what about we go down the town and search for this young man?

@choi jinri /shrugs my shoulders and tilts my head to the side a little, looking back at you
I don't know, I went downtown to find a place but I ended up at a club and the owner asked me to play the piano for him.
/nods a few times and lets out a sigh
Basically this other guy came in who works there or something and we got into an argument so I had to apologize, blah blah..
I don't know his name, but he was like my height and had the music taste of a god.
/laughs sheepishly, shaking my head
I feel like he might live in this area, but I'm not sure, I mean he said he lived an hour away and well.. this is an hour away from where we were--
Am I making any sense?

@park soyul It's okay..
It's hard at first..
I almost lost my mind at first..
But yeah.. Live must be go on.
Don't need to be sorry.. *nod*
Met who? *turned to face you*
You met who? *beam excitedly*

@choi jinri Oh.. I'm so sorry, I didn't know.
/frowns and covers my mouth why both hands
But it's good that you're not dwelling on it, so that's something.
I'm just really sorry.
/leans my head against the couch's back as closes my eyes
I met someone the other day actually.

@park soyul Where?.. *smile slightly while leaning on the couch*
*tilting my head up while my hand reached out and pointing up*
He went there..
Far far away.. *drop my hand back and turn to you*
But I'm okay.. I don't want to be sad cause he was now at the better place.

@choi jinri That's actually... cute.
I mean at least you got all that love stuff out of the way and now you can focus on school and work.
/nods and bites at my thumbnail
I'm sorry he left though, that was probably really tough for you.
Do you know where he went?

@park soyul I despised him at first because of that incident.
But he was really persistent.
Apologising and all.. Make me fall for him..
And after getting to know him better..
He was actually a very warm and caring..
I love him so much.. And *lean closer and whisper to your ears*
We had our first kiss while diving.. *chuckles while pulling away*
But Soyul.. That was all the past..
He was gone now..

@choi jinri /stares at you for a moment before I burst out into laughter, jutting forward
TCH, really, did that really happen?
I'm not even sure what I would have did if I was in that situation..
I guess you could say that you FELL for him.
/wiggles my eyebrows and nudges you softly a few times with my elbow, chuckling
That's not so bad though, I'm mean I'm sure worse things have happened.
As long as you were able to laugh it off.

@park soyul Really? *laugh along with you as I watched the cartoon*
But my stories is really boring..
Just like the cliche love story..
Because you don't mind, so I will tell you.
Okay.. He was my friend senior from different..
And we meet during swimming tournament at my school.
He was one of the contestant and so do I.
Our first meet was hilarious..
After the tournament, he was playing around at our pool school with my friend.
That's jerk.. *scoff* he was a very manly in the outer but behave like a kid.
And he accidently bumped with me when he was trying to catch my friend.
And.. I fall into the the pool.. Tragic story..

@choi jinri Ohhh, but high school stories are the best stories.
/chuckles and flips through the channels, nodding
Yeah, yeah go ahead and tell me, I want to hear it all and in return I'll tell you something too.
It's not very interesting but I feel like I need to get it out.
/stops on the cartoons channel, laughing as a character gets squished by a falling brick

@park soyul Yeah.. *nodded slightly*
*lean my back on the couch while staring at the tv*
It's when I was in highschool..
But to be truth.. *scoff slightly*
The boy was gone already.. Are you really wanna listen to my stories *turn to you*

@choi jinri Oh trust me, you don't have to worry about that.
/rolls my eyes playfully while staring at the tv, reaching for the remote and turning it on
I don't have time for that kinda stuff, I mean I know I sound like some girl from a cliche love story but really I don't.
I don't even know how that stuff works.
/shrugs my shoulders and turns to you
But you said you were experienced in that stuff, right?
So what was it like?

@park soyul I'm too busy to think about flirting with men right now.
My studies and work need me to pay more attention to them.
*walk to you and plopped next to you*
They what? *laugh along with you*
Wow, you're sure have alot of ahjussi fan.
*keep laughing for several second before the laugh residue*
Ha.. *tried to catch up my breath*
Don't fall in love if you don't have strong mental.

@choi jinri I'm sure I'll be able to think up some.
/nods and goes to sit down on the sofa after cleaning up, sighing deeply
Most are from when I was little since not much happens these days--
Unless you count this older guy who tried to hit on me when I want to pick up groceries about 3 days ago.
/laughs loudly and covers my mouth with my hand
Really weird.

hue

@park soyul Not that many stories..
I'm a plain boring girl. *chuckles*
*finish washing the dishes*
*place them in the dryer*
*clean up the sink*
What about you?
Don't you have any stories to share?

@choi jinri Oh, well alright then.
Thank you so much for you help by the way.
/chuckles and works on wiping down the table top
Oh, I doubt that heh.
You look pretty thin already though, I eat so much but don't seem to be gaining anything, it's kinda nice.
/beams and sweeps the crumbs away into a nearby trash can
You sound like you have a lot of stories to tell though.

@park soyul Let me wash the dishes.. *fold up my shirt sleeve*
You just clean the table.
Once we finish this, we could share more stories. *beam*
I love it.
It is great!
I think if I stay with you I might get fat from your cook *laugh*
*turn the water tap in and started to wash the dishes*

@choi jinri Oh, yeah that'd be great, thank you.
/smiles and starts getting the dishes and taking them into the kitchen
I hope you enjoyed the food. Some of the recipes were my grandmother's.
She loves to cook.
/nods

@park soyul Love? *scoff*
Of course.. *nod a few times before smiling*
I think we should clear this up first. *chuckles while pointing to the tableware*
*start to tidy up the table*
I'll help you to clean first before we talk some more. *lift the dirty plate and bowl to the sink*

@choi jinri Aniyaaa,
/waves my hand and covers my face with my hair
I'm not into that kinda stuff I guess..
Love just seems like a lot of trouble or at least that's how the movies depict it.
/shrugs and rests my chin on my arms
You've been in love before?

@park soyul You never had your first kiss yet? *widening eyes in disbelief*
*laugh after seeing you blushed*
Kissing with your love one in a good place within a good atmosphere is beautiful, you know.
The feeling.. *wide smile slowly creep on my face as I put my chin on my arm stand*

@choi jinri /leans in toward you and listens carefully
Ah, that's true.. I think different places would give off different vibes, I'd be amazing..
/wiggles my eyebrows playfully and places my chopsticks aside as I finish the dish
But kissing is gross.. or at least it looks gross, I've never done it before.
The thought of it kinda freaks me out, but hey I'm open to almost anything.
/cheeks flushing as I stare down at the table

@park soyul Pray hard for me *fake sob*
*laugh*
It's good to travel especially aboard.
We could see something different.
Like when you go to France, if you wander around the old street, it's kind Of beaming with romantic element. The atmosphere, really suitable to make your kiss. *laugh*
*shake my head*
Sorry. Like to imagine thing.