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@★ Kazuya "I see, I'm sorry, im glad you stopped doing that now." he said and he wrapped his arms around his waist and then nodded at him when he mentioned about the dressing rooms. "Well, yes, we have dressing rooms, it's needed to change into the costumes and have time to relax." he said and he leaned his head against his shoulder and he sighed.

@☆ Henry doing what i needed to do? your saying it as if it was a job. that was meerly for fun. passing the time away. but like some things, it eventually got old. you *he spoke and stopped as he moved and looked around the room* so, after all that, they give you all dressing rooms? who would have thought?

@★ Kazuya "it's okay, i don't blame you, you were doing what you needed to do, i'm just glad you spared us." he said and he moved along to the music and then shivered when the other him, "Oh, and what do you miss?" he asked and he looked at him and hummed, he really liked having the other with him even if it has been a while.

@☆ Henry *he nodded* yes. i havne't properally apologized for mines and my brothers' behavior with that. but i really came to like you. i couldn't harm you, nor your brother. *he moved and swayed the both of them to the music and him slightly* there's just something that i miss that i want to do *he spoke*

@★ Kazuya "Oh, you mean how you did that to me and Kazuya a few months back?" he asked just remembering their encounter in the club, luckily he didn't remember much so it was strange. He then smiled and hugged him back and returned the kiss, "Things have been well now, nothing too bad." he said and he leaned into the elder and hummed. "It's good that you're here."

@☆ Henry yeah. i have you know. ive gotten out that type of business. Im into marketing and it's ok. it's different. but i had to get away from that life. murdering and conning people of their money. it wasn't worth it. *he pulled you up taking you into a hug* well i hope they have treated you well. *he said moving your head up and kissed you softly*

@★ Kazuya "Ah, yeah, i hadn't bothered to cut it for a while." he said and then blinked when the other was asking about a hug and then handed henry some flowers. he took them and he sniffed them a bit and smiled when the other complimented him on his performance, "Thanks, i practice a lot to be good, since the ring leaders want everyone to be great at what they do." he said and then blinked when chen kissed his neck and asked if he missed him, "Well, it's been a while, i had been....occupied with a bunch of stuff, but i am glad that you're here. are you here on business like last time?" he asked.

@☆ Henry *he smiled and looked at you* you still look the same as before* your hair grew. *he said and moved locking the door that was behind him having the other unaware and he moved and went over to the other* what.. no hug, no surprised notation that im back. *he chuckled moving handing some flowers in front you8 i thought you really did good. you seem to be really flexable. *he said and moved kissing your neck* so, missed me?

@★ Kazuya once the performance was over, he bowed and headed off the stage and over to the dressing room to get out of the stage clothes he had. it only took about a few minutes since he wasn't really wearing much at all. as soon as he was done he left the room and was about to leave when he heard a familiar voice, he turned around and found Chen behind him. "Oh, you never asked, i'm one of the slaves here, a Risque to be exact. So i do a lot of shows..like that." he said

@☆ Henry *he watched you and was amazed with some things you did and then nodded and clapped when things were over. he moved and looked at you and once it was over, he waited till everyone left and went exploring. he looked at you and went up to you* you didn't tell me you perform here. *the voice spoke out behind you*

@★ Kazuya "I'm doing better, i'm not...as destructive as i was before." he said and he sighed and he leaned into Leo, he liked having someone with him, it was something he needed, with his brothers gone, he would have been put down if he was left alone for too long and did something horrible. Luckily for him and everyone, Leo was there to comfort him and keep him in check, henry appreciated it very much, he wouldn't really say thank you but it was just good for him. Later that night, henry was the grand guest performer for the circus since he was able to do more again. Things were simple, he did the normal routine that he practiced and then figured he should add more, and so he did, he was doing body rolls, sensually dancing and making sure the attention was on him.

@☆ Henry -time come and gone and soon it was three weeks since their death. Your cloest and only friend was there besides the way making sure to keep you in check on doing anything out of your context. Leo kept you close to him when he saw your spiral moments*

Hey man. how you holding up? your showing a bit of progress *he told you and things had began a bit better. your routines had gotten easy on you and soon things went back to normal. Chen, who had appeared back in town was there on some business. But when he was off, he decided to check out the circus everyone was talking about.. later that night, you were the grand guest to perform and chen had a good seat.

He watched the show appear and seeing you, he was entrieged to see more*

@★ Kazuya "I don't know, but I don't want them burying him. I would rather do it myself, and no one else knows, I don't think the doctor told the leaders. If he did they would be mocking him and saying horrible things about him." He said and he looked over to him and nodded, "A walk sounds nice, I need to clear my head, if it can help me find a way to deal with their deaths, that would be good, and it might also ease their worry if they are watching over me now."

@★ Kazuya "I don't know, but I don't want them burying him. I would rather do it myself, and no one else knows, I don't think the doctor told the leaders. If he did they would be mocking him and saying horrible things about him." He said and he looked over to him and nodded, "A walk sounds nice, I need to clear my head, if it can help me find a way to deal with their deaths, that would be good, and it might also ease their worry if they are watching over me now."

@☆ Henry i know. they all wanted us out here. *he looked around and gave a small smile towards theother* how about a small walk around? it'll help clear your mind up some. and ease your mind. where are they going to bury him? im sure he leaders don't know otherwise we would have known. but im sure they will find out sooner or later. this is your time to get stronger ne

@★ Kazuya "You don't need to be sorry, but thank you for it though." He said and then nodded slightly when the other mentioned that he would have done something,"You're right, I would have done something if I had known." He said and he laid his head on his knees and then turned to him, "how I'm holding up? Well...I guess better than yesterday, I was a crying mess and I couldn't sleep, I would be sleeping more if the guard didn't bring me outside.

@☆ Henry *he blinked and looked at you* oh... oh dude im sorry. wow.. *he pat your back* im really sorry to hear that. you just lost your brother and a short time after you lose yoru younger sibling.. well don't blame yourself. you didn't know. im sure you would have done something if you knew. *he sighed and shook his head* how you holding up?

@★ Kazuya henry fell asleep that night, though it took some time, possibly over an hour before he forced himself to go to bed. but by morning, the gate door was opened and one of the guards pulled the blankets off of him and told him to go out and get some sun, he was stubborn about not going, so he had to be dragged out. Henry glared at the guard and then huffed and sat down by one of the trees, he was about to close his eyes when he heard a familiar voice speak to him. "Hi, things got worse. Kazuya died yesterday from pneumonia, and i didn't know or was aware, i just thought it was the common cold."

@☆ Henry *time passed. good hing it was getting dark and the circuks was closing up. so you didn't have to do anything. but the next morning. the cell gates were open and the guards came getting everyone out their cells* come on. get out get some sun. *he spoke and lead you out the cel getting out to the sunlightt. your buddy came and sat on side yo* hey henry. how's it going?

@★ Kazuya Henry got up and he let out a small sigh as he looked at Kazuya's body once more, "At least you're not in pain anymore." he said and then he left the room, closing the door behind him slowly and then he went to the doctor and then bowed, "Thank you for trying at least." he said then left the place and went back to his cage and fixed everything up and sat down in the middle of the floor and lazily drew on the ground, he just wanted to be left alone, he didn't want to perform, he didn't want to talk to anyone, henry also didn't want the ring leaders ordering him around today, and it didn't matter if he got in trouble for disobeying.

@☆ Henry *hears you and move from the other* i want to go back... *he told his brother* i don't want him to do anything reckless. *he told his brother as he moved and looked at you. he moved and stood there. he was unsure what to do. he wanted the other there with him. and because he was out, he coudln't spend his final moments with his brother. he didn't know he was dead since he felt no pain. nothing, he felt healthier then he's ever been. he was even speaking. he thought it was a dream and he had gotten better and out of that place. but as he looked down, tears fell down his face. *he saw his brother get up and leave. he looked up and took a step* hyung..

@★ Kazuya henry eventually grew tired of crying, and it started to cease, he pulled away from the younger and he wiped his tears, sniffling and shaking a bit. "Hey...are you with Jack now...? if you are....at least he can take care of you....better than what i can...It is my fault that you ended up like this after all...i should have taken you to the hospital when you first got sick, I should have known better...and because of it... you're not here anymore..." he said feeling really guilty about everything now, he couldn't help Jack before he died and he wasn't able to help Kazuya, he felt bitter and tired now. "Hey...you forgive me right...? you aren't angry with me...?....I wish i could hear you talk...I wish i was there before you died...i wish i could have heard your cries for help when you were calling out to me....I wish i could redo everything today and just stay with you, it's not fair that my last day with you ended like this."

@☆ Henry *he moved and walked down the open door. he came into a room. he walked through the hospital. he was unsure how he got there. he walked down and looking at everything. but when he heard your voice again he waned to find it. he followed it until he came to the room in which you were in. walking up close, he blinked and came in to see him crying. it was over something. he couldn't see it by how theywere positioned. the boy walked further getting closer. soon he was right next to him and when he saw the face looking familiar, he moved going over on the other side for a better look. but, when he saw that it was himself, his eyes went wide. he was unsure why he was there.. why wasn't he moving. he moved a hand to see that his own body was freezing. he quickly moved back. he looked down at you who were still crying. he frowned, since he himself didn't know he was dead. he looked at his hands. he was feeling fine. he thought he was cured since he almost forgot about the incident. he looked down wanting to go over and hug him telling him he was alright. but he only went through his brother. he figured he could still touch him. he wanted to tell him he wasn't dead, he was fine.. and healthy.. his weight wasn't small, his body was well. no bruises, no marks. nothing. but the more he tried the less he succeeded. he frowned more and looked down* hyung... *he spoke looking away. soon a hand was placed on his shoulder. he jumped and looked back instantly at the other. he saw his brother. he was like he was hella happy. he instantly took and hugged him tightly, without even thinking. nearly glumping the other over. he chuckled lightly and hugged him back* i tried telling him i was fine..but nothing's happening.. *he was able to speak perfectly. which surprised himself* well.. your dead now, there's no going back. *his heart sinked* what? i can't.. im better hyung took care of me. i have to tell him.. *jack shook his head* that can't happen.....

@★ Kazuya Henry was still crying and wailing, he was a wreck at the moment, he even felt worthless and a terrible brother. he was still talking to Kazuya's body, more so sobbing and semi-coherent words, He finally let go of his numb hand and he stared at the other for some time before he leaned over and he hugged the body tightly, he didn't want it to end with them, he wanted his little brother, he needed him as well, without kazuya, henry's life wouldn't have meaning since he's here because he wanted to protect him. "Kazuya please! please wake up! you can't leave me like this! i don't want to be alone here!"

@☆ Henry *the body laid there saying nothing. and doing nothing. the coldness, and his colored conplexion. (all what you said. lets pretend i said it here) *wakes up and looks around, surrounded in an all dark room. walks around as it was quiet. nothing there but empiness. soon walking the darkness instantly came towards light. then he was wearing white shirtand pants. white clothes. he looked around. this time his hair was groomed, he was clean. no pain and his body wasn't cold and it had color. suddenly hears your voice. looks around trying to find where the voice was coming from. looks and follows. it tooksome time,but there was a door. a door near the openness. looks around and moves coming to it. takes a minute and looks arond. the place that was dark was now gone. i was in a white room. slowly moves opening up the door. hears your voice come out more powerful*

@★ Kazuya "Thank you." He said and he walked past him, heading inside and he stopped for a moment and then nodded, "Yeah, I'm fine." he said and he opened the third door and he peaked inside. Kazuya was laying down on the bed, and he looked somewhat peaceful, but almost pained as well. He gulped and then walked over to the bed and he sat down next to him, reaching his hand over and he d his hair, "Hi Kazu. Were you waiting long? Of course you were, look at you, you're really pale and cold now, i told you a bunch of times to stay under the blankets so you won't be as cold, but now look at you." he began to speak to the body and he pulled the blankets more upwards so it would be up to his neck. "I was going to bring you food today, you know. I thought you would have been able to eat this time, though i guess you can't right now, i'll save it for you, so next time you can enjoy it all you want~" he said and it was at that point that his voice cracked and tears fell from his eyes, "Ah, sorry. i have something in my eye, don't worry." he said, still talking to the other, he wanted it to feel like Kazuya was still around by making conversations even though Kazuya wouldn't be able to respond back. "The doctor told me that you are very sick, and you need a lot of rest...okay? so...you just...just rest.... and when you wake up....we can....go out to the beach....and swi....mm" he couldn't do it anymore, henry broke down in tears and he gripped kazuya's hand in his and sobbed, saying 'Im sorry' over and over again and to 'forgive him'

@☆ Henry *the doctor nodded* third door on your right. down the hall *he spoke and let you go* are you alright? *he asked*

@★ Kazuya Henry's face fell hearing that Kazuya died, the only other family he had left was no longer around, first it was Jack and now it's Kazuya. Henry was now alone, and it hurt more knowing that he could have done better, he could have just taken him to see the doctor, but he didn't realize just how bad Kazuya really was. "No. It's fine. you don't have to be sorry." He said in a soft tone and he looked down at the ground before he let out a sigh and he rubbed the back of his neck. "Is it all right to see him anyway? I want to say goodbye to him at least, and say sorry."

@☆ Henry *he shook his head* there's no way to help him now. it spread throughout his body and the illness got outta hand. often these cases are rare, the symptoms show right away. but with what you were saying he just recently showed symptoms. that was a sign i could have treated. but it.. it looks like. your brother died 2 hrs ago. when he was on the ground. my bet is he was probably looking for you. but he was freezing. the temp of his body. says it was an hr before that. the blood wasn't it's normal temp even if he was alive. *the doctor signed* im sorry..

@★ Kazuya henry heard his name being called and he stood up, looking at the doctor waiting for him to speak, and when he did, henry's eyes widened, "pneumonia...?" he said and he frowned lightly hearing that Kazuya had been sick for months now, "I wasn't aware of it since i wasn't around him for some time." he said and he bit his lip and then he sighed, "Is there anything you can do right now? or is Kazuya in deep trouble?" he asked wanting to know if there was any way to help him even now