@Sleeping beauty *nodding* You're probably right. I'll think about it. I just really wish they'd stop making me dye my hair so much...*chuckling, feeling of my own hair* It's so dry and damaged now.
@Sleeping beauty I love my friends, but...I don't like all the crap we all go through. It just...I just can't deal with it anymore. I want to leave, I do, but...*sighs* I've got a whole family at home just waiting for this whole "idol" thing to go wrong.
@Sleeping beauty *looks away* Yeah, but...like I said, I prefer being with my group. They were the ones that were always there for me when I first joined SM. Even back when I couldn't speak a word of Korean. I could end up in another girl group, yeah, but those other girls would be just that...other girls. Not my friends. Besides, if I left SM, lets just say...rumors about me would start.
@Amber *smiles slightly and rests my hand on your shoulder*
Thank you Amber...that means a lot...
*nods*
Hey...don't say that. You're so talented. You think that if you left SM another agency would take you on?
*shakes my head*
You're one of the most popular idols...everyone loves you. Even people who aren't f(x) fans seem to adore you...
*smiles*
you'd have no trouble staying in the public eye
@Sleeping beauty *shakes head* You'd never be a nobody, Sica. You have alot of people that love you. Your fans will never forget you, and you have your sister and family to support you. Besides, you're an amazing actress and model and now you're a fashion designer too. You can do anything. This, though, is all I got.
@Amber Because I spent my whole life either training to get into SM or actually being in SM...
*shrugs*
I didn't know what would happen to me once I'd left...I could end up a nobody...
@Sleeping beauty Rumor is that you were planning leaving SM anyway, once your group made one last album. Is that true? And is it because of the way they treat us?