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@Jiaer(JackJack) "I understand, but if he doesn't love me for who I am, then I would probably lose him as my friend too, if he doesn't want to be together with me." Jackson sighed softly and nodded, looking at his brother as he cuddled close to him. "I hope that everything turns out well... I don't think I would be good with rejection from him, but at least I can try.."
"Okay, I won't think about it now. Thank you for talking to me about this even though it might possibly be annoying to you.. What should we do now?"

@Jackson(JackJack) "If he doesn't love you for the person you are, he isn't worth of your feelings, you know", he said as his hand land on his younger brother's head so he could gently ruffle his hair to make him feel a little better. Jiaer knew it was a weak move but he didn't have anything to lose now.
"Don't think about it now, okay? Just keep on being yourself and we will see how it will be with your boyfriend."

@Jiaer(JackJack) (Oh, okay<3. Sorry then<3)

Jackson puffed his cheeks out and looked at his brother again, sighing softly before saying, "I wish that I could be liked by him, or at least anyone really. My friends don't really do anything much to make me feel better either, so I am glad to have you here. At least I could talk to you about my problems because no one else is willing to listen." He stayed cuddled with his twin and rested his head on his shoulder.
"I guess it is the one thing that will do that to me. I just feel not good enough for him to be in love with me, but I can't change how I am."

@Jackson(JackJack) (Don't worry about it, baby. <3 I remember about everything.)

He wasn't really talkative and he had never been really into being interested in other people but how could he not care about someone who had exactly the same face as he? And during every second of this weird conversation Jiaer was lerning something. And this something must've been life since he still didn't know anything about it. Or just had a sick vission about it.
"Awww, so falling in love is the only one thing which is able to take optimism and toughness away from my little brother?"

@Jiaer(JackJack) (Don't forget this^^)

@Jiaer(JackJack) "Yeah, but I mean, I could do anything, really. I am fine even if it isn't quick.." He shrugged and pouted at his brother, staying cuddled up to his brother and nodding, "I feel like he won't even like me anyways, so why do I try... I'm not even good at anything, but thank you for wishing me luck.."

@Jackson(JackJack) "Oh I see", he said softly as his hand was still rubbing latter's back. Under any other circumstances he would probably feel uncomfortable with someone cuddling with him, but surprisingly he was okay with his twin on his side.
"Then I guess I can only wish you luck."

@Jiaer(JackJack) Jackson also felt sad about everything, not sure of what to do anymore. He knew that they acted like they hated each other, but he really did care for his brother and showed love in his own way. As long as they were by each other's side and there for each other, Jackson was fine.
Feeling the other wrap his arm around his waist and rub it, he shrugged.
"I would like it to be nice and I don't think we would move too quickly.."

@Jackson(JackJack) Listening to his brother's words, he somehow got a little sadder. They usually behaved like they hated each other with whole their hearts but actually it was love only showed in different, weird way.
Gently he wrapped his one arm around younger's waist, rubbing it slowly.
"And how would you like it to be with Mark?"

@Jiaer(JackJack) Jackson sighed and looked at his brother, feeling like he was just making things worse. He shrugged and closed his eyes, relaxing and puffing his cheeks out a bit, "I don't know. It will be weird to practice with a spoon and none of my friends would want to help me. You're the only help I can get, and I think I should stop asking.. Besides, it's not like anything will probably work out how I would like to with Mark anyways.."

@Jackson(JackJack) Of course he and his brother prefered the different types of getting information. Jiaer actually didn't know how Jackson wanted to find out something more about it when he was afraid of watching , reading articles or just trying it out in real life. Maybe Jiaer was less emotional and he didn't really make a big deal from and actual relationships.
"Practice with a spoon? Like in American movies. Or just ask a friend of yours for help?"

@Jiaer(JackJack) Jackson watched his brother rub his face after taking his glasses off and shrugged. He hoped that his questions for his brother weren't too much to ask and he also hoped that the situation wasn't uncomfortable to Jiaer either. The last thing that Jackson wanted to do was make them more distant from each other.
"Oh, I see.. I don't know, how can I learn from reading articles? It would probably make things weird and I don't really want to read about it. Also, how can I learn kissing? It's not like some article on the internet can help teach me how to kiss well.. I think the only way to truly learn is experiences, but I don't want to have them with just any random guy."

@Jackson(JackJack) He took of his glasses and placed then on his nighstand. This time as he rubbed his face, it went way better. Really, he didn't know what to do in this situation. It felt like he actually had a son already and they were during 'the talk'.
"Watch some maybe? You will see how it works. But is a little fake so you should read articles and stuff. But obviously you should learn kissing first because it's the thrid base after you're sure that you like each other and after the first date."

@Jiaer(JackJack) Jackson was happy that his brother was there to listen to him and give him advice on what to do, and also to tell him what would work out and what wouldn't. He wondered how his brother wasn't innocent anymore, but he didn't want to ask because it would probably make Jiaer feel uncomfortable.
"Okay, I understand. I won't expect advice then.. But I don't like to do researches..." As he looked at his brother, Jackson laid on top of him, wrapping his arms around him to hug him. "What kind of stuff should I research then? Do you have any suggestions?"

@Jackson(JackJack) He listened to his brother and tried to figure out how he managed to keep his innocence in this dirty and cruel world. Especially when he had a dirty and cruel older brother. But yeah, it was possible since this evil twin was keeping himself away from the angel one.
"Okay, okay. I got it", he said in a tone like he just gave up and then he fell on the bed. "Then Mark will have this pleasure to take your v-card. But don't expect me to be there then and give you advices. Do some researches before you put your hand in his pants."

@Jiaer(JackJack) Jackson noticed his brother open his eyes and saw the look on his face, laughing when he saw it. He just stared at his brother, nodding, "I am serious though. I haven't watched that.. I don't know, I don't think I would be good at topping people... Please don't get some boy for me, I don't want one." He shook his head and puffed his cheeks out, "I don't want to just be with some random guy, especially not for the first time..."

@Jackson(JackJack) Not really believing in what he had just heard, he openned his eyes, got on his elbows and lookes at his younger brother like he really had in front of himself a total stranger.
"You can't be serious. You haven't ever watched at least a gay ? Well, then. Do you want to lose your ity with Mark or give him the best he could ever have? Because you know, I know people and also I have some money so we can work some... toy boy for you?"

@Jiaer(JackJack) Jackson was also glad that his brother was giving him advice because he would still be clueless otherwise. He didn't think that it was bad since he never had any advice from anyone else and he trusted his twin's words. "Thank you again, hyung, for telling me about this kind of stuff, even if I might not be that great at using it. I will take your advice though."
Hearing the other's question, Jackson bit his lip and looked down, "I-I'm not sure.. I don't know how to do anything really.." He sighed softly, also curious about it.

@Jackson(JackJack) He was glad that somehow he wasn't telling nonsenses. And he was also happy that in some way he helped his younger brother. Even if this kind of advices . Because what could Jackson do with them when he actually didn't really know how it worked in real life? At least that was that Jiaer thought since he was still surprised to know how innocent his twin was.
"Well, do you really think that Mark will be able to top you?", he asked suddenly, not really asking himsel if this question was comfortable for latter. "He looked like he totally wishes for a in his ."

@Jiaer(JackJack) "I'm pretty sure there are some things that you might think are awkward to talk about, but I know that we have been by each other's sides since we've been in her belly." Jackson laughed softly and nodded, but he also knew that their bond wasn't strong like it used to be.
"Oh, I see... Thank you for telling me. I am sure that it would be painful, but I won't know until it actually happens. Anyways, at least you told me how it would be. It's okay, I am not asking you any more about that kind of stuff." He puffed his cheeks out and kept staring as his brother, sighing softly to himself, "Besides, I have to first see if Mark even likes me, and that'll be a while."

@Jackson(JackJack) "How can I feel awkward around you when you were by my side since we've been in mum's belly?", he asked, not really waiting for an answer. He also chuckles because it was somehow funny for him. However, they both were fully awared that they had destryed their strong bond on their own wish.
"Yep", he said while nodding. "It's only painful for the first minutes when you take or fingers or any other things in your . I'm not going to talk about kinks right now", he groaned softly because why not? He wasn't a education teacher so how was he supposed to know how to talk about it with his brother?
"But when you get used to this feeling, it's quite nice. Especially when your partner knows what he's doing and is understanding. You know, man's G-spot is in his so when your partner finds it, you feel like you're in heaven."

@Jiaer(JackJack) "Okay, thank you for letting me ask you this. I just don't want to make you feel awkward around me." Jackson pouted a bit and nodded, seeing his brother close his eyes. He continued to listen to him, wanting to listen to what he was telling him and trying to pay attention. He crossed his legs and stared as his brother as he heard him talk. When he was finished saying what he needed to say, Jackson spoke up to ask more.
"Oh, okay. So, the first time, it isn't good? I think that is understandable because it is probably scary and you aren't really knowing how it is going to be. I see... So, it isn't that great at first, right? Does it get better later on?" Jackson kept looking at his brother as he kept asking questions, really curious about what he had to say.

@Jackson(JackJack) "It's fine", he said quickly as he saw that his brother started getting paniced a little. "You can ask anything you want to know. I will try to give you an answer", he added second later before he felt back on his bed. Having crossed legs, he put his arms under his head. Instead of looking at the ceiling, he closed his eyes.
"The first time is the worst, you know. It's not like a in your makes you feel so much pain that you will cry immediately. But... It's more uncomfortable. But depends on how well you're prepared or how your partner behaves. But for the very first time you're just... scared? Because you don't know what it is like so they fear makes everything worse. You're focused on pain and other not pleasing feeling and you actually can forget about getting some pleasure from this activity."

@Jiaer(JackJack) Jackson also didn't judge anyone, and he knew that there were some things that his brother knew or did that he hasn't experienced before, but Jackson knew that he could always learn more from his brother. He continued to listen to his brother, nodding.
"Oh, I see. Then, how is it to be the submissive one? I am sorry for asking about it..." He bit his lip as he didn't want to make his brother feel awkward, so he added, "If you don't want to talk about it, then I understand. I am sometimes too curious, I know."

@Jackson(JackJack) Of course Jiaer wasn't anyone to judge. He knew that he and his brother were completely different but there were things that one was better, the other was worse but still they somehow could catch up with each other. And maybe this weird rivalry made them enemies?
Jiaer nodded as the blonde's question.
"Depends on if your're dominant or submissive. Yes, I already tried both", he said like it was actually nothing but deep inside of him he was ashamed by his experiances. Sure, he got them and somehow thanks to them was slightly wiser but still, he wasn't proud of himself and his one-night-stands.

@Jiaer(JackJack) Jackson looked at his brother as he told him all of this stuff, wondering what Jiaer would think about it, but not saying anything more. Besides, he thought it was kind of weird that he was the more outgoing twin with more people around him, yet nothing happened between him and someone else yet.
"W-What? You really did?" Jackson's eyes widened a bit as he was surprised to hear that from his brother, but he wondered how it was, so he asked, "What is it like?" After asking the question, Jackson felt a bit embarrassed from asking, but it was too late now because he already said it.

@Jackson(JackJack) He listened carefully what his brother was going to say to him. Jiaer didn't even remember the last time they had this kind of conversation. Recently they had been only able to fight with each other over stupid things and no one was mature enough to stop it.
"Who would think that I lose my ity before you lost your own", he said with slightly amused voice while looking at his twin.

@Jiaer(JackJack) Jackson saw his brother looking at him a bit worried, but he kept smiling. No matter what happened, Jackson tried his best to stay optimistic and not think about the negative things, but he was also worried about his brother because he knew that he didn't really smile that much, but he felt like his brother sometimes was happy to be around him, or at least he hoped he was.
"I know it's going to be a long time before I will ask him." Looking at his brother when he heard him ask if he has ever kissed anyone before, Jackson shook his head, "No, I have never kissed anyone before. I know, it is shocking, isn't it? I've never done anything with anyone before, so this is also why I am worried. Of course I have a lot of friends, but the only thing I've ever done was hold hands with a person before." He smiled a bit as he kept looking at his twin.

@Jackson(JackJack) When he stopped rubbing his face, he leaned his head against his hand as his elbow was supported on his thigh. Looking at his younger brother with slightly worried facial expression, he smiled a little as he saw how optimistic Jackson could be. Of course, it was always like this. Jackson has been this happy kid while Jiaer couldn't even smile a little.
"Hm I know it's a long time before you will ask him about his feelings for you but... have you ever kissed anyone before?", he asked while looking at blonde haired boy sitting in front of him. "Like I know it's kinda impossible because you're this social twin with a lot of friends and many other kind of good relationships but you said that you haven't been in relationship before so I'm just curious", he started blabbering as soon as he started feeling uncomfortable with quiestion he asked himself.

@Jiaer(JackJack) "Okay, I also was thinking it would be better to ask him after the prom." Jackson nodded in agreement with what his brother said. He didn't want his twin to blame himself if anything bad happened, but he couldn't help but ask for advice, since he was his brother.
Looking at Jiaer, he grinned and shrugged, "That's true. If I ask him before the prom, it will be awkward if he says no and it'll be my fault if he has to look for someone else for prom. I really want to go to prom with him, so I won't ask him before prom. Who knows... Maybe he will tell me that he likes me before I even get to ask him anything." As he saw his brother rub his face, Jackson bit his lip, "Okay, thank you for your advice anyways. I still have time to think about what I should do, but I think I'll ask him some day after prom.."