D.O. Room

@D.O. Yeah. Maybe.
You should ask him.
*shifty eyes because of the fact that I was the overdramatic one that blew this out of proportion*
You really think he planned this? How could he have planned the fact that you would get wasted and whisper dirty things in his ear?
*laughs softly*
Or was that just an added bonus?

@Kai /rest my head on your shoulder, smiling/
/huff softly, stick out my tongue at you, pokes your cheek because of your cheekiness/
/blush when you brought up again about the incident/
I'm very sure he know about our feeling to each other
Maybe he the one planned all this?
We will never know~
/jut out my lower lips at you, sending you my famous glare/

@D.O. Of course I don't mind. I'm pretty sure no one will be surprised in the least
*chuckles, staring back at you*
Well, maybe, y'know,
*grins cheekily*
Chanyeol Hyung.
*laughs softly thinking about how ridiculous the whole thing with Chanyeol was*
*sighs contently*
But seriously, you should really talk to him. He might have gotten the wrong idea too.
*shrugs and uses a teasing tone*
It's easy to misunderstand when you kinda made yourself comfortable on top of him.
*chuckles again*

@Kai /chuckles softly, nods head as I agree to your words/
I guess we are~
/lean closer too, my fingers playing with the tips of your hair behind your head/
/shudder softly as your hot breath hit me, mixing with my/
/shakes my head at your question, give you a small kiss before pulling away just a little bit, not wanting to be far from you/
I don't want to keep us as a secret
/my left fingers brushing against your cheek softly/
What we are....I want everyone to know....
/stares into your eyes/
I don't want to lose you to someone else
/a soft blush appear on my cheeks, feeling shy at my greediness to have you as mine only/
T-that is if you don't mind people knowing about us

@D.O. I'm glad.
*smile sweetly at you*
I dunno why it took so long to get to this point.
We're so slow haha.
*laugh more genuinely than I have in a long time*
*I clear my throat and try to raise the tone of my voice to lift the mood*
So,
we should, y'know, let the others know?
*lean in close so that our lips are barely touching*
Or do you wanna keep this our little secret?

@Kai /close my eyes when you lean in for a proper kiss, gasping softly/
/tilts my head too as I press my lips closer against yours/
/flutter open my eyes slowly when you suddenly pull back, blinks confusedly; fear that you suddenly have a second thought about us/
/chuckles softly at your antic, wrap my arms around your neck as I pull you closer, kissing your lips to shut you up/
/pull away slightly, resting my forehead against yours/
Everthing...it means everything
/stares into you brown orbs and blush softly, seeing your handsome figure so close in front of me, caress your cheek with my thumb while smiling lovingly at you/

@D.O. *chuckle slightly before leaning in for a proper kiss*
*press our lips together and tilt my head slightly, so that we fit together better*
*pull back abruptly and look at you, my arms lifting in a flailing motion*
So... this... we.... we're good? I mean, we're more than good? I-I mean... what does this mean?
*laugh at my own weirdness and absent mindedly play with the tips of your hair*
What does all this mean for us?

@Kai /pouts, blushing in embarrassment when I realize how stupid I sound/
How should I know that our company did that....all I could think of is that you and her are dating
/mumbles softly, hugging my knees/
/bit my lower lips, look at you, tilting head to the side before smiling innocently/
because I'm very oblivious?
/hugs you closer, blinks owelishly at you when you rest our foreheads together, blush softly when you sau the words/
I love you too
/glance at your lips before looking back at you/
/slowly lean in closer and press a brief kiss on your lips, pull back slightly, blushing brightly/

@D.O. Heh. Yoon Soo Hee. Really? You really think I'd be interested in her?
*put my head back down on your shoulder and snuggle closer to you*
THAT was fanservice. It was orchestrated by the company.
In fact, I heard they made me do that video because my feelings for you were getting too obvious, haha.
*laugh softly then sigh*
Why does it seem like you're the only one that couldn't see that?
*lift my head and lean my forehead against yours*
*deep breath*
I love you, Hyung.

@Kai /slightly startle when you turn to look at me/
/blush brightly at your question, nods head slightly/
I-I thought that was all for the fan service...
/mutter softly/
And plus....I'm a guy...I thought you would never fall for me
I'm not that good enough
/avoid your look, looks down again/
/runs my fingers through your hair, wrap my right arm around you, pulling you closer to me/
/looks confuse at first at your question before blushing a bit/
Nah...just a stupid video of you with Yoon Soo Hee

@D.O. *rub my hands down my face, trying to take in everything you said*
*turn to you abruptly*
Wait. Are you... Can you honestly tell me that you had no idea how I felt about you all these years?
*laugh dryly*
YOU were the one who never looked twice at ME. Do you know how long I tried to get you to notice me? Even when we were trainees, you wouldn't even give me the time of day.
*my voice cracks and I desperately try to hold back my tears*
*I take a deep breath and lean my head on your shoulder, my voice getting muffled by your shirt*
*sigh*
But... I guess... that's in the past...
*I lift my head and wipe my eyes*
W-what video, Hyung?

*stalks room* OvO

@Kai /lean closer to you, read all the conversation inside your phone, furrow my eyebrows even further/
/cover my mouth with my palm, gasping softly in horror because I can't remember any of those things/
/looks at your reaction and curse myself for making you hurt and wonder if I ever deserve you/
/frown even further, trying to remember exactly what had happened/
I...we...went to a club and I remembered we drank too much of that weird drinks
/bit my lower lips, rest my palm on my forehead, trying to remember/
And...it got cloudy after that....
/grab your phone from you and looks at the picture of me sitting on Chanyeol laps, couldn't understand why I did that/
/eyes widened when I slowly remember what had happened that day, every words I said and who exactly I imagine when I was sitting on Chanyeol's laps/
I remember...vaguely...but still....
/looks at you hesitantly, biting my lower lips/
IthoughtChanyeolwasyou
/said quickly while gripping on your phone/
I was drunk....and I thought Chanyeol was you
And all those words I said...I meant it for you
/let out a small humorless laugh/
But we never actually did anything!
I got too drunk and we went home
I passed out after that
/runs my fingers through my hair/
I saw you..with someone that morning...a video actually
And I thought I never stand a chance with you after that
/mutter softly, looking down at knees
I dragged Chanyeol to the club and everything that happened after that was just like I said....
/wipes away my silent tears/
I really meant it....one night was enough if I got to hold you properly
/chuckled wearily
But then..I will got greedy....and I want more of you..and I don't want you to reject me
I couldn't take it the feeling

@D.O. *sits down beside you*
*pulls out my phone and opens the conversation between Chanyeol and I*
Here
*scrolls up and gestures to the first message*
He started here. 'Jongin-ah, last night was amazing. I went with Kyungsoo'
Then he just says where you guys went and started naming some weird, foreign drinks that you guys had.
Uh...
*I scroll down a bit more*
This is where... uh...
*I point to a message and read it out loud*
'Not sure why, but Kyungsoo just randomly plopped himself into my lap. Haha. Then he started trying to feed me fries. We took a selca. Look'
*I open one of the photos that I showed you last night. It's exactly how Chanyeol explained it, with you sitting on his lap*
Then...
*I clear my throat*
'Then he started whispering things to me. Inappropriate things ha...'
*I swallow thickly*
'ha...'
He... basically said what it was that you told him. That you wanted him. Needed him. Some... heavily _____ things.
But... this
'He said he'll deny saying all that when he's sober, because he CAN'T want me. Not sure why. I guess people really do spill their deepest desires when they're drunk'
*I sighed again, trying to stop my voice from shaking*
'He said we couldn't be together but one'...
*I paused again, not wanting to read the next line*
'One night was enough.'

@Kai /nods my head before making a space for you to sit beside me/
/wrap my arms around my knees as I wait for you to start telling me your side of story/

@D.O. *nods slowly*
Ok
*I turn to look at you as best I can*
Can I... c-can I sit with you? S-so that I can show you? The entire conversation is on my phone.

@Kai /bit my lower lips, hearing your words, wondering how long are you going to torture me/
/squeeze you once before letting you go slowly, rest my forehead on your back before nodding/
I..don't know how those pictures exist...I can't remember anything....
I will tell you mine if you tell me everything that Chanyeol told you
/furrow my eyebrows, trying to remember what had happened that night/

@D.O. *Startles when I feel your arms wrap around my waist*
*Listens silently while you talk and can't hold back my tears*
Wow, I always thought hearing you tell me you love me would feel much less... depressing.
*I move my hands away from my face, but still can't look at you*
I want to trust you, I do. But you're still not telling me the whole truth. If there's nothing between you and him, why were you out together? Why do those pictures exist?
*I pause and then sigh*
I-I don't want to fight. Please just... tell me what happened that night. C-Can you do that for me?

@Kai /already wake up an hour before you/
/stares blankly at nothing, don't have any spirit left to make myself stand up or doing anything after what had happened/
/wipes away the tears and sniff softly/
/hears footsteps walking to the living room, close my eyes, pretending to sleep/
/listen to you while pretending to sleep/
/eyes shot open at your confession, almost trying to pinch myself, thinking it was a dream/
/slowly sit up on the couch, looking at your back that was facing me/
/sneak my arms around your waist and bury my face on your back, eyes close with silent tears running down my face/
Pabo.....
I'm more happy with you....
/tighten my arms around you, afraid that you will run away/
I love you...only you....pabo-ah....
/says affectionately before biting my lower lips, holding back a sobs/

@D.O. *Wakes up the next morning in your bed, noticing that you're not there*
*Sleepily walks through the quiet dorm, wondering where you went last night*
*startles a little when I see you sleeping on the couch*
*sits down on the armrest and lets out a sigh*
Hyung.... Kyungsoo...
Listen, I want to believe you... but, I mean, there's photographic proof and I... I see how close the two of you are recently.
*I close my eyes and drop my head into my hands*
*My voice drops to a whisper*
This isn't even really about me. You just...
*I let out a dry, humorless laugh*
You looked so happy in those photos. So happy with... with him.
*I slump further down and dig the heels of my palms into my eyes*
I love you.
I just wish you would be honest with me.
If he makes you happy, just tell me. He's a good guy, I'll understand.
I'll try anyway...
*I sniff slightly, willing myself not to cry*
Heh, I guess I should have said all this when you were actually awake, huh? Sorry.

@Kai /come back to the dorm after an hour with eyes red from crying/
/walk to my room and startle slightly, seeing you asleep on my bed/
/walk closer toward you hesitantly/
/looks down at you, brushing hair away from your face/
I...really love you
/smiles slightly, cursing myself for not having the courage to say that to you/
/cover you with blanket and let you sleep a little more/
/walk to the living room and lay down on the couch, closing my eyes and cried myself to sleep remembering your words/

@D.O. *Throws my phone across the room, onto my bed*
*Falls onto your bed and covers my face with my hands, sighing*
*Hurt and completely unsure of what to believe*
*Eventually drifts off to sleep on your bed*

@Kai /gasp softly when you throws my wrist down forcefully, feel hurt at your gesture, looks at you with slight teary eyes while rubbing my left wrist/
Chanyeol?
/looks at you confusedly before looking at the picture, eyes widened/
/shakes my head as you explain/
That's all a misunderstand, Kai-ah!
We only drank and dance around as usual!
That picture....
/looks at it while holding back my tears/
I don't know who took that but that is a huge understanding
We are not all over each other, Kai-ah!
/furrow my eyebrows/
I don't know what he had explained to you, but listen to me!
We drink, dance and I got drunk...we went back to the dorm and nothing happen!
/let out a small sobs, trying to explain it to you/
He knew about us! What are you talking about?!
/hit your chest with my fists weakly/
And you believe him more than me?
/looks at you, feel my chest hurt so badly at your words, take a step back away from you/
Kai-ah...
/whisper your name, feels tears rolling down my cheeks/
/try to wipe it away furiously before walking out of my room and the dorm/

@D.O. *Forcefully throws your wrists down*
I'm talking about Chanyeol-Hyung.
*Pulls out my phone, shoves it in your face and flips through pictures of the two of you at a club together a few nights ago*
He sent me the pictures and explained, in excruciating detail, what happened that night. And judging by the way you were all over each other in those pictures, I'm inclined to believe that everything he said was true.
*runs my unoccupied hand through my hair*
What, did you just not bother to tell him about us?

@Kai /frowns even further, looking at you with pure confusion/
Kai-ah.....
/looks at your hands around my wrists before looking up at you, eyes slightly teary, feeling even more confused and slightly hurting at your words/
I don't lie to you...you know I never lie to you
/bit my lower lips, trying to pull my wrists from your hold/
What are you talking about, Kai-ah?

@D.O. *signs and frowns at you*
Don't act like you don't know. I'm giving you a chance to confess. It...
*removes your arms from around me and holds your wrists*
It hurts more when you lie to me.

@Kai /furrow my eyebrows, looking at you confusedly
W-What are you talking about, Jongin-ah?

@D.O. *Hesitantly stops myself from hugging you back and instead places my hands on your shoulders*
Kyungs... Hyung, I know who it is. He told me... He told me everything... about you two.

@Kai /bit my lower lips, looks up at you as I fight back a blush when I see you/
I-It's no one important, Jongin-ah
/eyes widen when you say it like that/
/stand up and walks toward you, looks at you hesitantly before wrapping my arms around you, hugging you/
Pabo...no one can replace you
Stop thinking like that
/tighten my arms around you slightly
I'm sorry for making you think like that
/loosen my arms slightly to look at you, smiles softly/

@D.O. *Stands awkwardly, watching you place the phone down*
You've been... on your phone a lot lately. Talking to someone.
*Deep breath*
I'm not stopping you, but... are you... are they... I mean, I kinda feel like I'm being replaced.