@[H] Hara ♡ I laughed at your joke and nodded. "Of course, of course, when you're hungry of me. Are you hungry of me now? Because if you are I'm not going to continue okay? I'm scared of biting." I said and looked up at you, chuckling at my own silliness.
I watch you when I talk to you and feel the tears sting my eyes as well when those droplets slowly roll down the sides of your face. With a swift movement I wiped the side of my eye before any teardrop could fall before continuing my speech. My heart drummed against the inside of my chest at how happy your smile was and it made me fall in love all over again.
Gasps softly when you fall on your knees right in front of me, feeling relieved this was grass or it would've broken your skin and quickly hug you back, burying my face into the nape, closing my eyes and kissing your neck a few times as I listen to your sweet words. I await your answer in silence and try to calm my own heart down as I hear you getting trouble to breathe. I chuckle a bit and pull away slightly after hearing your yes. "Thank you Hara. Thank you." I said and pressed my lips against yours in pure happiness, holding your thin body close against mine as I finally let the tears stream down my cheeks and drip off of my jawline. I sit down on my heels and pull you into my lap, you feeling as a little kid but it felt oh so wonderful. I never wanted to let you go. Never again, because our love would be strong enough to keep holding onto each other. And right now my biggest wish was fulfilled, and that was; you.
@hara While holding onto your hand I walked through the flower garden which seemed to symbolise love in my eyes. I had everything planned in my head and up until now, everything was going perfectly. I pulled you down the path between all the delicious smelling flowers and I couldn't help myself from closing my eyes and breathing in the nice scent. "I love it." I said and chuckled, intertwining our fingers. I could feel the thin bones in your hand and the slightly cubby and cute fingers of yours. They were so small and I could engulf them completely with the big hands I had. The contrast between my tanned and your pale skin was also big, but I loved it until no end. And just like that, in the middle of the flower field I stopped walking. I turned myself towards you and gave you a sweet smile, holding both your tiny hands into mine as I heaved a soft content sigh, looking right back into your eyes. "Do you know why I took you out here Hara?" I asked gently, rubbing my thumbs over the back of your hands. "It's for that secret I didn't want to tell you yet." I said and hummed. "But this is special enough, i think. And I planned everything well and good. So I'm expecting a positive answer alright?" I asked and laughed, realising how stupid I sounded. But I shrugged that thought off and slowly sank down onto one of my knees, never disconnecting my eyes from yours as they were just too beautiful to look away from. "This looks so cliché, but whatever." I mumbled to myself before nervously chuckling again, tugging a strand of hair behind my ear as I let go of one of your hands. "I know this is very early and we're still so young and all but... I'm honestly sure that I want this and that I don't only want to share our past and our now. But I want to spend my whole future with you." I said and shortly bit the inside of my bottom lip to calm my nerves down. I kept telling myself it was going to be okay, it was going to be okay. "Sometimes I still can't believe that this girl, Goo Hara, is my girl. My perfect girl, who is only mine. I still can't believe it. I still stare at our names and our picture every time I pass the couple room. My girl.. Mine... It's so wonderful that even if it was a dream, it would be too good. And as a wish it'd even be too much. Goo Hara, as my girl.. Unbelievable, but true. And I'm so proud of it that I might sometimes go overboard with my jealousy, scared you'd get taken away from me. What would I do if you would? What would I do? I think I'd die, because the world would no longer exist for me. You're my world, so there's nothing to do without you. I hope you understand this and see that you're my everything and I'd do anything to make you happy. So please.. don't cry on your own. I'll be your shoulder. I'll be the arms that you need for a hug. I'll be the thumbs that wipe away your tears and I'll be the lips that help you understand that I'm here. For you. And only you. So Hara.. Please... Be my girlfriend. Be my life. Be my everything. And don't ever forget that love is not only a word for me anymore. Love is you. And you are mine. And I want to spend the rest of my life caring about you and keeping you close so I wouldn't even hesitate to ask this next question. Because my heart is sure of this, although I hope this is mutual. Because you said you loved me, and I believed it, so I'm expecting a positive answer but I never know this for sure, of course. I never know.. It might be early and we might be really young but I'd never change my mind about this so Hara.." I said and couldn't help my heart from beating this fast and the small smile that spread on my lips as I reached into my pocket and took out a small black box. This time I let go of your second hand as well to open it and show a beautiful silver ring inside of it, neatly placed on a white and soft pillow. "Goo Hara.." I started again, looking up at you once more to make sure you were looking right back at me. "Will you marry me?"