@Hyoyeon *blinks in confusion but takes the package slowly opening it up and gasps at the adorable teddy bear inside, looking up but frowning when I see you've already left*
I wonder who that was... and where did this come from..
*stares at the bear again curiously before slowly closing the door*
@Miss Yoona *lightly blushes but grins staying buried in your side, your scent somehow relaxing to me, happy that you're okay with me staying*
I still may fall asleep for a bit though. I hope you don't mind.
@Hyolyn *chuckles and turns the other way towards the office*
Then you're coming with me.
*pecks your forehead, smiles and hums*
I'll kidnap you for the day.
@Miss Yoona Nevermind, it's nothing...
*mutters staring out the window as you drive but after a while, turns and rests my head on your side hugging you*
I want to stay with you..
@Miss Yoona *nods taking my seat in the car slowly putting on my seat belt fiddling with the strap while I stare at my lap trying not to think to much bit can't help the way my mind is wandering*
Yoona-ssi...
@Miss Yoona If I did that I'd just fall asleep in a corner somewhere.
*replies with a small smile walking slowly out of the diner while holding the door open to you*
Besides, I don't want to disturb you while you're working. I'm sure I bother you enough already.
@Hyolyn *sighs and looks down while waiting for you*
*stands up and stole a glance at how you look, seems sad and disappointed*
You can hang out my office if you want.
@Miss Yoona Oh...
*moves my hand and looks down at the table*
Alright... We should probably go then, I don't want you to be late because of me..
*stands up from the table placing some money on the counter before standing up from my seat*
@Miss Yoona Are you alright Noona?
*tilts my head watching you and rests my hand on your shoulder with a small frown*
If there's time we can still relax a bit before you have to leave...
*trails off always hating when we have to part*
@Miss Yoona Snakes? They don't really bother me... i used to have a pet snake.
*laughs under my breath as I eat, surprised when you finished so quickly but drinks the rest of my juice once I get full*
Neh I won't have another day off until maybe the end of the week.
@Hyolyn Oh spiders. They don't really scare me. Snakes creeps the hell out of me though.
*cringed and shakes my head in disgust*
I hate talking about them too.
*continues to eat and drink, until I finished my meal, looks at the time and shrugs my shoulders*
Still got plenty of time. You're working again tonight right?
@Miss Yoona Sorry..
*slowly pulls away remembering the time and where we are, clearing my throat as I turn to my plate thanking the waiter and drinking my juice*
Me? Spiders.. they absolutely terrify me. The bigger the spider the faster I break down in tears.
*chuckles trying a bite of the omelet and hums satisfied at the warmth*
As for emotionally... Now is probably not the right time for that. Besides I'm still running on 4 hours of sleep so I may just be rambling.
@Hyolyn Eyy...let's stop being like this.
*hugs you back and sees the waiter come with our meals, pulls away from the hug and starts eating*
I don't mind if you show affection.
*smiles softly and continues to eat, stares at you for meantime and hums*
How about you? What are you afraid of?
@Miss Yoona *pouts when I hear your words, finding it hard to believe that someone who really cared about you would push you away just because you want attention*
It's alright to want some attention from the person you like... I don't see why being a bit needy is a problem. Everyone is selfish about something in their own way and if they really loved you they would understand and do their best to give you that attention you're craving. I mean, I can be pretty needy at times I'll easily admit that. But even if I want it doesn't feel right to push away someone you loved because of something like that. I'd rather coddle them and give them so much affection they wouldn't have that need for extra attention.
*listens intently as you answer my original question, my expression slowly changing from concern to sadness and worry; unexpectedly reaching over to hug you as that unexplainable need to comfort and protect you comes over me once again*
You're scared to be alone but you're scared to open up to someone... That must be hard Noona.. I'm sorry...
*buries my face in your hair hugging you a little tighter when I finally start to understand more*
I shouldn't always be pushing my feelings on you.. you have enough on your mind. Even more so, no matter what your feelings towards me ever are, I wouldn't leave you behind. First and foremost you'll always be my friend and true friends stand by each other.
@Hyolyn *gasps because of what you said and sighs in defeat, smiles softly*
Yeah i guess i am. I am a woman after all. But i'd rather keep it inside than annoy the person i want to get the attention from. I fell in love with one before. I was hoping attention but it only annoys her. So why would i?
*smiles softly, and chuckles*
But enough of that. What am i afraid of?
Physically, not much really.
But mentally, i am scared to be abandoned by those i cherish. To give your all and find out that you're not what they are looking for. That the reality you are not what they need. By that time, i'll have to give the fight and just try to move on. I guess being alone scares me.
@Miss Yoona You're really adorable sometimes you know that? Like an adorable little kid who wants some attention but is too scared to ask...
Noona... what things are you afraid of?
*whispers tucking your soft hair behind your ear*
Physical and mentally..
@Miss Yoona *laughs softly when I see a few people turn to look at you, gently paying your head to calm you down*
Wow... is it really that bad..? Well, singing isn't the most important thing in the world. How about instead I'll sing and you dance. Deal?
*holds out my hand with a smile waiting for your answer*
@Hyolyn Eh? No!
*almost yelled in disagreement since the last time I did karaoke the people i am with cringed because of my terrible voice*
*shakes my head in fright and wags my hands in front of you*
Nah ah. I am not going to sing. I'll do anything but sing.
@Miss Yoona I guess we're both just dorks then~
*my eyes widen in surprise to hear we have more similarities than I thought, nudging you with a playful grin*
It can't really be that bad Noona... you'll have to sing for me sometime. Preferably in a place less crowded. I'm really curious now. I want to hear you sing.
*grins really wanting to hear your singing voice now that it's been mentioned*