/sighs and sits next to Loung's grave/
Hi baby girl it's mommy.
Sorry I haven't come to see you in a while, mommy has been taking care of your siblings and keeping the house good while daddy is away.
/starts to cry/
I don't know what to do anymore, I am just so lonely and stressed out from doing everything by myself.
Daddy has been gone for months and the baby in my stomach will be born in a few months.
@krissy /walks to the grave and blinks when someone is already there/
/stands besides you and holds your hand gently/
Your not the worst mom.
you couldnt have stopped what has happened, it has just helped you become stronger
@sehun /is feeling really sad today because it's almost Loung's birthday and she'll be 1/
I miss you so much baby girl, you were mommy's first baby.
I was so excited when you came into the world seeing you're pretty smile...
/starts to cry/
I'm sorry I couldn't be a better mother to you...
@FanFan [Kris ~ baby] *holds your hand as we walk to Loung's grave*
You wanna say something to Loung sweetie, she can hear you up in heaven.
I'm sure she would love to hear her oppa's voice.
*sets fresh flowers on her grave*
/sighs replacing the old flowers on Loung's grave with new ones and take a seat on the ground/
Princess.. it's mommy.. I miss you a lot sweetie, I think of you everyday and wish you were still here...
/sighs and sniffles/
mommy's very lonely right now... I just feel like I'm left behind in everything and that everyone is going to leave me... I shouldn't be feeling like this but I do... I can be a bit overemotional and overdramatic but my life has been chaotic... I'm happy right now.. I just wish your second daddy was around more...
/wipes the dust from the photo that is on her grave/
I love you baby girl and I hope you're living in a paradise up there.. I'll see you soon baby girl.. mommy and the whole family loves and misses you... rest in peace..
/sits in front of Loung's grave and put the white lillies flowers on them/
I really miss you baby girl.. Everyday I think about you..
/the wind blows through my hair/
You know mommy and daddy Suho are having your little brother or sister..
You'll be a big sister..
/starts to cry/
I wish you were still here to meet your sibling. But you're in a better place... I hope you're happy up there and smiling...
/wipes my tears with a tissue/
I love you very much Loung.. My little princess.. I'll be back to visit you soon and I'll bring the whole family..
/gets up and out the teddy bear on her grave bowing respectfully/
Bye Loung.
O.O u guys re-accepted my app? orz my bad. I should've told u that I'm leaving for sure. I lost muse in rping Sehan and I don't wanna keep him when I'm not sure myself I can keep him as active as he used to be. So sorry *^*