Dressing Room

@[S] Jongin (Ack! This got buried and im basically regulated to tablet posting until school starts again! My nephew is a computer hog. I'm so sorry!!)

Hakyeon smiled at the other man knowing that deep inside he was right, giving him up wasnt his loss it was his gain. He liked what he did and it wasn't up to them how he lived his life. He looked over at the other man. "My sister was always their pride and joy so leaving the first time was fine, but now that its real, that I'm not allowed to go back at all. That has pretty much hit all kinds of hard." He said but grinned again. "You know you can turn the light on and look at the mess I've made of myself its not like it'll kill my eyes to have the light on. Should make myself presentable I have a set in about an hour." He said, he nodded again. "You're right though....thanks for coming n and talkng to me." He said looking at himself. "Great now I look gross."

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@[S] Hakyeon "Well that's their fault" Jongin spoke with the one time firmness that he has ever spoke in his voice. "They should have gave you the time of day. They should have looked at you - but they didn't and they're missing out on what they lost" Jongin couldn't stand things like this. Was these poor people's parents really okay with just disowning their own kids? How can these parents be alright with knowing that they just disowned their own child? They were horrible people and Jongin would forever stand by them. "Yeah, they could have at least confronted you about it. It was cowardly that they ignored you like that in favor of your sister" The dancer responded. Stepping a little further - he rested his hand on the back of the chair in the room. "That's good. They're out of your life now - you're closing that chapter in your life and you're starting a new one - one that you will be genuinely happy in" Jongin encouraged but he giggled lightly at Hakyeon's laugh.

@[S] Jongin "Psh, my parents were always douches to me after my precious little sister was born, it's why I left home when I was still in high school. They ignored me even then, it's annoying as hell knowing that I am nothing to them other than the oldest son who decided to leave and dance and cook for a living." he said shaking his head. He was pretty much disowned by them the second he walked out of the house with what little money he had from his part time job before he started dancing, "It's hard but I'll get through it, it's just the fact that they actually said it to me rather than me just getting the brushoff to know that this is real. They're done with me." He wasn't about to tell him that he was happy because he wasn't, but it was good to know that he has a bit of closure now. "And I plan to, I like my job, I like the people I work with, I like this, and I'm not stopping now, not unless I hurt myself, then I can just cook desserts in the back." he said shaking his head and laughing softly.

@[S] Hakyeon Jongin felt so bad for the male in front of him. He could only imagine how horrible it fells to know that your parents love your sibling more than you. It must have hurt him so much and it made Jongin want to cry for him. He wanted to hug him. He wanted to hold him and tell him that everything will be alright. He wanted to be there for him - to let him know that there was at least one person in the world who will listen to his problems and stick with him. Jongin wanted to be that person if no one was. No person should have to go through this alone. The dancer let the other male speak first before telling him how he felt about this. His fellow stripper needed to let it out. "I can't imagine what your going through but I can try" Jongin stepped closer to him and gave him a sympathetic look. "What your parents did was horrible, they should love you no matter what but if they don't then what you could do is love them even if they don't to you. They may never want to see you again but you don't have to be like them and be bitter and angry" The dancer put a hand on Hakyeon's shoulder, "You can still live your life how you want, you can do whatever you want. Be happy and sill loving - don't get like them, don't succumb yourself to that. I know trying to get through stuff is hard but if you ever need help then I'm always here for you".

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@[S] Jongin He didn't expect something like this someone who was willing to sit there and listen to him. Nobody did that, he was ignored by everyone. He looked up at the other tears running down his face. "They disowned me." He said softly. "One of my sisters friends came and I didn't realize it at the time...he told my sister. Their precious pride and joy...I should have known they wouldn't have called me after five years for no reason." He said softly. "He told me he never wanted to see me again. He told me to either get a job as a pastry chef since that's what I went to school for or to not come back." He burst out laughing just then. "It's just real now....my sister is their only child now! Just like they always wanted."

@[S] Hakyeon It broke his heart in two when Jongin would hear someone cry. He felt like someone so beautiful and sweet should never shed a tear. That went for anyone who cried. Whenever he was in their vicinity while they were crying, he always tried to help them through it or let them talk out their problems. No one should go through their problems alone because it builds up and soon it explodes. Although, not all people cry but some do and the dancer just couldn't watch someone like that. He couldn't stand minding his own business and letting them sob. How are people able to live with themselves and just ignore them in a time of need? It personally made him feel so guilty for them. It would eat him alive out of regret that he didn't help while he had the chance. This was that exact situation for Jongin. He had to help this person who was weeping. When Jongin walked in, he took his bag off of his shoulder and set it down on the ground slowly. A worried expression could be seen all over his face. "Do you want to talk about it? I don't mind listening?"

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@[S] Jongin Normally Hakyeon would be incredibly happy, he was almost always happy, keeping his customers happy, keeping himself happy. Hakyeon was just a happy being after he left his parents, He left them because of the fact that his little sister was their pride and joy and he was just gutted to mere nothing, so in his second year of high school he left, and when he was old enough he started dancing, when it comes down to it, this job made him amazing money. But when one of his sister's friends was a client of Hakyeon's.... hit the fan. His parents had disowned him, the second that his sister mentioned the fact that he was a stripper his life with them was officially 100% over. They were done with him. And that's how he found himself hidden away in his dressing room after the show he did that night, trying to keep his mind but failing miserably. Tears running down his face, unsure of what to do and everything. His poor brain didn't know how to comprehend what was happening.

Someone came in the room it wouldn't be the first time that someone came into his dressing room people came in to use stuff of his all the time, and he gladly let people use his things if they needed it. Hakyeon looked up to see one of the other strippers standing there. "I've had better days." he said softly. He didn't think that anyone needed to hear his problems.

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@[S] Hakyeon Jongin was just getting ready to leave early. The people here said he could leave but come early tomorrow and he immediately took up the offer because his feet was tired and he didn't want to wear these clothes and shoes anymore. He was in his dressing room packing up his things getting ready to leave. He usually took small stuff because his is where he was at most of the time when he was in work, so might as well leave it here right? Once Jongin gathered the things he needed; he quickly went to take off the make up here rather than in his apartment. The dancer sat at the desk and started to wipe off the make up from his eyes. This was always one of the annoying parts of his job; taking off the oh so time consuming make up. In a way he was happy yet sad that it was coming off because he spent so much time putting it on but it could get too much sometimes and all he wanted to do was take it off. A few minuted pass and he was finally done taking off his make up. He stayed in the chair while looking at himself in the mirror. He couldn't tell by looking at his reflection if he looked good with out his make up on. Shrugging those thoughts off of his mind; he sat up from his chair and cleaned up the desk. Before leaving; he put on a long trench coat and put the bag with his stuff that he decided to take with him over his shoulder. Jongin turned off the lights at his desk then left the room.

As he was leaving, he passed by other dressing rooms too. However, there was this one dressing room made him stop and listen. He heard crying coming from that room. The dancer felt sorry for this person who was crying, he wanted to help them. Jongin couldn't leave them crying like that. He turned to face the door and knocked lightly before turning the knob open. "Excuse me..is everything ok?"

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