@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ () omg I'm sorry ive been on a sudden hiatus for awhile.
idk if you'd want to continue this or not because sehun is now with luhan ;;
@♔ Oh Sehun Mhm ! /hums in response with a wide smile and nods repeatedly / sorry sorry- /chuckles and tilts my head up to nudge my nose into your cheek gently /
I'll just pick a movie after dinner .. I wanna stay like this for now . /mumbles and smiles softly leaning against you as I strum to gaze at the view again / I like spending time with you Sehun , I really do .. You're really .. Special .
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ you want to stay overnight that bad? /suppressing a wide smile when you place your hands over mine. hm.. movies and cuddles sound nice. /looks down when you turn to look at me with your pouting lips. aye- don't look at me like that. why don't you go pick a movie hm? /rubs your sides gently
@♔ Oh Sehun /smiles brightly holding myself back from squealing in excitement and happiness and nods repeatedly / Yayy !
Don't worry , I don't have anywhere else I need to be at the moment .. And even if I did have .. I think I would have cancelled it for this . /blinks a bit before sighing as I relax into the hug putting my hands over yours and humming in response / Mhm.. That sounds good to me . Can we watch a a movie and maybe - uh- possibly - cuddle before sleeping ? /offers you my best puppy dog eyes pushing out my bottom lip slightly / please? You know I love your cuddles~
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ staying for the night? we- /blinks when you suddenly peck my cheek, looking down at you for a brief moment and I chuckle lightly. it is nice here. I guess we can stay here for one night. you don't have any place else you have to be right ?
/my arms drop down to your sides and gives you a loose back hug, hesitates before my head cranes down to nuzzle a little to the crook of your neck. we can stay in and maybe get room service.
@♔ Oh Sehun Oh.. Yeah I think that would be really nice . / eyesmiles and nods lightly before blinking and smiling sheepishly / uhh- only a bit .. / tilts my head to gaze at you for a moment humming softly in response / Are we staying here for the night ? / takes advantage of our closeness and pecks your cheek quickly smiling to myself as I look back ahead at the view / It's really nice here ..
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /looking to the side to see you enjoying the view. we're not that high up though.. we can go higher but maybe for the next time we meet- /looking above to the penthouse and chuckles lightly. are you cold? /goes over to stand behind you and uses my palms to rub the sides of your arms. I meant it though, every word of what I said just now.
@♔ Oh Sehun Ah.. Do you mean it ? You'd like it ..? If I kiss you more often ..?/lifts my head again meeting your eyes with a small smile and hums at your words nodding lightly / Really ? I've been here before but I've never noticed the view .. /mumbles and squeezes you hand as i follow you , stepping out onto the balcony after you slide the glass window open / Woah .. /takes a step forward , placing my hands on the railing as I stare down at all the city lights and illuminated buildings / I didn't notice we were so high up /breathes in deeply shivering lightly at the chilly air and closes my eyes with a small hum tilting my head back and enjoying the soft breeze /
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /my gaze on you as I heard your compliments and I can't help but chuckle lightly before tilting my head so I could see your face when you look down, finding it somewhat cute that you're behaving like this. I like it. and it's not nonsense.. you can kiss me anytime you want minseok. please, kiss me more often. /my one hand reaches up to trace my thumb over your bottom lip, a smile on my face. let's go look at the view. I hear it's supposed to be beautiful. /taking hold of your hand I lead you to the balcony slowly, I slide open the glass window and waits for you to follow me.
@♔ Oh Sehun /slowly lets a smile makes it's way on my face and sighs in relief gazing at you / Ah I'm glad .. Mhm . Of course it was good for me . /chuckles and playfully nudges my nose into yours my fingers buried in your hair playing with it gently / Your lips are soft and warm so it's actua- /blinks repeatedly realising I was saying that out loud and smiles sheepishly staring down at my feet feeling kind of embarrassed and flustered / sorry .. Aish I keep talking nonsense don't i ?
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /a small smile curves up on my lips when your arms tightening around my neck and when you kissed me again I had no protest against it because there was absolutely no way was I going to deny your lips on mine, breathing against your lips as I kept my eyes shut. It's really good.. /my hands pulling you closer to me gently before I give your lips one peck, my forehead still pressing close to yours. Was it good for you?
@♔ Oh Sehun /feels my knees get weaker keeping my eyes shut even after you pull away and breathes heavily tightening my arms around your neck / Oh .. Can I .. Again? /blinks my eyes open gazing into your eyes for second before leaning in to press my lips against yours kissing you gently before pulling away after a good few seconds / Is that .. Good ?
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /my eyes only focused on you when you were mumbled and my hands only holding you firmly when you leaned in to peck my cheek, thinking that that was the only kiss you were going to give me, my eyes widened for a split second when I felt your lips on mine, without much hesitation I lean in more into lips, kissing them slowly before eventually pulling back as I tug on your bottom lip a little. like that..
@♔ Oh Sehun /nods slowly and gently plays with your hair at the back of your neck closing my eyes as our foreheads make contact with each other / I know .. I know I don't have to , but I want to . I mean .. I wanna fulfil your request . /mumbles quickly and chuckles before leaning closer to you slowly tilting my head back so my breath ghosts across your lips / Like this .. ? /stops breathing for a second keeping my eyes shut as I place a brief kiss on your cheek then slowly leans closer to you connecting our lips together /
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /smiling a little when you seem to be so sure, blinking once when I heard you'll fulfill my request. really? /nods and my hands gives yours a light squeeze. just a kiss. I wouldn't ask for much minseok-ah. /feels myself holding my breath for a moment when you wrap your hands around my neck and my hands move down to rest on your waist, leaning closer to you, I press my forehead against yours.
it's okay. you don't have to if you don't want to. I'm not going to force you.
@♔ Oh Sehun I know it'll be hard .. But I trust you . I know you can do it ./ sighs softly and stays silent for a moment before squeezing your hands and taking a deep breath / I .. I'll fulfill it . /pulls away slowly and looks at you before clearing my throat and looking away for a second / So .. Just a kiss ? /takes my hands backs and slowly wraps them around your neck searching your face for any kind of discomfort /
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /staying quiet for awhile before nodding slowly. I wouldn't push you away anymore minseok-ah. letting my guard down is - well that's harder. but I'll try okay? /raises a brow when you rest your forehead on my shoulder, finding it cute when I hear your mumbled words, lightly presses the side of my face against the top of your head. it still stands.. will you fulfill my request or are you going to decline it ?
@♔ Oh Sehun /stares back at you and let's you take my hands down nodding slowly / Yes .. Of course I would . I'll wait for you.. So don't push me away and try letting your guard down a bit hm? / tilts my head and opens my mouth slightly widening my eyes at your request / A kiss ? Really ? /glances down at my feet for a moment before clearing my throat and take a step forward resting my forehead on your shoulder to hide my face / Does that request still stand ..? /mumbles and closes my eyes for moment trying to breath properly again /
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ you're so sure of that.. /looks back up to gaze into your eyes as I search for the genuinity in your words, shakes my head a little before I slowly take hold of your wrists so that I can gently pull them away from my cheeks. you'll wait for me..? really ? /my thumbs massaging the back of your hand before clasping your hands in both of mine, notices you nibbling on your bottom lip and a dry chuckle escapes my lips before speaking softly. I wanted to request for a kiss.
@♔ Oh Sehun /sighs softly keeping my eyes on you trying to look through you and understand you a bit / You're .. Warm . You're not cold . You're just YOU . I'm not sure I know .. But I do not that this is not you , you're not that distant .i can wait for you , you know .. I know it must be hard for you to trust me that easily /blinks and nibbles on my bottom lip closing my eyes for a second and nodding / Yes .. I wanna know .
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /sighs when I feel your hands on my face, furrowing my brows as your words sting me. I.. I need time.. I'm sorry.
/closing my eyes for a moment before looking down, finding it incredible hard for me to accept your words. what is me? are you even sure you know? /breathing heavily as well. do you want to know what I wanted to request..
@♔ Oh Sehun /sighs shakily looking at you for a few seconds as I listen to you before letting my eyes travel down to stare at the floor not being able to look you in the eyes / I .. Sehun. I don't need someone to take of me . I'm not a baby . What I need .. Is company . Your company . /looks up at you and takes a deep breath before lifting my hands to rest on both sides on your face / Just be you . Oh Sehun . Stop being so distant .. Stop trying to be cold . Let me in , just.. Trust me? /pulls your face closer to me pressing my forehead against you breathing heavily / I wanna be able to see you as just sehun . Don't put on a fake mask in front of me .. That's not you .
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /my eyes were shut tight as i listened to your every word, my jaw occasionally clenching as I heard you say certain words and I kept my breathing slow as well, not wanting to say something that I would regret later on. your cracked voice and the way your voice was shaken, I was able to hear it all. When I heard the sound of feet hitting the ground I knew you've stood up and I immediately open my eyes to eye at you straight-on, for a good minute I let myself stay quiet as I watch how I must've hurt you with my words. I kept my expression neutral as I walked towards you, my hand hesitated for a moment before reaching to cup the side of your face. I let out a soft sigh as I saw the starting of brimming in your eyes/ you confuse me.. I .. /tries to find the right words./ I don't dislike you, in any way. You're human to me minseok. /chuckles almost pitifully at myself. I.. don't know what's going on with me. I don't know if I'm supposed to be a master in your eyes, or am I supposed to just be sehun. I don't know what's right from wrong anymore. no one has ever scarred my pride like you had. /pulls back my hand slowly. you need a better person to take care of you.
@♔ Oh Sehun Sehun- /closes my eyes tightly pursing my lips into a thin line as I listen to you silently/ Is that what you want ? For me not to have a say in anything and to just obey like a well trained puppy to everything you say? If you want me to leave .. I'll leave . But Sehun- ../takes a deep breath after I hear my voice cracking and shifts a bit further to the other side of the bed resting my forehead on my knees / I'm here because i freaking like you- I felt comfortable and thought I could at least be the real me around you , that I could be natural and I ..But it seems- it seems you don't like it, how I really am.. Do you want me to be the good little slave that says yes to everything and kneels down in front of you right now too? /sniffles pushing back the tears and stand up quickly taking slow long breaths to calm down/ I'm human sehun . I have feelings and opinions . What do you want for me to do hm?
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /resumes to looking away from you after you pull your hands back to yourself, hears everything you say as I stare blankly ahead, processing your words slowly.
i know you don't take orders well- can't you at least take mine? /scoffs a little before shifting over to the side of the bed and stands up. this is ridiculous. /glances at you who's leaning against the headboard. mad at you? i don't like wasting my energy to be mad at you. i'd tell you to leave but then you don't take orders well. 'I don't say yes to every master's command- I'm not like that.'
Then why are you even here? I don't even know why I'm here anymore.
@♔ Oh Sehun /sighs and stares at you with an unreadable expression for a good minute before letting my hands fall to my sides whispering quietly/ I've always taken you seriously- I do take you seriously , Sehun I swear .. If it's about me not wanting to say yes to everything you ask of me- honestly , it's not because it's you .. And it's not about me not taking you seriously . It's me.., I don't take orders very well.. I'm sorry if I'm not the kind to bow down and say yes to every master's command- I'm not like that. / shifts back and rests my back against the headboard hugging my knees to my chest while closing my eyes / don't be mad at me sehun ..
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ mad at you.. /shuts my eyes for a moment as I sigh. what do you think- /looks at you when you cup my cheeks and I force a small smile to form. since when did you take me seriously?
@♔ Oh Sehun Are you mad at me ? /feels my frown deepen and slowly pulls away from you sighing sadly / Sehun .. What's wrong hm ? Do you think I don't take you seriously or something ..?
/cups both your cheeks to make you look at me and bites down on my bottom lip worriedly /
@♡ Kim Minseok | ★ /scoffs a little and shakes my head. no it's nothing anymore. I don't need that request, not after that. /feels your head on my shoulder and sighs. what do you want now-