― education

/peeks in

@kim myungsoo Feeling the warm hands of the male engulfing her smaller hand surprised her. Wasn't he afraid to get caught by anyone, especially when they were still at school? Someone could storm inside her class. But on the other side, she was thankful that at least, he was able to put that formality between them aside only to make her feel eased and less stiff in front of him. hearing the melancholic tone in his voice made her frown a little and seeing the bitter smile on his lips made her feel even worse. It was probably one of the least things that dara wanted to see from myungsoo. He was along with hanjoon one of the sources of strength and courage. They made her work hard on her dreams, so she had to make sure that she was doing her best for them. "Myungsoo.. it is not your duty to be beside me all the time and you know this. To know that you are thinking of Hanjoon and me is enough for me because I am so thankful that you are even doing this for us. I want you to live your life and not be too focused on us and me working on myself being a good mother all alone is a good way to be independent. What will I do when you will get a girlfriend?... i don't really want to think about this because it saddens me to be honest." a light smile forced on her lips as her head lowered down to glance down to their hands but as she noticed him moving at her question about the rumors, she glanced up, catching the guilt reflecting in his eyes. He was still so young in her eyes. As if she was looking at the guy she met back then her high school years. "I am not asking you to feel bad, nor guilty for your doings." she started as she tilted his chin up with her indexfinger to make him look in her eyes, a smile was adorning on her facial features. "People like to judge, they like to see the bad sides of people so do not take it to heart. I am just worried about you and i don't want you to get in trouble nor do i want you to get hurt. Just.. try to release your anger on objects.. start boxing? But do not release it on people because one day it could be a problem for you and i don't want to lose you." her hand cupped his defined jawline, stroking over his adorable dimple with her thumb as the smile did not leave her lips "And if there is something, please tell me. Just like you are always there for me, I always want to be there for you."

@kim myungsoo “I see… “ she almost whispered, nodding her head as he explained her that he was not busy and her message was not disturbing him at all. A soft sigh escaped from her lips only to hint that she was relieved to hear that. Seeing Myungsoo in front of her made her smile widely because she knew he was the only one she could lean on or even open up to but for some reasons it bothered her that he saw it as a duty to pretend to be Hanjoon’s father. It was sweet, gentle and caring of him but that was also the main reason why Dara had never thought of stepping one step closer to Myungsoo. “Hanjoon misses you a lot, too. He is asking for you whenever I take him to bed if he could meet you the next day and I know that you are busy with your own life… this is so frustrating.” Her eyes lowered down to the desk, glancing up to him only to be infected by his bright smile. Her lips curled up as she leaned back on her chair, flashing the tall male in front of her a warm smile “Beside, you’ll get some nice dinner, so there are two reasons to join us.” She continued to speak but suddenly something came on her mind. “So tell me. Is everything fine with you? Any fights, stress or anything? I am not hearing a lot of good things among the professors. I am honestly worried about you, Soo.” It was probably the motherly side that showed up once again, something that Dara got after getting her son. She cared a lot and Myungsoo was one of her priorities, so she needed to know if everything was fine or not. Just like he wanted to take care of her, she wanted to do the same and take care of him before he would probably find someone and this oh so pretty sweet time with him would be over. The thought alone that Hanjoon would find out that Myungsoo was not his real father and that they lied to him, pained a lot … but also that there would be no Myungsoo anymore, who could build her up with a single smile.

@kim myungsoo Getting no reply made the young professor feel insecure. What if he was with friends or even in class now? Stupid woman, she thought before placing her phone on the desk in front of her, leaning her chin on the back of her hand. The class was tiring and she felt like dozing off within seconds but the sound of the door made her look up only to see the tall male in front of her. Immediately, she widened her smile and placed her hand on the seat next to her. “Please sit down.” She was used to it to talk formal even with him. “Did I disturb you by anything?” a low tone of concern was hearable in her voice before she intertwined her fingers. “I called you here because I wanted to ask you something and you know that I don’t want us to talk about specific things via phone.” She continued while trailing her gaze over the place “My mother wanted me to invite you for dinner, so you can see Hanjoon. You really do not have to join if you have something else to do, nor do you have to force yourself.” She said before smiling slightly. Of course she wanted him to join but forcing him wouldn’t be the right thing, especially after what he already did for her.

@kim myungsoo As the time went by, the students got ready to leave the class and as soon as all of them where gone, the young professor took a look on her phone only to see that she got a voicemail from her mother. Focused on the message, she leaned back on her seat to listen to the voicemail which was not only from her mother but also from her Son, Hanjoon. “Mommy, when are you coming home? I miss you a lot.” The soft fragile voice of her son made her smile widely and if she would’ve been able, she would have packed her stuff together and ran back home to hold him in her arms but she still had to stay here for a few hours. “Dara, how about you inviting Myungsoo home, so we can have a family dinner this evening?” Said the voice of her mother, which pulled her mood immediately down. If there was something that Dara disliked then it was to be a burden to someone and in this case, it was Myungsoo. She was thankful that he stood by her side and even pretended to be the father of her son, but no matter what, she felt awful to pull him in her own misery. “I will ask him, mom. Hanjoonie, take good care of grandma, okay? Mama will be home soon.” She sent a message back before typing a text message to Myungsoo. “Mind coming over to my classroom?” she sent the message before heaving a heavy sigh.

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