@ty-track I'll definitely try to be fine, don't worry.
*Nods and takes a spoonful of ice cream before pushing it in my mouth, humming softly*
Hmm..well..you never know when you're getting ice cream. *Bites on my bottom lip and looks up at you*
There's a lot you don't know about me..maybe when I'm done with this ice cream or when I get tired of it, we could go eat something together.
@jung jinhyeong Alright as long you will be fine....
*observes you and watches how you poke the ice cream with the spoon you have*
Aye didnt expect you carry spoons with you *chuckles softly and stares over at the ice cream then back at you*
Aww really? At least your still able to eat some. I didnt know your lactose intolerant
@ty-track Well..there are four now then. I'll eventually be fine..don't worry.
*Nods and takes a spoon, poking the ice cream with my spoon*
I do like ice cream but not too much since I'm lactose intolerant and stuff..
@jung jinhyeong Nooo now there is 2 already in the dark side.... or maybe 3 but still
*eyes widen and stares at you seeing you take the bucket in your arms*
Aye at least you like ice cream! I hope you realize you need happiness in your life
@jung jinhyeong *slowly approaches you and gives you a bucket of ice cream* here you deserve sweetness so you can realize happiness is meant for you
Don't lose hope in yourself
You going to end up joining the dark side... Like somebody I know
You might not read this....and if you do then hear me out and let me say what I wish before masking it once more. These past few days eversince I came back, I was searching for hope... a hope to turn things back. Oh how I missed you so much and give you a hug. To be honest I questioned how it would be like If none of those happened.... Wonder how it would be like if I never ended everything. I wonder if that day would be another one monthsary..... heh.. Everytime I see you and came back to your world.. I feel like im a bothersome. I have some many questions I wanna say to you.... how are you? Have you once thought about me? Do want me out of your life..? Do I pain you everytime you see me...?.....do you miss me?.. I guess you can say im being dramatic now that i came back. After all I did allow you to hate me..
After coming back I notice how when I look in your eyes, it showed pain. I even noticed how your eyes are starting to set with....someone.... someone Im close with. After learning about this... I cant help but distance myself from you. I dont want to barge in and continue holding onto you. I will recover and let you be with your happiness.......
Deep down my heart is wounded.. I wont be the same for me... lee Taeyong....Every smile that is brought across my face is a mask to prevent from showing my weak state. I wish you.....Wang Jackson happiness.... and hope that the relationship between one another will be less awkward. Thank you for being in my life...
And thank you for letting me confess the emotions that bundled deep inside me. My pain slowly lifted off my shoulder.