⇢ hospital

*receives a call from my doctor questioning me why I wasn't at the hospital at the d-day, bites down on my bottom lip and looks down at my belly as I respond back saying personal reason only to hear my doctors response to get over to the hospital before the phone call ended, stares down at my phone, letting the screen close after a couple of mintues* he promised to be there.....
* swallows my saliva and shakes my head as a weak smile appears, rubs my belly* well I guess its just you and me Taeho... we can do this * starts heaving over to the hospital that is close by from the NCT Dorm, arriving in 15 minutes*
* entering the hospital building goes to the front desk only to be leaded over to one of the room and change into a patient clothes, suddenly the doctor appears with a serious face, keeps my head down once I sat down on the hospital bed until the anesthesiologist appeared with a needle to prepare for the c-section by putting anesthesia. Shuts my eyes in pain when the injection was brought over to the back of my spinal , grunting slightly before everything slowly started to feel numb, being helped to lay on my back, stares up at the ceiling and brought over to the delivery room where my baby is going to come out, tears slowly starts to form and escape I blinked constantly to resist myself from showing the tears*
* after arriving to the delivery room the doctor and nurses started to prepare before starting, shuts my eyes completely scared, tightly grips onto the hospital bed sheet only to find it replaced when suddenly holding a nurses hand, look over at the nurse as a drop of tear starts to slide down only after what seemed to be minutes, I heard the sound of a baby crying, shift my attention over at the doctor seeing a baby in its arm, slowly lets go of the nurses hand, I extend my hand over wanting to see my baby boy, tears kept of flowing down my eyes as I finally for the first time cradle my baby in my arms*.....my baby Taeho..... * shuts my eyes and has a few moments bonding with the new born baby before having it taken away by one of the nurses and going back to my room after getting stitches after the c-section, rest my head against the pillow feeling completely tired and nausea, shuts my eyes I fell asleep trying to slowly recover after the pregnancy*

@t-yong /glances back over at you and hums a bit
/bites my lower lip and nods, chuckling as I listen to you
I don't know.. But I guess I'll find out when I do then.
/smiles up at you and nods

@chittaphon leechaiyakul I will make sure he brushes his teeth twice a day... every morning and night! I mean I haven't been getting cavity... just a sweet tooth * grins sheepishly imagine a little version of me only to remember the day*
what if he look more like his father than me..? heh that would be adorable.. I will always remember his features just by looking at my son if he does resemble him
* smiles and look at you* aww thanks I will think about it because I have so many peeps who I like and trust * chuckles softly and looks down at my tummy* aww baby taeho~ are you excited to get a snorlax onesie from your uncle Chitta monkey * chuckles and rubs my belly only to stare up at you and eyesmiles*
no really... thank you for being there for me.. it means a lot * feels you rubbing my back*

@t-yong *nods my head and grins widely* aw!! that would be so adorable!!
what if i am the one who gives him cavities though, oh my~ that will be bad!
*chuckles* choose someone you like and you can trust! for now there's no hurry on choosing. *smiles*
a mini snorlax? *laughs a little at the thought* he'd still be cute!! maybe if he does, i'll get him a snorlax onesie for his birthday present. *nods*
aigoo, hyung, you don't have to thank me! *rubs your back gently and chuckles softly*

@chittaphon leechaiyakul Aww imagine Taeho walking up to you and calling you Uncle Ten~! As i think of it i havent thought of who will be the godfather for my baby
* thinks about it, rubbing my chin with my finger* I will still think about it
Haha i told ming that what if taeho becomes a chubby baby~ he will be like a mini snorlax *snickers and wraps my arms around you and hugs you back*
Aww thank you tennie that means a lot!

@t-yong oh? yes!!! i'd spoil him with lots and lots of chocolate and i'll be that chocolate hyung for him so he'll remember me as the one who always give him chocolates!! *grins*
it sure is! we're all very excited to see the little aegi taeho in your tummy~ *gives you another hug*
you can do this, hyung!!!

@t-yong [I'll reply there]

@jackson wang for some reason I just thought of you as a baby... haha *chuckles from the thought of feeding you, forms my lips into a smile and nods* alright I will feed Baby JackJack * coos at your direction*
*looks down at our hand when you gave it a squeeze, uses my thumb to rub the back of your hand insuring you that im fine*
* press the up button and walks inside the moment the elevator opens, press the floor number to the NCT dorm, leans against the wall of the elevator, I shift my gaze and stare over at you when you mention about escaping and go to your place, press my lips together as let it curl into a smile, I nod in response*
thank that means a lot.. but would you think the members will be fine of my disappearance? yeah.. your right I want to keep my baby healthy... * looks down at my tummy only to hear the ding of the elevator* here is our stop.. come on * starts leading the way and arrives infant of my doorstep, unlocks the door and opens the door wide for you* welcome to the NCT Dorm~!

[shall we move to the NCT Dorm?]

@xu minghao * thinks about it only to notice your face looking all worried, sends you a warm smile, reaches over and runs my fingers along your hair*
ah I guess I made my words sound scary... oops.. haha * laughs sheepishly and looks down at my belly*
no worries being pregnant is not scary~ just you wait! you will be seeing your baby brother in no time

@t-yong Sweet.
I like being fed.
*swings our hands gently as we walk, looking over at the river*
*catches sight of the small tint of sadness that flashes across your face and frowns lightly, giving your hand another squeeze*
*continues to follow you, hurrying across the street with you*
*heads into the elevator with you*
So I know you guys have a lot of members in your group...your dorm must get hectic.
*looks at you*
If you need to escape, just come to my place okay?
It's been really quiet so you'll be able to relax. It's not gonna be good for the baby if you're stressed out.

@t-yong /laughs and nods, giggling a bit
Definitely looking forward to meeting my baby brother..
/hums quietly and listens to you, biting my lower lip
/grows worried and looks at your stomach
That sounds... Scary..

@jackson wang its alright.. * lift a brows and stares over at you*
I guess that sound like a good Idea~ alright I will feed you then
* lets out a soft chuckle only to feel you squeezing my hand*
* turns my head to the side spotting the river, remember the time when I had to scream out my pain and let out all my emotions at the river, curls my lips into a smile as a small tint of sadness appears, close my eyes and takes a deep breath before following the path and turns lift heading over to cross the street after spotting the building of where I live with the group*
here it is~ this is where I live with the NCT member~ come on lets go
* looks from side to side and tugs your hand before quickly crossing the street, entering the building and goes straight to the elevator*

@t-yong *looks over at you and chuckles when I see your pursed lips*
Sorry. I thought I was paying.
If you wanna treat me though, you can feed me my first one.
*squeezes your hand back softly*
Alright.
*follows alongside you as we start walking, looking around a bit, taking mental note of the way to your dorm*

@jackson wang *feels you patting my shoulder, letting you continue to do so, I lean against you*
* reaches over ready to take out my wallet from my pocket only to see you paying for our order* I could of payed ya know.. I wanted to treat you
* purse my lips seeing you taking the bag that had the box of macarons, looks down feeling your hand against my, curls my lips into a smile and holds your hand, giving it a small squeeze I nod*
yea to my dorm... we just have to go straight and pass by the river and you will see a building on the other side..
* starts walking while holding onto your hand, heading out the bakery and walks along heading straight ahead*

@t-yong *smiles softly when you look at me*
Ah I see.
*pats your shoulder gently, not wanting to press you with more questions*
*steps up when it's our turn and orders the macaroons, paying*
*takes the bag once the box is placed in it and thanks the worker*
*takes hold of your hand with my free one*
To your dorm now, yes?

@jackson wang *stands straight ahead feeling your hand on my shoulder, takes a few steps over when you feeling you moving us up when the line moved*
yeah.. Im feeling alright
* turn my head and looks slightly over at my shoulder, looking at your direction noticing you standing behind me*
I just... remembered......something...... or more like someone.....
*looks straight ahead and keeps a smile along my face* but its nothing~

@t-yong *stares at you when I catch a glimpse of your face, you look a little zoned out*
*gently places my hands on your shoulders, standing behind you now*
That's good then. I just don't want you to get annoyed with me.
*smiles softly*
How you feeling?
You okay?
*moves us up in the line when it moves again*

@jackson wang * stands in line and walks forward the moment the line started to move slowly*
* keeps my attention at the macarons feeling my mouth watering only to think about something when a flash of memory suddenly appears across my mind, press my lips together realizing how the box of macarons looked very familiar, swallows my saliva and shakes my thought away not wanting to think about the past*
huh..?
* turns my head over to face you and curls my lips into a smile, shakes my head*
mmhmm its flattering... noo I like being flattered... haha its cute~

@t-yong You're very welcome.
*smiles and drops my hand once in line*
*nods, peeking over at the macaroons as well*
Sounds good to me.
*looks at you when you say my words are flattering*
Too flattering?
Should I tone it down a bit then?

@jackson wang * feels myself being placed down, stands and looks over at you accomplished as my puppy eyes worked*
yes! thank Jackson
*starts quickening my step as I hurry over to go inside the bakery, feeling your back against my back*
* goes over to the line and turns, looking over the other people shoulder as I stare at the variety of macarons*
hmm shall we get two flavors? we can get the chocolate flavor and strawberry flavor. sound good for you?
* forms my lips into a smile due to your sweet words* how sweet.. thank that is just flattering.... and I mean too flattering

@chittaphon leechaiyakul haha mmhmm a mini Taetae will be running around~ I think Taeho will love to hang out with you especially if you give him chocolate
* chuckles to see you bouncing excitedly finding your reaction cute*
no worries...it feels like the day is going fast so I'm sure the next thing you know Im gonna be giving birth to him

@t-yong Mm. We'll see.
*smiles softly as you mumble and bite down on your lip*
Alright.
*nods when you tell me where the bakery is, walking up to it*
*looks into your puppy eyes and chuckles*
Okay okay~~ Ill set you down.
*carefully sets you back onto your feet*
*pulls the door to the bakery open for you to walk in first*
*walks in behind you, my hand on your mid back as I guide us to the line*
I wouldn't complain if you ate my macarons....as long as it put a smile on your face.

@jackson wang .....maybe in the future you can.. * mumbles quietly bites down on my lip keeping my gaze up ahead and clears my throat and sends you a smile*
Ahh~ same my neck gets very sensitive... Especially when it deals with... Ya know..
*looks up at you and swallows my saliva and glance away only to spot the bakery close by*
Oh the bakery is right over there at the corner of this side walk
* stares up at you and shows my puppy dog eyes*
Can you put me down now JackJack?
Ah really? You want to taste the strawberry macarons? Haha sure just keep it away from me before I end up eatting your macarons
*laughs only to feel you tightening your arms around me, keeps my arms around your neck and looks over at your shoulder*

@ji hansol Haha no worries I know my limit when it comes to stalking~
* wiggles my brows only to inflate my cheeks after feeling you poke my cheeks*

@xu minghao Yes he will indeed... I'm so looking forward for my baby.. I will have him in my arms and I will sleep with this chubby baby snorlax
*looks down and rubs my belly chuckling a bit*
Ah... Well this is my first time having a baby.... I guess you can say it's hard because when being pregnant you will be facing ups and down... Plus it's going to hurt... But then again.. After all that moodswings and pain.... You will recieve a beautiful baby

@t-yong *returns the hug with a wide smile* oh my!!!!
so we gonna have a mini taetae running around in the dorm! *grins*
ahhh i can't wait to see little taeho already!!
*bounces up and down a little on my feet in excitement* yaaaaaay~

@t-yong *notices you look away after staring at me but says nothing about it*
Alright~ I won't show you anything else, as per your request~
*chuckles softly*
*can feel you tense up in my arms and smiles softly at you*
I just meant that my neck is rather sensitive.
*grins when you mention me trying them*
I look forward to trying them out.
I think strawberry would be a good start to though.
Its one of my favorite flavors and you seem to really like that one.
I trust your judgement.
*tightens my arms around you a bit so you won't slip from my grip*

@t-yong *smiles and nods at you*
haha I know~!
*raises an eyebrow at you slightly then
glares at you playfully*
Yah! You better not be stalking us, TaeTae~
*pokes your cheek gently*

@t-yong /chuckles and nods, smiling when I see you laughing
He would be very adorable..
/smiles at you and hums a bit
Is it hard being pregnant?..
/tilts my head a bit

@chittaphon leechaiyakul *smiles and pulls you into a hug to see you *
My baby is going to be a boy tenten!!!! And his name is going to be Taeho! Well the name has already been decided a very long time ago.. Before I ever got pregnant
* nods as I laugh sheepishly, scratches the back of my neck*