Eunhyuk's House

Donghae cursed loudly, and fastened his steps towards the door. Once he reached the door, he turned around and stare at Hyukjae. "Give me time, will you Eunhyuk?" He asked and took a deep breath, breathing shakily. "I just need to think because I can't take this any longer. I've kept quiet about this for a long time."

Hyukjae stared at his boyfriend and was almost shocked by his words. He never had seen him exploding like that! "Hae! I don't think you are overly sensitive or anything. And... and when you say it like that... I understand that you are jealouis and hurt and that you are angry, but please don't leave now. Hae! HAE!!!" he said and stood up, almost running over to his fishy, trying to be faster than him.

( no problem~ )

"I know what he does with you, Hyukjae." He muttered, wiping away his dry tears before he got up. " it, I'm getting tired of this." He mumbled to himself before grabbing his pants and put in on. "Fine, I know you're brothers. He's your brother, I'm your boyfriend." He fixed his hair and tucked in his shirt. "How do you feel if I grab someone who I have slept with before and I sleep in one bed with him and shower together with him, showing my body eventhough I have a boyfriend." He looked at Hyukjae straight in the eye. "I am not blaming you for having a brother. I just hate the way you act around 'your brother'. I don't ing care if he's gonna live under the same roof as you but I cannot stand it when my boyfriend shares a bed with someone else and even shower together? I'm not blaming you, Hyukjae. Because I know you, I know your attitude. I know you won't do that. But fine, go ahead, give in to him. Do what he wants you both to do. Give in to all he requests and ignore me." He finally exploded and grabbed his bag, putting in his things. "If you think I'm being an overly sensitive y girl right now, you should know then Hyukjae. You should know how I act when it involves you because I love you too much and I get possessive."

(Thanks~)

Hyukjae scooted closer until he sat directly next to Donghae and hugged him carefully. "I promise that I won't sleep with Jinnie in one bed anymore. But I can't throw him out. He has no other place to go and he still is kind of a brother for me. I hope that you will understand that." he whispered.

( alright then~ :) )

Donghae nodded and bit his lips, hugging his knees. "M-Me too, Hyukkie. I really really love you, please don't doubt my love. If you keep doing that, you're hurting me so much." He said in a low voice and looked down, wiping away his tears.

(Okay^^ Just tell me if I change some facts~)

"Really?" Though Hyukjae felt like a to ask that question, he must do it. Hesitantly he reached out one hand and laid it over Hae's, caressing his boyfriend's fingers with his thumb. "I will never be able to love anyone else than you, my love." He felt tears coming up when he thought about that they just had little time left together.

( hmm, he only told half. S, it's fine :D )

Donghae played with the hem of his shirt and let out soft hiccup, shaking his head. "No. I love you too much. Even if you are a bad guy, I would still love you." He murmured. "Besides, I'm not perfect either." He whispered in a soft voice as he recalled his past and his eyes brimmed with tears.

Hyukjae looked down at his hands and nodded softly. "I think he may be right." He looked up again. "I really don't want you to see all my bad sides, because there are a few. We just had 3 months together, and I don't want you to think about me as a bad guy. I was pretty much of a when I was a teenager, you know? I... Well... Let's say I had the wrong friends and I got into drugs. I was in a really bad shape back then, ing everyone who was around, until I met Kyu who more or less saved my life. I don't even know if I was still alive if I hadn't met him." Hyukjae sighed. "I have done a lot of stupid things when I was younger, but I tried to change myself."

(I hope that the Hyuk before me hasn't told you already... But if he has, I am sorry to repeat Hyukkie's story! ^^')

Donghae looked up with teary eyes and rubbed them slowly, letting out little hiccups. "Please. Just don't be afraid. If we really love each other, tell me everything. Show me your bad side, that would not make me love you any lesser. Jaejin told me that maybe you were afraid because you didn't want me to see your bad sides."

Hyukjae sat down on the bed as well. "I know that we don't have much time anymore. But I want to use it! I want to spend every second with you." He smiled lightly and reached one hand out, starting slowly to caress his boyfriend's back. "I can try to tell you more about me. What do you want to know?" he asked softly.

"I want you to stay with me too, Hyukjae! I know that, I love you too! But can you please try? Try to tell me more about yourself. I feel insecure everytime he knows more about you than I, your boyfriend! Don't you know how I feel? I'm scared, Hyukjae.." He whispered and slowly say on the bed, curling into a ball. "We don't have much time, Hyukjae." He whispered as tears slowly fell from his cheeks, hoping the other knew he was talking about the 'rules'. "We just got back and after a month more, we have to leave each other again." He whimpered.

"But that's just because I know him much longer than I know you! But you are the one I love, he is my best friend. And he doesn't know where else to go, so I let him stay in my house. He is a brother for me, and you are my love. You two are totally different!" Hyukjae tried to explain the situation to his boyfriend. "I want you to stay with me, Hae." He said much more quietly and looked down as well.

Donghae sighed deeply and turned around to look at Hyukjae. He bit his lips and looked down. "How can I? I may be the most important person to you but you are still not comfortable with me, are you? You talk to Jaejin about yourself more and you guys stayed together in one house and you guys even sleep together right?" He asked.

"I am not!" Hyukjae protested. He really didn't want to upset Hae, but apparently it was too late now. He walked after him into his bedroom, chewing on his lips, searching for words that were able to make Hae stay. "I don't want you to go, Aiden. To be honest, I don't want you to go anymore and to stay here with me forever. I love you, and I need you. You are the most important person to me on this planet." Hyukjae said, slowly going closer to his boyfriend.

Donghae sighed deeply and straightened his clothes. "I don't really have to go. You could have asked me to stay." He murmured and fixed his hair. "But I will can't stay in a place when someone lives together with my boyfriend and even sleeps in te same bed as him." He walked back towards Hyukjae's room to put on his pants. "Yes I know he's your best friend and he needs help but you should know me. I'm a possesive and gets jealous easily. It hurts even more that you're way comfortable with him more than you are with me."

"Oh...." Hyukjae said visibly sad. He didn't want his fishy to go! "Will you come back soon?" he asked and smiled at his boyfriend.

Donghae wobbled on his own two feels a little before gripping Eunhyuk's hand. He sighed deeply and ruffled his hair. "I gotta go home soon."

"Oh... okay... If you say so~" he answered and let Hae stand on his own feet again. He smiled at his boyfriend and offered him a hand.

Donghae pouted angrily at Hyukjae. "You," he tried to say but sighed and poked his tongue out at Hyukjae, "Hm, you can put me down now. I feel better." He smiled and held Hyukjae's shoulders before slowly getting down from Hyukjae's arms.

Hyukjae raised his eyebrows in surprise. "No... That was more or less a joke. I know that ghosts don't exist, Hae." he tried to calm his fishie down while he gave his best not to get strangled by Hae's arms around his neck.

Donghae's eyes widened. "You were serious?" He hugged Hyukjae's neck. "H-Hyuk! What I'd there was really ghosts?! Let's not go!" He said.

Hyukjae pecked his fishy's pouting lips. "I know." he smiled. "Let's go! Let's find out if there are ghosts or not." he said and smiled encouragingly.

Donghae frowned and blinked repeatedly. "Really..? Don't lie. Ghosts doesn't exist, appa told me." He pouted and stifled his tongue out.

Hyukjae smiled and made big eyes. "But it is said that there are ghosts down there." he warned Hae and kissed his cheek.

( No, it's fine. )

Donghae chuckled lightly and shook his head. "Hmm, it's okay." He murmured and looked up. "The cellar.? Sure!" He smiled.

(Oops~ Sorry! >.<)

Hyukjae thought a bit and then blushed. "I'm sorry... I thought that there was at least one room left, but now that I think about it again I am sure that you have seen everything. Or do you want to see the cellar?" Hyukjae smiled apologetically and looked at his fishy questioningly.

( We went to every room, I just remembered. Sorry~ :O Haha~ )

Donghae looked up at Hyukjae. "Oh? There's really more?" He asked.

Hyukjae's lips formed a wide smile when he saw Hae's big and curious eyes. "Okay, let's go into the next room, baby fishy~"

(Uhm... Sorry, but do you still know in which rooms they already have been? I have read the whole conversation between Hae and you somewhen, but I don't remember in which rooms they have been... Except the Pool room and the Master bedroom ^^''')

Donghae nodded and smiled slightly. "Sure." He pulled away and looked around.

@Donghae "Shall I show you the rest of the house, fishy? There are not many rooms left." he offered and caressed his back gently.