✘THE HOUSE

@[D] Wang Jackson Youngjae let the other slip his tongue into his mouth, brushing his own tongue against it. He tilted his head, deepening the kiss slightly. Youngjae felt so warm and he felt slightly dazed. He moved his tongue against the other's as he moved his hand up, running his fingers through the others hair. "Mmh...Jackson...", he moaned softly against his lips.

@[B] Yoo Youngjae Soft, supple lips pressed against his own and Jackson felt like he was floating. He moved one hand from Youngjae's back and slipped it behind his neck, needing him as close as possible. He closed his eyes and enjoyed every sigh and every breath the younger released, all warm and dizzying against him. When Youngjae parted his lips Jackson took that as an invitation and slipped his tongue in, cocking his head and sighing in complete, total pleasure.

@[D] Wang Jackson Youngjae smiled shyly as he looked up at the other. "I've been wanting to kiss you too...", he muttered as he leaned in close. He then gently pressed his lips against Jackson's, kissing him softly. He moved his arms wrapping them around the other pulling him closer as he parted his lips slightly.

@[B] Yoo Youngjae Youngjae was going to be the end of him if the younger had anything to do with it. The soft, warm hand on his face made nothing but pure anticipation crawl up his neck and seize his good senses. If the boy was asking if he could kill him Jackson would have probably agreed. He was relieved that he wasn't asking that, and instead asking for a kiss. "To put the in the least creepy way, I've wanted to kiss since I first laid eyes on you, baby. Hey, look at me. Please."

@[D] Wang Jackson Youngjae smiled shyly when the other called him pretty. "Well you're already making me lose my mind..", he muttered shyly. He cleared his throat again. He couldn't think clearly and his cheeks felt hot from blushing so much. He then looked up at the other as he brought his hand up to the others cheek. He decided he'd just start off with something simple, he didn't want to seem like he was rushing. "Can I kiss you?", he asked awkwardly as he averted his eyes.

@[B] Yoo Youngjae "Do you know how pretty you look right now, Jae-yah?" Jackson hummed contently. "I'm gonna lose my mind because of you." The faint blush across Youngjae's cheeks was doing awful, wonderful things to Jackson's mental state. He looked positively fetching. The way he moved his hands nervously and cleared his throat made it obvious that he wanted to say something. It was just a little endearing how hesitant he was. If Jackson were to have his way he would take this time to poke a little fun at the cute boy. But, he decided to leave that for later.

"What is it that you want to do?" Jackson chuckled lightly. "I'll do anything with you. For you. Tell me."

@[D] Wang Jackson (Its okay I understand)

Youngjae blushed softly when the other held him tighter. He then smiled softly as he leaned on him. He then awkwardly fiddled when the other asked him what he wanted to do. "Well....I'm not tired..I'm still wide awake...so we could do something...", he muttered blushing a bit more. He then cleared his throat nervously. He wanted to ask the other for something, but he wasn't sure how to ask. "I mean....I have something in mind but....", he said now face red as he looked up at him.

@[B] Yoo Youngjae (sorry, babe. summer homework and then school starting in, like, 2 weeks got me stressin' tf out)

"Of course it's okay, love." Jackson smiled down at Youngjae. The younger's pretty brown were so gentle and sweet that he couldn't help but swoon at the sentiment. There was absolutely no way Jackson would allow anyone to take the boy from him. Never. Unable to contain himself, Jackson secured his grasp and made sure he had the other's attention before asking his next question.

"Is there anything you wanted to do? We have the night. Or, are you tired?"

@[D] Wang Jackson Youngjae blushed harder as the other hugged him, but he quickly hugged him back. "Yeah it's ok...", he muttered with a soft smile. He didn't mind how things were going. He liked being in Jackson's arms, he felt safe with him. He hugged him a bit tighter as he nuzzled his face into the others chest. "You're so warm...", he said with a chuckle. Youngjae loved to cuddle and he fit Jackson just right. The other was a bit taller, not by too much. but it felt nice being held by him. He then glanced up at him, smiling at him. He didn't want to let go, he wanted to get closer. "I'm glad I came here with you Jackson", he said with a grin. He then leaned in and pecked the other on the cheek and let out a soft chuckle. "Was that okay?", he asked.

@[B] Yoo Youngjae 'I'm gonna stay here with you' was all Jackson needed to hear for his shoulders to relax. The bubble swelling with worry in his chest popped and the pressure released swept through him like a cleansing wind. Youngjae was going to stay. He couldn't contain the excitement that gripped him as he wrapped Youngjae in a hug, rubbing his back and putting his chin on top of Youngjae's head. It was really a minor thing to think about, but Youngjae was perfect for cuddling. He fit in Jackson just right.

"Is it okay that I'm hugging you, Youngjae-yah?" Jackson asked sweetly, hold loosening but still there. He didn't want to let go. However, he realized how fast he was taking things and that the younger might have felt rushed. It was just that Jackson had been searching for Youngjae his entire life, it would seem, and he didn't want to hide his happiness.

@[D] Hong Siyoung As far as Youngjae could see it was dark and hot. His skin was melting off of his bone from the heat and discomfort sat high in his chest, squeezing and beating in time with the fear surging through his weak body. Vivid images burned against his eyelids, searing the insides and forcing Youngjae to shoot upright in bed. He rolled over into the soft pillows and took a long, deep breath, inhaling all of the concrete realness around him. Youngjae was in the house he found such comfort in, not on the streets watching his best friend's chest being split open by a round of bullets. He tried his best to block out the screaming and wet, warm blood as his gaze found his semi-open door, locking onto it. It might have just been a trick of the light or a side effect stemming from his nightmare, but he could've sworn he just saw a shadow move past his door. He dismissed it after a few moments of staring as he broke out into a sob and shoved his face into the pillows deeper. He didn't have the energy to do anything other than cry helplessly to himself.

@[D] Wang Jackson Youngjae looked over at the other as he listened. He then blushed softly as he fiddled nervously with his fingers. "Yeah I do...", he muttered softly. He cleared his throat as he scooted closer to the other. "I'm still gonna stay though. I mean, if you want me here that is...", he said with a shy smile as he looked at the other. He had planned to stay already, and now hearing this just wanted to make him stay a bit more. He continued to fiddle nervously with his fingers as he looked down, scooting even closer to the other. "I know what it is...so...i'm still gonna stay here with you....", he muttered softly as he blushed a bit more.

@[B] Yoo Youngjae Jackson fiddled with his fingers nervously. He saw nothing better to do than to take Youngjae's hand and guide them to the bed to sit. He hoped the younger wouldn't mind at his forwardness. This wouldn't be the first time he told someone about his chosen lifestyle. It also wouldn't be the first time someone straight up walked out after calling him some variation of a freak. He really hoped Youngjae wouldn't do that. If he left, he have to go wandering around the neighborhood, alone, and at night. The safest route for both of them (Jackson's sanity and Yougnjae physical safety) was for Youngjae to stay the night. It was hard just organizing in his mind how he would say it. Every way he practiced it sounded just as odd as the last so he just opened his mouth and came out with.

"This house is special," Jackson said. "The people here are here for a certain reason. It's a daddy and baby house. Do you know what that is, Youngjae?"

@[D]Wang Jackson Youngjae followed the other into his home, taking off his shoes at the front door, looking around as they headed to his room. Once they got into his room he looked around. "You're place looks nice, and I already did said I would stay. That's why I'm still here", he said with a chuckle. He then put down his bag and walked in sitting down on the bed smiling up at the other. "You're room looks nice, I'm honestly already comfortable here, I feel safe", he said with a grin. "So what was it you were saying you were gonna show me?", he asked tilting his head slightly.

@[B] Yoo Youngjae Jackson only needed a bit of reassurance to keep going. Youngjae's sweet smile and nonjudgmental eyes made that much easier to do. He squeezed his warm fingers gently, returning his smile, before leading them up the stairs of the house. He dug in his pocket briefly for the keys, pulling them out and unlocking the door. The warmth engulfed them immediately, wrapping around them more completely when Jackson closed the door. He didn't know how he felt at no one being out in the living space. Maybe it was for the better. Regardless, Jackson lead them up the stairs of the house, hooking a left at the top and walking until the end of the hall. He looked back once at Youngjae's unreadable expression before turning back to the door. Opening it quickly, fearfully, he led them inside and closed the door. It didn't look strange by any means, warped into something more strange only by Jackson's knowledge of what went on occasionally, less these days than usual.

"Well." Jackson looked back at Youngjae, nervously expectant. "This is it. Will you stay?"

@[D]Wang Jackson Youngjae looked up at the other. He wasn't sure why he would think whatever it was would be weird. But he really didn't think much about it, he was a bit weird himself. "Well..how about this, depending on what it is I might show you something too. Everyone is a bit weird. I'm not really planning on going anywhere, I mean if I was just gonna leave as soon as I showed up I wouldn't have come. So you don't need to worry", he said with a warm smile. He wanted to stick around. He wasn't going to really judge the other, he had no right too since he was a freak in his own way.

@[B] Yoo Youngjae Drawing and singing fit him well. They were gentle activities to match his gentle demeanor. The warm press of Youngjae's hand in his did the trick more than any fussing he could do with his coat. He wanted to revel in this moment for longer than he had the time for. They were just a block from the house. Whatever he had used to delusion himself into thinking Youngjae would stay with him was lifting now. He was becoming as anxious again as he thought of all the terrible ways this night could end. Maybe Youngjae would call him a freak and bolt. Worse than that, he could stay the night (giving him false security) and then not be there int he morning.

To combat these annoying thoughts Jackson asked another question, the most important one he could think of. "Later on tonight after I'm going to show you something, Youngjae. Even if you don't like it or maybe even hate it, you won't call me a weirdo, right? Of course I'll let you leave if you want to. But, you won't crush my heart before you do, right?"