Exhibitionism Lounge

@[S] Yu Hamin (hiatus) ((lol it's ok!))

Zelo smiled softly and shrugged, "no I haven't.. but for now I'm content just doing the one night stand thing." He sighed, "I just don't know if I will find someone who compliments me the right way." He looked at the other, "hey are you hungry?" He asked, changing the subject. "You seem like you just want to chill and we have a menu of snacks if you are hungry."

@[S] Zelo (( Omg, I'm so sorry >< I kinda forgot... ;;)

"Don't get me wrong, I'm glad that you are not one of those cold and indifferent men who think they own the world and can do with you whatever they want..." Hamin could sense that Zelo has made some very bad experiences and that it had hurt him much more than the younger would admit. His words might say he was fine but there was something in his look that said it was not. "I guess you just didn't find the right sub or master for you yet. Same for me... not that I ever really tried the real thing, a real relationship on this base with a master to take care of me for more than just one night." Hamin has always been curious how it would work to have a master outside the bedroom, or even inside the bedroom when there was a real trust basis. For the young man it usually has been not perfect because he was just not able to completely let go.

@[S] Yu Hamin (hiatus) Zelo chuckled and nodded, he knew how creepy people like that could be. Not only from his past but a few times here they had tried stuff with him when he was in his subspace and looking back now he gets the creeps. Smiling at the other he tilts his head and chuckles.
"Yeah, I've met a lot of Subs who think I'm an annoying dom because I tend to care a lot." He shrugged, trying to make it seem like it didn't bug him, even though it did.
Smiling he spoke again, "although I don't know why. You would think you would want a dom that knows how to deal with aftercare and such. I guess its just because I'm a switch. Subs I've met don't find me enough of a master for them and some Dom's have found me too annoying a Sub."
He shrugs again, trying to seem like he's ok, not wanting to bug the other. "Although I am glad I'm not bothering you."

@[S] Zelo At Zelo's words, Hamin frowned a little. Yes, he had met people like this who just took whatever they wanted without caring for the consequences. Sure, it had been in a different situation but it had been bad enough so that Hamin understood the struggle easily. "Okay, I wouldn't want to meet those people. Keep shooing them out!" He laughed softly, not liking how his own thinking was turning into a bad direction and quickly took a sip of his drink, focusing back on the man next to him.
"I was alone and if you were bothering me, I would have told you. No worries." He placed a hand on the other's knee, and playfully squeezed it. "Actually I didn't expect you to be so worried and considerate, not that it is bad of course."

@[S] Yu Hamin (hiatus) Zelo shrugs, "it's the best solution we can give when the men I'm talking about feel like everyone is free game. They try to touch you no matter what. You should've seen the time they tried to Jay, the owner." Zelo shook his head, "honestly I don't know how you can look at Jay and get anything less than master from him. Besides that he just looks like he could kill." He smiles and nods, "oh good. I was worried I was bugging you, what with how I came over and everything." He chuckles, "not to mention sometimes it's just hard to tell. I was afraid i bored you."

@[S] Zelo Hamin couldn't help laughing softly. "Oh really? That is boring." Sure, he didn't really want to see a situation like this with his own eyes either but at the same time it seemed like a limit to the offered freedom.
"Yes, I'm hoping for that too. But you don't have to worry, you didn't annoy or bother me." Actually Hamin was enjoying the company, after all he had been even nervous before and now felt pretty comfortable.

@[S] Yu Hamin (hiatus) Zelo smiles and nods, at the next question he laughs. "We would gently ask the two of you to use a private room or leave to a hotel so as not to disturb other clientele."
He smiled, "but I have yet to meet a person to want to do anything with the creepy men I'm talking about."
He carefully sets his drink down and sighs, stretching slightly and blinking at the other. "I do hope that you find whatever you're looking for here. I kinda feel like I annoyed you when I stopped by."

@[S] Zelo "Being good at math is something I can relate to..." Hamin nodded. He was always good at school, especially math and biology, chemistry and physics. For this reason he was kinda pressured to become a med student even though he of course liked certain things about it too. Someday he would be able to save a life but for the moment it was just boring.
"Creepy old men..." he laughed softly. "But what if I had a for it? Would you allow one to stay then?" He playfully winked, not serious about it at all but curious.

@[S] Yu Hamin (hiatus) Zelo shrugged, "I didn't really have formal training for it though." He says lightly, "When I was younger my father noticed I was good at math and put me in an advanced program to become an accountant. He wanted me to join his work. He was really pissed when he found out I was gay and disowned me and left me with all the debt. So being a dance teacher ended up being the first and only job I could get immediately out of college but it payed and the hours were horrible."
He smiled and nods, "Yeah it has, surprisingly. I met some friends and have become more accepting of myself."
He shrugs, "I'm not saying the its perfect. Plenty of people come in here thinking its a strip club or are just creepy old men we have to ask to leave. But other than that it tends to be fine."

@[S] Zelo Listening to Zelo, Hamin still felt like the other had a much more interesting life than him but he of course wouldn't say so. "Dance teacher must be an interesting job though. Sure, your students were not so great but the job itself must be fun." Then again he definitely could relate to him, knowing about feeling somehow grumpy and unhappy with oneself when he had to hide and couldn't live out his desires and needs. "So your life changed to the better once you came here." He nodded, more to himself than to the other, hoping this would happen to him too.

@[S] Yu Hamin (hiatus) Zelo smiles and nods, snorting, his life wasn't glamorous itself. At the last question he laughs, "my best friend outside of Sadomasochism brought me here. He used to be my roommate in college and knew about my likes, he was sick and tired of me being grumpy and complaining and knew about the club. So he brought me here and kinda made me come into the room. I really didn't plan on coming here."
He shrugs and takes a sip of his drink, "I used to be a dance teacher, but like all of my students were these annoying tween and teen girls that were convinced they could cure me of being gay. And then I was living in this dinky apartment. So my friend dragged me out and brought me here. Its not that bad now though. I got a job here, I'm the accountant though."
He grins, "So yeah boring is what I'm used too. I teach dance here and do accounting. I have a better apartment now and a pet cat too."

@[S] Zelo Hamin could easily believe Zelo's words. It sounded reasonable that a lot people just came to the club because they were curious. "It's good to hear that even friendships can develop here. I like that thought." He nodded for a moment, taking his drink back to take another sip, feeling more relaxed now. "It's not that I don't want to talk about it, my life is just boring and not worth talking about." He shrugged. "If there is reason to talk about it someday, I probably will. Anyway... why did you come here, for the first time I mean?"

@[S] Yu Hamin (hiatus) Zelo smiled, the other was smart that was good. He himself wore nail polish that changed color if it detected date drugs because there was no way he was going through that again. Listening to the other he smiled again as he sipped his Pina colada. Slowly he nodded, "You wouldn't be the first persoon to come here because of that. I have one friend who came here just for that and now he's a close friend." Zelo smiled gently, "Trust me its fine, no one here asks about you unless you become friends and want to talk." He chuckles, " and here its all about trust and consent. If you don't want or like something thats it. Then the person will back off and nothing else matters."

@[S] Zelo Hamin could not deny that he was pleased with the choice of drinks the other had made. Getting drunk was one thing but it was more fun if it didn't happen too quickly. "You cannot get me drunk anyway if I don't want it." Hamin definitely believed he was smart and old enough to decide for himself.
"Thank you." He gladly took the cocktail and clinked classes, taking a small sip before placing the glass aside for the moment. "Actually... I was curious." He paused for a moment, thinking about how to put it properly. "I'm not known for being mysterious or even confident and I like to keep it this way in the -outside world-. But even I have my needs and this seemed like a good place to outlive them." He wasn't sure if the other would understand what he meant but Hamin didn't really want to talk about his boring life in the real world.

@[S] Yu Hamin (hiatus) Zelo smiled slightly and nodded, "something a bit more substantial than a shot. Just so we can nurse it for a while. I'm not trying to get you drunk or anything."
He chuckles and looks up as the drinks are brought over. A pina colada for Zelo and a simple on the beach for Hamin. Zelo smiled and thanked the bartender before turning to pass the drink to Hamin. "Here you go. Something fruity for our second drink."
He smiled and clinked their glasses, moving to take a sip of his drink. "What brought you to Sadomasochism?"

@[S] Zelo "No need to lie about anything." Hamin knew that one drink was not enough to make him feel light and relaxed but he definitely looked forward to it. "I will just stick to Zelo then, for now." He smirked very faintly, just enough to hint his hidden thoughts and give the other male something to enjoy. "More drinks?" Hamin asked once he noticed the other's gesture towards the barkeeper. "Sounds good."

@[S] Yu Hamin (hiatus) Zelo smiled mischievously and shrugged, "would you prefer I lied about that?"
He raised an eyebrow as he looked at the other. Chuckling slightly as the other seemed slightly nervous. Smirking he shrugged, "you can call me whatever you like for now. After all we're only talking."
He said with a small smirk. Looking up he motioned to the bartender for more drinks. Knowing the other would bring something good over.

@[S] Zelo Hamin listened to the other man's explanation but his attention soon shifted to the gentle touch on his arm. Soon his gaze followed and he absentmindedly his lips. "So you're already in your dominating mode?" Somehow the drink had caused the young man's voice to get a little bit rough and much weaker than he wanted. Hamin coughed a little, really not wanting to appear weak or shy in such a moment, especially since he was not.
"You can call me whatever you want. But maybe I will have to find a name for you too?" Gladly he started to feel more confident again when his voice was back to normal and he even added a feisty wink.

@[S] Yu Hamin Zelo broke into laughter and shook his head, "anyone who hasn't had a shot gets a cherry. No matter the bar or club. Here it's a partial euphemism. There's the obvious 'popping your cherry' but here it's more to just say that once you go to you cant go back. "
He rubs the others arm, "I tend not to judge biased on appearance. Most frequently I call people 'cutie' in my Dom headspace because it's how I act. I know that people outside of sadomasichism think I'm some innocent naive . It's what my old students thought."
He shrugs, "sorry if it bugged you. I just tend to say that until I find a better name. I could just call you pet if you want?"
He means it in the way he knows some English-speakers use it. As just a simple tears of endearment. The side is just a bonus.

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@[S] Zelo Hamin was sighing as he once again was being called cute. It wasn't like he hated it in particular but there were definitely other references that he would have preferred. "Well then, thank you." He just replied, not really interested in a discussion at that moment and then the drinks were arriving anyway. Slightly curious he watched how Zelo was taking his drink and drowned it so quickly. "Cherries for newbies?" He couldn't help but think of this as a metaphor for s and raised a brow. "Do I look so innocent?" He chuckled a little but then just shrugged and ate the cherry first, then drank his first shot and placed the glass next to Zelo's.

@[S] Yu Hamin Zelo chuckles and places the order. Looking up he gives a content smirk, "of course. I can't make a cutie like you pay for something."
He smiles as the shots come over and places his glass of rum to the side. Once the drinks are down he shoots the other a smirk. Bending over he takes his shot in his mouth and tosses it back. Done he takes the glass and turns it upside down on the table.
"I'd suggest eating the cherry before doing the shot." He says mentioning to the others drink.
"Cherries are for newbies. So welcome," he smiles and sits back. Picking his rum back up to sip on. Letting his eyes roam over the other contentedly.

@[S] Zelo Listening to the other's explanation, Hamin realized that he really didn't know enough about cocktails. Eventually he just shrugged though and went along. "A sounds quite appealing then. Lets have a try." He smirked a little and leaned back on the couch. "Will you pay?"

@[S] Yu Hamin Zelo chuckles, "depends, screaming s and s are sweet. Slightly coffee flavored and contain Bailey's Irish cream. But if you want tropical I'd get the on the beach. And frankly I'm not overly fond of slippery s, but that'd because I don't like butterscotch."
He shrugs, "I'm going to order a . If you'd like one as well?"

@[S] Zelo Hamin laughed softly. The other was fun and his flirting made him feel good too, wanted and desired. " on the beach is a classic. Which one would you recommend?" He raised a brow and his lips at the same time while crossing one leg over the other.

@[S] Yu Hamin Zelo chuckles and smirks slightly, "what kind? I'm partial to blpwjobs."
He loved seeing people's reactions to the drink. Some people just teased back, others looked shocked. Like he was straight up propositioning the other. Biting his lip he tilts his head, anything but innocently.
"But then again I also like screaming s. And slippery s, and on the beach..." He just trails off chuckling lightly.

@[S] Zelo Listening to the other's offer, Hamin hesitated for a second. Was this the experience he wanted to make so early? Then again he really wanted to get rid of that nerdy image that seemed to follow him in school and finally let go. "It all sounds tempting." he muttered softly, turning so he could look at Zelo. "Another drink would also not be bad to start with." He chuckled softly, knowing that he was slowing down the pace a little but actually just wanting to tease a little.

@[S] Yu Hamin Zelo smirks, "depends on the type you want. I can be a gracious host and introduce you to my personal favorite room... or we could have a little fun. And I could help you... let go.."
He slides his hand down the others arm before jumping over the couch and plopping down next to him. His now empty glass getting placed aside. Letting his eyes wander over the others body he offers a content smirk.
"After all, it's all up to you, cutie."

@[S] Zelo Hamin had noticed the young man dressed in leather rather quickly after sitting down. However, even though his outfit and whole appearance were somehow intriguing, Hamin didn't quite feel like going over. Instead he was just quietly sipping on his drink and watching his surroundings, until someone was suddenly with him, whispering in his ear. "You can call me Hamin but I'm definitely not a lamb." He grinned a little, soon realizing that the flirting man there was the one he had noticed earlier. "What kind of help can you offer?"

@[S] Yu Hamin Zelo spots the newbie with mild interest. Cocking an eyebrow he takes a sip and then decides to make his move. Sliding off the couch he slinks over and leans over the back of the others couch. Leaning over he whispers into the others ear.
"Well hello there cutie. You look like a lost little lamb. Need help?" Heal asks, smirking as the other looks at him. "I'm Zelo. Pleasure to meet you."