Cafe - The Coffee Bean

@Oh Sehun_SH I wasn’t going to go sehun *smiles lowly and your hair as I put some soap in the water and helps you wash up* I was going to help *smiles and keeps going* I’m here *sits by you and helps you get clean before pouring water on your head* imma make you feel better

//wanna talk in my room? It’s better since we are still in the coffee shop, you can do your next response there

@Mark Tuan /feels my body lifted up but I can't do anything about it/
/My body is carried, smaller and lighter than most as I haven't ever been fed properly/
/Once I feel myself being stripped and in the water, I waekly open my eyes as I gently grab onto your wrist/
Please...don't go
/Is all I can muster out and my hands drops limp, bit able to hold my body up/

@Oh Sehun_SH *looks at you deeply and your hair lightly* of course you can.. I own a mansion.. where you were now. I have several rooms. *gasps lowly as I catch you and hold you close before walking into my mansion* guards! *they come and I smile* Get the bath ready and the room.

@Mark Tuan +poke?+

@Mark Tuan /softly sobs into your chest, wrapping my arms around you and holding you close/
P-please, ccan I stay with you for awhile? I can't go back there and I don't have a place of my own
/Says quietly as I couldn't stop the tears from my eyes/
I....I also really don't want to be alone tonight
/Says meekly only for my feet to give way and I pass out from an emotional and stressful day/

@Oh Sehun_SH *holds you close and your hair as I have no words to say really, a part wanted to be that permanent fixture in your life but at the same maybe it wasn’t easy to be mentally healthy, I return a low breath* Your welcome, it’s one of the steps to a recovery. At least you know your not completely hopeless *looks at you deeply and hides your face in my chest hugging you tightly*

@Mark Tuan /holds you close as tears stream down my eyes/
Thank you Mark
/Says softly as I bury my head into your neck, peeking out as I watch the shot put in, her face cold, not even struggling. Soon enough her eyes close and her pulse stops/
/I cling onto you tightly, shaking slightly, the fear of losing the last of my family, taking a toll, but I take a deep breath and breathe in fresh air, a huge weight lifting off my shoulders/
Thank you Mark, words cannot describe what I feel right now
/Says gently as I hold onto you, my sad tears soon turning to ones if releif and freedom/
/I cling onto you, like your the only person left I could ever trust and hold onto you/
Please, don't even leave me
/Says softly, my voice shaking/

@Oh Sehun_SH *listens to what you say to her nodding in argument before holding you close as I listen to your words softly* alright.. whatever you wish, she is your mother. I can’t stop what she did but I could end it *looks at my guards* gove her the shot. *looks back at you* it helps with a quick death without a mess.. and I doubt a gunshot would be a good way

@Mark Tuan /my smile fades once I see my mother/
Mother, you deserve what is coming to you, you are a cruel person and what you did to me was not right. What you did to others was not right. You set your fate to this after dad died, before you had been kind, but now you have turned into an evil monster. I'm not the monster, you are. Good bye mother, have fun in hell.
/Turns and goes back to hold your hand, waiting for my mother to end/
/I look at you and whisper/
I know she was a cruel woman, but please give her a quick and painful death, even though she did horrible things, no one deserves to die cruelly.
/Gently nuzzles into your neck, and then watches my mother, staring coldly into her eyes/

@Oh Sehun_SH Your welcome *holds your hand and takes you to mansion before leading you to the room before talking to the guards to let you say goodbye*

@Mark Tuan /Hums quietly as you my hair, my submissive side coming out/
Thank you
/Says quietly only to frown but nod/
/Takes your hand/
Lead me to her, let me say good bye

@Oh Sehun_SH No thank you *smiles and your hair* your a good kisser *smiles and then looks at my watch* your mother is near death, would you like to say goodbye or not? I want to respect your wishes.

@Mark Tuan /blushes softly as you called me an angel, let's out a small whimowr in your lips, melting in your arms as I reciprocate the kiss back/
/Pulls away after awhile and looks down blushing/
Thank you
/Says quietly, my demeanour becoming shy as I touch my lips, never having known what a kiss was like/

@Oh Sehun_SH *looks down at you curiously and gives a low smile as I’m glad I’m finally seeing you smile* you keep saying your a monster but right all I see is an angel *bites my lip as I realize what I said and know I don’t say things like that before looking deeply before leaning closer and pressing my lips against yours softly*

@Mark Tuan /smiles at you and then the jacket, I step closer to you and wrap my arms around your shoulders, looking at your lips asking to kiss you/
/Smiles at you for the first time in my life, looking happy as I had you in my arms/

@Oh Sehun_SH It’s beautiful, you did a good job in keeping it beautiful *smiles and looks at you before shaking my head* keep it, you need it more than me. I gave that jacket to you a while ago as a present

@Mark Tuan /sighs and looks at you/
This place has what has kept me from not losing all my humanity.
/Looks around/
I planted some flowers, and some vegetables, I made it a little homey, and whenever I was having a hard day, I would come here, this place has kept me sane.
/Hands you the faded jacket reluctantly/
But this belongs to it's owner, I've kept it as clean as I could, but still enough to have your scent on it
/Smiles lightly at you/

@Oh Sehun_SH *looks at the faded piece of cloth before blushing lightly* wow you did keep it.. I’m suprised. I didn’t know you cared that much sehun

@Mark Tuan /watches you, humming softly as you ran your hands in my hair./
Here
/Takes your hand and pulls you to my little hidden box/
/Opens it and pulls out your sweatshirt/
I've kept this, it's yours, you gave it to me on a cold night.
/Hugs it and holds it out/

@Oh Sehun_SH *holds you softly stroking your hair* anyone could love a monster.. why do you do think we find ourselves with others? Humans are monsters too in some way, in some way their just as twisted and dark... maybe it can work, maybe it won’t. To try or to not is the question. Your a monster but so is everyone. *pulls away and runs my fingers in your hair before smiling* why do you think beauty and the beast exist? Such a fairy tail is scary for some children yet it’s a beloved folktail.. but why? For the every same reasons people find themselves relating.

@Mark Tuan /looks at you, soaking in every word from your mouth/
Yes, she was my physical mother, but I know I won't ever have anyone, how....how can someone love me?
/Sighs and goes into your arms, taking the rose/
Yes, we are compatible, and I cared for you too, but it can never be the same again, it can never work, I've become such a monster, that I can't be loved or give the love people want of me
/Says as I gently hold you, sighing and for the first time relaxed and feeling safe/

@Oh Sehun_SH *flitches barely as you punched me* why not? *leans against a tree as I see your emotions out in the open* also she wasn’t a mother, she was a physical mom but she wasn’t really a mom so why do you consider her? Save yourself from the pain of calling her that.. and your never alone. No one is ever alone. The world is an oyster, open and existing. You can either explore it and take it in or spit it out and pretend you never tried too. *sits down and looks at your angry face and gives a small smile* I cared for you too.. we were always compatible.. no wonder we were always in pairs *grabs a nearby red rose before raising it up to you* rose?

@Mark Tuan /looks over as you walk towards me and sits down/
I really hate her, but she is the only family I have left. My dad died and I don't have any brothera or sisters, or people who love me. So in a sense, I want that gone but I don't have family now.
/Says quietly as I lean into you, holding you tight/
I'm really all alone now
/No tears come though as even though my emetions were they, my body refused to cry/
I'm glad she is rid of this world, but in still here and still alone, no one to be with.
/Looks at you with saddened eyes/
I loved you, even after you were gone from my life, but I cut it off and since seeing you again, i can't help but feel emotions, I hate that you do that to me Mark, I really hate it
/Says in frustartion, only to turn around and punch you in the gut/
WHY! WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?

@Oh Sehun_SH *looks up with pure anger in my eyes before softening softly* sehun- *looks at you as you run away before turning to your mother* he’s right. He won’t be able to save you.. for your in hell now.. you know.. you would think your innocent but your the monster yourself.. *looks at my guards smiling* feast.. but don’t turn her, kill her in spite *grins lowly and kisses her forehead* goodbye *walks out with Roman off to my side before reaching you sitting down* didn’t you want sweet justice or vengeance? Why did you leave

@Mark Tuan /wakes up to a loud noise, crying out in fear and protecting my body. Hearsny nother screaming and scampering up and running out to only run into you, falling on my /
M-mark
/My eyes go wide and I look at you, actaully here/
/Then looking at my mother with dear eyes as I saw her tied up and all of her men dead/
You deserve what is coming mother, I will not be able to save you
/Turns and walks out if that wretched place, going back to the small garden and sitting, fully knowing you would follow me/

@Oh Sehun_SH *watches you sleep on the bed I placed you in before looking at the demented cage you have off to the side* trash *frowns and touches the cage before throwing it to the corner* how cruel *goes out the room leaving the door open as I go into the next door of my house, your mother screaming is evident*

@Mark Tuan /nods as I leave, going out and thinking deeply about what you said/
/I left for my own small escape and went to the place we met, the only peaceful place in my life where NY mother wouldn't go/
/I had a planted roses and made a small beautiful garden of flowers there/
/I picked a rose up and went to sit down on my stump, twirking it in my hand as I thought about what you said./
/After an hour I get up and walk to my small box in the garden, I open it up and put the rose in, holding the small sweater you had given me and outs it back in/
/Smiles as I go back home, only to shout as I was dragged back to the cage by my house, quietly sobbing for the first time in a long time, falling asleeo soon enough/

@Oh Sehun_SH The world is cruel but it’s a cruel kind of beautiful *watches you softly as you talk* scrawny but I tried to give you my food when I could back then. I always felt bad *tilts my head and inhales smiling* I never knew, how sweet.. but you should have known well that I don’t die well sehun *smiles and watches you walk away* you think we won’t ever be happy but we must find a rose in a garden of weeds, till next time, and call me marcus, Mark is dead *stumps out my cigarette as I find you gone* Roman *looks up at my guard* keep track of him.. and bring me his mother

@Mark Tuan /smirks and pulls out my own cigarette, lighting it with yours and leans against you/
The world is cruel, everyone is cruel.
/Sighs as I take a drag/
No one can love us, no one can care about us, it's just the way the world is. We live in a cold hearted world we're we kill to survive or die not trying. Nothing can make us happy, nothing ever will. I chose my fate to never love or care, makes death easier. As living isn't worth it
/Smiles genuinely for the first time, though only small/
Yes, I was a scrawny mother's boy, she starved me and I never really ate. I was only up to her for food. Did you know I considered you my only friend, when I thought you died I cried for a year in that prison, until I lost any emotions and became who I am today
/Pats yours back as I finjsh my cigarette/
I promised never to care or love again after that, to isolate myself from anyone or even my feelings. Nothing stopped me then from making my own destiny to ruin myself and my mother into the ground. Ridding this world of us.
/Puts my hands in my pocket and turns around and walks away/
Till the enxt time Mark Tuan, when you try to kill my again.
/Walks up the stairs to go/

@Oh Sehun_SH You think that effects me half? *looks at you deeply* I remember your scrawny .. always complaining you wanted mommy... *pulls out a cigarette as I let you down* everyone wanted to kill me. My father was a spy, it happened that way *lights up before leaning against the wall* if I would have died that time that would have been okay.. I’m not scared of death.. and I’m not scared of being alive.. and I’m not afraid to admit it and act like it doesn’t effect me... either way *smirks* I never liked your mother either so the feeling was mutual.