⟨ cafe ⟩

@(b) mark Jihoon snorted. It takes more than a drink to make him happen when he's this sleepy. A warm bed, someone to cuddle with, and nothing to interrupt his sleepy time would make him the happiest little omega the world has ever seen. "I had a green tea." Was all he said, before leaving the counter to go to the bathroom and clean up the best he could. When he looked himself in the mirror the stain looked worse than he thought it would be. It ran down the front of his shirt and all over his pants. There's no way he can scrub this out as a temporary fix. He'll have to wait, until he got home to throw it in the wash. Great. Now he'll smell like coffee all day. Talk about gag worthy. Sighing, he went back out to see his drink finished and waiting for him. At least it's the real thing this time.

@(o) junmyeon Kris laid down and smiled, moving over he laid on his side and wrapped an arm around the other. "I hope you don't mind." He whispered gently to Junmyeon. Closing his eyes he sighed contently and smiled. "Good night Myeonie."

@(a) yifan Junmyeon laid on his back, wanting to face Kris but not being sure if the man would be comfortable with it. But he also didn't want to turn away and make it seem as though he wasn't open to sleeping facing the other. "Sweet dreams Fan." Junmyeon said moving closer to the other.

@(o) junmyeon Kris blinked as Junmyeon leaned into his field of view. Smiling softly at the other he nods, knowing the other snapped him out of his past. "Yeah, thanks Myeonie." He said softly, reaching up to hug the other and yawning. "Lets get some sleep."

@(a) yifan "Yeah, you're right. And alphas are important too." Junmyeon said. He could tell that Kris was thinking about something disturbing and Junmyeon wanted to bring him out so he draped his arms around Kris shoulders and leaned into his field of view. "Are you relaxed and ready to sleep?" Junmyeon asked tilting his head and smiling as he looked closely at Kris .

@(o) junmyeon Kris smiled softly, and then shrugged. "Omegas and Betas are important. They deserve to be treated that way. And besides I just don't think its right to be mean and rude." His face darkens for a moment, "I saw too much of that growing up." He sighs, "And yeah people can get pretty ridiculous... but well..you have to try and look at the good."

@(a) yifan "Lucky for your oppa kink he was clueless for so long." Junmyeon joked, letting out an amused laugh. "You do? You really are open. I guess I just have this idea of what alphas are like. Mostly based on bad interactions. And excluding pack members because they have to be nice. I never really questioned my assumptions." Junmyeon said reflecting with a thoughtful expression. "I like that you make me think about deeper things." Junmyeon said.

@(o) junmyeon Kris blinks and smiles slightly, "I used toys too. There's nothing wrong with that Junmyeon. Just like there's nothing wrong with going to a person for help." He reaches out to cup Junmyeon's face. "Whats important is that you are comfortable with your decisions." At the next comment he nods, "I tried to explain to him but he just couldn't understand it." Kris shrugs, "But he eventually figured it out. Although that was after we had broken up."

@(a) yifan "It's kind of unfair that omegas and betas get all these toys and alphas- I- never mind." Junmyeon took a deep breath feeling completely embarrassed that he had basically admitted he used toys. "I'm glad I wasn't offending you by not using honorifics. That's such a funny mistake to make." Junmyeon said imagining what it would be like to hear a guy use oppa instead of hyung.

@(o) junmyeon Kris sighed and shrugged, "most of the stuff came from wandering onto random when I was in a rut. Not always videos sometimes stories and such." He blushed, "Oppa kink may have come from my first ever boyfriend. He was another Chinese here but he didn't quite understand that oppa was for girls." He rubs his face, "and no you're not disrespectful. I don't mind not being called by honorifics." He looks up at Junmyeon, "did I weird you out completely?"

@(a) yifan Junmyeon listened his cheeks getting red. He wondered how many of those things Kris had tried. Junmyeon just imagined how, and when Kris learned about such things and spent a few moments in silence. "I see." He said. "Oppa kink? It couldn't have come from me. Since I rarely say your name with honorifics. I sometimes forget you're older than me because we're so close. But I'm not disrespectful." Junmyeon said more to himself than to Kris.

@(o) junmyeon Kris smiles and then laughs, "ah well..." He blushes and shrugs, "you can sit wherever. This is going to be awkward for me no matter what." He sighs, "Uhm I like light versions of stuff. , spanking, asphyxiation, cross dressing, wax play, ice play. That kind of thing. But never intense enough to scar or anything. And if my partner isn't into one then I don't do it. Its that simple. I will say that I do have a bit of an oppa kink. Though I have no clue where it came from." He shrugged, cheeks flushed, "Is that enough to explain for you?"

@(a) yifan "Oh. Well, I was just curious. I haven't done anything... . So I don't know what I like." Junmyeon said. "You never told me specifically what you like. I'm imagining a lot when you say you're pretty open. I need to tame my imagination. So specifically, what are you into? No judgment." Junmyeon said moving his hands lower on Kris back. "I'll even sit back here if it helps."

@(o) junmyeon Kris's cheeks flushed as the other kissed his cheeks. Smiling he nods, "of course I care for you." He said, "I cared for you even when I didn't realize I loved you." He leaned back into Junmyeon's hands and thought for a moment. "Myeonie? My second major question... why did you want to know about my ual interests? Like... are there things you don't like or such? Or did you just want to know?"

@(a) yifan Junmyeon knelt again and pressed a quick kiss to Kris cheek, in thanks. Before resuming the massage. "I'm sure." He said and moved his thumbs in small circles from the outer part of Kris shoulders toward his neck. "I'm happy you care about me."

@(o) junmyeon Kris relaxed and smiled, "sorry... just.... the thought of someone hurting you like that really upsets me." He sighed, cupping his cheek. Looking into Junmyeon's eyes he nods, "Ok if you're sure." He turns around, "Yeah we can continue. Sorry." He says softly as he straightens to let Junmyeon get back to the massage.

@(a) yifan Junmyeon could see the anger in Kris face and he tensed feeling nervous. Was Kris angry at him? He wondered eyes getting teary in fear. But he relaxed when Kris apologized. "I'm not going to cry, that was almost a decade ago, Fan. You can ask me questions. I'm okay." Junmyeon said holding onto Kris shoulders and looking at him earnestly. "Also don't you want me to finish the massage?" Junmyeon asked smiling.

@(o) junmyeon Kris froze through that story rage bubbling up, when Junmyeon started up again he shook his head. Turning around he pulls Junmyeon down into his arms. "I'm so so sorry Myeonie." He whispered softly, holding the other close. Sighing he rubs the others back and shakes his head. "I think that's enough questions for today. I don't want to make you upset or cry." He said softly, carefully holding Junmyeon to his chest.

@(a) yifan "I was hurt, and afraid of alphas. One of my college advisors, an alpha. He found out I hadn't gotten my first heat yet. And secretly dated me. After I spent my heat with him, he dumped me. And I later learned he just had a for s, and was secretly dating a few other students. It made me sick. So I just spent every heat alone to not be taken advantage of." Junmyeon realized he had stopped massaging Kris shoulders, and promptly started again. "What's your next question?" He asked voice shaking from nervousness.

@(o) junmyeon Kris let his head fall forward for a moment, small groan coming out as Junmyeon started on the massage. Closing his eyes he slowly opened them and asked his questions. "I have two questions... I'm going to ask them one at a time, ok?" He said softly, clearing his throat before nervously saying. "Why... why would you try and go through a heat on your own?"

@(a) yifan Junmyeon knelt on the bed so he could be in the correct position. Grabbing the bottle of massage oil and heating it between his palms he started to massage Kris shoulders. He didn't want to interrupt Kris thoughts if he was thinking of questions. Or seem impatient so he just waited for the other man to speak.

@(o) junmyeon Kris smiled and nodded, looking at Junmyeon he could tell the other was nervous. Smiling he reaches out to hug Junmyeon. "Yeah, go ahead." He said, knowing it would be easier for the other. "Don't worry I don't have a lot of questions. And you don't have to answer them." He said gently before turning around. Making his back face the other so Junmyeon could be more comfortable. Slowly he took a sip of his water and waited.

@(a) yifan "Thank you. For the water, massage and being honest." Junmyeon said. He gripped the glass tightly. He was concerned about what Kris would ask him. Though Junmyeon knew he would be honest, he wondered if Kris would view him differently.
"So do you want me to give you a massage while you ask me questions. I'm not sure I can answer if you're looking at me." Junmyeon said.

@(o) junmyeon Kris smiled and nodded, standing he paused. Looking back over he smiled. "I don't mind more questions. You deserve the answers. But I'll have a few of my own."
He moves to the kitchen, getting two glasses of water before coming back. "Here, this will help with the blood flow."
He passed it over and smiled, sitting down next to Junmyeon.

@(a) yifan Junmyeon nodded, it was pretty typical history for someone in their mid twenties. Junmyeon was actually relieved, though still a bit more curious about what Kris liked. But he wanted to be appreciative of his honesty and not bombard him with even more questions. Junmyeon stayed quiet, unsure of what to say. He didn't want Kris to think he felt any particular way about what he had just learned. And sighed in relief when Kris offered to get him a glass of water.
"Thank you, I feel so much better. There's a filtered gallon in the refrigerator." Junmyeon said. "When you return I'll give you a massage." Junmyeon said.

@(o) junmyeon Kris smiled, glad the other agreed to come to go to the massage. Listening he hums, "Well I prefer to top. But honestly with people I love I'm ok bottoming. Only if I love them tho." He said with a sigh, "I've had three boyfriends in the past. And Slept with maybe seven other people?" He says, "I've been tested recently and do not have any STI's. I always make sure to be careful with . And normally the only times I slept with people i wasn't dating was during a rut." He says honestly, "As for kinks well I'm pretty open. I don't have a thing for feet or anything like that. But There is a variety of other things I like.... or would imagine. But nothing super major." He finally stops the massage, "There I think that's the best I can do. Let me get you some water. You need to stay hydrated."

@(a) yifan "Sure, it will be like a date." Junmyeon said nodding happily.
Junmyeon winced when he felt Kris hands still. He regretted bringing it up. Fearing that Kris would leave or think he was strange for asking. But Junmyeon felt a bit relieved when the massage started again. Junmyeon nodded slowly at the next question.
"Those things. And about your ual history. I'm just curious. Not any other motive and you can decline to answer anything you don't feel comfortable with. Is it okay?" Junmyeon said.

@(o) junmyeon Kris smiled, grateful that it felt good to the other. Nodding he smiles, "I have an appointment next week... If you want I can see if I can set you up an appointment at the same time?" He offers, spreading his hands apart as he presses down into Junmyeon's back.
Blinking his hands still for a moment before picking up again. "How exactly do you mean Myeon?" He asked, "Are you asking if I have kinks or if I prefer to top or what?" He asks as he slides his thumbs down Junmyeon's spine. Pressing his fingers into the muscles.

@(a) yifan "You're amazing at this." Junmyeon said his eyes closing in relief as his shoulders began to feel less tense.
"Thank you, I'm sure that an appointment would help me out. It doesn't feel good being all tense." Junmyeon said.
Junmyeon went quiet as he considered what to ask Kris first. He had too many questions and wasn't sure what Kris would actually answer or what he would be uncomfortable saying. Not knowing the other man's comfort zone made it difficult. So Junmyeon decided to start with asking what Kris would be comfortable talking about.
"Can I ask you about your... preferences. ual preferences?" Junmyeon felt nervous and clasped his hands tightly.

@(o) junmyeon Kris smiled and shrugged, "I don't mind doing this at all." He grinned as Junmyeon went to get the oil. Smiling when he came back Kris hummed.
"Well lets take care of some of that tension then." He smiles and pours a small amount of oil into his hands. Carefully rubbing it together before moving to rub his shoulders. Slowly he starts, working the oil into Junmyeon's skin as he works on massaging the tension out. Leaning forward slightly as he needs more strength. Working at the neck then slowly moving down the shoulders and from there down his spine. Trying to clear the knots from his back.
"Maybe I should set an appointment up for you with my massage therapist," he hums, "This can't be good for you, Myeonnie."