@Jongin [I dont know why but posts are missing huhuhuhu.... ]

@Sehun "Se-Sehun?" Jongin tried his best to stay awake, he did not want to burden Sehun by leaning at him tightly. "I- I am fine... Let's go... " he urged Sehun to move faster, only want to make his beautiful baby less worry. Jongin thought if they could get to the car soon and then he could at least get some rest and get his energy back. "Se-Sehun?"

@Sehun [didn't see this T.T]

The dream chased him even when he tried to block it. The only thing that kept him from breaking down was Sehun's voice, lulled him to sleep.

But for sometimes, he could not hear Sehun. He was worried something happened but he was too weak to open his eyes. It was the puppies yips that told him there was no real threats to his husband. Charlie would never let that happened. What a good ole puppy.

After a while, struggling to stay awake and finding Sehun in his mind, the sick man finally gave up and let the slumberland took him in. But not without grabbing Sehun's pillow, nuzzled his nose into it, inhaling it's scent as if it was his only support for breathing.

And that was the stage Sehun found him later, hugging the pillow as it is his lifeline.

[I am so bad in portraying a sick man LOL]

@Jongin Sehun shouldered the door open over an hour later, arms laden with bags from the supermarket. He set them all out on the kitchen bench and began unpacking things. He planned on making Jongin a nice hot broth; simple and hearty with no spice so that it wouldn't upset his stomach. Sammy curled up on the kitchen floor by his feet, and Charlie sat at the door whining.

"Do you think Jongin's okay? I should go check before I start cooking," Sehun mumbled half to himself and half to the puppies [xD].

Keeping his coat on because it was so cold in their apartment, Sehun wandered to the bedroom, switching the air-conditioning on on the way. Arriving to the bedroom to see dried tear tracks on a sleeping Jongin's face was heartbreaking.

@Sehun Jongin wanted to believe that was nothing wrong with him. He really did. He always believed in Sehun, always trusted his husband and his decision. But he had never have such illness. Nothing in the past had made him stayed hopelessly in bed, nothing scared him more than what he felt at the moment.

He did not afraid of dying, however, he was worried that he could not protect his family anymore. How would Sehun survive dealing with two magical babies by himself?

Even when his slept, the fears followed him. Jongin tossed and turned during his sleep, crying and fighting his fears as if they were the dragons that trying to burn the city while he fought them as a lonesome warrior. The bed sheet and blankets were crumpling around him as he sleep restlessly.

Their family doctor had mentioned once about his recurring sickness when he was a toodler, but honestly he did not remember. The possible connection with his current illness was flashing in his mind but he had not told Sehun, refused to add more worrying thought to his husband.

@Jongin Sehun ran his fingers through his lover's hair, allowing him to cry and be afraid because he would always be there to absorb the pain. He kissed the top of Jongin's head gently.

"Nothing's wrong with you, my love. You're just sick, and I won't leave your side until you get better, I promise."

But only a few hours later, Sehun had to break that promise. Because of Jongin's sudden sickness, they had been unable to do their grocery shopping, so there was no food in the house. Despite how his husband felt at the moment, Sehun knew that if he didn't eat, he would be weaker and his body would be unable to fight the sickness. So he bundled himself up in a coat and scarf and left a dozing Jongin alone in their apartment, hoping against all hope that his husband wouldn't wake up.

@Sehun He had not eat anything since they went to the auction, but Jongin felt like something churn in his stomach. His eyes were teary, the pain in his upper chest was getting stronger. This was not an usual illness, he knew that for sure, but he could not believe how weak his body was to get such thing.

Letting Sehun wipes his mouth and then his forehead, Jongin watched his husband with so much love and sadness in his eyes. "I love you too."

He threw himself into Sehun's arms, holding on his sleeves tightly as he sobbed onto the younger's chest. "What's wrong with me, Baby?"

@Jongin Sehun had been clutching a book, reading quietly, when he felt Jongin's hands grip his shirt tight. The book thudded to the floor and the younger man was up like a bat out of hell, grabbing Jongin and tugging him into his arms. He was shocked at his own strength, and put it down to the fact that he was so full of adrenalin. His husband had looked so disturbed even in his sleep, with sweat beading his forehead and a frown stuck permanently between his eyes.

Setting Jongin down beside the toilet bowl, Sehun immediately crouched beside him and began to rub his back.

"It's okay, hyung. It's okay. I love you." He tried to be as calm as he could, again.

@Sehun It had been ages since he had nightmare as he slept. Almost none when he got married to Sehun. All his husband's positive vibes and gentle love were his defense to all the bad things he usually encountered the second he felt asleep. He had them once in a while, especially when Sehun was not around.

But he had it now. He had it when he was in Sehun's arm. His fever must be so high that he lost his defense on that nightmares. He screamed in his sleep, wanting to open his eyes but something held him back.

"Sehun---Sehunnie..." He mumbled weakly, gripping the front of his husband's shirt tightly when he finally able to open his eyes. "I- I think I want to throw-.." He pushed himself up and pointed to the bathroom. He wanted to walk there but his legs were still weak.

@Jongin When Jongin fell asleep, Sehun let out a heavy sigh and felt fat tears run down his cheeks. He was so worried he didn't know what to do, having never seen his husband like this throughout the whole time they had been together. The first thing he knew was that he had to get the kids out of the house so that they did not catch whatever it was Jongin had, if it was a sickness that could be carried. He reached for his mobile and spoke softly with his mother-in-law, whispering a thousand thank-yous when she agreed to take the kids.

"What am I going to do with you?" Sehun whispered to his lover, getting comfortable so that he could stay awake to watch Jongin carefully.

@Sehun If there anything that could distract Jongin was Sehun's kiss. It was his biggest weakness, and even his stubborn head was giving up to the soft touch of his husband's lips. With his fingers still gripping tightly at Sehun's shirt, Jongin closed his eyes, lost in the feel of safe and warm that always accompanied their kisses.

"House." Jongin nodded weakly, the drugs were finally kicked into his system. "We have a house." He smiled childishly, eyes staring deeply into Sehun's. Unlike his legs, he could feel Sehun's palm on his cheek and that calmed him down. "They would be happy..." Leaning into Sehun, he buried his head over the crook of his husband's neck, wanting to feel the warmth as he gave up his fight to stay awake. "I want to built them a tree house..." He mumbled softly as he pictured them cuddling under the big tree just across their house as the children running around them. And that was what brought him to the dreamland.

@Jongin Jongin looked like a young boy, terrified and unsure of what to do. Sehun's plan of being calm hadn't worked as Jongin was clearly very distressed if the tears in his eyes were anything to go by. Sehun just had to make sure he distracted his husband for long enough to allow the drugs time to kick in. Once they did, Jongin would be fast asleep in no time.

It was silly and it was childish, but Sehun leaned down and kissed Jongin deeply so that he had no chance to speak and thus no chance to worry himself more. When he pulled back, he was panting heavily.

"We bought our house today hyung. Isn't that wonderful?" He said with a bright smile, pillowing Jongin's head and turning the lights out, stroking Jongin's face lovingly. "Imagine how happy the kids will be when we take them there."

@Sehun Jongin was worried that he had to stay at bed because of his illness. Who would help Sehun with all the house chores? The kids would be home soon and he should play with them so they would not bother Sehun when he cooked their dinner. All the thoughts were actually adding to his panic.

"Where is it? Sehun, where do you touch me?" He turned his eyes on Sehun, tears at the corner of his eyes when he could only feel some faint touches on his legs. He forgot what his family doctor told him, if he got more panic, he would lost his sense faster and the illness got worst.

@Jongin Sehun knew that whatever it was that ailed Jongin had to be more than food poisoning but he wouldn't say it. He knew that his husband was just trying to ease his worries, so he didn't want to make him nervous by telling him what the doctor had said.

As calmly as possible, Sehun slid his hand down under the doona to his lover's long legs and he d them gently.

"Hyung-ah, can you feel my touch?" He asked with a steady voice, hoping his calmness would lull Jongin into feeling a little less panicked. "Can you feel it at all?"

@Sehun "I love you so much." Jongin smiled weakly as he leaned into Sehun's waiting arms, listening to his husband's steady beat. Jongin would not admit it openly, but he hated to be seen so weak before Sehun. He wanted to be his husband -and his kids- protector, not the burden.

"I think I eat something I shouldn't." He peered up at Sehun, memories started to come back as he tried hard to remember what he had done before he got sick. That's it. He realized. He was lost without Sehun when he was abroad. No one watched for him. He forgot everything. His diet and his allergies mostly.

"Sehun, my legs..." Panic attacked him suddenly as he recalled several faint incidents during his childhood when he could not move because his allergies went wrong. "....I can't move it!" He told Sehun sadly.

@Jongin Sehun watched his husband anxiously and tried not to hold him too tightly in case he was causing the elder any pain. He'd never seen his lover like this and it drove Sehun to distraction, head pounding as he chewed his nails. But when Jongin said what he did, in a hushed and guilty tone, Sehun lost all his composure and clutched Jongin so his head pressed against Sehun's chest.

"No, no, no," He murmured, hating that Jongin blamed himself for something that was completely beyond him and had him in such pain. "I'm worried, not sad. I love you. You don't make me sad."

@Sehun "O-okay." As he let Sehun go, Jongin tried his best to stay awake. Having another day-mare would be the last thing he wanted. He was scared that he might not be able to awake on time before his imagination went wild and he saw his biggest fear: losing Sehun and his kids. Although that was impossible because it was only a dream. Sehun was here with him.

Sehun was here. He smiled weakly, feeling his husband's gently tug on his arm, supporting his body as he swallow his medicine. "What's wrong with me?" he asked himself, brain wandered on his memory to find the source of his illness. But the medicine made him dizzy. He felt sleepy, yet he did not want to sleep. A faint memory told him that he was having the same pain a few days ago. He slept that away that night, waking up late for his work the day after. It must be a symptom, but he brushed it away because he was eager to get home.

To be in his husband's arms. But not like this. He shook his head. He only made Sehun sad. He did not realised that he voiced the last thought aloud.

@Jongin When Jongin's day-mare had struck, Sehun had dropped everything in his arms and quickly rushed to support his husband, even as his heart raced and he felt sick from nerves. "Shh, hyung, shh. I've got you," he cooed, "Just let me get you into something more comfortable." Despite the tight embrace Jongin had him locked in, Sehun worked quickly and diligently to remove Jongin's belt jeans and shirt, leaving him in only his underwear as he guided him to the bed and asked him to sit with his back propped against the headboard.

"Give me one second hyung!" He called, rushing to where he had dropped the medication and reading the packets with shaky hands before returning to the bedroom to give Jongin the correct dosage of each pill.

@Sehun There was something wrong. It was too quiet for their home. The walls were also painted wrongly. Who changed the colour? Why everything resembled the quiet dojo? No, this was not real. Jongin blinked when he saw Sehun waved at him. Sehun and the kids. Wait, no. Don't go there, Sehunnie. They might still be there. "No! Don't take them! Don't hurt Sehunnie!" He screamed at those kidnappers.

He screamed and opened his eyes. Only to see his husband's worried eyes. "N-night-nightmare." He tried to explain as he lunged for Sehun, wound his arms tightly around his husband's waist. Thanks God. He mused. It was all dream. It might be his fever that caused all those scary thoughts. He wanted to cuddle Sehun, but he was so weak, his legs were still numb. He was definitely very ill. "H-Hug m-me?"

@Jongin Sehun felt like he had an armful of pills and potions as he cradled Jongin's head in his lap on the way home. The doctor said that the reason for Jongin's condition probably stemmed from a bug caught while travelling and was exacerbated by poor diet and stress. Sehun felt terrible for not noticing that his husband was in need far earlier than he had. Jongin had needed him and Sehun hadn't been there. He held the elder securely as he dragged him through their apartment to the bedroom and soothingly rubbed his back.

"I'm so sorry, my love," He murmured, starting to undress his feverish yet shivering husband.

@Sehun: [https://pbs.twimg.com/media/B2Eu8qyCAAA6bZv.jpg
They are so cute when arguing! Boyfriends <3]

@Sehun Jongin was rarely sick. Even when he had some in the past, none of the illness was worst than this one. He could not moved his legs without feeling pain in his bones. He felt hopeless and paralysed, the consequences of not able to take care his family worried him so much. He could heard the doctor's voice talking to Sehun, but none of the words made sense to him. Only the constant pulls on his hand, on the courtesy of Sehun, that made him stayed awake.

His eyes gave up when they placed him back to the car, hand stubbornly clung to Sehun's. One of his former ambulance driver offered to drive them home so Sehun could sit in the back seat with him.

@Jongin [ ikr?!?! isn't he the best? *happy sigh* ]

@Jongin Jongin looked so small and weak all of a sudden that Sehun was lost for words. He locked the car and clutched his lover's hand tight, following him into the hospital without any intention of letting him go. "I'm here, hyung. Just rest. I'll be by your side." He whispered and sealed the promise with a loving kiss before turning to the doctor that had just arrived. He hurried to tell the professional all about Jongin's condition before he was prescribed some medication and told to take his husband home and look after him there.

[kitty Nini! <3 http://cloud01.smtown.com/upload/starhome/board/images/2014/11/09/p196ad8i7s1ira1i3srkco6817so1.jpg]

@Sehun It felt like there were additional weight in his eyes. Jongun could feel Sehun's soft lips on his as the younger kissed him, but even that could not make him opened his eyes, staring back at the beautiful eyes like the usual. He knew immediately that his sickness was serious this time. "I w-will..." was his only answer. Leaning his head on Sehun's side, he listened to his husband's heart beat, chained his senses to those wonderful sounds as the younger drove their car as fast as possible. They arrived in the hospital in what he felt like hours (but it is only an hour the most in reality), he felt Sehun's hand in his when some stranger lifted him. "D-don't l-leave m-me." He mumbled to Sehun pitifully.

@Jongin "I don't have any water for the aspirin, baby," Sehun murmured, stroking Jongin's wet hair off his face before turning to the helpful stranger. "Don't worry, I'll drive him straight to the hospital. Thank you so much for your help." With that, Sehun closed Jongin's door and got in the driver's seat, leaning over the centre console to give his husband a soft kiss. He was /not/ in good shape and Sehun knew he had to hurry to ensure his lover's safety. "You better be okay, hyung." He grumbled, switching the car into gear and driving out of the driveway as fast as possible.

@Sehun Jongin could hear Sehun's panic voice and he tried to open his eyes immediately. "I-I am o-okay!" He protested weakly, trying to stand again. But of course, he failed. The real agent tried to hide his smile as he observed the couple. He liked them since the beginning of the auction and was secretly rooted for them. He was glad that they were the one who brought the home. "A-aspirin.. in my-my pocket." Jongin whispered. He had felt the headache since the day before so he took the medicine with him. But he seriously never thought that it was that bad. "Do you want me to call the doctor?" The agent asked Sehun carefully as they laid Jongin on the passenger seat.

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@Jongin Jongin's actions terrified Sehun and he turned to look over his shoulder, fingers gripping his husband's shirt tightly. "Someone help! Help!" He shouted, trying not to panic but he was panicking nonetheless. The real estate agent heard him and rushed over to the young couple. "Help me carry him to the car?" Sehun asked, slinging one of Jongin's arms around his shoulders as the agent took the other arm. "I don't know what happened to him! He just collapsed!"