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@d. kyungsoo /feels my breath taken away as you wrapped your hand around my waist and pulled me closer towards you, our faces a few inches apart and our breathing so close to each other that at the feeling of your kiss on the side of my lips, I felt my heart leap to my throat/
/looks up at you with red cheeks, my breathing fastening a little but not in a drastic or dramatic way, it was as if I was out of breath myself/
I...
/begins to speak in a soft way, smiling a little before holding onto your hand and leans myself up to kiss you on the lips directly and gently/
/smiles softly looking down as I pulled away afterwards and brings your hand up to kiss each finger/
It's okay... Thank you.

@s. bridget /feeling your hand on my chest I gulped hoping that my heart would calm down/
Y-yes
/whispers softly, my hand wraps around your slim waist pulling you closer till our lips are a few inches away/
/thinking about my actions i kiss the side of your lips not wanting you to look at me in shock or confused/
I uummm....ummm
/looks down rubbing the side of neck not knowing what to do with you so close/
I blame you..c-cutie

@d. kyungsoo /drinks another shot of soju and sighs softly, my bottom lip slightly and taking a bite out of the ramen before I felt your hand resting on top of my lower back causing me to blush deeply and looks up at you to meet your gaze/
Kyungsoo?
/says in a breathless manner and tilts my head a little to the side, examining your face noticing how redder you've gotten/
Are you alright? And yes maybe we can do all those things too.
/smiles shyly at your suggestions before placing my hand on your chest, causing me to chuckles a little/
Did I make you feel this way?

@s. bridget You aren't trust me, maybe we can go try on clothes and model
/chuckles/
There's another thing we have in common models yaya
/my hand gently rests on the lower part of back while I eat a bit of ramen and got another of soju/
/looking at you more closely i can feel my heartbeat increase, my cheeks get redder and i feel the sweat form on my forehead/

@d. kyungsoo /laughs softly when I felt you pull back and I could notice your cheeks slightly red, which I reached out to feel a little caressing it gently with my soft fingers before looking down at the food and hums softly/
I don't mind... Where we are going.
I hope I'm not disturbing or anything though.
/looks at you a little worried if I got in the way of your schedule/

@s. bridget oh aigoo is just a way of saying omg or i could have used omo but i used the cute way since you are cute
/pulls back from hiding and looks at you with my burning red cheeks/
So what shall we do after this?
/smiles/

@d. kyungsoo Ah... No no it's alright... I don't mind it at all.
/looks at you for a moment and smiles softly holding onto your hand out of nowhere without even thinking about it and chuckles softly/
It's okay. I didn't mind it.
/opens my mouth to eat the ramen and leans towards your embrace before snuggling a little looking up at you with red cheeks/
I hope you don't mind this closure... Bu-But what does aigoo mean?

@s. bridget Aigoo don't smile like that
/chuckles softly as i pick up your fork and get some ramen to feed you some/
/looking at you i put my thumb over your lips to clean them off not thinking about my actions/
Ah sorry if that looks weird um forgive
/instead of letting go i hide my face behind your hair hating myself for it/

@d. kyungsoo /looks up at you for a moment reading your expressions but at the same time loving how your jawline faces this way and smiles softly before turning the ramen being placed in front of us and chuckles softly at your words/
Mmm...
If it's no trouble at all. Well I can do it myself but...
/clears my throat as you kept your arm around me and smiles softly eye smiles brightly/

@s. bridget /chuckling softly i look down at you and smile/
I wouldn't mind, i can't keep you from falling for anyone
/rubbing your back i pull you more in my embrace feeling our warmth keep us warm/
Let's get hot chocolate after we eat some ramen
/not wanting to move i simply keep my arm around you keeping you close as the waiter puts the two bowls of ramen in front of us/
Here, can i feed you cutie?

@d. kyungsoo /holds onto you as you offered me a hug and sighs softly in content before looking up at you/
/smiles gently when you kissed my forehead and sighs softly again and looks up at you with a small chuckle/
Thank you.
Though who knows I might...
/blushes a little and shakes my head and chuckles softly/
I might fall a little this way... for you...

@s. bridget /i let you hold my hand but for a bit till i got to your side and hug you/
You need more than a hand hold to let it all out, i'll be here
/i hold you close to my chest and softly put my hand over your head/
it's okay to cry, let it all out you will feel better after that
/without thinking i kiss your forehead out of instinct from being the motherly figure in the group/

@d. kyungsoo /looks over at you and nods at your question as a response to it and smiles sadly/
I did. He said he did.
Then... Here I am.
/looks down as you wiped away my tears and leans towards you touch for a moment and shakily holds onto that hand, not wanting to let go/
Can I please... hold onto your hand for a little bit?
I-If that's alright Kyungsoo

@s. bridget /looks over to the other tables and glares not wanting people to look at them/
It's okay but don't cry
/leans over the table wiping the tears from your cheeks tempted to give a small on the forehead but feels like you would run away/
Um......i feel bad for making you cry i just really truly feel that the way he gave you false hopes, he played with your feeling to his advantage and ughhh it just makes me mad im sorry
/rubs my temples softly trying to calm down but the topic just makes me angry and the feeling to do something/
d-did you ever tell him that you liked him?
/looks at you slightly covering my eyes so you won't see the sadness behind my words/

@d. kyungsoo He just said he will be busy. And then nothing after that. For two weeks. Nothing. No message.
/looks down at the plates on top of the table and flinches softly looking up at you before smiling feeling my tears come down, wiping them quickly/
Thank you for the compliments.
And thank you for telling me I deserve someone else better. I really did believe. Everything. I waited and I waited.
/clears my throats as I could feel some people looking at us and looks at you/
I-I'm sorry...
/blushed softly/
I think I attracted attention.

@s. bridget I bet i wouldn't either, you are pretty cute not going to lie and it actually makes me anger that someone you waited for so long would just leave you like that
/stops realizing at what im saying, then continues knowing it only right to let you know what im thinking/
Did he ever tell you anything? like anything at all
it's stupid to start something with someone giving them false hopes and then going away
/lightly slams my palm down on the table then looking at you/
you don't deserve that cutie, you deserve better than a jerk who could only give you false hopes

@d. kyungsoo /looks at you for a moment and nods looking down/
Perhaps... Maybe we both just haven't found the right one. I did. I waited and waited only to find out that... The character himself is gone...
/looks down and plays with the food a little before tilting my head up to meet your gaze with a small smile/
Kyungsoo, you're a very handsome and kind man.
/laughs softly covering my mouth/
If it were me dating you, I guess I wouldn't let you go.
/eye smiled brightly and looks down/

@s. bridget /listening to your words i softly bit my lower lip looking down/
At least....you can feel that feeling of being loved and having someone by your side
Even though my dating ban has ended.....i fear that i won't find anyone
/whispers with a hint of sadness unable to control my feelings at that point/
I guess we both feel the same things.....the fear of possibly falling in love with someone else and then having your heart be broken into pieces when the other person finds someone else
it's always like that, they find someone else for better or they just "love" the other person for their bodies

@d. kyungsoo /looks at you for a moment and looks down nodding my head/
He was.. someone very important.
But he's gone... I couldn't find him anymore.. Not even in the old place.
/whispers and takes another swing of the soju and looks up at you with a small smile/
I guess..
I guess I'm hopeless. Even if I do decide to move on, I doubt anyone will go for me anyways.
/laughs sadly before looking down on the plate/
I'm sorry I dulled the mood.
/takes another swing of the soju and eats some of the food/

@s. bridget /catching your words about a person i drink another cup of soju and sigh/
Who where you waiting for cutie?
if you don't mind me asking, im just curious that's all
/fills your cup again/
what that person something close to you or a boyfriend?
/my voice quiets down as soon as the word "boyfriend" falls from my lips unable to understand why i feel the sudden jealously/

@d. kyungsoo /looks at you for a moment and chuckles softly shaking my head/
Don't apologize. Really.
I'm surprised you loved to hang out with me.
I usually don't have a person talk to me for this long in this place.
Sometimes I feel like I'm a bit too different from the rest nowadays that I don't know whether I should leave or stay.
/looks down for a moment and takes a bite out of the food/
I came here waiting for one person.
/takes a sip of the soju not even caring anymore/
And that person is gone.
/looks up at you and smiles gently before humming softly/
There's nothing much interesting about me. But I do like to ice skate.

@s. bridget /looking up i see that i messed up in a way/
See this is what i mean....my awkwardness gets in the way, sorry
/playing with the cup i reach out to pour some more even though i already feel tipsy/
Sooo...what would you say is something interesting about you?
/hiccups/

@d. kyungsoo /looks at you for a second before smiling gently/
You didn't say anything weird though.
/takes a bite out of the mandu and bites my lip softly looking down at the plate/
/reaches for a cup of soju and looks up at you smiling/

@s. bridget /softly bites on my lower lip/
I can drive you home....i don't mean to sound weird
/chuckles awkwardly not knowing what to say/
sorry.......sometimes i say stupid things

@d. kyungsoo Oh... I'm here by myself.
/laughs sheepishly playing with my fingers a little shakes my head taking another drink of the soju and looks down for a moment/
/chuckles softly and looks up at you for a moment and smiles sheepishly/
I'll be alright. I'll catch a cab afterwards.

@s. bridget disturbing? oh no your aren't why would you?
/i give you a assuring look smiling/
I might need to go to work later on like in a few weeks but right now Im a vacation, sleeping and going out
/chuckles softly/
Want water or anything else? I don't want you to get too tipsy and im not sure your manger would like that
/takes another bite of my mandu, calls the waiter over/
Can we give ramen noddles and water please?
/ask calming/

@d. kyungsoo /looks down for a moment wondering if I'm bothering before taking another bite and looks up at you and smiles gently/
That's true it's nice to sit down and talk.
I hear you guys have been working hard.
But if you ever need any help or anything at all, please remember I'm here for you to talk with.
/smiled gently and kindly as I take another bite and carefully sips soju from the cup and clears my throat/
I... I hope I'm not disturbing or anything.

@s. bridget /at the mention of my group's name i look up/
Yeah, guess we are popular but i don't like too much fame
/sighs/
I do it because i love singing and my mom worked so much so I can have the chance to sing
/serves myself a cup of soju and drinks it/
Some times im always tried and feel grumpy but right now i feel good, just a nice time to sit down and talk

@d. kyungsoo /blinks softly as you mentioned that you are wearing makeup causing me to chuckle and shake my head, covering my mouth as I smiled brightly/
That's alright!
I'm not at all bothered.
In truth, Korean boy groups are very popular in America I've seen you guys on YouTube. So... I believe you're part of EXO...?
/tries to remember the name while I looked at you with my eyes slightly squinting/

@s. bridget Ah, well you started at the best place Korea has many interesting things
/ my lips smiling/
Hope you don't mind seeing me with makeup one of these days
/i glance up at you to see your reaction slightly frowning/
It's for work trust me, nothing else not even for fun
/chuckles/