@choi jinri ᶠ Among the plethora of responsibilities that must have been put upon your shoulders, I hope you managed to find time to rest. I relate strongly to the permanent thoughts of you that lingered on me like a shadow ㅡ whatever I did, I found myself catching another question posing itself whether you were doing alright. My beautiful flower, it is incontestable that you will bloom regardless of my presence, but if I can be given the opportunity to be bathed in your beauty and the invigorating charm you own then who am I not to succumb to the yearning stronger than me? I'm here, waiting to hold and protect you with whatever it takes.
I miss you as well, Choi Jinri. Eternally.
@nam taehyun ᵐ Life has been so busy but there was not a time I didn't think of you; not a time nothing reminded me of you; not a time I didn't wonder what you were up to. I see you in everything, everywhere and everytime. I see you even when I close my eyes. And at night, it feels emptier than usual. It seems far off to associate the emptiness with you. But as I wonder what you have done to me, it's not as absurd of an idea as it was. Would you happen to know why I'm constantly searching for you like this?
In a month is spring. I can't even find myself to look forward to it anymore. Instead, what I look forward to is being able to spend it with you. It's as if spring has transcended into your arms. And even though I have not, even one bit, touched you as I've always wanted to, I just know all will bloom in your embrace. Would you let me hold you when the time comes?