B B Q P L A C E

@Luhan [awesome!! *clings* he’s just been lonely for so long, he can’t help it]

@Yoongi [ill put up a starter in the cherry blossoms then^^
Oh don’t cry yoonggggii lol
And yes yes]

@Luhan [Of course I am up for some fluff! I like it just as much as drama <3 Hopefully Yoongi will not cry in happiness at being spoiled, but I can't promise anything :) and good good, that way they can experiment together :)]

@Yoongi [are you up for some fluff? Cuz lu likes spoiling people A LOT XD
Lu is a switch too, though he probably tops more than bottoms though. It’s good that they’re both flexible]

@Luhan [I like the cherry blossom park but also the romantic dinner place is nice... and Yoongi is a little ball who switches xD what about Lu?]

@Yoongi [is there anything you’d like to do? Btw is Yoongi a bottom? I’ve been meaning to ask]

@Luhan [*nodsnods* that sounds good, let's start with that... where should they go?}

@Yoongi [maybe they can have some fluff time getting to know eachother? like an actual date?
So much emotional tension between these two, like they're so fragile and squishy ><]

@Luhan [It'd definitely be a way for Lu to see a difference side of Yoongi, but but I really want to know what our idea was as well XD]

@Yoongi [hopefully this week will be better so I’ll be on more lol
I had a plot in mind before but it slipped my mind dammit....
Panic attack sounds interesting tho^^]

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@Luhan [no worries, I was super busy myself, so it's good I didn't have the temptation to just stay here with you the whole time XD I think this scene could end like that and we could a new one if you want? I'm happy with anything as they are just super cute :) anything you have in mind? I'm sure Yoongi could have a panic attack at some point if you wanted to have some drama *is so mean to her muses*]

@Yoongi [im so sorry I've been away for so long, it's been a hella busy week ><
Did you wanna continue this plot or wanna do something new? ^^ ]

@Luhan Yoongi found himself squeaking in the most unmanly way when Luhan suddenly wrapped his arms around him and just squeezed.
And then he was laughing, lightly, happy.
“, I thought you were gonna reject me,” he breathed out, turning to him with a grin his face had never shown before, cheeks burning even more red.
“I’ll try to do the same...” he whispered, and followed the instinct that wanted him to bury himself in the other’s neck, snuggling close, searching for warmth.

@Yoongi Luhan wasn't sure if he should jump up and scream or kiss the other like no tomorrow, he was just so happy at that moment and it felt like he was going to explode. So instead or either, he decided to hug the other really really reeeaally hard.
"I'll take good care of you." He promised as he buried his face against the other's neck, grinning like an idiot and laughing out hysterically, the tension in his body finally releasing as he finally got what he wanted.

@Luhan There was so much noise in his head, ringing in his ears, his heart beating so fast, anxiety making his neutrons fizzle, that he almost missed the soft words.
But then Luhan sat beside him, and they slowly sank in.
The way his heart jumped in his throat and his face flushed red, one could think he was having a heart attack.
But actually he was just. Happy.
“I’d like that. Yes,” he swallowed hard, meeting his gaze for a second with a shy smile on his lips; “god, I can’t believe this is happening... but yes. Boyfriends. That’s what I’ve been hoping for...” he exclaimed with a small laugh. He was going to lose it, wasn’t he?

@Yoongi Luhan felt a soft breath of relief escape his lips, unable to hide the smile that was itching to show. Getting up from his side of the sofa, he made his way over to the other, sitting down next to him.
“Me too.” He said softly, unable to meet the other’s eyes as he picked at the sofa. “I.....I want more from us, and not just kissing. I mean..I think I like you. And.....I would like it if you would be my boyfriend, Yoongi.” He said shyly, looking up through his bangs at the other, grinning.

@Luhan Oh great. He was scaring him off. Thought Yoongi miserably, his heart clenching in his chest and his hands balling into fists. But it was true. It was what he wanted. He’d never had it. And it was what he wanted now.
“I mean... I mean that I’m serious about what I do... everything I do... I don’t kiss just the first hot guy that comes around... even when drunk,” but I did kiss you and I meant it, he added in his head, his throat constricting and making it impossible to confess those words.
“I guess what I really mean is that I’d like- I mean, I want to. I want to date you,” he eventually blurted out, not nearly close to what he truly felt, but at least in the right direction. “Or if you aren’t ready... at least... one date... to give me a chance,” he added, anxiety kicking in and spilling in the tone of his voice.

@Yoongi Luhan wasn’t sure if he was relieved or terrified even more by what Yoongi. A relationship? A boyfriend? Love? Could Luhan be any of those things? Was Luhan even good enough?
He looked up though at what Yoongi added, eyebrows furrowed together. “What do you mean....?”

@Luhan It was difficult for Yoongi not to notice stuff because he was looking at Luhan like a hawk, lips curled around the hot mug of coffee but not really sipping it. Luhan was nervous. He had been nervous the day before as well, before they kissed. He hoped that was a good thing.
“I want...” He stammered, then trailed off because he wasn’t sure how to continue. Then he bit on his lower lip, willing himself to be brave, “I want a relationship, I want a boyfriend, I want love eventually,” he whispered, even though what he really wanted to say was ‘I want you.’
“But I can’t say I deserve it,” he added, because he knew that in between his anxiety attacks and busy schedule, he wasn’t boyfriend material.

@Yoongi Luhan felt pretty pathetic with how he couldn't control his body. He almost knocked his mug over when he put it down on the table, and his ears burned in embaressment. He really hoped Yoongi wasn't noticing any of these things.
"W-what do 'you' want from this?" Luhan asked, he felt so shy in front of the other is was really sad. He was supposed to be what, almost thirty? The hyung here, and here he was stumbling to get his words out. He wasn't sure what he was supposed to do with himself anymore. He just knew that he really really realllly liked the other.

@Luhan Yoongi vaguely noticed that Luhan's hand was shaking when it settled down the mug, but he had no idea whether that was for nerves or because of what was happening between them. Or maybe he might just not like having a stranger in the house. Would he consider him a stranger?
He looked at him when he started talking, but there didn't seem to be much after that 'so', nothing at all actually, and Yoongi just stared for a while.
"I guess we should talk... about us...?" he tried, and took the coffee to his lips. "I know you said we should get to know each other, but I feel like we might need to be clear about what we want if we want to manage expectations," he tried to say, because he knew that if Luhan didn't want him, he wouldn't be able to stay and try to be his friend. Not now at least.

@Yoongi Glancing back at the other while he prepared the drinks, Luhan couldn’t help but worry. Why was Yoongi looking so stressed out? They were just gonna talk right?? Unless....
What if he’s preparing himself for when he rejects me???
Suddenly Luhan felt sick to the stomach and he had to hold onto the countertop when his vision swam. His chest tightened up at the thought and for a moment, he really didn’t want to go back to the living room.
Taking a few minutes to calm himself he held the two mugs and slowly walked over to the other, hands trembling a little as he placed the cup down on the coffee table and went to go sit across onto the smaller chair, clasping his mug with two hands.
“So.....”

@Luhan Oh, great, was his face as red as he felt it? "Ah, no, I'm fine," he said, just very embarrassed and apparently, he added in his mind as he watched Luhan walk towards the kitchen.
He wanted to go with him, wrap his arms around him from behind while he prepared coffee, but instead he just sat down and sulked, preparing himself psychologically for the 'talk' they were supposed to have.
What was he gonna say? Could he beg?
"Black, thank you," he said, rubbing the bridge of his nose, wishing he could teleport to the future and not have to face this at all.

@Yoongi “Oh no no, I don’t mind at all. I just feel bad because I don’t have to bring out.” Luhan waves his hand dismissively, looking at Yoongi in mild confusion when his face was all red. “Should I turn the ac on too?”
Oh. My. God. He’s in my house, Lujan freaked out as he listened, eyes lingering on the other a bit too long before he calmed himself.
Nodding his head he walked over to the kitchen, stopping by the living room and gesturing for the other to sit. “Make yourself at home, I’m just gonna make some coffee. What do you usually take yours with?” He asked as he held onto the doorway, peeking at Yoongi.

@Luhan [ahah I’ll have him go and take a look at the room at some point today xD ahah yes it is a big room with a bed after all xD ]

Yoongi felt a bit guilty for imposing his request on Luhan, especially seeing the way he looked back in surprise, but he stayed strong, knowing just that if he wanted to get through this day he had to have that talk. And private was better than public.
“That’s fine, I, sorry for the intrusion,” he mumbled, and good gracious where were his eyes trailing to? Luhan walked in front of him and he was staring at his like there was no tomorrow. It was the most beautiful he had ever seen.
So by the time Luhan stopped and opened the door for him, Yoongi was blushing furiously and hoping he hadn’t been so obvious.
“Thanks,” he mumbled, walking through, and biting on his lower lip. And then he realised what he had done. He had made them go to a secluded place to be alone, was Luhan going to think he just wanted in his pants? Which he did, but not necessarily right away.
“I just... if we gotta talk about sensitive topics, I thought it’d be better to be in private,” he said quickly, hoping to sound as honest as he was. But again, deep down, he did want more than talking.

@Yoongi [that would be so cute too omg XD
and omf dungeon lmao luv it]

Luhan was a bit surprised by the force of which Yoongi said those words, blinking a few times before giving a curt nod. Okay, maybe Yoongi wasn’t confused, but Luhan was. He wasn’t sure if Yoongi was serious or not, and it was starting to make him weary with all these mixed signals.
Giving the other a slight look of surprise he nodded, gesturing for the other to follow him up. “Yeah, sure. It’s a bit messy though so forgive me.” He said meekly, smiling shyly and started making his way up to his apartment.
He opened the door and held it for the other, hoping that his place really wasn’t as messy as it probably was.

@Luhan [omg I saw! I was like AWWWWWWW I kind of wanted to make Yoongi be like 'uh, are we living together now?' all blushy blushy, but I thought maybe it was a bit early XD Nononono I think the name should stay XD that's their dungeon, only invited guests can enter XDD]

"I'm not confused," he protested, because that was the only thing he knew for sure, he knew what he wanted, he wanted Luhan. Whether he could or would get him, that was another subject all together. But again, he hadn't told Luhan that yet, because they hadn't really talked much after their first kiss, and because he also had the feeling that he was going a bit too fast.
He looked at the building when it was mentioned, and thought about it, he knew going to the park would be a more respectable way of doing things, treating this like another date maybe, but the truth was that Yoongi didn't really trust himself in the open space, he wanted to sit down in private, without thinking about whatever was going on around them.
"Can we go up to your place?" he asked then, hoping he didn't sound too forward.

@Yoongi [btw I asked the admins to make us a room so we have one now^^ it's under the name Lu and Yoong though >< we can have them change it if you want, I didn't think they would name it that lol]

At this point Luhan wasn't sure if he should hold the other's hand, hug him, or kiss him. He could see that he was obviously distressing the other, but he didn't know how he should comfort him. It was driving him crazy and giving him his own anxiety.
"I think we're both just really confused right now." Luhan said quietly, giving the other a small smile. "We can go inside my place if you want? Or there's a park near by that we can go to and grab some coffee on the way?"

@Luhan Okay, Yoongi, calm down, he told himself, trying to get a lid on his anxiety.
Just because he expected to be rejected, it didn’t mean it had to happen, right? Right.
“I just thought you said-“ He trialed off, and then shook his head, he couldn’t even say it.
“Ok, yeah, we definitely need to get to know each other better... and... sort this out.. do you... mm... want to go anywhere? Sit down and all?” He suggested, willing his voice to sound less stupid. Why did he like him so much already? It’d been a day for ’s sake.