Kris could feel Lay respond to him so he knew the younger was at least trying. Even if they took the whole day, Kris was determined to get his friend there.
@✪Kris Lay couldn't feel more grateful that his friend was by his side right now, and he mustered the bit of strength left in his body to squeeze it back a little.
@✪Lay Kris walked with his friend at this slow pace but he hoped he could give his friend the power he needed to face this. He squeezed his hand in reassurance hoping it would help somehow.
@✪Kris The younger took in a deep breath as the two exited the room, trying to gather the little courage he had inside him, only hoping he would find it there eventually.
@✪Lay Kris wanted to go at Lay's pace and didn't want to rush him. He knew the younger didn't want to go out but if he didn't get his friend to do this, Kris figured he'd regret it so badly later.
@✪Kris Lay gave a tiny smile again and nodded gratefully, not really able to express that feeling through words really well. He then slowly rose from the other's lap, legs wobbling slightly.
@✪Lay Kris ruffled his hair, smiling a bit when he saw that small smile, "Well you won't have to know because you won't ever be alone, not when you're here with us."
@✪Kris The younger rose his head and managed a weak smile, even though it lasted less than a second. "Yeah, thank you. I don;t know... what I would do if I were alone..."
@✪Lay Kris nodded, "I'll go with you, I'm not gonna let you be alone like this Xingie. Well that's if you want me there..." He mumbled the last part but he honestly hoped Lay would tell him he could come.
@✪Kris "I know." the younger responded hugging the other back. "Thank you." he said as he hid his face in Kris' shirt again, not able to hold the tears back once again.
@✪Lay Kris hugged him close and nodded, "I know Xingie, I know... You won't be alone, you know that right? We're all here to support you, we are you family too you know?"
@✪Kris Lay nodded slowly while sniffing. "Of course I will see her... even though... I'm scared of seeing her like that..." he continued, biting his lip, feeling his eyes fill with tears again.
@✪Lay Kris patted his head, "You didn't know Xingie, it's not your fault. I'm sure your umma knew that and she's not upset with you." He bit his lip softly, "You can still see her now if you want, I'll come with you if you want me to..."
@✪Kris Lay nodded as he pulled himself away from Kris' chest a bit, wiping his tears, even though they were sure to come again. "She does..." he sniffed. "But I wish I could have seen her one more time at least..." the younger continued, resting his eyes on the other's shoulder, eyes looking emptily at the floor.
@✪Lay Kris nodded and d his back, "I know Xingie, you didn't want to listen because you wanted everything to be okay. You... You don't have any regrets right? Because your umma knew you loved her until the very end."
@✪Kris Lay only tightened his arms a little around the other as he pulled him on his lap, not saying anything for a while. "They told me... I should expect it, but... I didn't listen to them..." he said after some time, between sobs.
@✪Lay When Kris heard that one word he knew immediately what had happened to upset his friend like this. He held him close even pulling Lay on his lap before rubbing his back soothingly, "Oh Xingie... I'm sorry..." He whispered softly, he was upset about this as well, Lay's mother had been kind to him.
hello. urm, can i go on a hiatus for two weeks? this week had been very difficult for me. i have a test next week and i'm deeply shocked and sad (like i'm crying right now) from eunb's death. she had been my bias since ladies' code's debut. so, the pain is really excruciating for me to swallow. so, yeah, i don't feel like roleplaying that much when i feel very sad.
- henry.