can you even focus on anything when he's sitting right in front of you? there's a game that literally conquers every lecture - the game. yes, we're all adults.
@♱ hwang hyunjin - I gave a mischievous grin of excitement when you agree and I slipped you a piece of paper -
How long do you think this would take?
- mumbles lowly looking you over briefly i leaned back with a low hum-
I don’t think my roommates would be in the dorm for a while since they have class so we could do it there
@♱ kim minsung sadly. yes.
grumbles softly and shrugs, humming out silently.
anyway... eh, i'm literally down for... a lot.
shrugs once again, eyebrows quirking up briefly when you continue.
...i'm in.
@♱ hwang hyunjin - I just listened to you with a soft hum giving you a soft grin -
Sadly? Hmm
- I shook my head letting out a light chuckle looking down -
At least you’re a tad bit willing to hang out... what do you like to do?
- I leaned in only slightly so you can hear my whisper -
I have a special secret stash of some greens, I don’t mind sharing
@♱ kim minsung i'm fine. just waiting for my parents to be informed. i'll probably just have to change meds. or get a higher dose prescribed. not that they care anyway.
grumbles out silently and shrugs.
i'd rather fall asleep for the next 100 years but since that's not possible, sadly, i'll hang out with you.
@♱ hwang hyunjin - I gazed over you with a frown nodding slowly as I hugged my knees-
When you’re done with everything would you want to at least hang out?
- I tilted my head curiously resting my head on my knees-
@♱ kim minsung i'm not hungry. neither am i me.
sighs out silently and shrugs heavily, rubbing his temple as he looks down at the blood pack, running his free hand through his hair.
thank you.
@♱ hwang hyunjin - I just smiled at the positive reactions from you as I sat there staying still so I won’t cause any annoyance or sudden discomfort-
To help you calm down just slightly? You’re not you when your hungry
- I just had to make a slight joke with the snickers logo. Clearing my throat I turned to you with a gentle grin-
I know you might not be used to other students coming up to you and offering you blood.... I just thought right now you might need that?.... even if you might not be in the right state of mind I just thought you shouldn’t be alone that’s it
- I gave a shrug before I finally shut up and sip on my packet so you could react-
@♱ kim minsung looking down to the ground, hyunjin gripped the fabric of his shirt to somewhat occupy his hands. he was quite surprised as he heard the other's - the guy he had met before in class - voice, tilting his head towards you when you call him and he stares down at the blood pack, then at you.
what's that for?
asks silently, yet somewhat curiously, taking the packet into his hand as he looks at you, eyes lighting up a bit from excitement over it.
@♱ hwang hyunjin - i frowned to myself as I watched you walk out before class returned back to normal and I continued my notes. I couldn’t help but wonder about you and why it was just so normal for you-
- when the bell rung i did not wait to go to the office to check on everything. On the way I pickef up a blood packet just in case you were calmed down yet-
- I peaked around the corner at you sitting one chair away from the opening -
.... psst
- I breathe out taken a glance around before sliding my way in to the chair next to you sliding the packet over -
@♱ kim minsung a slight headache made hyunjin pinch the bridge of his nose briefly, his attention span was... highkey weird today- he couldn't really focus, and it was tiring. usually, hyunjin was safe from anxiety or his sudden anger when he attended his lectures, today, he broke down in adrenaline. of course he couldn't name a reason. he only knew he wanted to smack someone up in that moment, knew he wasn't going to, at least he hoped he wasn't going to. instead, hyunjin drops his hand down on the table, the pencil snapping loudly against the table and he grips at his own hair rather harshly, shutting his eyes. his profs knew about his problems, and they were forced to send him out whenever he had one of those phases. hyunjin was dangerous in such situations.
it ended up with him being sent to the office, something he absolutely never wanted again. it's always been like this. everyone knew, but nobody bothered to understand.
sitting in the office, hyunjin stares down at his lap and swallows thickly as he waits for any other order from either a doc or his prof. it was a curse, living like this. he hated it.
@♱ hwang hyunjin - i sat there writing the notes as the teacher lectured and demonstrated as Dream manipulation was one of the only things I find worth paying attention to, though today, today was different I was struggling so hard to pay attention. My notes were vague and didn’t follow along well because my mind kept shifting over to my table partner, I could just sense their anger boiling up inside them and any little thing would set them off so I kept trying to keep everything calm as I wrote. Then with a snap of a pencil everything unleashed and everyone paused from the lesson to turn their attention to the episode occurring right beside me-