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@kim wonshik /in my frustration I tilt my head up and watch the ceiling from where I lay as you insist on peppering me with kisses, my mouth watering as I call your name between wanton whimpers
Won... won-
/gasps when you rock against me, even that small amount of friction given is enough for me to squirm around and soon enough whine when I'm told I'll have to wait again
Take care of me?
/asks a little incredulously as I tiredly dip my head back once more, my hands in my own hair as I grab fistfuls in my aching need
You're driving me crazy and you want to take care of me...
/mutters before I instinctively try jerking my legs closed as you touch at my thigh and groin, only giving your waist and hips a squeeze in the end though as my legs are still wound around you
Before today did you-
/chews on my lower lip before I speak up but in a hushed and rushed tone
Did you ever think of us like this? I'm just curious...
/refuses to look at you just yet, my eyes still on the ceiling as I wait for you to tell me, hoping deep down that yes, like me your mind has ventured places like that before and hopefully loved it too

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ /having placed a mark on the crook of your neck, soon I darted my tongue out to let it run over the bruised spot which is already glistening with saliva, knowing that it'll be more sensitive after. i can see that you liked it so much judging by the way you obviously shiver against the touch of my lips so I take this time to place open-mouthed kisses on your smooth skin. But shortly after though, I stopped my actions as I notice the way you pulled me closer to you using your legs, pressing our crotches together.
/with one of my hands gripping on the part of the sheet just next to your torso, my hips start to move against your crotch, releasing a low groan before it is followed by a light hiss, repeating the action a few more times as I love how it feels, making me harder than before.
A little impatient, aren't we, babe? We'll get in there. I know I have left you hanging but please.. Let me appreciate your body more.
I want to be gentle to you. I want to prepare you completely. I want to make love with you, Taek.
/i say after pushing myself up to nuzzle our noses together, nuzzling your soft cheek soon after. Even I myself is gettubg impatient now to just give you what you want but then a part of me wants this to be a memorable one. Something that you'll remember whenever you touch certain parts of your body.
/continues to trail soft kisses on your torso soon after while my other hand is stroking your inner thigh, bringing it up a little bit more so it'll lightly brush against your groin.
Just please let me take care of you as we do this.

@kim wonshik i suppose you have a point there... but when i look at you i just-
/trails off before i meet your mouth with my own once more, mumbling sweet nothings there whilst i hold you to me, my eyelids closing on their own but sometimes they lift just a bit so i can look upon your face just a bit, still amazed you're mine
/leans into your hand at my cheek briefly before you move your mouth to the rest of my body, my head tilting back as you move to my shoulder and make goosebumps rise even more
/sees your smirk and my stomach flips, my lips pressing together before i lean in and kiss at the corner of your lips, finding you more than a little bit unfair at this point, wondering if you can hear how loudly my heart is beating right now too
wonshik...
/whispers your name as i let my head tilt back further, my eyelids falling shut and mouth hanging open in response, a small whimper coming from me as you mark the skin enough it becomes to bloom shades of red and pink
-
/everything feels so... sensitive, my senses heightened as i swear i can feel everything you do, my legs lifting and i give a firm tug of them around your hips once they're latched on there, tugging you in closer to me so our crotches brush up together
stop torturing me... do you know how long i've wanted this? how many times i've thought about us like this? you make me so- so...
/trails off before i let the frustrated sound bubbling from my lips answer that question, stroking your cheek briefly before i raise my hands above my head, the diamond bracelet catching the dim lighting and casting a small shining halo around my dark locks whilst i seem to bare myself to you, an offering of my everything and all for you and only you

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ /it is true that this isn't the first time i have seen you without your clothes on, thanks to the times we sometimes share bathroom just to quicken the preparations every group schedules. though there is something in it right now that left me at awe. it is the way the dim light from outside through the window illuminates you.
i know. but it's different now you're under me as i stare at you..
you don't have to deny it, taek. you are beautiful. and i won't stop telling you that..
/i say in a soft whisper when you denied that you are beautiful, tugging one corner of my lips as you call my name, one hand lifting up to cup your porcelain cheek gently. brims are gently moving against yours, alternating between light nips and simple lip-locking. the light graze of your nails against my back had me humming in the kiss.
/soon we pull away from the kiss, my lips trailing kisses on your cheek to your jawline down to your neck with your own also making their way to my shoulder, your kisses soft against my skin yet it still send shivers through my body effectively.
/i can only smirk as you guide my hand over your body, letting me touch the parts you want me to and taking this time to memorize every inch of you, planning to explore them not just by my hand.
/with that plan in mind, i lean in closer once again though this time, my lips starts its journey on your neck, placing kisses here and there before it settle on that certain spot where your neck meets your shoulder, shutting my eyes close as my mouth starts to mark the part, painting a reddish hue on your pale skin all while my hands are travelling from your thighs to your hips up to your waist.

@kim wonshik /when you join me on the bed i can feel your eyes on me, making me squirm just a little bit before i smile all the same and tilt my face up to meet your gaze lovingly
stop staring like that... you've seen me before- you've seen it all before
/mumbles as i look at you, making space for your between my legs as you motion for me to do so, my hands running up your arms before i hear you call me beautiful and i laugh bashfully, softly and only for you
liar...
/whispers in response to you calling me beautiful, skin rising in goosebumps under your hands and i tilt my head, leaning it against your shoulder until you lean in and bring your lips to my flesh
won-
/calls just before you kiss my lips, my mouth meeting your own in delight before i tug on your bottom lip with my teeth, giving it little kitten nips as i do so
/slides my hands down your back before dragging my nails back up, fingers then entangling in your black hair when i kiss your shoulder, watching you from the corner of my eye as i do so
feel me, wonshik... here
/takes one of your hands with my own, leaning back as i guide it over my body and show you how to feel me, where, how hard, how soft... the way i twitch and sometimes arch into the touch as well

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ /the way your voice calls me, I will never get tired of hearing them over and over again, your soft voiceis enchanting as well as the gentle touch of your fingertips on my clavicle where the inked part of my skin is.
/my hands find their way to rest on your waist as if to guide you to the bed inside the room, stopping once we have reached the side of it, hands shifting their positions from your waist to the back of your head as you sit on the edge, letting your own hands do their work on the last pieces of my clothing.
/the kisses you have pressed against my hips and to my growing had gained a groan from my lips, looking down at you as you pull away from me so I can get to see you stripping off your clothes, leaving my throat dry as I bask in the breathtaking beauty of your exposed body, not missing the faint glimmer of the bracelet I gave you which just adds to the greatness of the view, not to mention that I am so glad that you still have been wearing it until now.
/without any words coming out my mouth, i climb on the bed and crawl towards you, hands splitting your legs apart so i can settle myself in between them before letting them be occupied in caressing your pale thighs.
Beautiful...
/i mutter softly as i lean my face closer to yours to press a kiss on your forehead then to the tip of your nose and eventually to your plump pinkish pair, them having this taste that i couldn't get enough of.

@kim wonshik /the look in your eyes, it tells me how close i've come to you wanting to me over, that making me sigh in delight at the thought alone before i give another small smile in return
/the affectionate patterns you draw on my waist through my shirt, i won't forget them and they're etched into my mind forever, sighing in delight as well as you tell me you love me again
/swallows up that groan you give me, lightly biting on your lower lip and smiling once more as i tug on it and then eventually let it ping back in place
won...
/breathes your nickname as your shirt is off and i see your tattoo, the one i've come to like in particular, running along your left collarbone, chuckling when i read it and still think its just... very you
/kisses along the inked flesh before i back us up and i feel my thighs meet the bed, making me sit down and i press my forehead to your toned abs, my hands working on your belt, sliding it off and leaving it on the side, the rest of your clothing soon enough gone too which leaves me in my own
/gives your hips a kiss each and then your length briefly too, eyelids closed as i enjoy the warmth there and then i lean back further, giving you a nice view as i slide out of the rest of my own clothes, leaving just the diamond bracelet you got me on
come here...
/pleads as i prop my back up against the pillows, always having loved just how many you have on your bed, all plush and supportive, making me purr as i lean back and await you joining me

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ /i have almost no control right now that i might take you here and then already, yet your soft and feathery voice saying my name and those words just sounds so sweet that it effectively kept me from being that beast. the hand that is already resting on your waist has rubbed small soothing pattern on you through the fabric of your shirt, a hum escaping my lips at the feeling of your own coral brims placing soft kisses on my tanned skin.
I love you just as much, taekwoon-ah..
/my voice has a touch of gentleness to it and my expression is soft, in contrast of the previous dark expression i had earlier.
/my free hand had helped you your shirt, little by little the span of your fair skin is being exposed to me, looking like an empty canvas that is begging to be painted with those reddish love marks.
/a groan escaped my lips when our crotches touched, my own hands tugging on the hem of my shirt to pull it up over my head in one swift motion to get rid of it, tossing it on the floor soon after, our bare torsos pressing against each other once we share a kiss that is far from being sweet and gentle.. it was full of passion and want.

@kim wonshik /as i'm pulled in i smile softly to myself, chewing on my bottom lip until our chests bump and i'm left staring up at you a little breathlessly, stopping breathing at one point all together
games... what games?
/whispers as you look down at me still, your voice making a chill run down my back that only really you can down and i call your name gently, not needing an answer... but your name, it belongs on my lips
all i remember is i love you...
/murmurs as i slide my hands up your arms, bringing my mouth to your neck where i kiss softly, slowly, lovingly, my eyelids only half closed as in breathe in your scent and moan by your ear
i love you so much, wonshik...
/the words sound reassuring, ringing with honesty as i smooth one of my hands through your hair, the other moving to the front of my shirt which i with one hand, more of that flesh that looks pale compared to your own, a sun and his stars, or perhaps his moon
/lets the fabric slide over one of my shoulders, slipping further when i grip at your hip, pulling you in closer and allow our crotches to press up together, my hand sliding from your hair to your own shirt, tugging at it and showing i want it off
mine... give in to me
/pleads as i tug the front of your shirt but this time to bring your lips to my own, closing that distance between us as i feel heady with your scent, my pupils blown as i can't seem to get enough of you, my lips giving that away as they move hungrily over your own, inviting and warm

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ /i can see the glint of playfulness on your face once i turn around too look back at you, rolling my eyes out of disbelief because you're still being like this.
Still trying to play your own games, taek? You know why I am like this right now.
/it is obvious that my already deep voice seems to drop an octave lower, pacing towards you before I pull you close to me by the waist, chests stuck against each other and our faces only inches apart.
You know why we are here, babe.

@kim wonshik /was scrolling through my phone when i suddenly feel a familiar grip on my hand, blinking as i follow your long strides with my own equally long legs, watching ahead of you to see where we're going
/smiles a little to myself before i roll my eyes, entering your room and letting you lock the door behind us before i turn back around and look at you, head tilted to the side just slightly
need help with something, won?
/murmurs as i tug my sleeves down, still playing some games with you otherwise it wouldn't be as fun, my eyes shining a little as i watch you and take a step back, hands now clasping behind my back
you seem a little... pent up

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ /i couldn't take it anymore. all these teasings in the chatroom didn't help me control myself from touching you, instead it even urged me to do so. it's not like i don't want to do it. of course, i want to. but a part of me says it's still too early to do it but then another part of me says it's alright since we've known each other for a long time now before we get together and plus, we both want to do it. so why not, right?
/so latter choice dominated and now i am practically dragging you here inside the dorm by your wrist. fortunately, the dorm was empty judging by its quiet atmosphere. great, i thought.
i told you i want to do this after your schedules but then i thought, my own schedules will be the next hindrance after yours.
/i say as i lead you towards my room, making sure to lock the door so that no one will disturb us.

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@kim wonshik Thank you... but don't go too far out of your way. It's my fault I have a craving for coffee so much
/as you lean in I suddenly feel small, my cup back on the counter before I tilt my face up slowly to meet your own gaze
Well which is it then? Want? If it's want then you're wasting your time with me when you could be needing someone else. Someone better...
/trails off as I look to your lips, wishing so much they were on my own or just on my body in general but I shake my head to myself
Fool...
/mutters about myself as I turn my face to the side, one hand on your chest as if it would ever stop you from coming closer but perhaps we both know that's a lie

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ of course, i will.. you know just so it can ease your craving without taking much caffeine since they have a little amount of it in them..
/breaks my gaze away from you to look down the floor but then it once again returns to you as the proximity between us increases, blinking back at you.
because i want to be near you? i don't want you to think of me as a creep but yeah, i just like it when i see you around.
/i didn't know i have been holding my breath throughout the time you are close to me, releasing the air i've held in soon after you put distance between us.
/i take this time as my turn to yoh to scoot closer to you, one of my hands resting on the counter top while the other rests on my hips.
taek, there's a big difference between need.. and want.

@kim wonshik /my eyes light up when you mention giving me the coffee flavoured treats, not because they're coffee flavoured, but because you'd do that for me in the first place
really?
/murmurs before i try clearing my throat and pretending like its nothing major but i know it is, to me at least, not wanting you to think i'm a sap though
lucky?
/narrows my eyes at your choice of words, putting my coffee cup down before i walk up to you, our chests nearly bumping as i stare back into those eyes of yours
i don't think luck has anything to do with it
you could walk away any time you wanted to, right? so why won't you?
/brushes some of my hair back before i shake my head once more at you, turning away to pick up my coffee
have whoever you like, wonshik
you don't need to feel chained to your hyung at all

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ /i end up letting out a soft sigh once you agreed to the deal, thinking that it's really hard to negotiate with you when it's about anything coffee.
Don't worry. I'll be giving you some coffee-flavored treats once in a while.
Hmm.. I know right. But I'm sure he'll be confident enough soon. Who knows? Maybe we can have another sub-unit or a new song composed by him.
/and your tsundere self is back, shaking my head slightly in disbelief and at the same time, amusement.
See? You're at it again. You're lucky I can't stop myself from latching on you. You're lucky I'm patient enough.
/leans against the counter with my arms crossed over my chest, watching you as you make your cup of latte.
Hmm.. Nope. I just drank my americano earlier, taek. But thanks for the offer.

@kim wonshik i love lattes more anyway so i'm fine with this deal
...
/pauses as i think about your offer, nodding softly afterwards in return as i figure its the best i can do for now, not wanting to be a good uncle for minyul too
jaehwan... still doesn't believe in his abilities enough
/chews on my bottom lip as you call me out on my actions, knowing you're right but i can't help myself, avoiding your gaze as well
i don't know what you're talking about...
/trails off, glancing over my shoulder when i see you following me and i begin boiling the water, making myself that latte
latte latte...
/chimes on to myself, just about enough patience to wait for the drink before i snap it up, sipping from the cup and sighing in content as i lean against the counter and inhale the scent before i remember you're there
did you... want one?

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ hmmm.. let's see.. so you'll have lattes instead of the usual americano for your daily coffees.. hmm, well i think that'll do.
two to three decaffeinated lattes daily. but then if your stomach still reacts to it like the previous one, we're going to take it down to two. how about that?
/still continues to bargain with you, hoping that you'll be fine at the offer.
hmm i told him once to try making his own song. he told me he will do it once he is confident enough.
/without any complains, i let go of your cheeks and this time, i get to see the blush on your cheeks clearly, not gonna deny that you look so adorable having them.
/i almost didn't caught the thing you said.. well, almost. i let out a soft chuckle after, covering my mouth with the back of my hand.
what's unfair is that you are not letting me do those but then you're seeking for it at the same time.
having fun with your push-and-pull game, aren't we?
/a lopsided grin appears on my lips after seeing you pad away to the kitchen, silently following you there.

@kim wonshik then how's about two to three cups of decaff coffee a day? just so start out at least?
and i'll have lattes... so its milkier and easier on my tummy too
/nods when you mention what jae's been up to in terms of helping, chewing on my lower lip just slightly before i give a small smile
i'm sure he'll be more helpful soon too
/as you ask what's unfair i tilt my head back and out of your grasp finally, patting my cheeks and then huffing to myself before i answer in a single breath
youbeingsocloseandmakingmeflustered
...
/frowns a little, glancing at you before i stick my nose up in the air, turning from you and all but strutting to the kitchen as i whisper 'latte latte latte' under my breath

@❤ Angelic Taekwoon of the Cute Club ❤ Hmm.. Well they say decaf coffees have lesser acid in them so maybe they'll do. Coffee-flavored things are okay too.
/i say calmly, hoping it can make you happier that you can still enjoy your coffee but differently.
I also consult jaehwan for the lyrics. He tries contributing once but he says he's only good at doing the song guides.
I am going to try again soon. He might have a talent for this too.
/even with this proximity, i didn't miss the way your usual pale cheeks obtain this pinkish hue, making the apple of your cheeks even cuter.
/i let out a soft chuckle, knowing that i have break through your tsundere side, though i end up closing my eyes and and scrunching my nose when you blow on my face.
Huh..? What's unfair about that?-

@kim wonshik what about... what about decaff coffee? or coffee flavoured things?
/asks as i brush some of my hair back, only to hear you mention you like looking after me, quickly pressing my lips together before i glanced to the side again
you probably want to ask jaehwan too about the lyrics right? he's probably better than me
so if-
/pauses when you cup my face, my eyes widening and cheeks heating up in your hold whilst i watch you and i try pressing my lips together but they stay parted
won...
/whimpers before i try pull my face away but i don't want to, instead just letting out a small laugh as i exhale and bow my face forward into your hold
you're unfair...

/nudges open the door before i huff, dumping the grocery bags in the kitchen on the counter before i shuffle through to one of the bedrooms
/slides off my slippers, pulling back the duvet and curling up beneath, turning off all lights beside the fairy ones because the warm glow helps comfort me
/closes my eyelids briefly, the dorm rarely this quiet and it allows me to try and sleep a little earlier than usual at least, hugging a plushie to my chest that doubles as a hot water bottle for my stomach too