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I miss.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-IJWqIHioA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTeUkncj194

:c

i miss warm hugs, scattered kisses and contagious laughters. i miss food out of nowhere and the naps that take place thereafter. i even miss the oh so audible snores i fall asleep and wake up to, right in my ear, like my own little lullaby. i miss word plays, sweet nothings and the jokes that never come across. i miss being on a bike, bursting into singsongs. i miss the touches on my knees in between red lights, to let me know you're there. as if i would ever forget. i miss a lot of things; the bigger picture, the little details- like how a postcard hangs loosely against your wall or how that mole sits right on the middle of your chin. i'm trying not to forget these things that are moulding into nothing but mere virtual memories; photos and videos i've taken or messages left archived.
it's just so easy to say i miss you. because i do. and i would tell you that, everyday- every single second, if i could. but it's not just you, the essence of you, the idea of you or whatsoever. there's so much more to what we are and what we have than just me and you; most of which, in the long run, will even cease to be. but i guess the point of it all, if anything, is that i miss not having to miss you.

ahn sohee 46 minutes ago Reply
Sometimes I wish it was like the old days. Back then people didn’t just leave because the chat was dead

This is becoming Nostalgic for me.

@lee taemin [] done ;; and ily, and thank you, really ;; i need it right about now ;; i love you too <3

@no minwoo [ ] can you clear my wall, love?
you're doing an amazing job, by the way. i love this place so much. don't put yourself down over it. i love you <3

yeah, thats my main worry.
i dont want it to be like that ;;

was thinking of making an rp like this-
I just figured no one would know or care, or it'd be full of crackheads.

thats why i opened this rp -- it was a great concept and i loved it, and other people did too
its just the crazy amount of crack that rpr has resorted to these days

amber liu [A] 28 seconds ago Reply
its frustrating, but i love adminning
i just wish it was easier and not as emotionally taxing

me. literally opened up an rp 3 years ago and it flopped, re-opened last month and even though it's small, we're all working to make each other happy.

yeah -- that, i hate.
or because it was too fast.
old rpr was amazing

Sometimes I wish it was like the old days. Back then people didn’t just leave because the chat was dead.

also dont mind my crazy switching of charas whoops

its frustrating, but i love adminning
i just wish it was easier and not as emotionally taxing

it's really hard being an admin and it's really hard to keep up with rpr these days.
don't push yourself down about it.

No need to thank me. I just don’t want you to be upset and beat yourself up over these things

thank you sohee ;; im just always beating myself up over this, especially since its hardly been a full day and people are leaving ;;

jang dongwoo 36 seconds ago Reply
I think there's just an expectation of actually roleplaying with everyone instead of sticking with the rooms.
'cause you know how it used to be.
as soon as someone new showed up, everyone would go greet them right away and start rping immediately on the walls.
I think if we pushed everyone to roleplay on the walls?
I don't know... it's just... we have these nostalgic characters and we all know we want to roleplay with them but it's just not happening. there's blank walls everywhere I look.

What he said

im going to be working on an event that gets people rping-- whether its on walls or rooms.
i hope
h o p e
something good comes out of it

I know-
But you can only do so much as the admin and you’ve done a great job

I think there's just an expectation of actually roleplaying with everyone instead of sticking with the rooms.
'cause you know how it used to be.
as soon as someone new showed up, everyone would go greet them right away and start rping immediately on the walls.
I think if we pushed everyone to roleplay on the walls?
I don't know... it's just... we have these nostalgic characters and we all know we want to roleplay with them but it's just not happening. there's blank walls everywhere I look.

i just want people to feel welcomed and heard T^T

/pets minswoon lovingly
Honey it’s not your fault if someone decides this isn’t the place for them

but its all similar problems

andi know i cant please everyone

and it feels like a bunch arent

i just wanna make sure people are happy