no minwoo [A] 9 seconds ago Reply
honestly a little rant.
that rper has hurt me time and time again. ooc, they're a great person. i love their personality and iknow they have a good heart. but ic?they dont.. think. they flirt around, and everyone loves them. and then suddenly, even if you were the first, or if they were returning feelings to you, you're just lost in a sea of admirers. you're suddenly just another fanboy, you're just another "aaaah he's so amazing". then they disappear. they give you short replies, "baby im sorry"s, and then... nothing changes. they leave. they go off the charts, you see them elsewhere, having fun, talking it up, and your character? left in the dust -- but THATs if you're lucky enough to be the one to date them.
honestly a little rant.
that rper has hurt me time and time again. ooc, they're a great person. i love their personality and iknow they have a good heart. but ic?they dont.. think. they flirt around, and everyone loves them. and then suddenly, even if you were the first, or if they were returning feelings to you, you're just lost in a sea of admirers. you're suddenly just another fanboy, you're just another "aaaah he's so amazing". then they disappear. they give you short replies, "baby im sorry"s, and then... nothing changes. they leave. they go off the charts, you see them elsewhere, having fun, talking it up, and your character? left in the dust -- but THATs if you're lucky enough to be the one to date them.
its been a year, a whole year, but even as im writing this im still tearing up and about to cry because they hurt my ultimate bias ic. they hurt him, and now when i rp him all i can think of is "wow, he's so hung up, so hurt over something that doesnt matter to the other person anymore" and they dont care. they dont ask me whats wrong, they dont... talk to me about anything anymore. and it hurts. and im sad, because i loved them. and now? nothing. im left with nothing.