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Just throwing together a quick belated (this'll be 504th) 500th dedication post.
Like most who dedicate things here, I adore all of you. I hope to get closer to many of you since I tend to sit in the back on my own a lot. I'm gonna try and fix that. Thank you all for your kindness and congrats to all the couples (both official and nonofficial) for finding love and happiness.
Now, before I finish this, I want to thank one particular angel. You'll know who you are, I promise. Thank you for being so kind and not only sympathetic but empathetic. I know you think you didn't do much, but you did. You helped pull me out of my emotional rut and I'm doing much better than I was a few days ago. I'm not cured or fixed or anything, but I feel less like I'm drowning. I hope you'll allow me to grow closer to you in the future. And next time, I'll try to be more honest when I'm not doing so great.
“You have the blood of a poet. You have that and always will. You show, in the middle of savage things (that I like), the gentleness of your heart, that is so full of pain and light.”
— Federico García Lorca, from a letter to Miguel Hernández wr. c. April 1933
@ha sooyoung∘ i would say no, but i think now it's a very big blessing that we were able to meet each other. like the blessings just multiplied.
looks at you fondly bending down slowly to press my lips against your forehead gently, pulling back to once again look at you.
then it's settled. we'll be together from no on.
@kim seokwoo∘ finds the smile on my face growing and tries to cool my flushed cheeks with one hand, glancing down at the ground shyly.
oh my, is that so? i think the blessing here is you though?
lets out a small chuckle, lifting my head to look at you, nodding.
yeah, i'd like that a lot.
@ha sooyoung∘ chuckles softly, feeling my face warm as you pat my cheek, returning the squeeze of your hand with my own, letting out a relieved laugh.
then i think everything will be bright for us, i can't believe i've met such a sweet and understanding person like you. you're an absolute blessing, you know that right?
brushes my thumb over your knuckles, unable to tear my eyes away from you.
let's stick together from now on, yeah?
@kim seokwoo∘ looks up at you with a warm smile, cheeks blooming with a tinge of red as soft laughter escapes from my mouth.
i'm just really happy too, and i'm grateful that's why i'm thanking you, because we're able to share this moment of joy together.
intertwines our fingers together, and gives your hand a reassuring squeeze. uses my other hand to give your cheek a pat.
just as you like me the way i am, i do too. the fact that you have so much love for so many people is so admirable. no matter what, i'll support you and i'll understand.
@ha sooyoung∘ feels the smile on my face grow as i listen to you, finally reaching out with both hands to tuck your hair behind your ears so that i can look at you fully, stepping closer to cup both of your face in my hands.
you don't have to thank me for confessing, i wanted to do it, it made me nervous but i was happy. i think i'm probably the happiest man in the world right now, because you just said that you liked me too. i'm so happy that you feel the same way i do.
moves my hands to take a hold of yours slowly.
but, don't you know? i like you just the way you are. if you are clumsy, i will embrace that part of you too. i like you the way you are, that won't change. however, will you be alright with me? i worried that you'd find me too open, too affectionate with other people, i worry that i won't be able to show you how much i care for you. how my eyes are always on you.
@kim seokwoo∘ first, thank you for this confession, it will be something that i'll keep dear to my heart for as long as i exist. i never thought i was a person that is worthy of this much love and yet, you were always a kind and supportive person since the very beginning and it became something that was a positively motivating force in my life. oftentimes i safeguard my heart because i'm afraid that it might break, and i hold back from expressing myself to the fullest. but it was easy to be open about everything with you, it feels comfortable. i guess what i'm trying to say is that, slowly, my own feelings to you started to blossom and that i like you too. i'm just, very bad at expressing things so here i am, stumbling with my words. i feel the same way, sometimes i'll look back and regret being a little awkward, i'll have multiple what ifs buzzing through my head.
coughs a little and tries to hide my reddish cheeks with my hair.
there must be butterflies in my stomach at this moment, or something fluttering inside of my heart right now, i feel very nervous. thank you, i truly mean it. and, i like you too, a lot in fact, would you be okay with someone who's as clumsy with their feelings as me?
i think we all share the phrase ‘i love you’ a lot but please take not, that especially you, it couldn’t be more true. im so thankful for you, every day is special to anyone who gets to encounter your presence.