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I can’t help myself but look at the past that happened here.

@pαrĸ вoɢυм I'm looking forward for that! Someday in the future, you will be wearing a fireman outfit and being a true hero
*puckers my lips when having my cheeks pressed together when you cupped my face, My eyes staring over at you with sparkly round eyes feeling somewhat flattered by your words* I can't be prettier than any girl! I am a boy!!! * lets out a whine before drawing attention over at the firetruck before reaching over at the toy car and pushes it over at your direction* How come you never met your appa? * blinks tilting my head when hearing such big word that clearly didn't fit in my dictionary at such a young age, shakes my head* an illegitimate? you are not bad gummie! you are good.
* sends you a toothy smile* mama taught me to be kind to others and not be mean. It's bad to be rude towards others even without knowing what is going on in their lives. * eyes widen letting out a gasp* Marry me?! B-but I'm a boy... and I am your friend! I can't marry a friend. * scratches my nape not even in the faze of thinking about marriage but rather play video games or even go outside to the park* but.. gummie is very nice to me.

@lee тαeмιɴ *grinning happily and patted your back* You'll be the first to know then when I get to be a fireman.
*feeling gleefully when you said that I'm cute. Staring closely to your face and let you poke my cheek* You're the one that's cute Tae. *cupping your face, pressing your cheeks together watching them get a little red and let go* I think you're prettier than any girl that I've met.
My appa? *tilt my head and looked at far distance while pushing the fire truck absentmindedly on the ground* Umma has been raising me all by herself, I've never met appa. The neighbor ahjumma said umma is a single mother and I was brought up as an illegitimate offspring. I'm too scare to ask umma about what the ahjumma said. Minnie, what's illegitimate means? Is it bad to be one?
*chuckled at your kind gesture of not eating it in front of me.* You're very kind Minnie. I like you very much. I hope I'll be able to marry someone as kind as you one day. I know, how bout I just marry you instead?

@pαrĸ вoɢυм When you become one, I will proudly tell everyone I have a friend that is a fireman and helps protect everyone from danger! * gives you a thumbs up watching you only taking one, puckers my lips in a pout and shakes my head* you aren’t fat! You are cute *watches you pinching your cheeks seeing how chubby cheeks you have, not realized with my curiosity of me bringing my index to poke your cheeks* your cheeks are soft. Huh you never met your appa? *blinks not understanding why this is your first time to encounter your father. Eats some of my gummy bear before closing it* if gummie has to be on a diet then I won’t eat the gummy so it will be fair! * puts the bag back in my backpack before coming closer squatting at the floor so we can play with the firetruck* Minnie? * purse my lips and stares up at you with my round orbs, smiles* no one has called me Minnie before.. but sure! I don’t want you to call me by someone who Bullies you! No one should be getting bullied in the first place!

@lee тαeмιɴ *nodded enthusiastically while grinning, showing my white sprakle teeth smile over your approval about me being a fireman.*
Someday, I will. * giggled and nodded over your question about gummy bear.* Umma say I ate gummy bear too much that I'll turned into one *squishing my chubby baby-fat cheeks to you, making the little fish mouth before joing you laughing at it as well.*
Taemin ? Tae.. *calling you with my voice, testing your name.. Took one of the gummy bear and feed it into your mouth.* You eat it Tae... umma said I need to be on diet. Appa hates fat boy. *whinning and pouting.* I don't know what appa likes, this is going to be the first time I meet him. *sighing before turn my attention back to you, studying you feature as you looked intrested on my red firetruck.* Here tae, we can play this together.. *frown a bit...* Tae.. tae... *frown some more... * Can I call you minnie instead? Tae in my class was a big bully, you're not like him, infact you're pretty. Minnie suits you..

@pαrĸ вoɢυм [awww how cute ^^ alright that can work. they will have a childhood moment and probably forgot about such incident since its been years. They will not know they were childhood friends until they started getting memories probably with that firetruck toy heh]

*Stares at the red truck with round eyes once you pulled it out, amazed to see the toy shooting water as I gasp* Wow! Thats soo cool! *my mouth parted and looks at you with a wide smile not minding how close we are as I give you an innocent look* really? How cool! you will be an amazing fireman.. gummy? *tilts my head unsure if I said your name right* like.. Gummy bear?! *giggles before taking out a plastic bag from my backpack to show you a pack of gummy bears* look! gummy bears. Im Taemin! Tae for short! do you want some.. fwiend? * opens the Ziploc bag and offers you some*

@lee тαeмιɴ [I know right, I was just as surprise when I saw that post ;) just decide to add another randomness to this plot. How's that, childhood encounter?]

*glad that you agree to it and took out a big red fire truck out of my school bags*
See this? It's my favorite fire truck. Look. *turn out the little LED light, blinking red and the siren on, making a little noise* Cool isn't it? And that's not all it does. *Flick a switch and suddenly the host shots water and the stairs was extensionable.* It's like a miniature of a real fire truck! *Looking at you all excitement, pulling you close by your neck and whispered into your ear* One day, I'm gonna be a fireman and rescue people from fire. I tell you this secret so that means we're really friend... alright... hurm? *looking dumbfounded for a moment* what do you called yourself? mine's gummie. *grinning*

@pαrĸ вoɢυм [oh dang I was confused on seeing this since it’s been a long time post but still gonna reply haha xD shhh it’s okay I think I just realized it now that you mentioned it ]

* tilts my head and looks over at your direction when having my hand gripped onto, looks at you with big round eyes*
A friend? * blinks a couple of times before grinning cheekily*
Lets be friends then!

@lee тαeмιɴ -Park Bogum, 8 years old to an 8 years old Lee Taemin [they're the same age, I just realized that *face-palmed*]
*eyes wide while hearing your confession and decided to hold onto you hand, preventing you from crawling back into your shell.*
Hey there... *smiled at you warmly*
would you be my friend?
Don't be shy, or self-doubt, I'll accept you just as you are. So would you please be my friend? *toothy grin*

It’s late at night and here I am still wide awake

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I drank too much water

Illuminati
come on now

What does that even mean?

I feel.. incredibly dumb.

I know this is not a confession but more like a wish. But I wish to have a close friend. A friend I can consider a bestie. Someone to lean onto, hang out such as eating, playing games, competing, sillying around, etc. it’s hard for someone like me to find when I’m more of an awkward self doubt person. I just hope one day someone could approach and really took effort to bother and cling onto. Okay now that I took that off my chest, I shall go crawl back in my shell.

I....

Er ist der Beste, den ich je hatte, und obwohl wir uns gerade getroffen haben, habe ich mich so leicht in ihn verliebt - ich habe deswegen Angst, aber ich möchte immer noch sehen, wie weit das geht.