Park's Apartment

@pαrĸ вoɢυм [thats very sweet of you thank you dear, I really really appreciate rping with you and it’s been already a year now. Haha your style when it comes to rping interest me and I always am curious how the outcome will be. Gotta say it’s been an interest year rping with you. Yes I truly hope we can bump into each other again and create another story together. Thanks for everything ❤️]

@lee тαeмιɴ It had been awhile since Bogum had ever set foot back in Seoul. His heart was heavy as he drove back to the apartment and on the way there, he passed through the club where he first met you. Smiling softly over the memory of random hook-up, and ended up meeting you again at the han river 3 years ago (ooc- 1 year ago). Then he remembered his eyes were continously seeking you, asking you all these things about your ideal type and finding the best way to confess to you. Boy.. those were the good old times. Not to mentioned all those countless they had. He missed you, but couldn't bringing himself back here in Seoul before, knowing all the things he had left behind.
Just as he was stopping at the junction for the red light, he saw the café. That cafe where he learnt about having a daughter with you. Lee Serenity. His heart heavy remembering that little girl. How he wish she would always be happy with you. The short time they've been together as a family, as three, was one memory he could never ever replaced that with anything else.
Their little princess with you as his queen, despite all the obstacles and baggage he had. He loves you, truly. For always being there for him, for the selfless waiting you did without him ever asking for you. Your beauty inner self that drawn him from the very first time they've met. Lee Taemin, you are always the only one for him.
As he finally parkes his car in the basement of the apartment building, unlocking the door, he was greeted by the emptiness of the house. His eyes scanned around the house, barren.. empty just like how his heart was at the moment.
Bogum went to the bedroom, and there, on the night stand, he saw the ring that you had left behind. He picked up the ring and hold it on his palm. A ring without its owner. He clenched the ring in his fist as he slowly fall to the floor, next to the. "I'm so sorry love. Farewell.. Lee Taemin, and Lee Serenity." Saying between his choked tears and suppress voice.. as he wiped his tears on his fist with the ring clenched tight in his palm.

[ I'm taking this chance to thank you so much for rp-ing with me here. Sent many love ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ and
kisses (^3^) (^3^) (^3^) to you rp-er Byunhemian for tolerating all my quirk, wits and jerkiness (Jerk+Stuborn+Ignorant). You're the few people that could stand me. For that, you're a very great woman. If we ever met again in other rp-er, and had interest on one another, I hoped that I'll be a better partner to you. Best wishes for you love.

Sincerely, Colin_Maxshipper. XOXO

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *steps inside this room after unlocking the door with the spare key. Walks inside after leaving Serenity with her grandparents and stares around seeing how the place remained untouched. With my lips pressing together I brought my hand over to fiddle a bit with my fingers playing with the silver band on my finger that left me with the hope that one day you will return*
* slowly walks inside the quiet apartment which was once filled with laughter and joy, I decided to take a walk passing the balcony having flash memories causing the corner of my lips curling into a small smile, makes my way over to the bedroom where we all slept together with serenity always being in the middle. Holding back any emotion from falling after what already seems to be a very long time, I looked down blinking away any tears. Lets my index and thumb hold onto the ring that was given as a promise for the two of us and slowly slips it out slightly shaking a bit* I.. can't do this anymore... * removes the ring from my finger placing it on the nightstand next to your side of the bed* Thanks for these moments we had together... I will cherish them * finally lets it out as a closure. Sure it may have been better if I can see you one last time, but this seems to be the best way with you not being around anymore, takes a deep breath letting go of the ring once I settled it down seeing the ring on top of the table next to your beside* I guess this is goodbye... * swallows my saliva turning my body to walk out this room silently leaving the ring behind as a final goodbye*

*sits down on the couch with serenity brushing my finger along her hair as we watch the Lion King. Serenity clings onto her Elsa and Ana doll before looking down to check up on serenity* Serenity.. *hums out softly as serenity tilted her head up with her round orbs showing. Smiles softly at her bringing my finger to brush a couple of strands away from her face* how about we stay at your grandparents house in the meantime how does that sound? * serenity’s eyes shimmered and lightened up at the idea of staying over to spend time with her grandparents. She quickly nod but only paused l for a second, “how about daddy?” As I listen to her question I forced a smile to reassure her, kissing the top of her head before picking her up to start packing our clothes* I will tell your daddy no worries baby. *as soon I arrive at the room goes straight to the closet to start packing clothes for both serenity and I while serenity waddled to grab her backpack to put all the necessary dolls and stuff animals*

*as soon as I finished packing I looked over to serenity who finished packing her toys, I smiled at her and opens my eyes when sitting on the floor to be same eye level with her, holds her in my arms* mommy loves you baby girl~ Look at you becoming a big girl. lets get going shall we? We will surprise grandma and grandpa. * stands up picking up the bag filled with serenity’s and my clothes while serenity slipped on her backpack. Holds her hand and starts walking out the apartment taking a cab to head to my parents house to stay at in the mean time*

@pαrĸ вoɢυм * Eyes you with confusion not wanting you to get in trouble as well as feeling a rush of guilt running through my vein as I realized how much you are sacrificing so much just for me and our family. Slowly brings my hands over to grip onto the ends of the sweater not wanting to have it taken away once it draped on my shoulder. I could feel the warmth of your sweater warming up my body as you helped me to get off the bed and settles myself on the wheelchair. Lift up the sweater a bit to cover my face not wanting us to be caught, Tries to keep the shirt of the hospital gown covered even though remains noticeable, a quiet sigh escapes drifting my head to face up ahead watching us exiting the hospital letting you take me to your car*
*Once we arrive at the car and being helped to fasten up my seatbelt, I waiting for you to settle down on the driver seat as I remained silent the whole time during the operation of sneaking me out from the hospital. Glances over at you staring at how you displayed a victory smile as well as listening to your words when you talked about meeting out daughter letting myself respond by simply giving you a nod. Notices how you leaned your body over at my side causing my eyes to shut and lean back when being reassured by you when being given a soft kiss on the forehead causing myself to finally break off my silence letting out a quiet voice when speaking over at your direction* Thank you for pulling such a stunt like that for me.. *Hesitates to meet you face to face for such a long time still feeling ashamed at how I appear at the moment when still having some of the bruises still noticeable especially with the one on the corner of my lip that were chapped, Lets my attention shift over at your chest while pulling the sweater you lend to me closer deciding to use it as a blanket to cover my body, pushes your sweater to press the collar of your sweater under my nose inhaling your scent that helps calm me down feeling safe and protected* I wonder.. How our little angel is doing? I miss our serenity... It feels like such a long time not being around our daughter even though its been a day not seeing her.. * mutters quietly and lowers my head down deciding to just listen to the radio and letting you drive to my parents house so we can pick up Serenity, slips my hand out of your sweater and brings it over to hold onto your hand during the drive there*

@lee тαeмιɴ No trouble at all baby, trust me. *winking at you playfully as I watched you sitting by the bed. I took out my sweater out, wrapping it around your shoulder to cover that hospital uniform you had to wear. There was a spare of changing cloth for you I had prepared but I guess that would have to wait until we've safely ran away from this place. There was a wheel chair in the room, I pulled it closer to your bed and help you getting on it.
Pulling the wheelchair with you out of that ward, we made our way to the parking lot, while sneaking pass the nurses and the security camera. The bodyguards I hired were handy for this operation as they managed to distract the nurses and let us sneaked away unnoticed.
Smiling in victory as I helped you fasten the seat belt on your seat inside the car.* Ready to see our daughter baby? *eyes twinkling at you before leaning to you, kissing your forehead* Don't worry. You'll be saved. We'll be on our way very soon.

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *forces myself to sleep as you left pressing myself against the hospital bed sometimes shifting and grunting at times at the sharp pain at times*
*after sleeping for a while now suddenly feels movement nudging my body as my eyes drowse opens letting out a yawn, nuzzles my face on the pillow as I lift my head up my hair being messy* what’s wrong gummy?
*mumbles moving my hand to rub my eyelids before fully waking up quickly sitting myself up on the bed resting my hand over at my bandaged injury* we are es-caping? *eyes grew as you displayed a grin across your face* we won’t get in trouble right *looks down at my hospital gown as it looks noticeable that there is a patient running away, a pout forms as I move my hand to the IV letting out a small whimper when taking it out and scoots myself at the edge of the hospital bed just to stand up on my own, but decides to sit at the edge of the bed, moves my hand over to push my hair back as I feel my lips curling into a smile feeling glad that I am able to see our daughter again* lets hurry before the nurses comes and check up on me.

@lee тαeмιɴ It was barely dawn when I finally returned back to your ward, I greeted the bodyguards I left guarding by the door before I quietly slipped inside your room, sitting at the small side of the bed, rubbing your back to wake you up.
"Minnie, baby. Wake up hon. I got a news for you." Waiting for you to regain your senses first before break to you on the news.
"Get ready baby, we're gonna escape from here. The nurses will be changing their shifts in couple of hours, and there aren't that many of doctors on duty today, so we can slip passed them, and no one will noticed us gone until we way on our merry way out from here. Are you in?" Grinning at you widely while brushing some tangle locks off your hair from laying on the bed for too long, you looked adorable if I may add, kinda remind me of our little girl. Now that I saw you like this, I can't wait to meet serene again. Boy I missed her. Feels like it was so long since the last time I saw her. I called your parents last night while devising the plan and they were cool about it, providing I keep you two safe. Of course, I didn't tell them all the details about you being kidnapped, just about you were injured and I decided to take our little family out for a vacation break, that's all. Good thing they bought it.

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *my lips quivered sinking myself under curling into a fetus position under the blanket as a small whimper escaped with the pain at my lower region, nods my head slowly* I will follow you bogum.. * whispers quietly feeling your movement coming close to the bed, shift my gaze over with teary eyes and nods not wanting to break done again, lets you take my hand as a weak smile form appears across my face, brings my hand to move my fingertips over to lightly brush my digits against your cheek before laying back* okay gummie... I love you with all my heart.. *stares at you while laying on the hospital bed and nods closing my eyes* I will go rest now..

@lee тαeмιɴ *saw your broken state and feeling the pain against my chest, hoping I could transfer all the pain you were going through to me if that was possible. I rubbed your back, trying to give you comfort even if that was the least I can do for now* I'll get you out from here honey. Even if we have to run away from here. *silently coming up with a plan o formally discharged you from this place and a back up escape plan if that were the case when your question breaks me off my thought* Oh minnie.. *lean to your forehead and brushed my lips there, eyes caught against your stare. Picking your hand with mine and resting your palm against my cheek* You're not disgusting. No matter what happen to you, I will still love you. And that will never change.
*tucked the blanket over you securely* Now rest alright? I'll wake you up once I get your discharged form signed and we'll be off on our way.

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *my eyes shimmered in hope wanting the best for our family as I nod slowly leaning my face against your palm feeling the waterworks building in, shuts my eyes not wanting to tear up* I would like that bogum... i wanna escape from everything.. all I want is to be with you and our daughter serenity *pulls my face back and grips onto the blanket* can I just leave now.. I don’t like being here * mutters softly* I wanna see serenity.. fully make sure she is safe * remains silent momentarily laying on my side ignore at the aching feeling on my side and stares at the wall behind you* hey bogum?...your feeling won’t change for me right? You don’t find me disgusting? You will still love me * looks down noticing the ring still remaining on my finger feeling glad that it wasn’t taken away from the kidnappers*

@lee тαeмιɴ *grinning mischievously when you seemed to be okay with the plan. I mean about us, escaping to a private island. I brushed my thumb on your cheek as I explained further* Then... how bout she'll come with us too, baby? after what you've been through, I think we have enough evidence to collect against my ex wife. And while the case is being trial in the court, I want us to get away from all this. Just us three. Together. As a family. What do you say, baby?

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *never breaking my contact from you leaning my cheek against your palm pressing my lips together only to look surprised at your plan completely shocked at this opportunity you are providing to help me recover* just the two of us.... Nobody else? What about.. serenity? * looks over at you lost with words that you are willing to take me to a place where it’s just you and me feeling a small safety unable to trust anyone else but you*

@lee тαeмιɴ *rubbing your cheek softly while giving you a sneaky smile*
Hey the doctor not the only one who can cure people. There are other doctors in different part of this world.
*Lean to you and whispering my little plan I had on trying to cheer you up after this whole traumantizing event*
Just listen to this minnie, you and me and no one else. On a private island. No one else around until you've fully recover and you'll be able to face the people again. What do you say, honey?
*eyes twinkling over this gateway I've suddenly planned for us*

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *press my lips together with a shaky breath giving your hand a squeeze, my eyes travel their attention over at you and shakes my head with a single tear sliding down the corner of my eyes* none of this was your fault.. so you shouldn’t be apologizing bogum.. * looks at a different direction staring over at the IV bag as it drips slowly lets out a small sigh bringing the blanket over to my shoulder until I heard your words feeling confusion rushing throughout my mind* trust you? Of course I do.. * feels you tilting my chin over to stare into your eyes searching for hope in your sentence* I want to get away... but how do you plan on healing me? *stares directly in your eyes with a pleading look, I could feel deep down that I no longer want to be stuck here* will the doctor allow this..?

@lee тαeмιɴ *I sat right next to you on the, trying to rub your back for a comfort and utterly useless when you answered my question. Holding your hands with mine* I'm sorry you had to recall this baby. Promise you this will be the last time she ever hurt you. *recalling back the frightening state you were in when the doctor examine you. Feeling the urge to protect you from all this and let you recover with only me nursing you around.*
Min, baby... do you trust me?
*tilt your chin up so we can meet eye to eye*
Wanna get away from all this? I know the doctor suggest you see a psychiatrist and all that... but I think I wanna try to heal your trauma myself. What do you say? Want to get away from this boring white room?

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *Kept my eyes closed nuzzling my face against the soft fabric of your shirt with my fingers clinging onto the side of your shirt, a small smile a formed against your shirt at the small reassurance given by you, but only have it wiped away tilting my head up to stare at you with glassy eyes from all that crying from last night and response with a nod* I wanna go hom-* before I can finish off my sentence, I heard knocking from my ward letting my head automatically shift over at the figure wearing a white coat and a stethoscope draping on his shoulder*
*I took a quick glance over at you before facing the doctor after the greeting letting my only response is a small nod pulling my hand away from your shirt. Brings my hand on my lap as I sat up quietly, the moment I heard the doctor announcing on examining the wounds, I quickly grew alarmed with my heart pounding and anxiety started to rush throughout my body. My hand grew cold as I grab the hem of my shirt that started to shake intensely hesitant to expose myself. Finally having the courage to take off my clothes for the doctor to examine I looked down at the white sheet of the hospital bed hiding my face from you and the doctor when being checked on the broken ribs only to swallow hard, my breathing hitching when being asked to lay on my tummy and expose my lower region in front of the doctor and nurse, shaking my head wanting to back out on the examination with a sign a fear appearing across my face. I finally turn my head to face you when you held my hands giving yours a tight squeeze. My eyes started to become teary as you try to comfort me, I shivered at the breeze against my bum when they parted to expose my to see the stitches if it didn’t open, a small whimper escaped my lips with a small squirm finally turning myself away grabbing my hospital gown attempting to slip it on with shaky hands and lips quivering*

* Decides to remain silent letting you talk with the doctor unable to say a word as I try to relax even though my shoulder dropped hearing that I will be staying here for two days quietly slip back on my hospital gown only at times rubbing my eyes preventing any tears from falling. Listens about the blood test, police report and the recommendation on meeting a psychiatrist.*
*Laying tucked in the blanket I just stared up at the white ceiling in a daze once the doctor and nurse left the two of us alone, holds onto the blanket listening to complete silence until you broke the silence, I gave a small nod with weak response* yeah... I guess so..* my eyes traveled over at you as you mentioned about my parents and our baby girl as I grew in a mix of emotion* As much as I want to see them...I don’t want them to see me like this…. Not now Bogum * looks at our hand shutting my eyes with a single tear sliding down after the peck on my forehead. Stares over at your direction as I felt a heavy lump against my throat and my stomach turning at the mentioned of the incident not really liking the idea to think back, but I knew its best for all of this to come to an end. Finally processing your words I had a memory of the scene when the younger one mentioned when he yanked my hair back about having this incident being my fault for messing with other people’s property taking completely assumption that the person behind all of this was your wife you planned on divorcing. Staying quiet for a while not counting how many minutes had passed after you questioned to me who was behind it all, lets out an exhale * y-our.. Your wife... It’s your wife who is behind all of this.

@lee тαeмιɴ *patting your back reassuring, and nodded to your question* Yes baby, you're fine. *caressing your bed hair as we hugged* But we better listen what the doctor has to say to us first, okay love? *trying to reassure you especially at the mentioned of having another child in near future. I understand what you had been through is traumatising and I really didn't want to be stressing your mental health even more at the expanse of having another child.* You wanna go home love? *managed to divert the topic about another child and before I can't answered that, the doctor entered your ward and smile warmly as he greeted us, he stared warmly at you exchanged a gentle smile to you.
"Good day to you, Mr Lee. Mr. Park." He picked up your patient chart and run a thoroughly checked on your body, "Excuse me Mr Lee, I'm gonna have to examine your wounds first." He asked politely before he asked you to undress as he examined your bandaged abdomen from the broken ribs, and... the torn tissue in between your legs for your 3 stiches while having a glove on his hand. I watched as you seemed frighten over the experience of exposing yourself in front of the doctor. I held your two hands and comfort you as I sat right across you while you were laying on your tummy, exposing your bums to the doctor and the nurse.* It's okay baby, this is gonna end soon. *tried to comfort you while locking our eyes on each other*
*The doctor finished his examination on your body and smiled as he taken his glove of his hand.
"Well Mr.Lee everything's seemed to be healing according to order. But I do advice you to stay here for two more days, your blood test is clean but we might want to be careful in case of any sign of infection. Have you filed for a police report?" The doctor redirected his attention to me and I nodded.*
Yes. We have. *I answered shortly, didn't want to elaborate in that matter as I haven't even discussed this matter with you yet. The doctor dismissed the question and continued his attention back to you. "Good. How about nightmares? Trauma after the incident? I strongly recommend you to meet the psychiatrist after this. I'll scheduled for Mr Lee's appointment with one of the best psychiatrists here. You better met her, she's good in dealing with these sort of cases. Now, if you'll excuse me." The doctor took a slight bow and then left the ward.

I watched as both the doctor and the nurse left the ward and sat back on the side of the bed, after sure that you had properly back in the hospital gown and tucked neatly under the blanket.* It looks like we'll be staying here for two more days. But don't worry love, I let your parents know where you are and maybe they'll come here to visit along with our baby girl. Till then, get well soon love. *peck on your forehead and holding your hand, I kept my silent for quite some time before I finally opened up to you about the kidnapping event.*
Baby, minnie... there's something I need to discuss with you, it's about the kidnapping, do you remember anything from that? I mean, like the one who's behind all this?

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *sleeps peacefully after the reassurance given by you letting myself remained pressed against you on this hospital bed that kept our body close together ending up sleeping longer after waking up at times when it was night time when thinking back about the incident. My body shifted a bit opening my eyes half asleep when feeling you quickly getting out of bed, before I can reach for you noticed the nurse standing there for his morning routine, turns my body to lay on my back and sits myself up using the remote for the bed to raise the top of the bed up to put myself in a sitting position and stares at the tray of breakfast that was placed on the portable table, lets out a yawn rubbing my eyes slowly processing to wake up as the nurse puts back the IV on the back of my hand after taking it off late at night not liking being stuck with wires or tubes. I shift my head up watching how you asked about my result to the nurse as I couldn’t help myself from letting out a small chuckle when seeing your cheeks red. I started to tense when hearing the mention of the blood test as I let out a sigh of relief when mentioned that it’s not bad news. Quickly looks over at you and returns the hug burying my face against your chest* I will be fine then? I will be able to have another child someday in the future? * grips onto your shirt keeping my face buried before peeking out to meet your gaze with hope in my eyes wanting to not have this situation be the cause of not being able to have another child* bogummie when can I be discharged..? I wanna see our baby girl

@lee тαeмιɴ *returning back that little kiss you've gave to me with a sleepy smile, caressing your cheek gently with my finger as you called me big baby and apologised for keeping me up.* No biggie baby, daddy just a little tired, that's all. *shut my eyes closed again and was lulled back to sleep while feeling your warmth body wrapped around mine, snuggling impossibly close to you.*
*I have lost track of the time when I was awaken by the coughing noise a male nurse made as he was about to replace your IV bag with the new one and brings you your breakfast. I quickly shot out of the patient's bed, smiling sheepishly sorry at the male nurse as he looked at me with sympathy.* Sorry. *feeling a bit bad for waking up a bit later than I should be and for letting the male nurse witness our little cuddling session. Then, I shifted my attention back to you* How are you feeling baby? still sore and hurt from yesterday??
*saw the nurse was almost finished with his morning routine before I held his arm for his attention.*
When can I see the doctor? is the test results are back?
*the nurse smirked knowingly at me that I had no power over stopping the blush that creeps over me the indication of the question "The blood test results for patient Lee Taemin are out, but I think it's best you heard it from the doctor first handed." He smiled reassuringly to both of us. "Don't worry, it's not bad news, so you two can rest assured." He left the room as he finally told us those. I turned to you and pulled you for a hug.* Oh thank god. I was so worried baby. You're okay. We're okay.

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *my gaze remained over at you having a long time of watching how calm you appeared when you sleep until I see you opening your eyelids, my hand rested on my abdomen with my head shaking muttering out a soft "No"*
*my body started to shift back a bit when you sat up automatically bringing my hand over to attempt to push back down* go back to sleep gummie.. I didn't mean to wake you up *whispers quietly only to settle down on the small space beside you letting my head rest on your shoulder closing my eyes holding onto your hand*
*lets my fingers fiddle and play with yours, my nose slightly scrunches at the thought about using the toilet already feeling scared to even do no. 2, looks at our fingers watching how my fingers are smaller compared to yours but watched how they fit perfectly together with yours, rest my head on your shoulder closing my eyes listening to your raspy sleepy voice as you ramble. The information that you are telling me brought shivers running my spine not liking the thought when you mentioned about my blood test results still processing, my hand held onto yours firmly shifting my head a bit feeling my eyes becoming heavy drifting off to sleep with my hand remaining with yours. Starts sleeping long enough until I felt my body being lifted feeling a pierce of pain at my lower region with the numb they injected in me slowly wore off * bogummie?
*looks over at you tilting my head questioningly when you slipped in the hospital bed with me, automatically shift my body to give you more room on the bed as I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle causing the corner of my lips slowly forming into a smile and leans over to press my lips against you, moving my hand over to brush back a couple of strands of your bangs away from your eyes* Look at this big baby.. Im sorry for keeping you up. Go to sleep bogum *brings the blanket to cover the two of us, a small smile forms and lets my arms drape around your body staying close to you*

@lee тαeмιɴ *stirred a little in my sleep when I felt the warm blanket being drapped over my body, shielding me from the coldness in the room. I opened my eyelid a little and was greeted by you. Smiled a bit and held my hand out to you, brushing your bruised lips softly.* Can't sleep, love?
*talked in my sleepy voice as I sat up on the couch, providing you a little space for you to sit on. Sleeply took your hand and held it with mine, noticing the slight redness from your previous brushing you've done on your skin. Deciding not to say anything about it.*
Did you need to go to the toilet just now baby? Was it no.1 or no.2? The doctor's told me that you wouldn't be able to do no.2 properly any time soon. It was torn apart.. your muscle ring, so they had to stich it, 5 stiches. *rubbing your knuckles soothingly.* I think you've noticed this, but just so you know, your rib broken when you sustained the injury at your stomach so it's gonna a month or so before you could actually do any vigorous moves in your dance, or carrying anything heavy. Those cuts and bruise are going to be gone in 2 weeks or so. Your body's clean out of the drugs they've injected you.. what else.. *sleepyly rambling as I was trying to keep my eyes from shutting close by rambling* oh yes, we're still waiting for your blood test results.
*let the moment passed by before I felt the gentle nudge on my shoulder, turning my head aside, I saw your head leaning onto my shoulder, having to doze off while listening to my rambling. I chuckled quitely and moved your position, letting you used my lap as your pillow. I made sure you've used all the space left on the couch while I lean my back on the backrest, feeling sleepiness drowse my head again.
I woke up an hour after to a back pain and decided to move you back to your bed, carrying you bridal style as quietly as I can as I didn't want to wake you up just yet. I failed. Seeing your eyes wide opened greeting me as I lay you back on bed*
Morning baby. *smiled at your and sneaked on the little space besides your, cuddling you from your back* Do you mind if we go back to be? just an hour more? daddy needs some more rest. *whining at you with pouted lips and pleading eyes*

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *listens to your reassurance that calmed me down slowly being able to forget about such incident had occurred, I rest my head back on the pillow no longer tensing when you brought yourself closer. I turned my body over to face your direction resting my head to slightly bury my face against your chest, my eyes slowly closes slowly drifting off to my slumber not realizing you ended up getting affected when I shifted my body a bit causing myself to accidentally brush past your groin, lets out small breathing not realizing you got out from the bed to let me sleep peacefully. My dreamed showed a happy family with our sweet serenity in my dream slightly older having a curious mind and going on mini adventures along the garden with a young boy younger than serenity trying to chase after her while I remain beside you watching our kids loving the family bond we have*
*I clutched onto the blanket letting out small quiet breathes not realizing you ended up sleeping on the couch. After sleeping a couple of hours with the sunlight still not out, I shift my body a bit to sit up looking over at the digital clock hanging on the wall, I brought my hand over to rub my eye lids shifting my head to the side to see you sleeping on the couch letting my lips slightly puckered feeling bad that you might have back pain once you wake up. Looks down at the IV and slowly takes it out to get out of bed completely feeling sore around my abdomen and lower region as if a needle was piercing inside me, a small grunt escapes as I slowly walked my way to the bathroom to use it. Once I entered inside the bathroom the first thing I was my very own reflection. Parts of my skin still had some bruise and even bite marks, slowly brings my hand over to lips seeing the corner of my lip bruised and cheek red from the slap. Just looking at myself Showed a different version of me. A different sight I never expected to experience in my overall life. I shivered at the thought of being touched of a stranger as I reached for the soap to wash my hand before slowly washing all the way to my arms scrubbing hard with something deep down inside me that I feel dirty even after being washed. Now that I thought of it, I haven’t spoken to the doctor or even encountered him to learn my results after this incident except for hearing news from you about our baby we lost, clearing my throat a little bit not willing to look beyond under my shirt letting myself slowly walk back to see you still sleeping. Goes over to wrap a blanket around your body and leans over a bit to plant a gentle kiss on your cheek muttering quietly* thank you for always being here for me.. I love you

@lee тαeмιɴ *I smiled and nodded for confirmation about your question of me staying there with you.* Yes baby, I'll be here with you all night long. So you can rest assured. Daddy's here. *couldn't help to resist putting another peck on your forehead, before I heads off for my shower.*

*I smiled reassuringly to you as I continued petting your head when you lifted your head up a little, confirming it was me instead of your nightmare. I intertwined our hands together as you tugged on my wrist, asking for me to sleep besides you and smiled.*
Sure minnie, anything for you. *lean down right next to you on the small bed, feeling a little cramp before I sneaked my arm underneath you and pulled your body towards me, letting you cuddled on my chest as I straightening my leg. I brushed my nose on your hair, inhaling your scent as I slowly patting your back, lullaby you to sleep. My eyes lids were getting heavy by the minute before I felt the sudden brushed of your tights against my groin.* Ufh.. *Letting out an escaped, supressed groan before I was fast enough to bite my lips, not allowing myself to disturb the sleep you were having after trying so hard. Quietly and smoothly removed your tights away from between my legs, not allowing you to notice any of my half-harden length. It's pathetic, I know, but I really didn't want to traumatize you even more with my hard on especially after what you've been through today.
I watched as you sleep soundly while brushing your hair every now and then. Letting that moment passed for a few more minutes before finally sighing and heading back to the bathroom, going for another round of cold shower to cool my head off.
As I was done with my 2nd shower, I sighed and heads toward the three tier couch, just across your bed as I decided deciding not to disturb your sleep anymore and had some sleep myself. Thinking back the event and the state I found you in when I saved you from the storehouse earlier while I was laying on the couch, I fully aware that memory was going to haunt me for awhile. I watched you one last time before finally closed my eyes, going to sleep as well after that long day.*

@pαrĸ вoɢυм * my gaze shift their way over to your when I felt your fingers pushing my bangs back letting my swollen eye bags and a red stuff nose from all that crying become visible in your eyes. Lets us have a moment of crying and staying in each other's hold letting out a shaky exhale once you pulled back and wiped my tears away. Sniffles silently only to have my eyes automatically changing as my mother instinct appeared when hearing you mentioning about serenity, my chest clenches as I nod silently slowly nearly panicking not wanting for serenity to see me in such emotional wreck * I promise to be happy for both you and serenity... * swallows my saliva trying to push the incident that happened not to long ago and nods* I promise to get better *slowly raise my hand to bring my pinky over to seal it with you before being helped on slipping on a new pair of hospital shirt, mutters out a small "thanks" as I tug my shirt down, slowly lays myself down looking at you briefly* you will stay here with me? * attempts to scoot making space for you on this hospital bed watching you tuck me in bed, my lips pressed together from the peck on the head and nods my head once more curling back under the blanket*

*shuts my eyes to letting myself go to sleep only to still getting small fragments of the incident, not realizing I was squirming under the blanket, I felt your warm fingers against my hair that was sticking out from hiding under the bed, my body tenses before automatically lift my head up over at you seeing you when looking over my shoulder, shift my body a bit to make room for you before bringing a hand over to rest on your wrist* please sleep beside me g-gummie * whispers quietly hoping just sleeping beside you will help me forget such incident that occurred today*

@lee тαeмιɴ *I continued washing you clean from your sweat as you remained quiet, hiding your face behind your bangs. Feeling a bit brave enough, I brushed my fingers passed those back and sneaked a kiss right on your forehead between reassuring you about my love for you. Ended up hugging and crying on your shoulder in the end, as I listenned to your short journey of being pregnant. Finally able to recollect myself and loosening that hug a little, cupping your face.* It's not your fault minnie. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. *wiping away that tears that were threatening to fall from your eyes* I want us to promise that this will be the last time we talked about this. For now, I've only want you to focus on your recovery. Serene needs you. She wants to see her mommy very badly that I had to make promise that I would help you recover fast, or else she was going to dash into this ward and sees you in this state. Promise that you'll get better? *putting out my pinky out to you, waiting for you to link it with mine before you finally did, although reluctantly from the emotional trumoil you've been through, but I can see the mother's love from you at the mentioned of your daughter*
okay, good boy *sigh in relief as I put away the basin, finished cleaning you and took a fresh new hospital shirt for you to wear. As I watched you put on your cloth, I made your bed and fluff your pillows, making sure that you were comfortable.* Alright minnie, I'm gonna get this out of the way. *pointing at the lukewarm water in the basin and the used towel.* You make sure to get some rest okay, call me if you need anything *inspect myself and the cloth I've been wearing the whole day, the clock on the wall showed it was already 2 am* I'm gonna be right in the bathroom for awhile, taking a bath, kay. *peck your head while tucking you in the blanket* Good night baby.

*took all the stuffs back to the bathroom and getting myself cleaned up for the day. I was careful enough to put on my cloth inside the bathroom as I didn't want to traumatized you further seeing me half in front of you. As soon as I was out of the bathroom, freshly showered, I noticed your fetal position and the way you were squirming in the bed. I sat at my favorite spot on this bed right at your back and started petting your hair* Minnie, don't think too much about today's event. It's over. You're saved now.

@pαrĸ вoɢυм * I kept my gaze down not wanting to face you especially when I look like this tainted by someone else’s touch all over my body. I felt disgusted in myself for letting this happen to me. As you settled across from me my eyes remained dull watching your gentle movement as you dab the warm moist towel on my wrist. As I remain dazed I was more aware of the words you were saying letting my bangs cover my eyes from meeting your gaze. Feels the warm towel washing every inch of my skin having the filth I though to myself being washed even though I basically wanted to grab the towel from you and rub my skin harshly when cleaning my disgusting body*
*deciding to remain mute with my voice nearly lost from the screaming and my eyes red and puffy from all the crying I let a sniffle feeling my nose stuffy when you continued to wash me. Automatically tenses up when I felt the towel brushing up against the skin the drug was punctured feeling the throbbing bruise that ruined the pale skin body I had. My lips part letting out a hitchy voice when I felt your lips pressing against my skin as I shudder at the simplest touch only to feel myself being pulled close against your body letting myself be in your arms not squirming away or pushing you. Blinking a few times My hands remained by my side watching up ahead in the room when you broke down feeling your own tears landing on my skin, my teeth clenched together slowly bringing my hand slowly over to rest my hand over to your back with a small whimper after hearing your question*.. I ..I figured it out a couple of days early in the morning when feel the same familiar feeling when I was pregnant with serenity... I went to the doctor before going to work that day and then I heard the news of being pregnant.. * I could feel my eyes becoming watery again as I sniffled* I wanted to surprise you tonight.. but I failed to protect our baby.. * my chest clenched*

@lee тαeмιɴ *sighing in relief as I saw you were taking off the hospital shirt. At least you didn't refused the offer all together. I tried not to stare at those bite marks left on your body, feeling momentarily anger at the fact somehow had touched something that was rightfully mine. I inhaled deep and took the shirt you've removed, put it in the dirty laundry basket inside the room and proceed to sitting right across you on the bed. I eyed you softly, hoping to catch a glimpse of that twinkle your eyes usually had whenever we are close like this but saw none. You've been through a lot. I took your hand, saw the bruised wrist turning purple as I carefully tread the moist towel on your skin* Minnie, I want you to know, no matter what you've been through, my love for you remained unchanged.
*reassuring you as I continued brushing the towel over your arms, moving carefully between your fingers before back up to your shoulders* You're beautiful baby, no matter what. *caressed the skin that had been punctured with the needles and continued cleaning your skin where there were the bite marks all over you. I saw that you seemed in dazed at the contact of the warm water over your body as I took the chance to lean in to that bite marks, replacing them with butterfly kisses with my lips.* Taemin... *I wrapped my arm around your waist and while another around your shoulder, pulling your body close to mine.* I am so sorry love. How I wish I can turn back time and stopped you from leaving me this morning. *silently crying while burying my face over your shoulder.* I really didn't know love, that you were pregnant before all this happen. When did you find out about this?

@pαrĸ вoɢυм *breathing heavily clutching onto my chest bringing my hand over pull out the heart monitor not wanting to hear the continuous beating when I can feeling my heart pounding already. My hand was shaking as I automatically look up seeing you rushing over feeling your arms wrapping around me feeling the warmth and safety given by you. Takes deep breath gripping onto your shirt with my eyes lowered burying my face on your chest when held close unable to erase the scar*
*remains silent as I listen to your words, I looked at you with my lips chapped I drop my hand on my lap and just lets you go momentarily listening to the sound of your foot steps. Sees you coming back carrying the small basin with warm water and a towel. My lips remained pressed together with my shoulder slouching staring down at the bed until I heard your words feeling chills running down my spine as I only decided to take off the hospital shirt leaving the hospital pants on still having some bruise marks all over my body*

@lee тαeмιɴ *finished with the calls I need to make when I was on my way back to your ward. I heard your screaming as soon as I was at the door and rushed into the room to find you panting and clutching onto your chest.* Minnie? Baby.. you're awake? *went to you and wrapped you in a hug, comforting you.* There, there, it's alright baby, it's all over. You're saved now. It was only a nightmare. *continued caressing your back and holding your body close to mine for a moment, letting the moment of silent sweep through us.*
Hey, I tell you what baby, how bout.. you stay here for a moment and let me grab a basin of warm water and some cloth to wash you up? *Brushing the beads of sweat formed at your template from the nightmare you just had* A nice warm bath can freshen you off right out and you'll be able to continue your rest until morning, okay? *loosen my hold on you and went to the bathroom just inside your room, filling the small basin with warm water and some hand towel. Putting them on the night stand right next to bed and stood there frozen in front of you, wondering if it's okay for me to take off your cloth* May I? *asking for your permission as I worried that I might traumatized you with this action*