Woohyun's Room

@!Woohyun! Pft witness what huh you are very sneaky.
/flicks your forehead again before rolling my eyes at you/
I will try that if I see you trying to slim those cheeks down alright? You have my word on that. Oho I am reaaally thankful that I get to see your blush soo often~
/coos playfully before looking down as you hold my hand, then using my other hand to gently brushing your hair.
Dont you think i need to change that part of me? It would be..quite dangerous and unhealthy to have that in me.. besides, do you think I'm really going to believe that you will tell me if you're really hurting? You didnt tell me that as far as i could remember on that day.
/circles my arm around your body as I paid for the bill and making our way to the car before unlocking it, opening the door for you to step in/
I didnt know the mall could be a happy place but we can go anywhere.. it's your turn to choose.

@$Minghao$ You know you're strong-- I am a witness to that though--
*crosses my arm as I still give that playful face to you*
Fineee-- Try me- But don't worry, I'm obedient enough to keep my cheeks chubby... I do think I seem to look better if I keep them this way...
*scrunches my nose slightly as I then poke your cheeks lightly*
And you gotta be thankful that I blush easily, you get to see that so often.
You know... *bites my lip and reaches out to hold your hand gently* You don't have to change yourself to be the best for me... Just being yourself is already the best... And why would I deserve you if I wouldn't embrace your flaws...? It's more on embracing each other for who they are, right...? I will tell you if I am really hurt, but I still love you as much as before...
*nods slightly and waits for you to then pay for the bill, then stands up, hugging your side as we walk ourselves towards the car*
I think just a peaceful, or a happy place would do. The mall, swimming pool, or nature would do...

@!Woohyun! Who says that? Your hit earlier was pretty strong you know.. you are definitely strong too
/rubs your forehead gently before raising an eyebrow at you.
Either way, it's going to be me doing that to you because i will use whatever ways for you to open your mouth and force feed you if you dare slimming those cheeks down hm?
/chuckles softly as I poke your nose/
It's you who gets flustered easily~ i didnt do that much and you are blushing like a tomato. Alright I will show it to you one day then, if I get the hang of it.
/gently pats your head before sighing softly/
I wont leave you as long as i still love you..but you know I dont want to hurt you anymore. But I dont know if i can change myself.. I just- dont want that thing to happened again..
/wipes my mouth with a napkin as I finished eating then turning my head to look at you, staring at you straight into your eyes before shaking my head/
Anywhere you want to go- and we'll go there..
/smiles softly at you before calling for the waiter for bill, actually having a sudden change in mind about the next plan that I have decided long ago.

@$Minghao$ But we know that you're a strong man so I'm pretty sure my hits are nothing to your arm right now-- *rubs my forehead and whines softly, letting out a huff while my cheeks are still heated* Maybe I do know what it means-- I guess...? Or my mind is playing with me-
Of course, you're Hao.. who loves to just make me flustered and catch me off guard. *nuzzles my nose against your shoulder then looks up at you* You should--- And since you've been doing it as a habit, then I feel like you actually dance well, and besides I would still support you no matter how your dancing is--
*makes my hug tighter around you and keeps my head buried*
You're gonna make me sad if you leave me though.. So please don't leave me as long as you still love me...
*nods slowly as I let go for a moment a bit reluctantly before I then consume the rest of the food along with you, eventually finishing and making a small burp, covering my mouth with a smile*
Now I'm full and satisfied... How about you?
Where shall we be going, Hao...? *asks in curiosity as I stare at you*

@!Woohyun! Ow spare my arm some mercy please you have been hitting them many times now. But i'm sure you know what i mean, am i right? You are even blushing~ /flicks your forehead gently/
Like i said, use this time to tease me or being a brat towards me because I'm giving you a chance to do so.
/lets out a soft smile before gently brushing your hair away from your face then pecking your forehead once it is exposed.
I'm always confident in taking you down~ i thought you know me well enough hm? Should I show you some moves later? But I dance just for fun and it might look miserable as hell.
/wraps an arm around your body before pecking your forehead gently, nuzzling my nose against your hair.
I'd be stupid if i leave you..but again, if ever I leave you it's because I dont want to hurt you or make you sad anymore..
/pats your thigh gently before chuckling softly.
Eat up, i want to bring you somewhere later

@$Minghao$ *reddens a bit at your suggestion and slaps your arm lightly* I don't know exactly what you may be planning with those ways--- And because I just want to-- And it seems nice to be bratty to you once in a while-
*makes a playful face at you before I widen my eyes, shaking my head*
No-- That's not what I meant-- I know you are working hard and you are ready for the responsibility, and as long as we're together then we can always help each other in fulfilling those...
Now look who's confident in taking me down.
*sticks my tongue out, then leans, nuzzling my cheek against your finger, nodding slightly*
Yes Hao-- I have never seen you dance before, and it would be a great revelation..
*smiles softly, then pouts playfully as you were still squishing my cheeks, already giving up in resisting as I then feel that my cheeks are heated, more when you kissed them, then I lean in to hug your side and cling to you*
Of course these cheeks are only yours...
And thank you for staying with me and still loving me until now....
Happy second monthsary, Hao... And I hope this is the second of the infinite monthsaries we are supposed to have...

@!Woohyun! You know.. i know a few ways to have your mouth stays open and feed you with food at that moment, right? Or.. i can chew it and feed you that, no problem with me. And why did you decide to be such a braaaatty kid today huh?
/bites your finger gently before letting it go, humming softly at your words/
I dont know..would it be a dream come true to have someone like me as your husband? You sounded like you are not sure if i'm ready to support you and take the responsibility.
/chuckles softly before shaking my head/
I dont need to fight you, I can simply...beat you down with just a few sentences. I am smooth dont you know that?
/gently caresses your cheek with the back of my finger before chuckling again as it seems my likes caught you off guard/
Yeah..I enjoy doing those actually.. should be seeing that, meaning you wanna see me dance? Ah...
/lets out a laughter at your own words that caught you flustered before shaking my head as I doesnt feel like talking about that matter for now; continue playing with your cheeks even if you are holding my wrists and whining out loud that it amuses me so much/
But Woooo~ your cheeks are so chubby and I love it. Of course your cheeks arent safe with me~ because they are mine.
/pulls them apart for a moment before letting go of your red cheeks and then planting a soft kiss on each of them.
Thank you for staying.. long enough to celebrate the second month of us baby..

@$Minghao$ I can keep my mouth from taking the food then-
*pokes your pout and makes a bratty expression, then lets out a slow nod, smiling softly* Wouldn't it be such a dream come true if you became my husband...? The only thing that we should probably take note of is we should be ready to support ourselves financially and take responsibility...
Fight me. *glares at you playfully*
You think you're smooth? *nudges your arm as my cheeks redden at your smooth answer, then widens my eyes slightly as I then listen to your responses* But wow.. I didn't know you are quite a reader, and you also dance well-- I think I should be seeing that... But-- I guess it explains why you move well... in bed- *bites my lip and almost coughs at my own thought*
*blinks softly as you then start to pinch my cheeks and squish them, just looking at you and whining out as you play with my chubby cheeks, holding onto your wrists*
Haooooo- My cheeks are not safe when I'm with you-- *scrunches my nose playfully*

@!Woohyun! Noooo don't slim it dowwn~ you really want to see me sulking hm? If you slim it down then I dont have any choice but to stuff more food into your mouth.
/pouts lightly at your words about slimming those cheeks down but soon finding myself smiling at your words/
I feel.. relieved then knowing that you are ready to be my future wife. I always thought that you will say no because we are both busy and that you are not ready yet..
/bites your finger gently before lettting it go.
Please do enjoy~ it doesnt last long so make use of that reaaaally well because I'm definitely going to tease you back after this.
/chuckles softly, my hand patting your back gently before pulling away/
I like you, of course. Thats the most important one. Well.. i like books, dancing when i'm free, listening to music, coffee too.. i think thats all? I'm pretty open with anything and its neutral.
/stares down at you before palming your cheeks gently/
Lemme do this just once please-
/pinches both your cheeks before pulling it apart, then squishing those together until your lips formed a fishy lips before pinching and pulling it again, literally kneading your fluffy cheeks/

@$Minghao$ *sticks my tongue out at you playfully* I'm gonna escape that and slim my cheeks down--
*holds onto your hand gently and listens to your words carefully* I mean.. if I wasn't ready I would just tell you that maybe later in the future I'll accept you... But it's already certain in me that I would love to be your future wife, regardless if the responsibilities may be big or not..
*smiles softly as I then poke your pout* I will enjoy the opportunity while you're still letting me. That's the point, I easily blush so if you start getting me back it's not gonna be easy for me to counter you...
Sky blue definitely. *hums softly as I take another bite of the steak, then just almost melts from the affectionate contact, my arm around you and my head buried on your shoulder at times*
I like music... Some swimming. I like pasta, stuff toys... and I just like soft things. How about you, Hao?

@!Woohyun! Uh huh that's right sweety. The perfect word, fluffy. Keep them fluffy at all times so I can kiss and squish it anytime~
/caresses your cheek gently as you look at me, flashing you a soft smile/
I cant say i'm fully ready, but I am sure i can cope with the responsibilities. It doesnt affect me as much as it affects you, love.. I just want you to feel ready for the next responsibility without feeling pressured about it. I dont know..if you are not ready then you wouldnt accept me as your partner?
/tilts my head at you with a pout/
Now you are finally getting the chance to tease me hm? You easily blush, there's nothing much that I did to make you blush baby~ but okay i will give you a chance about that- enjoy while you can
/resumes on eating after taking a sip of the wine, my eyes glancing at you/
White or blue hm? Like..light blue? The sky blue eh?
/wipes my mouth with the napkin before nuzzling my nose against your hair, giving your head occasional pecks/
Anything else that you like baby? Your likes..

@$Minghao$ Kidding- I won't slim it down, I will let these cheeks be fluffy as they are.
*leans my cheek against your hand and smiles slightly, looking at you intently*
You know--- I wouldn't... I would never mind going into the next stage with you.. as long as we're ready for the responsibilities... How in the world I would not accept you as my lifetime partner...?
*leans against you and chuckles softly when you blush again, resting my chin on your shoulder*
Let me at least for this time-- Besides, you have so many options when it comes to making me blush and you know how to shut me up, so give me a chance.
*laughs softly then also eats the piece you fed, happily eating that, then continues to consume the pasta, then drinks on the glass of water*
My favorite color... *tilts my head to think about it then looks at you*
I would go with white... or blue. I can't choose between the two.

@!Woohyun! If you want to see me sulking then try slimming it down then- you know I get pretty grumpy and sulkish when i am..sulking.
/smiles softly at your words before gently caressing your cheek/
I am always ready, baby.. i'm just scared that you are not ready because I'm always ready to have you as my life partner. Well as long as you dont get a nosebleed then its alright to just blush- when did you see me blush..ah that time? I thought you didnt see it. Well it is my actual weakness because I'd blush easily from that-
/whines playfully as my cheeks starts heating up again, wrapping my arm around your body to pull you closer/
More often huh? You are trying to make me pay back for all the time that I made you blush?
/chuckles softly before cutting a piece of mine then holds it infront of your lips/
Oh i would very much want you to suffer from my cheesy and romantic acts~ its okay baby you can eat.
Oh whats your favorite color, baby?
/smiles softly before stuffing more steak into my mouth while looking at you.

@$Minghao$ I'll slim it down then.
*makes a serious face before chuckling softly* Just kidding-- *smiles softly and puffs my cheek that you pinched before I nod slowly*
No worries, Hao... Just take the time for that. We can take our time and just go... for the next stage if the time happens to be right?
I can't not blush hard when you shower with me love-- But I think I can handle not getting a nosebleed.... *blushes slightly and grins softly, seeing your reaction after I kiss your cheek, realizing that it makes you blush somehow*
I mean-- I saw you blush because of that before, but I didn't know it was your actual weakness... *hugs your side for a moment and kisses your cheek again*
But you see, I think I'm gonna do that more often... After all I want to shower the love to you as well...
*smiles at you as you then eat what I feed before I continue to munch more of the steak, then gets a taste of the pasta, looking at you after your words*
You want me to suffer so early from your romantic antics? Oh.. Would you like to try that one out then?

@!Woohyun! Just by seeing your face makes me happy Woo.. you dont have to do anything to make me happy. I will most definitely sulk if your cheeks slimmed down so please keep it as chubby as possible.
/pinches your cheek gently while admiring how smooth your skin are before letting it go with a smile/
There's still a few more to be done before I can finally..finally make you mine. And I cant wait for that day to happen..
And so, please brace yourself to not blush too hard at the kisses alright? I dont want to have you nosebleeding over that... and I dont think I will be able to get over that fact for now..
Wait- /bites on my lower lip as you gave me a long kiss on my cheek, it caused my cheeks to heat up slightly before chuckling softly/
You found my weakness, baby- gosh did you knew it all along that I'd blush if you kiss my cheek that long?
/starts eating as well before chuckling softly at your reactions after you ate a piece, finding that quite adorable before leaning forward to eat the piece that you are feeding to me.
It's extra delicious because you fed me.. hey I saw that pasta and I'm reminded of the pasta kiss. You know, the pepero kiss? But this time it's spaghetti.

@$Minghao$ I want you to be happy when you see me again... And besides, you're not going to be amused if my cheeks slim down. I know you won't like that... I don't want you to sulk because I lost my cheeks.
*smiles warmly then scrunches my nose a bit, my gaze almost shifting as I went to thought of the future, and eventually marriage* I have a few savings too... Since I have been working at the brothel, and I think that would help as well...
*blushes slightly and intertwines our fingers for a moment, staring at you* I love the whole idea of that... And.. You don't need to be too worried about that... We can always talk about that and take it more slowly or controlled, if previous stuff affected you a lot...
*thanks the waiter as well when the food was served, then chuckles softly as you then moved to a seat beside me, kissing your cheek for a few seconds before I nod*
Okay, time to eat well Hao~
*starts to cut out the steak with the utensils, then gets a taste of it, almost sighing from the deliciousness, before I then also feed you a piece* Here- It is really juicy and delicious-

@!Woohyun! Uh huh, you holding the cheeks makes it chubbier than before, do you know that? So cute and I see that, you are still keeping your chubby cheeks present.. at least it reassures me that you have been eating well and not starving or eat less..
/chuckles softly before lightly pecks your knuckles/
I will save up for future then my love. Well I did start my savings a few years ago for my future marriage or studies. Just in case. /taps your nose lightly/
Breakfast from you sounds good, love. You know what I feel like doing to you when we are home? I feel like kissing you and showering you with lots of kisses. But i am afraid that it will lead to something else and i'm not ready for that something else..
/squeezes your hand lightly before letting it go once the waiter comes in with our food and drinks, thanking him by bowing my head slightly before turning to look at you; pouting slightly as it seems we are far away from each other before changing my seat to sit closer to you.
Lets eat love~

@$Minghao$ *lets out a soft chuckle from the words, then I look at you while I then take a hold of my cheeks*
Did I...? I didn't realize that I ate a lot-- See...? I am still following you even in the past few days... I didn't forget your reminder to keep my chubby cheeks present... Well you know.. We might need to save the money for later on, Hao... it can be saved for the future-
*interlocks our fingers as I let out a nod and smile at you warmly*
No need to ever thank me...
*I then look up at the waiter as you give the order then as he then walks away to tend to our foods and drinks, I shift my gaze back to you* But hey... let's make it up to each other after this... We can go to your house and have a fun time together-- I'll cook breakfast for you tomorrow.

@!Woohyun! I just dont want you to..suffer or get upset alone without me knowing.. or when you are sad and I dont even know that you are sad..i hate that you know?
/smiles lightly at your sulking face before imitating your expression, my expression seemingly to be getting better after letting it all out and now that you have let out the same on me too.
Aww baby is sulking~ and he surely eats a lot, no wonder he's getting heavier than before. I wont spend too much Woo but.. i dont mind spending too much for my only one, yeah? But i dont want you to nag at me so I will remember that..
/smiles softly as my thumb caressing the back of your hand gently.
And that's why i'm so thankful and grateful to have you by my side.. thank you again..
/calls up the waiter before ordering two steaks, one pasta and 2 refillable glasses of wine.

@$Minghao$ Don't worry Hao.. I'll be more transparent.. I'll tell you my feelings more honestly... And remember that I will always trust you no matter what happens. I know you too much not to trust you.
And about that... I can always help you, let's look at the brighter side of things...
*just closes my eyes, the kisses were enough to make me feel much better than before, I missed all of that, then I start to lighten up and set aside my tears, reading through the menu before then gazing back at you then making a playfully sulky face*
I would like steak a lot... And an extra pasta dish would be fine, but hey.. Don't spend too much, I think I have told you that before, Hao-- So please remember that.
*ends up smiling softly at you, then holds onto one of your hands*
Thank you for coming back, for still holding onto this... Know that you always have that someone who will be by your side and will be with you even at your worst...

@!Woohyun! I will always love you no matter what.. i cant imagine not having you by my side each day now. Promise me one thing Woohyun.. dont hide your feelings from me anymore.. if I hurt you or make you upset, please tell me okay? I will try my best to not hurt your feelings or hurt you in general, anymore..
/smiles a little as your warm hands cupping my cheeks, gently nuzzling against your palm before turning my head to give it a gentle peck.
I really need to control my temper.. you have to help me with that baby..
/kisses each of your eyes before my thumbs trying to wipe away all the tears again, flipping at the menu before looking up to meet your gaze.
I heard they have the best steak, would you like that? And do you want to eat anything else? Just say and i will buy it for you.. to make up for what i did.
/reaches over to gently brush my finger against your nose.
And..thank you.. for everything.. for trusting me again, for accepting me again.. and most importantly, forgiving me..

@$Minghao$ *listens to your words, I wanted to convince you even further that you should be forgiving yourself, it breaks my heart that you are also suffering and feeling down because of what you did, as I just nuzzle your chest while I cherished the tight hug I longed for, then cups your cheeks softly, trying to calm down my sobs as I stare at you with still glossy eyes* Hey... You always deserved me... just like how I deserve you... Fighting for you and having you back is always worth it...
And... if you can't still forgive yourself... Then just... please just stay with me despite that, stay with me, and I would be alright... as long as you love me, then I'm all good...
*squeezes your hand slightly as I then compose myself for a moment, my eyes still recovering from the crying as I then follow you to the restaurant, eventually occupying a table for us by the waitress*
*I then occupy my seat in front of you as we were given the menus*
I'd go with what you prefer best in this place, Hao...

@!Woohyun! And it's not right for me to let out my jealousy on your either. I..never thought I would do such thing to someone I loved..
/mutters softly as my eyes were locked with your teary ones, closing my eyes afterward as your hand slowly make its way to my chest and just accepting your hit, it was bearable but at some point it started to ache slightly before opening my eyes to look at you again.
I won't.. i didnt leave you not because I am afraid that you wont accept me, but because i hate myself for doing that to you. No matter how many times you say you are okay with that and that you forgive me, but I still.. cant forgive myself, ever.. I know you were sad when I left. I know because i feel the same too.. I have been staring at the necklace..thinking if I really deserve to have this in my life, to have you in my life..
/wrap my arms tightly around your body before burying my face against yours, missing your warmth and gentleness so bad during my absence before pulling away with a whisper.
I'm so sorry Woo... you may forgive me but I will never forgive myself..
/cups your cheeks before wiping away your tears with my thumbs while smiling down at you, gently pecking your forehead then tugging your hand gently towards the restaurant.

@$Minghao$ I got mad at you--- But I can't hit you back-- I don't think that's right.... It won't feel right... Please--- I can't stand hurting you either. *my hand tenses up a bit over your cheek as I was a it shaky, not sure of what to do either, looking at you with a concerned expression, as I never really want to get to the point of slapping your cheek, my eyes still teary as they are, as I end up moving down my chest and hitting your chest with some force, but not to the extent of you getting pushed back*
Just--- Don't leave me again-- That's messed up-- You didn't have to escape from me--- I would have still accepted you completely--- Do you know how sad I was when you were not around? Did you...?
You're that important to me.. But I won't be able to hit you more than I did right now... please don't make me do it... *just engulfs you in a tighter hug, not wanting you to convince me to go farther in letting out the anger*

@!Woohyun! And I know you too well that you tend to hide things by yourself Woo.. i know that too well.. do you think I can live the rest of my days knowing that I hurt you and you got mad at me but you kept it in by yourself?
/sighs softly as it seems like you insisted on keeping it to yourself before bringing your hand again and place your palm against my cheek.
If you cant hit me..slap me then.. the pain is nothing compared to what I did to you..
I cant.. feel calm until you let out your anger on me woohyun.. i feel sad knowing that I protected you from everyone but I failed to protect you from myself.
/lightly taps your palm against my cheek before giving you a reassuring smile, even if it's only a small one.
I wont hate you..i wont blame you.. i will never let you blame yourself for hitting me.. just, dont ever hide your sadness in by yourself.. tell me if you are mad, upset or hurt.. hit me if you need to let out your anger on me.
/presses a soft kiss on your forehead again before gently rubbing the area with my thumb.

@$Minghao$ But Hao, I really can't be mad at you for that long. Even if you convince me, I won't. I know you too much to be ever mad at you for that... I got mad, but I can't get back at you that way...
*utters softly, almost mumbling gibberish as I just look up at you , trying my best to calm myself down from the tears, as I know it's going to hurt you as well and I would not want that*
*cups your cheeks gently and just pecks your lips, biting mine slightly afterwards*
If you hurt me again, there's a valid reason for that... And we can always talk about it. After all... It's not like we're perfect... I'd rather love you even if there are bad things that could happen.

@!Woohyun! /my eyes were closed as I find it hard to listen to your sob and the way you are crumpling my shirt because of the pain, again, mentally cursing myself for having the thought to hurt you in such way before patting the back of your head gently trying to calm you down while my thumb furiously wiping your tears away.
You wont blame yourself.. I wont let that happen if you get mad at me. You dont have to be so nice to me.. you are allowed to get mad too because you are a human itself..
I'm here, right..? I promised to stay with you.. and I will.. I am sorry I broke the promise by leaving you for days before. I was stupid.. i was just scared that I will hurt you again.
/sighs softly before placing a soft peck on your forehead and let it stay longer on your soft skin.

@$Minghao$ *my hands end up crumpling your shirt for a bit as I keep my hug intact, your shirt wetting because of my tears as I just longed to have this kind of contact, then as I look at you, I let out a deep breath and try to compose myself, I knew to myself I missed you that much and I have already forgiven you, and you didn't need to say sorry to me in the first place, shaking my head and just leaning my cheek against your hand*
I can't-- I can't-- I'll end up blaming myself if I get mad at you...
I have always forgiven you...
And if you want me to fully forgive you.. You just have to come back, be with me again, then I'll be more than satisfied... We can just-- set aside whatever bad that happened.

@!Woohyun! /i was getting myself ready the moment I saw you closing your hand into a fist but I got catched off guard as you went to hug me instead, my hands hanging on my sides as it confuses me for a second but those arms immediately wrap itself around your frame, pulling you closer into my embrace.
Please get mad at me Woohyun.. please. I dont want you to keep it to yourself.. hit me. Be mad at me because I deserve it Woo..
/sighs softly before pressing a soft kiss at the top of your head and lets my lips linger on it for a few second, then unwrapping my arms only to have it placed on your cheeks to make you look at me, those glossy eyes struck me hard into my heart that I started to question why on earth did I have the heart to hurt someone as gentle as you.
Please be mad at me.. and forgive me Woo.. you deserve to get mad, you deserve to hit me.

@$Minghao$ *bites my lip, just staying silent still after your words as I look straight to the front, although my hand was still holding on tightly to your hand, until we arrived at the restaurant, getting out of the car then facing you, before I then stare at my hand that's brought to your chest, closing my hand into a fist as it wobbled a bit in place, but then that was the most I could do as I just ended up hugging you tightly and I became teary-eyed in an instant, my contact was as if you might be leaving tomorrow*
I want to hit you so much, I want to be mad...
I want to-- See...?
But I can't Hao, I just can't do that... And I don't want to welcome you in that way... I just want you back, that's all... You don't have to change your ways much for me...