@^Renjun^ Now that sounds real assuring. I will be waiting for you then. All this shopping talks makes me feel like doing one right now but its late. Can we go shopping tomorrow? We can buy bubble teas~
/blinks at you before shaking my head at your offer/
No, no it's okay you dont have to buy me a phone. I have some savings for that and I can use it.
/lightly shakes your hand to brighten the mood up with a smile plastered on my face/
Who doesnt miss that.. I mean, I do miss certain someone too..but seeing that they never come back to me means that they doesnt really miss me as much as I do
@^Eunwoo^ Don't worry. I will keep in contact like EVERY DAY.I promise you. And..you know..that does sound nice, searching for the bubble tea shop..I also want to buy you a phone. So we can keep in contact, of course..no one will check on us.
/mumbles and gives your hand a gentle squeeze before nodding my head.
I do..he gets really really angry. Ah..I miss him, holding him..
@^Renjun^ Sure sure I will be looking forward for that eo? If you didnt contact me for one day I will sulk on you oho~ that sounds nice to me, Jun. And maybe we can try searching for that bubble tea shop together?
/nods my head while focusing on playing with your fingers still/
You do know how's he acting when he's pissed off right so maybe he doesnt want to hurt you with his actions. Or maybe he doesnt have the heart to tell you about his departure
@^Eunwoo^ Thank you, that does really mean a lot to me, Eunwoo..if I do end up going to China, I will be in contact with you every day. I think you can do just about anything in here now..now that the headmaster is barely here..maybe we should..try going out once. Together. And do some shopping here.
/smiles as you play with my fingers and nods slowly.
Yeah, maybe he couldn't bear the thought of possibly hurting me, so he left in silence.
@^Renjun^ Okay okay! Whatever your decision is I will always support you! Oh cool, show me your hometown and maybe we can try some of the food there~ I am dying to taste the real China's food instead of locals here trying to make them.
/pouts a little before playfully playing with your fingers/
He should've told you or something.. but maybe he couldnt.
@^Eunwoo^ Okay..but this is not certain yet, okay? I still have to think about it! And..I will have to ask Zhengting if I can come along next time he's here..so, let's just enjoy our time together now. But..shopping and sightseeing together in China does sound very fun to me. I can show you around my hometown.
/smiles to myself and hums out softly.
It's difficult. He just..left out of the blue.
@^Renjun^ /managed to catch a glimpse of your teary eyes before my thumb gently caressing your skin/
Of course I'm going to be sad if we separated but I dont want to be stopping you from going to places you want to go, aight? I will most certainly visit you one day! And we can go shopping and sightseeing together okay?
/gives you a small smile before shaking my head lightly/
I know what and how it feels
@^Eunwoo^ /looks at you with slightly tearful eyes and nods slowly, letting out a soft and shaky breath as I run a hand through my hair slowly.
Yeah..I guess you're right..we can write lots of letters..and if you ever decide you want to visit me, let me know so I can pay for your plane ticket!
Ah, I really should forget about him, yeah..it's just..he was my first ever boyfriend.
@^Renjun^ Hey..it's alright, okay? I dont want to be the reason to hold you back from returning to China, even if you dont have anywhere else to go
/holds onto your hand gently/
And we can...i dunno write letters? And maybe i can visit you in China! I don't think he will be back.. you should forget about him Renjun..
@^Eunwoo^ /chuckles and hums softly, looking down at my hands as I fiddle with them slowly.
I just..I don't want to leave you alone. You're one of my best friends as well, you know? And..who knows, maybe Hyunmin will come back and look for me! Ah..you know, who am I kidding? He's long gone and I don't think he's returning.
@^Renjun^ /lifts up my head to look at you/
What are you talking about of course he would want that. You both are close with each other I'm pretty sure he would love for you to tag along.
/pats your head gently before giving you a warm smile/
A few months indeed. I have bern talking with Kihyun but that was 2 weeks ago I guess
@^Eunwoo^ /sighs softly and watches you, smiling a little bit at you.
I would return to China too but..I mean..I have no where to go to. Maybe if Zhengting will go, I can ask him if I can tag along..although I am sure he wouldn't want that.
/chews on my bottom lip and keeps caressing your hair.
I think it has been..a few months?
@^Renjun^ Ah..I will miss him and his bubble teas too. I'm gonna crave for it more often
/mutters softly as i close my eyes followed by the soft on my hair/
It feels like that too..
@^Eunwoo^ If he's going back, I will surely miss him but I hope he will be happy though../mumbles softly and runs my fingers through your hair. It feels like I haven't seen you in ages.
@^Renjun^ Oh China, he's going back to his hometown eh? That's so nice, to be able to meet his family there. If he stayed there for good then I just hope he will be happy
/leans my head against your shoulder before letting out a deep sigh/
@^Eunwoo^ He's not here a lot..I remember him telling me he might go back to China..so he's working with his lawyer, to get the documents to actually go there. I am not sure if he will stay there for good.
/hugs you back tightly and rubs your back slowly.
I missed you too..
@^Renjun^ Speaking of him.. I don't know his whereabouts too- but maybe i stayed in the room too much hence I couldnt see both of you anywhere
/smiles cheekily at you before hugging you tightly/
I miss you!
@^Eunwoo^ First I did have the intention of leaving. But I didn't want to go with you and Zhengting. I am glad Jisung left as well, this wasn't a good place for him.
@^Renjun^ Nothing changed, I like it this way
/smiles cheekily and gently pats my bed for you to sit on/
I thought you werent here anymore since I didnt see you anywhere.
@*Kihyun* Yes, i will really bite you if you continue teasing me!
/glares at you with my eyes narrowed as if trying to look serious with that/
N-No i dont want to- i uhm i am flustered right now so lets not talk about that, you tease. Tease tease tease /pokes your cheek gently at each word/
Nooo you are nooot allergic. You are not!
/scrunches up my nose at you/
Hm? What was that? Tickle you again? /lifts up my hands and does the tickling motion with my fingers as i give you a wide grin/
Life may be hard for you.. for me but I realised, instead of mourning over it why dont we just take a moment to actually appreciate what life has given to us..that reason was taken away from me for a moment and i find it hard to stick to that reason again. But i did..
@^Eunwoo^ Oh yeah? You really will bite me? You're not going to get me with that-
*lets out a smug look and grins at you playfully*
Are you sure you don't want to? You know you gotta be ready when you're with a tease..
Yes I am allergic to tickles-- I ammmmmmm! *speaks with conviction and pokes your nose lightly*
*listens to you intently, with rather a sad smile, but then your words managed to break that barrier in me for a moment and make me let out a soft chuckle for a few seconds*
Stop....
But thanks... *lets out a deep breath and pats your back gently* Do you happen to stick to that reason as well, to be happy?
@*Kihyun* stop making fun of me! i'm gonna bite you eo! i will bite you
/my hands were immediately retracted as you let out a lewd moan, my cheeks turning red in matter of seconds/
n-no i dont want to do that now- geez why you gotta moan so lewdly i'm getting shy
even if you do warn me, i am still going to tickle you! no excuses unless you are allergic to tickles which i doubt you are.
/blinks slowly as i listens to your story, having my lips parted slightly but decided to keep it inside until you are finished/
you are healthy, alive and breathing that's the only reason you need to be happy and bright. but issok if you cant smile then i will tickle you more until you smile willingly when i touch you a little because you are reminded of my tickles
/nods seriously even though the topic of tickling arent really serious looking right now/
@^Eunwoo^ Awwww- *coos softly and grins* Is Eun touched right now though? How amusing--
*smirks playfully at you and shakes my head* Not changing my mind on that-- *as you pretend to choke me, I decide to tease you and let out a lewd moan* Choke me ~
And yeah, you were going off because you tickled me so hard and you didn't let me warn you! *huffs lightly and sits up, narrowing my eyes at you*
Huh...? *my expression softens though as you ask me that question, giving a half-smile and looking at a certain space* I don't know... I guess.. Because I'm used to having to keep up with my fierce image as a celebrity... And I didn't feel like I have much reasons to be so happy and bright, when I got into the scandal, did some and alcohol... you know... I only got to that smiley phase during the time-- my ex-boyfriend was with me... It has been a long while...
But... thank you for asking though... And wanting me to smile... *purses my lips, visibly shy that I'm thanking you*
I think Joshua has to leave. I've been too preoccupied with school and I'm in a too horrible mindset to be rping. I'll probably be back someday and will hopefully, actually be active at that point. Good luck and best wishes to everyone!