@kim wonpil *when you draw me closer to you, i sigh happily, resting my head on your shoulder, my finger drawing slow circles on your chest* i'm so sleepy, hyung *yawning softly, i allow my eyes to shut, your warmth relaxing me*
((i really do need to get a little sleep. i'm so glad i got to see you today. if you're tired, i hope you can get some rest soon
@choi san Mm I can do that. *chucklesbsoftly as I slip in next to you, immediately pulling you against me, nuzzling against your hair* oh that feel so nice..
@kim wonpil *sticks my tongue out at you when you release me, setting me on the bed. i mange to shimmy out of my jeans in a matter of moments* you'll have to keep me warm tonight, hyung since all i've got is a tshirt and boxers *slipping under the covers, i smile at you*
@kim wonpil *blinking at you before laughing a little, giving your hair a little tug before settling against you*
I know! I'm sorry, that I was that way before..
@kim seungmin *makes soft noises before turning back around with a soft grumble, arms moving around your smaller frame and pulling you against him* tsk..
@kim wonpil Mh you seem suddenly so. Either that or you're being yourself and protecting me from your crazed mind, to which I thank you for.
*sighing out a little, nodding my head even though you can't see it*
I know.. I just.. I liked it, when you babied me and wanted to always protect me..
Nothing was nicer than sneaking out and coming here to sleep with you after having fun clubbing but I always kept my virtue, even if I did let people give me hickies all the time.
@kim wonpil *sitting up on my elbow lazily, bringing fingers to your hair and gently carding through the locks*
What? Suddenly shy about that when I used to make up lies that I was going out ing randoms at the club before coming here?
@kim wonpil *snorting softly, moving a hand to gently pinch at your cheeks; my own flushed a little*
Yeah I feel you there. I have a lot of frustration too in my little y body.. Can't be helped.
I mean, they can - hands and all or a fleshlight even, but I mean there's nothing more yo ucan do but rub it out you know?
@kim wonpil *groaning softly, wanting to smack you but I don't just yet*
That's not a good idea and you know it!
*huffing out a little*
... I wish I could bring him here to you.
@kim seungmin Hey stop being so aggressive with me..
*warms in a low tone as I close my eyes* I’m in a mood so aggression isn’t the best way to handle me
@kim wonpil You always are good at that..
*grumbling out, lazily kicking at your shin under the blankets before sighing*
It's late, Wonpil. You should stop fretting about me and just.. Go to sleep.
We can talk more tomorrow.
@kim seungmin *hums softly and hugs you close with a smile*
Mm.. good.. if not I’d pry it out of you.
*teases and laughs softly*
I’m always gonna be worried about you, min
@kim wonpil *smiling fondly at you, shifting to curl back up against your body*
Thank you.. For listening to me about all this.
I --
I couldn't open up properly to Hyunjinnie but you.. You've always been my weakness and my strength..
@kim wonpil Well.. I won't let you wait alone. You know I'm here.
And now that I know you're around, expect me to want you a lot.
I hated the last month of missing you like crazy.
*huffing out weakly before smiling a little, gently nuzzling at your face*
I love you
@kim seungmin I know, Min.
*laughs lightly and hums softly in thought*
Wait... like I do best... I can’t just do things on my own without a proper talk.. I’m not like that.. as much as it hurts..
@kim wonpil ... Overthinking is what I do when I'm so stressed out..
*closing my eyes under your gentle touch, sighing out softly and biting at my lip*
I'm sorry. Here I am bleeding all this out but you're right. It's been a long time since I saw Youngkyun around as well..
Mh.. What are you going to do about it, Wonpil?
this is kinda hard bUt
I'm not very active here so I might as well
junho, dongyeol, and jihoon are taking their leave
thanks for all the great memories and friendships guys
I'll miss you all!
i had fun being here again but it's that time of the year again where my muse just isn't there, so i will taking my leave. Mayhaps i'll return if my muse does. Take care.