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@wu chailee I guess I'm already getting dementia- Kidding but I shouldn't joke about that.. We have to teach them to the best of our ability about morals we believe in about the world. I hope they adapt well since the world is quite harsh. /I turn my head, admiring you lovingly hoping that others in the room don't see how mushy I am being./ I'm happy that even though I wasn't there that you still let him know that I was his father. Thank you. You're still as amazing when we were first together. /i lightly tap the edge of the painting, to check if the paint is dry, making an assumption that the rest of the painting is dry./ A little bias but we can't help ourselves. Are you ready? Let's go pick up our little man.

@wu yifan I- your memory is deteriorating already my love. I would like our babies to be well mannered but we will only know once they grow up and adapt to life right? /unable to hold back a bustled laughter I couldn't deny the soft pink hue over your ample cheeks, finger itching to give them a long squish./ You were always on my mind, not too sure about Evan since he probably doesn't remember you much. But I always showed him and let him know you are his father. I will never take that away from you. /raising and dropping our held hands I turn to look back at our paintings imagining the added drawings of what we had discussed, eyes smiling at the picture in my head./ Yes, Evan is my first born after all. I might favor him more but they will all be loved equally.

@wu chailee Oh did i? I guess i can't remember what I just said. Are you hoping for our future kids to be bratty? I wouldn't know how to deal with all of their brattiness. This is all theoretical if we do have more children. /another wave of shock flashes through my face as you place another kiss on my face. a slight warmth forms adding a pink tinge on my cheeks./ I hope that's the case but even then, I want to be with him as if I was there the entire time. I'm really happy to be back with you and Evan. I don't even know how I actually lasted without you nor Evan these past few years, really. I don't ever want to be away ever again. /my big hand reaches over to hold yours, interlocking our fingers together and gently squeezing your hand occasionally. I turn my head looking at your facial expression in the idea of having another child. I nod back with a smile on my face./ That's true, if we happen to have another child than we can have one. I think the both of us with both all of our children equally and fairly. There might be some bias here and there but that's inevitable. I'm sure Evan will be a loving brother to his younger sibling.

@wu yifan [ sh ] Uh- you just said earlier he also gets it from you. So if he gets it from us both, he's double the naughty, double the brat. But lucky for us, he isn't. But maybe our second child will carry our bratty traits. Or third. One of them will. /looking at your stricken expression mine relaxes, knowing well what you would have been surprised by. Yet, again. I place another to your other cheek to double the impact on purpose./ I believe he's too young to really feel that absence from you, well it's inevitable but I made sure he was loved a plenty to not feel the loss but fatherly love is different. You are here with us now, that's all that matters to me. /my cheeks flushed slightly thinking of us having another child, soon, as Evan was already 4 years old. Soon to turn 5 this year, clearing my throat I nod to your question./ It makes sense but if we have a baby by the end of this year, Evan will be 6 once the second child is born..I don't want us to be too logical with it. If it happens, it happens? I do want another one but I also don't want us to rush. A little age gap is okay, that way one won't feel less loved than the other. Evan will most likely help out a little too.

@wu chailee We can be more lenient to him since he is younger but disciplining him young will make sure that he won't turn bratty but I can see that he kind of gets that from you. You did a great job in raising him until now. He is really cute when he really wants something. /feeling slightly shocked that you kissed me back on the cheek. a wide smile forms on my lips. the warmth of your lips on my cold cheek is something that I missed./ Well now that I'm back, you have all my attention except for sometimes when my attention is on Evan. I feel a little guilty leaving him behind but I think it's needed to build our relationship back up, with the lost time from the parting. I'm sure in some way he understands that we need to be together. There will be a lot of times in the future with the three of us hanging out and making more memories with him. Do you want another one? I don't mind and maybe they can be each other's play mate. Maybe later but I also don't want to wait that long with a big age difference between them. Does that make sense?

@wu yifan [ sh ] He does, baby. I'm fortunate that our son is calm mannered- most of the time. He doesn't give me a hard time, even if we dote. We also make sure he knows throwing a tantrum and acting pouty will not get him everything he wants. /sees your empty glass and mine, thinking if we should grab another for the mean time before the session ends. But distracted by your kiss to my cheek, I look up smiling and returns one just before you pull back./ Do you want a second child? Soon? Boyfriend-girlfriend as in doing things like this, you all to myself! Do you have that guilty feeling of leaving Evan behind? Because I do..I never parted from him besides for work.

@wu chailee But he should also learn that some of his actions have consequences. It's not that I dont want to waver but I might since he small and cute. /I reach over for my glass of wine and finishes the content inside the glass./ Okay let's wait for the paint to dry a bit longer so it doesnt smudge. /i smile looking into your eyes, with my hands slightly swinging. I lean in and plants a kiss on your cheek./ We dont have to rush a second child. Whenever you're ready or want to have one. Boyfriend-girlfriend? You mean husband and wife? We can have some fun whenever Evan has school or maybe go on a trip of just us? That sounds good. We can still plan for them later. There is no rush for anything. We now have time for many things to time.

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@wu yifan [ sh ] Why not? He will only stay this little for so long, indulge yourself with him now while he still wants to be pampered and pamper us in return. As they older they tend to grow out of it. /with my other hand I pick up the glass drinking the rest of the dark berry fermented adult juice. Taking a look over our paintings side to side./ We'll be done once we draw the birds and add our signature. /meeting your eyes I grew flustered at the thought of us having another little one, swinging our hands a little./ I do want another one, but let's also take our time? We never really got to be just together for long, Evan will start school soon too. It sounds selfish but I want to be boyfriend-girlfriend with you a little longer before we take on more parental duties with another small one.

@wu chailee He really is. I want to see him use his charms on me but I shouldn't waver on him. All children like candy, but only a little bit at a time so that he doesn't have any cavities. /holds your hand gently as it slips into my hand. our fingers intertwine and I give your hand a gentle squeeze. I look onto the painting letting some of the paint dry./ Is our painting done for now then? /I turn my head to look into your eyes./ Do you want to have another one?

@wu yifan [ sh ] But he's so cute, he really knows how to use his charms to make you soften. I could never really be strict on him for long. When he was about 3, his drive for sweets got really high and I couldn't help but give in a few times since he asked so nicely..cute at it too. /recalling the memories I chuckle reaching my hand out to hold yours, slipping my fingers into yours like a glove./ More babies..hehe.

@wu chailee I don't want to scare him that bad. Maybe if he get's really bad then I'll use the face but when it's small little things, we can just talk it out. I know he's our baby but spoiling him isn't good and I'm glad you know that. /a small chuckles comes out from my mouth after sending you those air kisses. I gently shake my head smiling at the thought of being cheesy to you after a long time of not being with you./ Yes we can add a nest in the future if we have more babies.

@wu yifan [ sh ] Do it when Evan is being bad, he will probably be scared. Since he's been with me longer I don't think he has that fear as much...probably because he knows I baby him- Bad habit. /looks over seeing your returned air kisses and snorts at how cheesy we would be seen right now, smiling to myself as I think of what a great date we had already thus far. I reach for the glass of wine finishing the rest of the contents inside over my lips./ And if we have more than 2 little baby birds we can add a nest to your painting in the future?

@wu chailee Then ill take your word for it if you say that I'm not a hardass. I guess having a RBF is good for being scary. I'll try not to scare Evan too much when he gets reprimanded. And you are my tiny tea lady. /catches your kisses and purses my lips together sending kisses back to you./ Then once I find out, ill get back to you. /I pick up my brush again, and continues to add small details to the tree branches making it look like the demo the instructor has upfront./ That sounds really cute. Two big birds and a tiny pudgy bird. Maybe if we have another kid, we can always add to the painting.

@wu yifan [ sh ] I don't think you are being a hard at all, you can be a little scary sometimes but that's because you have a RBF. I tend to not do well with people who are hard asses so, trust and believe, that is not you. You can be a little awkward here and there, that's why you are my booger man. /playfully looks over to you pursing my lips with soft smacks to send over kisses followed with a quick laugh./ You'll have find out on your own what those qualities may be. /gasps at your suggestion that sounded perfect to my ears, immediately I nodded quickly taking a break from my painting to let the wet paint dry down before sketching out the outlines of the birds./ That's a perfect idea, I'll make our birds a little bigger and Evan more small but round.

@wu chailee Well I can't just be a hard all the time. I think if I was then you would've probably left me already. Oh one of the qualities? Then I guess there are many other qualities you also like about me. I wonder what they maybe? /I chuckle softly under my breath. I finish coloring in the branch with the dark brown. I dip my brush to clean off the dark brown. Picking up a finer brush I dip it into the black paint again, making small details on the branches./ Oh I think the pastel blue or any pastel color would work. What if you did three birds that represents me, you and Evan? I totally forgot about the wine. I guess I was too focused on making this painting good. /I put the paintbrush down and takes a couple of sips of wine, taking a small break from painting./ You're right it is good.

@wu yifan You are quite a softy when it comes down to it. That's what I love about you~ one of the fine qualities. /traces over the black lines I placed, careful to highlight the branches with the lighter color leaning back in my seat staring at my painting for a bit humming./ What color should we paint them? A pale-ish blue? So they will stand out more. Oh yes! I'll use white for the petals. /places my brush down in the water cup grabbing my glass of wine to take a gulp of its content./ Mm, this wine is good.

@wu bora You're not wrong. I might have to, but then again, I'm too soft to be really strict on you. I think I have to be fair and equal to both you and Evan. I wouldn't say that it was many things but there were stuff that you wanted and I wouldn't let you get them but I was quiet lenient and let you have them. /I lightly traced the outline of where the branches would be on the painting. I held my hand so the lines would come out nice and steady on the canvas. Cleaning the black off the brush thoroughly, I dip the brush in the brown paint, coloring the outline I made for myself./ I will enjoy it after I finish painting it, right now I am doing my best. Yes I don't want to mess that up. What color are you going to draw the birds? Maybe you can also add the tiny flowers growing on the branches.

@wu yifan Mm I'd say you did, but I feel like now you are going to be stricter and not give into my brat tendencies as much as before...I- Did I want that many things? I don't remember. /taking a small break from my painting I peak over to yours seeing you do exceptionally well despite your earlier worries, smiling at the seriousness in your expression seeing your straight set of thick brows narrow in. Picking up the smaller brush to draw the stems of the tree I candidly drew a few lines where it deemed fit./ Okay~ but don't be too hard on yourself, enjoy it. Hm..should I be the one to draw the birds?

@wu bora A little pouty and a bit bratty but I think I handled you pretty well I think. Now I suddenly remember all those times when you were bratty and wanted a lot of things but I didn't get them for you. Well your past personality will never really go away, it will always be apart of you in some way even if you don't show it all the time. I think it was easier for your mom since you were probably a handful for her too. /with swiping motions, all the red paint is smoothly incorporated to what used to be the blank white canvas. Taking a break for the red paint to dry, i took a sip of the red wine. Following the MC, i grab the thin brush and dips it into the black paint. I become hesitant to put the black down on the canvas, not wanting to mess up the painting./ But I still want this to be really nice if you are going to hang it up. I want this to be nice for the people to visit this house to see it and not just a bad painting. I want it to be good and I want to be proud of this piece we did together.

@wu yifan "A bit pouty" is undermining my excessive behavior to be a total brat but I'll take it! I tried to not show it as much..I tend to do that to people I'm close to but I think I have matured now. It still comes and go, just not as severe. /chuckles remembering the few times I lashed out on you with pouts and domineering behavior./ It was a little rough but with help from my mom, I got through it and parenting groups too! /with the next step to follow I blend over the paint with the pigmented red color slathering it all over the canvas as the base./ Even if you mess up, I'm still hanging it up. It's our first couple painting..It's making me feel really giddy inside.

@wu bora Sometimes I forget that you were a bit pouty too. It was cute though. That sounds really hard, especially when you had to do it all alone and he didn't have any type of moral compass to help guide him. /I poured some of the paint onto one of the tiny cups. I dipped my brush onto the paint and starts painting my empty canvas, making sure to follow every instruction from the MC. My head turns briefly to look at what you are painting, smiling from your cute expression as you were painting./ I'll try my best not to mess up so that we can maybe hang it in your home.

@wu yifan He could have easily gotten it from me too, us both- But he was! I had a hard time not just blowing up at him, he really tested my patience. /chuckles from your peck to my cheek looking over to you briefly beginning to slap some paint onto my blank canvas following the instructions of our paint instructor, sticking my tongue out a little to side as I focus. / Make it your own baby, just follow the steps and it'll begin to come together.

@wu bora Hmmmm...Do I? Then that's how you know he's apart of my genes. Was he a pouty 2 year old at the time? /Replacing the pout on my lips with a big gummy smile. I lean in and places a big peck on the side of your cheek. I turn back to the table grabbing the same brushes the MC is holding. I look at the empty canvas I was mostly in charge of and took a deep breath, hoping I won't mess up./ Here goes nothing.

@wu yifan You really remind me of Evan right now when he was going through his terrible 2's../leans in closer to you smacking a loud kiss onto your lips quickly in hopes it'll help push the pout away, sitting back I distract myself with the beginning lessons of the painter MC speaking ahead grabbing my paint brush in hand./ Oh look we're starting!

@wu bora /Your gentle tug on my arms, releasing my folded arms and places them on my sides. I scrunch up my face with an evident frown staying on my lips./ Are you sure you're just saying it to make me feel better? I'm not a kid. /The words come out from my mouth, as I realize my actions are just like a kid. I slowly unscrunch my face with a small pout still on my face./

@wu yifan I'm.../seeing you pull your hand away, arms tucked over your chest and the large pout clearly evident on your face I was speechless in disbelief at what just unfolded before my eyes. You were really pouting and I couldn't help but be reminded of Evan./ Don't be upset~ I was kidding. /reaches for your arm trying to pull them out from the fold gently tugging./

@wu bora OKay okay we can decide on the fruit gifts after at the store. /My eyes widen and my mouth opened, shocked by the whisper that came out of your mouth. In a sulking way I whispered back to you./ It did not look like Evan's drawing. /I jut my bottom lip out and slightly forms a slight pout. I lean back on my chair, releases your the hold on your hand, and folds my arms, pretending to be mad at you./ But you did say it. Yes i am being pouty.

@wu yifan Oranges, she will like for sure. Melons too- /I hinted cupping my hand to the side of my lips whispering to you./ I don't remember correctly, but wasn't it..kind of like Evan's drawing now? /looks up as if I would see what I was remembering and chuckles at your words shaking my head, giving your hand a tug./ Baby nooo! I didn't say that, don't he hurt. Are you being pouty?