I'm sorry to those who are going to read this but I need to get this out.
I feel like no one wants me and I know it's my anxiety but it's making me want to rip my throat out. I'm feeling numb and my brain won't shut the up. I feel like I'm just here while everyone is just moving around me but it also feels like someone is choking me up against a wall while I just let them. Then there's the urge to slam my head against the anything hard. And I hate when I get like this. And I hate that I feel like a burden to anyone and everyone.