RANT♢

the withdrawal is hitting me again. hope they aren't being too hard on themselves or even... overworking or worse, deteriorating their health.

from the very moment you came into our lives
our world really changed, we were satisfied
we couldn’t think of a life without you by our side
but then the world just stopped, wish I could rewind

we saw you sitting there just trying to do your best
you made all your grades, you passed every test
now all of us can’t begin to digest
that we have to leave your soul to rest

tryin’ to find a way that I can turn back time
back to time that I could have told you I’m
sorry for all the things that you’re going through
and all the things that I never said to you

and I can’t decide what happens now
wish you were here to tell me how
to just get through this
when I’m waiting for you in the abyss

hey, don’t be afraid, can you hear me, can you hear me?
hey, I’m right here, can you see me, can you see me?

keep hold of your heart, can’t tear us apart
no one can ever take all our love away
even in the night, you always shine so bright
no one can ever change all our lovely days

this song goes out to everyone one of you
and everyone you’re missin’ too
it’s time for us to all break through
turn our views into a brighter hue

remember the good things about the one
instead of shooting ourselves with an invisible gun
that we keep in our head as we try to run
from our feelings even when they are not done

they may have been with us for years
so just accept all your tears
please don’t cover up your ears
and try to hide from all your fears

come and say what you want to say
it’s never too late to just say hey
your gaze might just see gray
but this might make your day

hey, don’t be afraid, can you hear me, can you hear me?
hey, I’m right here, can you see me, can you see me?

keep hold of your heart, can’t tear us apart
no one can ever take all our love away
even in the night, you always shine so bright
no one can ever change all our lovely days

I’ll take the time to send you a prayer
up above the crispy air
and when I got time to spare
I’ll imagine you way up there

you’ll watch over us for years ahead
and I’ll choose to remember instead
keep your image in my head
as I’m lyin’ in my bed

keep hold of your heart, can’t tear us apart
no one can ever take all our love away
even in the night, you always shine so bright
no one can ever change all our lovely days x2

no one can ever change all our lovely days

you always shine so bright

even in the night

no one can ever take all our love away

can't tear us apart

keep hold of your heart

hey, I'm right here, can you see me, can you see me

hey, don't be afraid, can you hear me, can you hear me

It's also like a reminder to all of us to be kind to everyone

No love.. you didn’t failed.
I’m sure he doesn’t want anyone to feel this way, always remember him for all the good things he has done, one way or another. It’s a much better memory to hold on to than a sad one

Its ok to cry

Its ok to not be fine

okay I gotta stop crying and put on my fine face

I just feel like I failed

Wheein..
I know this is hard, but I’m sure he doesn’t want to see you like this.
Never blamed yourself, don’t harp over this sad thought. Instead always remember all the good things that he has done. It’s always good to remember someone for all the good things, instead of mourning over him.

but I'm so upset

I wasn't even close to him

and I don't know what to DO

or any day after that

and he won't be there tomorrow

and when I get back to class he won't be there

it's real life

but it's not a nightmare

I want to wake up from this nightmare

he's not there

and I don't know what to do

and now he's not

he was there, alive