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aiya

я ненавижу это самочувствие
не знаю как быть и куда себя деть
она ненавидит меня наверное
даже делать не чего нормально не могу
А она не понимает
Ну и я её
Может в этом всё и есть
ну и правильно...
я заслуживаю этого
но я всё равно не знаю как мне быть
столько много мыслей и эмоций
У меня башка взорвется
до меня медленно всё доходит, а потом как рванёт,,,
и вообще я тварь последняя
я так себя ненавижу
И что мне делать
Долбить головой об стенку только осталось

[] tmw when the entire world is being stupid asf thinking corona won't get them because the cases are dying down yet they might peak up for a second wave if they keep acting stupid like this ugh it angers me so much that i have to stay in and take precautions so this can end but someone out there is making it worse for me :/

Why are majority of people in Jakarta so stupid? Ngga ada otak gitu. I’m not saying ALL people are brainless but MAJORITY OF YOU ARE. Don’t you realize that the number of covid cases udah lebih dari pada yang recovered? You guys peduli ngga sama ngga ngehargain tenaga medis yang udah susah2 ngatasin pasien2 covid? ING NO. U PADA NGGA PEDULI SAMA SEKALI. You guys masih aja ngumpul2 di cafe, pas disuruh pulang isolasi malahan marah2 ngga jelas. Liat aja nanti kalo younya yang kena jangan salahin orang lain. SALAHIN DIRI SENDIRI NGGA MW NURUT SAMA PERATURAN. For example, birthday cupseeves events. Ok lah understandable that you want to celebrate the idols birthday but it doesn’t hurt to not celebrate it for just this year especially with the covid still out there. Kan masih bisa di celebrate next year. Come one lah guys please....Here in Sydney aja a cupsleeve event was supposed to last for four days but because of the increasing cases di shorten jadi only 3 days. Because of you stupid motherers I possibly cannot go home this december. When I called with my dad and he said it’s better for me to stay here in Sydney and wait until the number if covid cases di Jakarta slows down, I literally cried after calling with my dad. I was so frustrated, worried, and angry as . Gila ya because of that I cannot sleep well because of feeling so worried about my family back in Jakarta. Please lah.....open your ing eyes, check the covid cases statistics and USE YOUR MOTHERING BRAINS. DONT BE BRAINLESS IDIOTS.