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@⁰³ mingyu k. there he was, half and fresh from the shower. it didnt take long for the female to storm in his direction. she didnt know what was going on especially with her emotions. for all she knew, there was just a red beaned cloud in her head and moments she amassed with him. afore she could comprehend her situation, her hand hoisted up into the air the moment her feet came to a cessation and landed on his left cheek. the loud smack resounding the locker room. lisa could hear the distinct shocked gasps and the whispers of the soccer team but she could care less. " you, you piece of of a man! you got ing balls to text me after the type of I've been going through. I needed you more than anyone and you got up and LEFT. without telling me a goddamn thing and you think you can come back here and win me over with a ing TEXT?! not even a call?" this time her minuscule voice echoed through the locker room. there was no time for her to give him the chance to speak, all this pent up anger and abandonedment, she was disoriented in her own nightmare. she didn't care anymore. lisa execrated it, the feeling. it was too hard to control and too hard to expound that she ended up having a stream of tears that swelled her once crystalized eyes that viewed him in nothing but love; were now painted in woefulness. it was obvious, the pain in her voice. did he not have a clue of how she felt? did he not know of the things that shes been going through in the days hes been gone? was if selfish of her to only think of herself at the moment? did it matter? she was feeling that type of ache in her chest as if someone had ripped it apart and told her to off. she felt that lonely feeling in the pit of her stomach. that morning the news went around, she couldnt help but feel like the world was against her and no on else, not a single GODDAMN person could tell how she felt. the entire week she was in her room up all night, overthinking and what did overthinking makes you do? they are demons that feed on the weakest, shade their sinful voices in your head and drill in the most negative things a person can think of and look wasnt even sure if she can endure it anymore. it took her a long time to muster up the courage to come here and he couldn't greet her? couldn't ask her what she was doing here? she was so frustrated with hands in her hair, one hand reaching over to wipe her tears. she was so upset that her body trembled and the tight feeling in her chest made it harder to breathe. it was like her lungs were being suppressed by a boulder that didnt care to move. in this moment, she couldnt care to listen. it was just her in a dark room with figures of the people she promised to run and protect. the same people who elected her became the same people who brought this weight upon her shoulders.

@⁰³ mingyu k. why was there so much going on today? for christ sake, mingyu? it had been too long since the last time she saw him. it felt like years when it hadn't been that long. if she was being honest, she enjoyed having mingyu around. only because she had a dirty little secret with him and him only. making him the only man who knew about her ways both inside and out. seeing his text messages only made her feel more hurt. after everything shes been through since he left, she felt abandoned. even if they were nothing more than just friends with benefits, lisa had given him more than she would to anyone else. storming into the locker room, the female was boiling in blood. her heart racing as she held back tears. this prick? he was back? ing prick. "kim mingyu!!" lisa shouted as she slammed the door of the males locker room open. awaiting for the male to respond back to her. she didnt care if they other boys were half , wet, sweaty. no one she cared about more than the man that made her heart flutter yet still being the same one to shatter every dream and hope she had left in this damned world.