[V] Jennie's Bedroom

@[S] Jennie Because I want to be with you.
*I say nodding my head and coming closer*
I'm not asking for . I just want to help you clean.
*tilts my head and stops in the doorway*
If not I'll just wait outside.

@[MI] Siyeon W-why?
*face flushes as you ask to come in. You are much more polite about it then I expected, but I felt nervous about your request, my face flushing red*
I…I can’t have until I’m bought.
*reminds you, as it seemed like your invitation included such scandalous acts*

@[S] Jennie *Hears the shower more and stops outside*
Oh, I see. Do you mind if I come in?
*I ask knowing well you rather be treated fairly and my eyes dazzle just outside of the shower room*
I don’t mind waiting twenty minutes outside but wouldn’t it be faster for us to help each other beautiful?

@[MI] Siyeon *turns on the shower, beginning to undress*
*straightens when I hear your voice calling for me*
Y-yeah?
Yes, I’m in here. I’ll be out in about 20 minutes!
*calls and quickly slips out of my clothes, hoping into the little shower and pulling the curtain, watching to make sure you wouldn’t walk in*

@[S] Jennie *Wakes up early in the moring wondering what happened last night as I'm not too sure where I even ended up in*
*Hears the showers running and rubs my eyes blinking hard*
Jennie?
*I question getting up from the position and walking over to the shower room itself*
You in there?

@[MI] Siyeon *scooches my body to get comfortable with yours, closing my eyes and resting my cheek on the pillow we both laid on*
*watches you drift to sleep, smiling softly and then fully relaxing back into your body, falling asleep*

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*wakes up after a couple hours, stretching my arm out as I see your still sleeping*
*quietly slips away from your body and I open my drawer, grabbing two towels and looking for a hair tie quietly to go shower*

@[S] Jennie *smiles feeling you finally starting to trust me *
I'll rest with you. Thanks for giving me your trust.
*I say grabbing your sheets gently and placing an arm around your back as I put the remaining blanket around me and snuggle into you*
I love getting close to you. I'll definitely try to be a lot more aware of my own actions.
*I say starting to Drift asleep *

@[MI] Siyeon *sighs happily, closing my eyes and enjoying the kisses and affection you showered me with as I hug you close*
*nods in bashful agreement as you ask me to rest some more, continuously kissing my cheeks, making my toes curl and my stomach tingle*
Will you...rest with me?
*asks as I separate from you only to pull back the covers and slide in, making sure to leave room if you wanted to join*
Or do you have to be somewhere...
*understands if you did, as im sure there are other businesses outside the pearl house to attend to*

@[S] Jennie Don't answer what?
*I question dazzling my eyes up and down your body like a serpent. A hum leaves my voice and I kisses your lips even more holding you closer to my body*
No problem. I want to give you everything you want and deserves.
*sees you're tearing up and runs my fingers slowly wiping away the tears and gives you a kiss on your cheeks*
I promise you both will get your freedoms and that his debts will be paid. How about if you rest a bit. I can see all the worries have made you exhausted and I do apologise for it
*i say tenderly kissing your cheeks even more *

@[MI] Siyeon Then why...never mind, don't answer that.
*scowls slightly at you. You beat me because of my bad behavior, but my behavior wasn't even bad! In this house, sure, but not to the outside world where everyone else lived. The world I was in not too long ago*
*looks between your eyes as you think over my offer, visibly surprised, but something in your melted...for me, I realized. You kiss me and I kiss you back willingly, waiting for your promise*
*when you make it, my entire face lights up in a massive grin, wrapping my arms around your body and giving you the biggest huge*
Thank you...
*I feel the most happiest tears come into the corners of my eyes. San was going to get his freedom. I was so excited for him, I could barley contain myself!*

@[S] Jennie *Smiles feeling your hand around my waist, liking the gesture. Enjoying our presence even more so than I have before*
You're scared of that? hmmm I do not beat people up all the time. In fact, I find beating up people to be really tiresome.
*I say knowing that I rather be verbal than to use physical strength on anyone*
*Eyes widens hearing your words, a debt? Money? Questions if you're just wanting me for my money or if this was a genuine desire from you*
*Looks at you with concern and nods my head feeling your hands my face kissing you gently*
I promise I will free him from the shackles. I won't even cheat you. He deserves his freedom if you feel that strongly about him. As I do for you Jennie.

@[MI] Siyeon *your answer is very valid and clear. You don’t make up excuses- you just want to show me that I can right now and from now on*
*thinks about your questions toward me, feeling your nudge and wrapping one arm around your waist, clearing my throat*
I’m scared you’ll beat me into a pulp if I say no to any of your demands.
Mmm…
*tries to think of what you can do to make it up to me. And then I get it, like a lightbulb going over my head*
I have a friend here…he’s practically my brother, we’ve known each other since we were children. He’s a slave, and the reason he was sold here is because he needs to pay off a debt…
*pulls back a bit to look at your face clearly so you know I’m serious*
If you help pay off his debts…I will forgive you and submit to you.
But you have to help him.
*repeats myself, concerned that you will cheat my offering. But I want my good friend to be free of his chains, and provide for his family without so much sacrifice. He still had a chance of home taking him back, while I…I could never go home*
*looks between your eyes, reaching up to cup your cheek softly*
Please Siyeon.

@[S] Jennie ou don't I just want to show you how much I care about you.
*I say hugging you even more*
I just want to prove that you can trust me. Are you still scared of me? How can I make it up to you Jennie?
*I question hoping you don't retort but gives you a slight nudge wanting you to embrace me more *

@[MI] Siyeon *feels you petting my hair and kissing my forehead, apologizing officially for scathing me and repeating that you wanted me with you*
*exhales softly, rubbing my sleepy eyes with my fingers as I try to think*
…how do I know I can trust you?
*asks you quietly, still looking toward my hands and your chest, blushing softly because I was so close to your s*

@[S] Jennie *keeps watching you sleep as I hold you in my arms understanding how much pain you been though. Lightly kissing your forehead now and again *
Hmm?
*i question tilting my head to the side as I see you awake and slightly pets your hair *
I'm sorry if it made you scared. It's just who I am. But I really do mean it. I want to be with you.
*I say wanting you to feel safe with me*

@[MI] Siyeon *due to the exhaustion and stress, I’m down for over an hour, my breathes evening out as my body forces itself to take a break and reset*
*after that time, I slowly come to, my eyes fluttering open as I look and see you laying next to me. I swallow, releasing a soft exhale as I scoot closer to you, cuddling into your frame as I give up fighting with you, just wanting to recharge after so much drama*

@[S] Jennie *I hug you deeply feeling your hand pushing me and keeping myself firmly still not budging*
No.
*I say holding you closely and letting you cry on my dress and once you pass out I bring my arms around you gently and lay you on the bed giving you gentle kisses*
Such a stubborn girl.
*I say to myself whispering quiet as I pet your back not letting you go at all*

@[MI] Siyeon No!
*I don’t understand how you can’t read my emotional signals, but I am done with this crap. I try to push you off from me as you compliment me on my strength*
No, go away! I want nothing to do with you. Just go!
*cries as I try pushing you again, but you won’t let me go, so I end up crying into your chest, breaking down in sobs as my head gets fuzzy, and eventually from the stress, I pass out completely in your arms.*

@[S] Jennie My eyes looks at you with concern was this you're emotions just bursting or was this the brat I saw the other day. Either way I inhale and exhale wanting to just get you to finally burst which happened*
No of course not. I wanted to see just how far you will go and honestly this was making me rather curious about you.
*I say wrapping my arm around you and holding you close *
I have never once thought of you like that. I want you I really do want you.
*I say preparing myself to be shoved by you not even sure why I really wanted it but knows that I wanted you to be strong and thus my words from previous*
I do care a lot is why I'm here. I asked your name so I know you. I even gave you my own. If I wanted you to feel bad I would have said otherwise. Jennie you're a very strong girl. Almost a bit too strong and I really admire that of you. I want you to be mine. I want you to know that you can trust me. To get to know me and most of all to rely on me. Its only going to keep hurting. Please let me help you.

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@[MI] Siyeon That's the point head!
*growls and runs my hands through my hair in frustration as you try to pin this on me, seeing as you didn't even care about my emotional outburst only assuming it was a way to manipulate when I was actually hurting. And you can't even see it...*
You think emotions are only legitimized when a person is standing? Your an and delusional!
I am not your doll! I am not a toy- and I meant what I said the other day, I will NEVER be yours.
*stands up to you in my words, but I am just waiting for the beat down. I hope either way it will solidify that you can't tame me, and I won't willingly be your slave, regardless if you buy me*

@[S] Jennie Excuse me?
*I say in shock my head getting a bit more extreme as this situation was surely being more serious than I anticipated*
*hearing your snap I close the door to the cage and walks back over to you. Your yelling made me dismiss the guard almost immediately as they came charging in *
You really are something. Did i not just ask if I could kiss you? I want to hold you in my arms but at the same time you're making it even more difficult to have sympathy or even care when all you do is push people away.
*I say stopping just feet apart seeing the tear making me sigh *
You think crying would make everything go away? Being a slave, do you think your emotions really hold weight when you can't even stand on your own feet? Do you just need to be broken and melded or just healed. From what I've seen. You're cold sinister and pushy. Makes me want to hold you but at the same time I do like seeing how fragile you can become.

@[MI] Siyeon If you wanted my love you wouldn't have beaten me just because you had the power to in this house.
*runs a shaky hand through my hair, moving to the window of the room, pointing*
I want that. I want freedom. I want consent, and choice. I don't want to owned or made to be a slave for other's amusement, because I've already been that my whole life, and I can't do it anymore!!
*gasps shakily and covers my mouth, realizing I've yelled and said too much, tears falling down my face*
*my knees tremble and I drop to the floor, covering my face with my hands as I begin to cry*

@[S] Jennie I want your body. I want your face and I want your love. Its that not what you deserve?
*I ask wanting to just hit something but brings myself to a stop knowing how much it scares you *
Than what do you want?
*Question signing hard and getting of the very bed. Instead going over to the cage and inspecting it *
What's wrong with it? Not like I'd force you into one unless you misbehave. I like you a lot Jennie. With or without this.

@[MI] Siyeon *sees the side of you that seems caring and kind, the panic also written out as if you weren't expecting me to be scared of you*
You want my body. You want this!
*gestures around to the slave room with ropes and toys laying about, the cages too*
But you don't want me. Because all this is not what I want
*ptears come into the corners of my eyes . Ipatmy chest over where my beating heart was, not sure how else to explain this to you*

@[S] Jennie *wonder what on earth was going on and signs looking at your fear coming onto your face. My heart pounding every moment knowing I enjoy seeing it*
*Hears your word only making me tilt my head wondering why you said just that. My eyes fluttering from the feeling of lost between us *
*breathes gentler as I feel your head not on my lap which makes me sigh from the worse feeling and what was worse is you going away from me pounding my heart even more so *
Is not a game! I really want you to be with me.
*I say wondering if I should just leave this situation and come back the next day or perhaps just find another person in the manor and forget about you *

@[MI] Siyeon *pulls back from your kiss, turning my face away as I don't trust you anymore. You ask if I'm scared and I don't know what to say. The truth? Was it not obvious enough*
Please.
*pulls my hair back from your fingers, standing up from the bed to reposition myself as I had before, several feet back from you, my arms crossed over my body*
Please I...I don't want to do this. I don't want to play this game.
*thinks back to your words, trying to connect whatever sadistic side you had always running, since at the beginning of the conversation you called this a game. But would you listen to me anymore? I can practically feel in the air how your patience was drying, my heart beginning to pound nervously as I look to the door, wondering if I can make a run for it. But I'm already filled with fear, and I don't think my legs can carry me if I try to run*

@[S] Jennie *Sees you hesitate at the mention of being hurt again and decide not to pay attention too it. Knowing the guards can't do anything about it and that what I want would happen eventually*
Are you scared?
*I ask as you play with your nails and kisses you gently*
I'm sorry if it makes you feel uncomferable Jennie. I'm Siyeon.
*I say your hair with my fingers and creasses the strand knowing that my sadisitic side would kick in no matter what*

@[MI] Siyeon *hears you unable to promise not to hurt me, my smile melting off like wax to a fire, as you even swear that you'll do worse to me the next time I misbehave*
*feels frozen in the hug, suddenly stuck as the flip on you changed rapidly again toward violence, and I'm on edge now*
*looks down at my lap in disappointment, picking at my nails as you ask me about my name, and I don't know what to say, so I'm quiet for a few moments. But then I think it not best to give you a reason to hit me, so I swallow the dryness of my throat down and speak up again*
...Jennie...

@[S] Jennie *Sees your warm smile and lets the book go knowing how much you really want it, my eyes locking onto yours as I hear your permission to kiss you. Doing so the very next moment*
If you misbehave I might need too. In fact if you ever do misbehave our first encounter was just a warm up.
*I say staring closely at you knowing that I’m not joking wrapping my own arms around you and gives you more of a warmer hug*
You can be a good girl when you want too be. I’m impressed. What’s your name? I don’t think I even got that far in knowing a beautiful girl like yourself.