*walks in holding the strap of my backpack looking around. Whistles to myself turning while walking looking over all the shiny expensive looking things*
Whoa...
@Baekho [D] Blinking in confusion, Jinyoung lowered his eyes as he tried to get his head around everything that Baekho had said. All of this about Baekho's angel... It was more than a little surprising and shocking. Again everything he had learned and believed before was being tested, almost proved wrong. And it was a little terrifying to Jinyoung. He didn't really know what to think anymore. "Well... I'm glad that you are happy, Baekho."
@Jinyoung [D] "He is truly the most amazing person I have ever met~" Baekho answered him with a big smile. "And I love him equally as much~" Closing his eyes, Baekho imagined the possibilities for how to bring around the feather.
@Baekho [D] And if Jinyoung hadn't been shocked before, he definitely was now. "He gave you a feather... Baekho... That is such a big deal... He must love you an awful lot... To not only show you his wings, but to give you a feather too..."
@Jinyoung [D] "He did~ Matter of fact, I have a feather of it," Baekho commented happily with a big smile. "And I treasure it as if it was the most valuable silk. It is my most beloved item~"
@Baekho [D] His eyes widening, Jinyoung leaned forward in interest, gaping at the other slightly. Did he just hear correctly. "He showed you his wings? You've seen an angels wings? That is such a big deal." He flopped back into his seat, muttering to himself slightly. "I've never seen their wings... they won't show you them even if you try to force them."
@Jinyoung [D] "Maybe so~" Baekho chuckled back, the smile still evident on his lips as he leaned back in his chair. "Oh, he is something special, that's for sure. And their wings..." Baekho closed his eyes, imagining the white feathers. "They're amazing~"
@Baekho [D] An angel? Fearless? Naughty? It sounded too good to be true.
"Seriously? An angel being that dynamic? He must be one hell of an angel then... A one off." Jinyoung chuckled, shaking his head in disbelief and amusement.
@Jinyoung [D] "This one isn't~" Baekho commented with a big smile. "He's fearless~ Naughty~" He kept smiling as he told the details. "Amazing in every way possible."
@Baekho [D] "An angel?" Jinyoung blinked. Did he really just hear right? "Seriously, an angel? Aren't angels a little... bland?" He wrinkled his nose slightly in distaste. As fun as it was to taint angels... the ones he had encountered had always been frightfully boring.
@Jinyoung [D] "Believe it or not," Baekho started chuckling. "But he's an angel. They really never lied when they taught us about their beauty. So amazing that it would make any demon hurl." He kept chuckling to himself, shaking his head. "I never did think about how childish that sounded. But alas, it's true. The angel's really are things of beauty."
@Baekho [D] Jinyoung tilted his head to the side in question. He was confused but... the more Baekho talked the more intrigued he was becoming. It's not every day that a demon falls in love after all. Especially not to be loved in return as well. Leaning his chin into his palm, he smirked teasingly. "So... Who is this mystery he?"
@Jinyoung [D] "No, not love at first sight. Love at first encounter. It required more than just seeing him. But once he spoke. Once he acted... He was so beautiful~" Baekho told the other truthfully.
@Baekho [D] "Love at first sight?" Jinyoung blinked, almost deadpan. That was a fable, a myth. Love at first sight never happened in reality. Especially not to a demon. Lust at first sight maybe, but not love. "I'm sorry, Hyung... but I don't believe in that." He chuckled to himself slightly. "I barely believe in love in general."
@Jinyoung [D] "You tell me," Baekho chuckled. "It kind of just... hit me."
He smiled gently up at him. "I doubt I could tell you everything. I am still confused because of the whole thing, to be honest with you. But I like it, that's for sure. Now... How to find love..."
He spent a long while in silence before speaking again. "I never searched to be honest. I never even thought of it as a possibility. But one encounter was enough...."
@Baekho [D] "They are pathetic creatures now, Hyung. So I wouldn't worry about them too much... They've become... obedient." Jinyoung sneered. He had never been that obedient himself and to see others of his kind bow down so willingly... It almost made him sick. Whatever happened to demons obeying no-one but themselves. They were made to break the rules. To strike fear and terror into human's hearts. When did that mean that they had to become obedient? The brands were an attempt to reign all the most disobedient demons in... but it hadn't worked on him.
He sighed to himself slightly before looking at the inquisitively. "So... You've found love... Again? How did that happen? How does a demon find love?"
@Jinyoung [D] "You're stil young," Baekho answered his, shaking his head with a small smile. "Do not believe for one moment that I didn't think like you. If you had know the things I did finding out about the changes going on in me... You would find me crazy beyond doubt." He laughed.
"Oh, I was just like you back then. Scared. Afraid of what the changes might do to me. And they did a lot. And the other demon-kin hate me for it. They don't find me... demonic enough. Ha! To think they take the Pale Knight so lightly for nothing. I'm stronger than what any of those cowards ever will be."
@Baekho [D] "A natural change? Is that what you mean?" Jinyoung sighed softly to himself. He liked who he was. He had fun and lots of it. He only answered to himself. Doing what he wanted. "But Hyung... what if you don't want to change? What if you are happy with who you are already?" There was one thing, that Jinyoung knew for certain. He would always be the Puppeteer. Playing with blood was too enticing to him, and when done right filled him with such euphoria.
@Jinyoung [D] "Well... I don't know... I mean... You shouldn't change for anyone. Never, and I tell you NEVER, change for anyone. But let life change you. You are not in charge of the change, nor should you strive to become someone you're not. But if that time comes... If the time comes where you feel the change start. Don't fight it."
Baekho sent the young demon a smile.
"It is not as confusing as it sounds. It's just difficult to put into words."
@Baekho [D] "Forgive me, Baekho, but... This is confusing me. I don't understand how something... someone... can make you feel like that." Jinyoung looked down at his wrist and the hidden brand on his skin. "Isn't changing yourself for others a bad thing? And why bother?" This was all so confusing to him. Was everything he had been led to believe before a lie? Here was his idol as a young demon telling him that love was possible. If he could believe anyone, it was The Prince of Ash right? But he himself was the Puppeteer... tormentor of many... He was still yet to pay for everything he had done... and he still couldn't stop himself from partaking in the torment.
@Jinyoung [D] "It can be painful... But the higher the risk, the bigger the reward," Baekho mumbled and smiled. "Trust me, it's not as bad as you think. Oh, and... Well... It is very different from... rest of existence for us demons. I just... I don't know really."
@Baekho [D] "You make it sound almost... painful." Jinyoung winced. He wasn't sure he really wanted to discover what love felt like. It seemed like a waste of time. Everyone always left in the end anyway. Why put yourself through that, when you can have all the excitement and thrill that lust brings?
And all this talk about having a meaning to live, a purpose... Jinyoung's purpose was to bring torment to all, wasn't it? That was what his powers did... His victims sometimes even went insane. Hearing their screams gave him such a thrill. Was there truly another purpose than what they, the demons, had originally been created for?
@Jinyoung [D] "Twice..." Baekho answered him with a sigh, followed by a soft smile and a nod. "The first time... Fatal... I lost my heart. Literally," he whispered, placing his hand over his shirt, feeling the scar stil underneath. "It grew back in time... You know our demonic healing and all. And I... I found love again. Strange thing, really. To live with a meaning. To feel that you exist for a reason. I sure as hell never felt that before." He chuckled.
"Unless raising hell in hell was a reason to live~" The laugh grew louder, before quickly subsiding again.
"It's difficult to explain."
@Baekho [D] "Doing something for someone else? That sounds a little like obeying orders to me... And I've sure had more than enough of doing that..." Jinyoung sighed. All he wanted was to be free, but... would he be? The way Baekho was talking... it was almost as if the other had found... love. But that couldn't be right, could it? Baekho was a demon... They would never get to experience love, at least... That was what Jinyoung had always been led to believe.
"Hyung... Are... Are you talking about love? Did..." He swallowed slightly. "Did you find it?" Why was the mere idea of love so difficult to talk about? It shouldn't be... But it made him a little nervous. It was strange. It was foreign. Lust he knew all too well, but love?
@Jinyoung [D] "It did to me," Baekho answered him with a slight smile. "But I don't regret it. I live a life now that is more fulfilling than what I ever had before. Pleasure for your own gain... I know how arousing and wonderful it is, trust me, I do... But..." Baekho paused a little, the smile on his lips growing bigger. "The pleasure of seeing someone else's face light up from something you've done... It's a million times as rewarding as what else I could do on my own."
"Don't be afraid, friend. This world might be different, and it might change us. But knowing that I now have something to fight FOR... I feel stronger than I have ever before."
Yoona will be on semi-hiatus. The date of return is unknown as of now, but I'll try my best to remain active. Thank you, and sorry for the inconvenience.