@Jay Park [W] *rubbing a hand across my forehead, I groan slightly before I sit down on the other sofa*
Sorry I didn't greet you before...
I've been a bit lax in my duties lately due to illness.
*covers my mouth as I cough a few times*
Sorry.
Anyway, I'm Jonghyun, the alpha here.
Welcome to the pack.
*dragging myself into the room, I drop down into one of the sofa. Still crying softly. Looking up at the ceiling* I hope i can make it through this...I can't be alone...not again...
@Jonghyun [W] N-no, Jong... It isn't your fault, definitely not your fault.
I... I'll get him back *nods with a stern expression*
I promise you, I'll get him back!
*sprints directly towards you before disappearing into thin air*
@Tao [W] *gently cupping your face, I pull your head away to make you focus on my eyes*
Taozi, look at me.
It will be okay.
Just take slow deep breaths okay?
@Jonghyun [W] *curling into myself slightly* I can't....*panting softly* I can't breathe....*looking at you panicked* Why...Why....*crumbling as I sob as I try and catch my breath* Jong...why....
@Tao [W] I know it does.
It hurts more than anything.
And it will do for a while.
Just...
Just lean on us, okay?
The rest of the pack, we're still here for you.
We love you Taozi, we're your family now.
*gently runs my hand through your hair*
It will heal in time though, I promise.
@Jonghyun [W] *sobbing still, I press my head into your shoulder more as I cling to you for dear life.* How am i supposed to go on? Just how....*swallows thickly* My hearts torn to shreds...how can i cope knowing that he's gone....that hes fallen out of love with me....because he must have to want to leave me....I can't *lets out a distraught cry* It hurts so much...
@Tao [W] Oh Taozi...
*continues to cuddle you close, soothingly and reassuringly*
It's not your fault.
You need to be here, Taozi.
You belong here with us, so don't say that you shouldn't have come.
You did nothing wrong.
This is all him.
He's being an idiot.
@Jonghyun [W] *shaking my head* It is....if i hadn'r joined...he would have still be here....it me...I shouldn't have come....I'm nothing more that just trouble for everyone. I love him...why did he leave. Jonghyun...why? What did i do wrong? I...I gave myself to him *sobs uncontrollably* I feel used...I gave myself to him because i thought he was the one...
@Tao [W] Now that's a lie.
You are not a monster.
And you're certainly not bad luck.
*hugs you tightly and reassuringly*
Guk... he didn't originally want to join the pack, back when it was just me and Kibummie.
I guess his old worries cropped back up.
This is not your fault Taozi.
@Jonghyun [W] *sobs brokenly into your shoulder, Pulling you closer to me, my hands clinging to the back of your shirt* I'm nothing but a monster, it's all my fault, he left b-because of me....He's left the pack because i'm nothing but bad luck....
@Tao [W] Taozi...
*my face falls completely as I sit onto the sofa, pulling you to me and cradling your head*
Come here.
*rubs your back soothingly as I sigh*
I'm so sorry.
@Jonghyun [W] *gritting my teeth as i shake violently* He's left....He's gone and left me....*my fingers gripping the pillow tightly as tears rolls down my cheeks* He's done what everyone else has done...
@Jonghyun [W] *looking over at you, my hands gripping the pillow tightly before i look away and back out the window* Nothing...I'm fine...*gritting my teeth as i set my jaw to stop myself crying*
Yoona will be on semi-hiatus. The date of return is unknown as of now, but I'll try my best to remain active. Thank you, and sorry for the inconvenience.