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@jeon ⋄ jungkook [] haha thanks so much, you understand me and how I roll : )
I’m relieved it’s perfect as it is tho
Sorry though…I had to add context to show there’s a separation there but yes that last part after the “~”, don’t need to reply to. It’s more for you to understand there’s a difference : ) ]

*considering he’s so used to expecting humans wanting something in return? He had a misanthropic viewpoint on /anyone/ who tried to get close to him. Even if he /was/ freezing in the alley at nights when he wasn’t in another female cougar’s bed warm and fed. In the beginning it perplexed him and he kept trying to tempt and satisfy you. When that didn’t work out, he had shrugged it off for a while too- well until he started to look at your personality and might’ve given you more shortcuts than the usual others when he had his own adult versions of a temper tantrum.*

*when his feelings were growing, he especially hated those days when you came in clearly smelling like anyone else but yourself. /Especially/ since he had a heightened sensitivity to smell. Sure he can’t do about it. He can’t stop you from ing others the same way you couldn’t stop him from as well. Afterall, if he did, you’d have to force him to stop too- which wouldn’t help him in the long run given his own case was very different. But , did he feel a sense of relief that even after those times, you’d moan his name behind closed doors. It was reassurance for him that hey, even if you were dating, at least he meant something to his baby daddy than just some ing annoying pity party guest you wouldn’t wanna .*

*at you calling him out for insulting you as a girl, all he responds with is a breathy snicker against your ear. You’re not wrong. And yet, he didn’t ing care. He would you regardless. And yet as he notices the way your own back cowers in your understanding that it’s just a convenience, he tries to pull your towards him. His other hand settled on your waist as he slides his tongue against your ear and lips* baby, if this was all just some convenience, I wouldn’t be doing like this sober with a guy. *he smirks. That’s right, you couldn’t smell a hint of alcohol on him, as Jeongguk, using a snip-it of his own past to fill in the holes for your fantasy request, was not taking drugs at this time. He presses his lips to the corner of your own, pulling the corner into his mouth*

*as the younger backed you into the island counter, during the kiss, he breathes against your lips, softly as he massaged your upper lip with his top and bottom lips alternatively all while you his bottom one and tongue. At the cold feeling of your new tongue piercing rubbing between the underside of his tongue and yours, he smirks while stripping your pants, flicking his tongue up your gums* added a few decorations for me, baby daddy? *he teases with a soft snicker only for his own breath to hitch. You made a y image for him when you ed him pleading to be made his own everywhere as you backed your into his fingers while holding your body back on the counter. , maybe another day he’d make you finger yourself while for him, beg for it. Or maybe the other way. You hold him back from , when he trusts you enough to of course, as you finger ed your while his .*

Oh baby… *he moans softly against your voice* the way you speak to me. What a dirty you are… *he growls with demand* with pleasure, baby daddy. I’ll spread every drop of in your ty hole. And I’m not planning to ing stop until you’re keeling over drooling for more… *his brows furrowed aggressively in desire. He groans at your twitching between his now squelching fingers as he grits his teeth, ing as you kept ing yourself on his fingers*

*he snickers as his ’s head neared closer to your hole again as he bit his lower lip while looking at your flushed expression, curious how you looked and then smirking as you kept pushing against his fingers despite his right there. He snickers* you’re such a . Enjoying my fingers than my ? *teases insultingly* you don’t wanna do you, just wanna keep riding them *then he spanks your cheek lightly as he pulled you towards him with a grin.*

I did. , you were so hot with your in the air. *snickers breathily* your was still twitching so hard too, I swore I was about to…straddle your hips and push my in you with one go. *snickers at the image* you’d be so confused if your date came back but beg for more at how good the mystery man’s was *he growls at the thought before tilting his head playfully* but I told you didn’t I? *he flicks the head of his , making him hitch a breath* you’re gonna show me what you did to that poor . Show this “innocent” boy how dirty your thoughts are.

*and to make a point, he slowly inserts himself into your hole with a soft groan and bite of his lips at the sudden heat around him. he just wanted to slam in.* hh for a you’re so..tight damn. *But before he did anything more, he didn’t. He just smirks challengingly at you as his just stayed a quarter way inside your hole without moving. As if to say “what’re you waiting for? Show me how it’s done, babe. A hand was wrapped around your waist to give you that leverage too. He wanted to see it. How you’d use him. How you’d use him to get yourself off, too.*

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*well…this is all coming from the viewpoint of this character baby Jeongguk’s storyline you were interacting with, not exactly with the man Jeongguk was now- though it was being acted by the said man. And yet, despite not being this young Jeongguk anymore who never loved but one who finally had someone he loved more than infatuation, the story told and the director playing the script for this story wasn’t as unrelated as with his other victims’s stories. This illusion was a story told from the /very/ past of Jeongguk. The main but heartbroken director of this illusion himself.*

*as you moaned for the baby Jeongguk character he was playing, the director jeongguk outside of the illusion was mesmerized by your y expressions as you bucked your hips against his hand. You were really ing struggling with baby Jeongguk huh? He smirks internally, amused at the thought. The illusion he gave you and we were re-enacting had started with a snip-it of his own past as baby Jeongguk. A time from the director’s original world when a similar scenario occurred. V Hyung had beat him after finding out that Jeongguk had successfully seduced the older’s boyfriend, a baby named yoongi at that time. And yes, just like in that story, Jeongguk got kicked out of their college apartment at the private university campus which was set hundreds of years earlier than this new world’s. V Hyung and Jeongguk became ex-roommates for the first time and Jeongguk had nowhere to live given his hobie Hyung wasn’t all there so he literally was living out in an alley.*

*Actually, the main director Jeongguk never planned to use something from his past to setup our first ual encounter. He much preferred /avoiding/ that because people getting close to him. But the reason why he used it was well, you /weren’t/ clear on your fantasy. All you literally wanted was to comfort a baby Jeongguk with a similar sad backstory. And all you said was “I want a baby boy to me.” You never specified to him through your mind or words the details on what and how and who.*

*So of course, not knowing how else to create it and still keep the momentum, the main director Jeongguk had to fill in those holes with something he knew enough about. Of course, that being said, just because he included snip-it’s of his /actual/ past, doesn’t mean everything that happens in this illusion happened in his past. For example, the other who had took him in, who was ironically a clone of him, too- which what’s with him ing his clones, narcissistic much?- /did/ allow Jeongguk to him on the first day though still expected and wanted Jeongguk around as a friend which obviously, Jeongguk didn’t give two s about. Things like this were usual when the main director had to fill in the holes. Almost like an alternate scenario where a few variables would be changed to fit the vibe you wanted for your own illusion.*

*but either way, just as young Jeongguk in character was loving how you were treating him, the guy behind those actions was snickering amused, enjoying it as well. But more so, curious what you plan to do with that y brain of yours for him.*

@Jeongguk [It's perfect the way it is no worries, I am gonna cut the first part and focus on the scenario because knowing you, you won't cut it lol]

*How could Jungkook even do that? Ask for as payment because you got kicked out and your life wasn't going easy on you? Why would you even expect that from him? It just shows how little you knew about him. If he did that he wouldn't be any better than people who did that to you before. Jungkook wanted to give you a home and a safe space where you could just be yourself. He didn't expect anything in return.*

*Yes, he was crazy about you. Your body, face the way you talked, and that mischievous spark in your eyes. He adored that. He wanted to do all sorts of things to you but he would never do that against your will. You don't owe him anything, so he shut it all down and opted to be your hyung. Only sometimes giving himself a moment of relief during showers and late nights, touching himself and pretending that it's you. The guilt he felt after was awful but it kept him going.*

*On a good day he would tease you back, smile and nods, ruffling your hair, enjoying your company. On bad days, he stayed quiet, just nodding and avoiding your eyes and later hiding in his bedroom. On that day he felt lonely and sad, and enduring your gossip about others or your moans and grunts, exposed skin. He wanted that, and he has no right to do so. It was easier to leave you be.*

*After all you were 'straight' as you liked to remind him, and he was a prude, which was your usual insult.  And Jungkook tried hard to kill his desire, even tried dating. The few dates were okay, but nights and were just bad, leaving Jungkook frustrated and defeated so he gave up quickly. Focusing on his work, and getting new tattoos.*

*And now... this. Right when he was about to give up on his hope you did this. There was no energy to fight you and push you away. he wanted this for so long. *

Mmm... , yes... *He grunted, losing himself for pleasure, watching your hands, and moving against them, no longer holding back. * Only you could hold my and call me a girl, really Jeongguk? *He laughed breathlessly which in the end turned into rather a loud grunt, when he pressed himself harder against you, feeling your naughty mouth against his ear.*

Only what you want to give me. It could be nothing and I will still accept it. *That's right. You could call it ends right now and there and he would hold it against you. He was no near important. Just convenient.*

*He didn't want to kiss you long. He wasn't sure if he could. Yet it feel nice when you didn't let him move away when you pulled him closer like you own him and kept kissing him. He melted right there, his hand slipped into your nape to pull you even closer, kissing hard, on your tongue, and lower lip, letting you feel the pierced lip and quite new pierced tongue.*

me here, me in the living room or your bedroom. Whenever you want, I want it too. *He wrapped his legs, around your waist to keep you in place for one more moment, grinding against you as well, and openly into your lips.* Ah, . *He on your lower lips before he grunted again.* , Jeongguk... I can be anyone as long as won't ing stop. Even dirty . *His fingers pulled on your hair, the other one rested behind him, supporting his weight when he arched his back, stopping the kisses as his head fall back when he aggressively hip ing against your fingers. He couldn't even give you a proper answer,  clenching your fingers.*

Did you see me? *He laughed lowly, finally looking at your face.* You should have me then. You heard me. I wanted you. I begged for you *He rolled his hips, biting his lips when your fingers brushed lightly against his prostate.* Mhmm... and I will do it again. Please give me your . Don't make your wait.

@jeon ⋄ jungkook *there’s so much truth to the way you viewed your own ual experiences and the way he did as well. And yet for him, dreams meant everything to him. More than . It was a way to remind himself he’s still living. He’s still a motherer yeah. But a living motherer. It’s weird. Probably doesn’t make any ing sense. But also, he wouldn’t /dare/ to dump his own onto you. That was /your/ job on him. Dump your needs, desire, trauma, kinks. Because he can take it. He has that unique ability to get about /anything/ his victim liked. /anything/ even true debauchery you wouldn’t even want to /hear/ because it was that triggering.*

*give him your pain, your emotions, give him everything. And he’ll use it to make himself feel so ing good- regardless what a normal human with usual emotional logic would think about it. Regardless what he wanted instead.*

(No worries, I gotchu).

*when his baby daddy struggled constantly with trying to stay away from Jeongguk, at first Jeongguk snickered and played along, even man-spreading his legs. Throwing a hand behind his head. and groaning as if you were actually riding his rather than him just simply stretching. He had fun flustering you, making you wait. Making you want to use him. Afterall, he was straight. He didn’t need an to get off. He could easily a or two afterwards. But the more he grew attached to you personally, the more it got /painful/ and his teasing innuendos grew worse. There were nights when he wouldn’t even his usual . There was a time when he even played “accidentally” on the tv just to get you while you were cooking. And yet you stayed steadfast to your annoying morals. What the , is he serious. He’d think. Despite the many times he even teased you about just going for it. Just hop on his and ride him. You just never did and took care of yourself while obviously thinking about him behind closed doors. It was only /then/ he realized this straight thing was being so ing annoying.*

*he wasn’t like that before. Like that meaning so ing desperate. There was a time in his life he was banging female cougars. It was bad. Was unhealthy. Especially when they’d drug him and . But again , once he got to , he didn’t care, chasing his high. As long as he got to .*

*so the day you noticed him relapsing and flirting with an older female after being kicked out of his then ex-roommate’s house, knowing nothing about why but knowing Jeongguk was a baby from Hobie Hyung’s community and you decided to take him in, he /really/ thought we’d do it. Even against his own will as a straight guy who only could get it up with another guy when he was drunk or high enough. He was ready, too. Ready to be pushed down and ridden like usual until his face grew numb. It’s why he was here anyways. To please the untaken daddies. Though you didn’t need to know that part nor exactly why he was in an alley then. And even when you didn’t wanna the first day when he returned drunk and , saying it was because of some bull like respecting his body, he just insulted you to your face “what a ing prude” you were and got off you, slammed the door while leaving to another female or even male if drunk enough.*

*all of that waiting, pining, frustration. He was ing done with it. He liked you! He was /for/ you! He waited around /for/ you in this house! So now what? He snaps back so very but. impulsively in fear that he’s straight and suddenly we’ll go back to square zero? Would he really be ok with letting you and /not/ get his baby daddy’s ? Especially with that bomb of a personality and brain? Oh no, he’s not ing waiting around anymore. Especially when you came back home looking so good in a suit with your pretty lips and nicely shaped body. You’re gonna take his today and like it. That’s why now he was stroking your length even faster, watching his baby daddy’s face, not letting you even /think/ about worrying about him*

*he smiles in almost relief when you buck your hips. And the way you moan as if you’re finally getting what you secretly wanted after so long* …you have such a y face… *he breathes before insultingly adding* almost like a girl…hhh… *he breathes nipping at your ear lobe as his crotch nears your .* I was…I am…but you’re taking so ing long. *laughs* like a old grandpa slow…hhh *he brushes his thin lips down your ear, down to your chin as he reaches to your waist close to his crotch with the other hand* was I… *he laughs snickering against your taunt.* you tell /me/ Hyung, what do I need from you…? *he keeps teasing you but doesn’t let you actually think. But before he can grind his against you, you do a 360 and press /him/ against the counter.*

*he watches how you look at him. Even now your eyes were hesitant and yet he smirks satisfied. If he played his cards right, he could finally you today. Feel you around him. And possibly, everyday too from now on if you’re just as willing. He the corner of his lip smirk before you finally kissed his lips. Strangely enough, unlike the usual times he’d kiss drunk, this time he doesn’t allow you to stop kissing him, pushing his lips back against yours as his hands grip your waist. You wanted to pull back? He didn’t let you, now chasing your lips and your body as he pressed your now leaking member and crotch against his own unti your hit the island counter which was across from the kitchen counter* , you doing something to me, Hyung… *he whispers breathily as he pulls down your boxers and pants, even faster. He snickers breathily against your lips* anything, I wanna just you however you like h *he breathes but doesn’t stop kissing you as he grabs your now half waist and sits you on the kitchen island.*

*He pulls you to the edge of the counter to grind against him as he slid his tongue against your own lips before quickly twisting our tongues together in a stream of moans.* you like that? You like being my dirty ty baby daddy. *his fingers find your and slowly kneads his fingers through your muscle. Just enough to stretch you on his fairly decently big he had now pulled out to with his other hand, slapping it slightly against your hole, precum now touching it and allowing his fingers to your prostate* , how does your baby boy’s fingers feel? Good? You’re so ty, getting off on the boy you promised not to taint. What a , you wanna taint me don’t you. I saw you, your ty my name while ing your self with a . Well *smirks* here’s the real thing, baby daddy. your self on it. Show me you want me *he growls as he held your waist to keep you balanced but giving you leverage with your muscles to take his and ride on it against him.* Want to push back on it everyday like the ing you are? *he grits his teeth, ing you derogatorily.*

@Jeongguk *Jungkook's ual experiences were marked with many failures, painful and traumatic. Obviously, there was some pleasure, some feelings, and good memories of moments, but being able to simply trust someone. Have that vulnerability, the moment when he could just be. That was only something he could do in his dreams. Nowadays he rarely wastes his time on this, opting for quiet, single life patiently waiting for anything to happen. Not looking, not trying, just being and living in the moment.*

*This may be a dream, just one of many dreams he had but it felt nice regardless. He almost yearned for it to happen in reality when he could remember more and more but he won't be able to do so. *

*Taking care of you and you taking care of him. That felt nice and brought him enough comfort for him to smile into that kiss right before the scenery changed.*

*idk how to smoothly change to a kink scenario so here it is*

*he needed to tease back. It was a way to hide his awkward behavior and lack of confidence in your relationship. Because what they were exactly? He tried his best to give and take care of anything, by also suppressing his feelings and need for you. You deserve respect and that's what he gave, even if his hands wanted to touch and pull closer. Or that hunger when you walk around the house in your boxers during summer and he has to force himself to do something, anything to not stare. In his mind, he was doing it perfectly. Hiding everything. * 

Okay, mr straight. Forget I ever said anything? *He responded with a ty grin raising his hands in defeat and turning to prepare food.*

*He stiffed both in his pants and posture when you touched his hard member, and he needs to cover his mouth to stop an embarrassing moan. He looked at the ceiling, tilting his head back and his lips before he grunts.* hn... *He pressed himself against your hand and against his will and promise to stay in line away from you.*

Weren't you straight just a few seconds ago? *His voice was harsh as if he was holding on last threads of his will. * If you are so high demanded why are you here? Staying with me, what exactly do you need from me, Jeongguk? *He pushed you against the counter, locking you in between his arms and leaning in, waiting for an answer.* Do you want me to you off? Ride your ? Beg for you? Or do you want to be left alone, clear it up. Because I can do it all. *Another movement and he captured your lips in a rather aggressive, impulsive but also short kiss. He moved back to look at your eyes waiting for his answer.*

@jeon ⋄ jungkook [] second choice it is! Also bc this is technically a chat rp, I think I will write less detailed but do let me know if you prefer otherwise : ) ]

Don’t mind if I do… *he growls when you almost taunt him to try your piercing against his own tongue. But when the kiss turned slower, he didn’t hesitate before kissing back just as slowly. As a naturally sympathetic human being- at least more than his roommate- it was obvious enough he was putting your needs first. But also he /understood/ that need to be safe during . was about vulnerability and a weird version of trust. You can’t really get off unless your body felt so ready to. But also, he can get off to anything his victim got off too. And yes, that meant truly anything. So it’s not like he’d feel actual disappointment that he didnt get to go rough on you. More just like a minor inconvenience. Something Jeongguk would nonchalantly shrug with a “whatever”*

*he didn’t understand why you wiped his tear but stocked it up to you’re smart or something. Since he got into the slow kissing despite his own distractions, it took him off guard for a second when you grew more passionate and slightly more aggressive. He breathed with a slight moan into your lips when you pulled away before returning back as his eyes glazed over. It helped. It was still there. The pain. The rejection. The pure abandonment. Everything. And yet Jeongguk also tried his best to let you will it away- even when it came back in waves. Thoughts wondering why him. Why when he tried so hard to make it work? He had to move on but why the was it so ing hard…*

*eventually, your brain yields and the scene changes*
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*jeongguk found his appearance to be similar to his original self. Well except for the fact he was much taller. That’s right, jeongguk’s taller in this world to be able to stand by V. Even his face and his clothes were all his from the original world. It’s been a while since he’s been allowed to be himself in a dream reality. But he’s sure he’s not allowed to be /too/ rude. Afterall, your young self might’ve fought a lot and been a rebel. But he doubts that self was as bad as him. Still, it’s familiarly unfamiliar.

*as for your own appearance, even a daddy could wear something like a combat jacket. But he guesses you wanted to go all formal. Jeongguk tried his best not to stare at your y change just yet. He had a role to perform. When you leaned in to kiss his cheek, he huffs moving away until you add that suggestion* eat…? *he lifts a brow at you before apologizing. And yet you transitioned to this part hella smoothly.*

*Jeongguk glances at your frame as you pull off your jacket. His eyes glance at your body. That white button down over your shoulders then your back before trailing down to your pant covered . Suddenly, he snapped his head away as his face flushes* huh?! I ain’t into guys like that, I’m ing straight remember? I’m just living here cause you decided you’d adopt me and give me a temporary home away from being used *he hmphs as he crosses his arms over his chest*

*but when you catch him holding your waist, even placing your hand on his, he smirks with wild eyes* cook… *he hums almost as if he’s not sure what to choose. Despite the uncertain tone, his hand already dug in your pants, already nonchalantly and habitually* like this, dad? *he whispers into your lips as he looks into your eyes, eager to see the expression his new father figure wore* are you really gonna tease me like that then go back to cooking for me? I can already ing tell…You’ve been avoiding giving it to me cause you don’t want me to feel used like with the others but Hyung? What am I if I can’t please you as your baby boy? *he whispers as he watches your own flushed expression as he bit his lip* sizzle baby, sizzle and beg for me, Hyung* I want you to stop holding back. I’m a man too, right Hyung? As a man, I want you to show me how much my annoyingly pretty dad wants all of my . Everyone’s asking for me but you Hyung *laughs lightly* I’m in high demand you know…?

@Jeongguk *When you growled he smiles innocently, rising his hands in defeat and protection. Your drastically changing emotions did not amuse him, he just take a note of every single one to connectthe dots and analyse you faster. He wasn't exactly scared in any way, just curious and worried.*

*When he caught you staring he smirked, his lips, and running the tongue over the piercing.* I won't tell you that you need to try it yourself.

*And you did. With so much passion, anger, need and eagerness. Which probably could turn into dissapoinment with the pace Jungkook set. Dont take him wrong, he did enjoyed rough and angry . He enjoyed in general. He also did not expect you to understand the underlying need for other person to take their time, to savor it. Luckily it looked like you did give him some moment of that, when he could just focus o  the sensiation your hands were leaving, on warmest of your lips, and the way he could hold you close for a moment.*

*Jungkook was not sad, it was just a touch of melancholy that some old memories brought him. Yet it was not a bad feeling. Just a slight deja vu, but that didnt stopped him to bring you close, to once again run his hand up your back and losing himself in your kisses, grunting softly when it the shivers of pleasure run down his back. Without a word he gently thumbed the tear from your cheek, stopping the kiss just so he could start another on, just less slow and more passionate, to take your mind off things.*

[The second sample would be better, I'm not being good at playing babies actually, just pretending usually.  Its Hoseok thing for V]

*If Jungkook had any control over the dream it was gone the moment the scenery change. He didnt notice what happened. In his mind everything was making a perfect sense and following some unknown patern.  He didnt questioned the suit even if he preferred his combat jacket or leather. Neither the hair, pulled back in a bun to make him look more professional. The piercings and tattoos were still there. *

*He entered the apartament rubbing his tired face and sighs knowing he ed up. He was late, again. Project was eating into his free time but luckily it was the last day.* I'm home! *He said softly, greeting the other. Even mad you were still so  handsome  and beautiful, and he didn't mind that anger and cursing. Not when he could lean it and kiss your right after it, effectively distracting you.* What If I wanted you to eat me? Hmm? *He teased, moving back and slipping the jacket off his shoulders.* Let me cook something for you, big boy. *His hand rested on your arm that you tightly wrapped around his waist and he smirked.*

@jeon ⋄ jungkook [] again, a lot of this, unecessary to reply to. Just we can even only do the start of whatever choice you pick. But it’s like this. You’re gonna introduce the who, what, when, where of your illusion based on the choice you picked : ) ]

@jeon ⋄ jungkook Yeah I ing know that. *he growls lightly* he ain’t you. At all *he smirks already noticing so many things differently, hurt a bit but it’s whatever. Hoseok Hyung warned him. V Hyung did as well. Shawty was really replaced…it hurt just seeing your face. When you poke his knee with your finger, he snorts. The thing is he was thinking a lot while you’re talking so of course his mind was going a mile a minute as he watches your body move in a strangely y manner. But yet when you caught him, he just smirks* curious what that lip ring would do caught on my tongue… *automatically reverting to his usual default flirtatious personality. But some part of him /did/ wanna kiss those lips. Yeah he should just be the bad guy he was meant to be. /without/ caring for them morals*

*he kisses your lips, expecting to get quick and dirty with you. But when you go slower, he laughs against them breathily as he also takes it slower. So a Romantic? Definitely gotta be. Even just this is giving him whiplash from his jeon Hyung to him. The other wasn’t exactly the type to go slow. He himself didn’t prefer to either. He was usually rough and fast and . And yet, the one time they kissed slower, he was the one who did it himself when he took the other out on a date and the other said yes to being his boyfriend when he thought he’d have to keep working hard on it. Because he wanted to be serious and show his Shawty that same loving care he could be. Now why the was he comparing it to now? As you kissed him so passionately, those same feelings were flowing back into him. Sadly, along with the sadness. You keep treating him like he matters, he’d ing break. But fine, this is what you wanted.*

*still, despite the overwhelming emotions, as you felt the aphrodisiac flow into your body, he did his job in pleasing you well. His eyes fluttered closed as his voice moans lightly, molding his lips with yours slowly, tangling his own hands into your long hair at the nape and gently pulling. It made your head tilt up and just as passionately as before, with glazed eyes he his tongue against your own then to your upper gums before snickering breathily. Then he tilts his head to attach his lips back onto yours. Like two perfectly shaped puzzle pieces- romantics would say. Another hand was thumbing your waist. As he grabbed you close by it, he languidly kisses and your tongue, nipping the tip of it playfully. You thought he was only good at rough ? You’d be sorely mistaken, babe.*

*he lets himself drown in the sadness as you kept kissing him like he meant something. Why didn’t Shawty do this? He keeped going back to his thoughts. Despite the sadness though, his skills never faltered. Despite the thinking as well. Why didn’t he mean something to Shawty? Why’s this stranger kissing him like he actually /means/ something. He wanted to hide. He wanted to hide you in his arms. He wanted to act like this was his Shawty. And yet it never would be. A tear slipped his eye despite how perfectly he was kissing you*

*but when he realized you were pulling /him/ into your lap, he begrudgingly accepts. Whiplash again. His Shawty wouldn’t ever do that. /he/ wanted to go rough and fast and drown himself in it. /you/ wanted to go slow and give all those emotions of your younger self to him. A guy who didn’t /need/ that baggage. And yet he had no choice but to accept. Though you pulling him into your lap made him come a little bit out of his sadness because of the slight discomfort of possibly having to bottom.*

*You were also taking way longer to succumb to him and see your fantasy. Unless this was the exact fantasy illusion you had? And yet why wasn’t anything like the setting changing? And why was he in your lap? did you want him to bottom? He can but he /really/ hoped that’s not what you’re insinuating. Afterall, he’s already done it before for the real stubborn individuals he had to please, too- so it’s not like he can’t. He just wasn’t ever that into it. It’s not a concept either like people say ‘only bottom for someone special’; no, he truly preferred to top. It was more comfortable for him giving the , whether he was dominant or submissive in it. So if you wanted him to submit some way, fine he can but he wants to put it in still.*

*Jeongguk blinks when you cup his face as if you were looking beyond him. But at the words, now he realized your fantasy. So this was it? You needed this and that’s why you weren’t succumbing yet? His eyes glazed over returned as if to really take your words just as you wanted them to be taken, truly feeling the sadness you wanted for your younger self* I wanna you…yeah…h *he pecks your lips complying to your clearly more romantic style* I can do it. *nods avidly, assuming the role as finally you were succumbing to the illusion. And Jeongguk thinks he had just enough information to act it out. Your fantasy.* trust me, babe *all you see right before your vision darkens is a smirk on jeongguk’s lips*

[because of the confusion of what you wanna do, you have the choice of jungkook being the baby boy and Jeongguk being the daddy. /or/ Jeongguk being the baby boy and jungkook being the daddy. Either way, Jeongguk will top. So it’s up to you how you wanna help ur young jungkook with how people treated him. Do you wanna be the character /experiencing/ it (Choice 1) or Jeongguk (Choice 2). This is just a sample. Depending on the choice, you can create your own story]

[sample of Choice 1]
*when Jeongguk arrived back from work, his eyes and head hurt but he was still happy. He would see his adopted baby boy and pamper the other. He needed this after having to constantly be stressed from work.* daddy’s home! *he noticed his baby boy cooking and slips his hands around the other’s waist* smells good *pecks your lips* you need to teach me so I can cook for you *laughs softly* hope you didn’t miss me too much being stuck in here?

[sample of Choice 2]
*when you entered the room from a busy day from work, you find a Jeongguk slumped on the couch playing his video games except the tv was clearly turned off. It seemed like he had been playing but had given up.* you’re late, Hyung *he turns to you, clearly mad* I was hungry. You /know/ I can’t ing cook. *he follows you to the kitchen and slips a hand around your waist* sorry, I know you had a hard day today. Here, I can take this off for you *starts to pull off your jacket*

@Jeongguk *He clicked his tongue when you called him face stealer, rolling his eyes and leaning back. Whoever your shawty was, he was already gone.* I don't know what you mean bruh, but every person has at least two doubles around the world. Some even more. So maybe your shawty had my face but he ain't me. *He puckered his lips slightly, playing with his piercing.*

*When you stayed quiet, watching him so intensely that you probably didn't even realize it, he wiggled his eyebrows at you but overall let you do it. You were deep in your own thoughts and for some time he allowed it, before he pressed his finger to your knee, to catch your attention.* Penny for your thoughts?

*Finally it looks like you made up your mind, and Jungkook smirked and accepted it. Kissing you back and pulling you into his lap, because he wanted to have a pretty boy like you in them. Take his time exploring you. So he did, firstly focusing on your lips, making you slow down, and start again. The feeling itself was weird. Kissing someone who look like him was such a different experience and sensation. For a moment he wanted to drown in it. To just have you in his lap, so close, to feel the body close to his, feel you touch on him while he touches. With no rush because no one ever wanted to give him that. That slow burning moment before all desire takes over. He knew well enough that you wanted that control and he didn't really mind giving into it. Letting you him as long as you give him that healing moment. It comforted him knowing that at least once his younger self could have it. In a different timeline and different universe, different dreams. So that's what he did, kissing you, slipping his hand on the hair of your nape, running it through your hair, gently, not pulling like people used to do to him. The other one stayed, on your back, rubbing the skin and not angrily pulling on clothes. He pulled back, slightly with a small smile, just so he could have a proper look on your face. Before he gave you all the control, he wanted to do one more thing that no one ever did to him. Ask for consent.*

Do you want to me? *He asked with a quiet, calm tone, as he cupped your cheek, thumbing your warm cheek.* I don't want to force you. *There, that felt nice, and that small broken boy Jungkook, hidden deep inside him, sighs so shocked yet comforted. Now it was time to let the desire take over and let you do the rest, but he wanted to see it. See your face when you are actually enjoying yourself. * I want a baby boy to me. Take care of me, can you do it? Please yourself, show me how nice it will feel. Let me hold you while you take me.

@jeon ⋄ jungkook *sympathy. From a person he don’t initially know. (He knows hoseok though if he knew he angered hoseok, he’d continue sticking tongue out yeah, you never made me feel safe, Hyung~) Jeongguk stays on edge but let’s you pat him until he pulls away*

*his eyes look into your own as he muttered with a light dry laugh* I’ve been bamboozled my own shawty’s face stealer… *which is weird because he considered himself the smartest in the university. He wasn’t in honors nor ranked 1st for nothing. Maybe emotions. Yeah… he’s really bad with truly understanding emotions. Maybe that’s why you could trick him before he could.*

*weird…he just watches you as you keep talking while his own mind was going a mile a minute. Why. Why /isn’t/ he ing you just because you had a face that resembled his Shawty? He’s done it before. Actually. Done it /with/ Shawty when he was still flirting with this other jungkook who he sympathized with for being cheated on and yet wouldn’t leave the relationship. Infatuation with someone that looked like him in a completely new universe where there were multiple copies of everyone from hoseok to Taehyung to jungkook to jimin- basically BTS and yet everyone even remotely famous. He swears, he would’ve ed you regardless you had jeon Hyung’s face too. It don’t make sense to his biggest motto in his life. “To not give a about anyone and do whatever the he wants to do.” Because nothing mattered, nothing he did ever mattered.*

*So /why/ now he’s staying true to his minimal morals when all he wants to do is just this pretty guy like usual. Just because he had his ex’s face? His eyes slightly wavering, they turned more intent as he leaned closer to you when you lifted his chin. By now he’d make you submit and yet he’s holding back. It’s there. Standing right in front of him so ugly. The facts. Jeon Hyung told him he didn’t love him anymore, didn’t even wanna be friends anymore. Jeon Hyung’s face was replaced even. There’s ing no reason to not just give into his loss. And yet he’s holding on in hope when usually, like with jeon Hyung himself, he just gave into his desires. That’s how he met jeon hyung, the first guy he truly fell in love with. By not holding back and just going with the flow, ing whoever when he got hurt by his infatuation that one of those guys ended up being his ride or die in a completely new way*

*the aphrodesiac feeling started to enter your body as he smirks evilly* well then let’s test that theory *then he crashes his lips against yours despite the sadness, despite the feeling that this wasn’t right, despite the anger and abandonment he’d been feeling. No, he won’t fall for you. But maybe just mix something sweet into this poison to numb the heartbreak he’s feeling. Afterall you wanted to help right? Then turn around and take it all like that ed up pro you acted like. He’ll paint you in red, too. And you’ll look so good, it’ll feel so good for others, ing up others for the fun of it. A partial but sweet “Welcome back home, Jeongguk.”*

[go ahead and rp the fantasy your jungkook has. Please don’t ignore it like you did with jimin. Unless you want it to turn into r*pe of course. Then I guess you can.]

@Jeongguk *Jungkook wasn’t aware of your internal anguish and how rare it was to see genuine care and sympathy (the hell, Hoseok is flicking off Jeongguk in my mind hello). But he wasn’t made of stone, he wasn’t cold like that to ignore calls for help. When you didn’t remove his hand, neither showed any sign of displeasure and anger, he started rubbing your back, slowly and gently, comforting you. *

*Seeing your confused expression he grinned and chuckled, looking down for a moment before he looked up again, focusing his gaze on your face.. His distraction worked.* Ah! See I just told you such utter bull that you even forget about your anger. *He nudged you.* Don’t worry that was a joke, but worth telling to see that look on your face.

*After teasing he leaned back, just observing you with his calm but calculated gaze, wondering what you are going to do. It looked like you were desperately trying to figure him out, probably wondering what the was wrong with him. Well, nothing but also everything but he didn’t plan to tell you that. Jungkook took one deep breath in, and rolled his shoulders looking ahead. Thinking how weird it is to see a young almost copy of himself. *

Why not? *He asked simply looking at your face with a curious expression.* Will you hurt me? *He moved closer, his tattooed hand gently raised your head, by a soft touch on your chin, and he looked deeply into your eyes.* There is not much you could possibly do to me that hasn't been done.

@jeon ⋄ jungkook *almost like an injured pet, you lifted your hand to pat his back. That was the first action of genuine sympathy to his anguish and sadness he was feeling. Which is funny because the random lucky few who saw him hold himself together when he was like this, didn’t really show him any genuine compassion. Or maybe he’s so used to it he didn’t know which was which. And now somehow, practically a /stranger/ was doing it, despite accusing you of you didn’t do. Anyways, when he felt a soft compassionate touch, his anger and heart calmed down faster. That’s the thing with his temper people didn’t get. He gets angry quickly but he also calms down quicker too. Still, he didn’t /want/ to feel like that with a guy who practically stole his shawty’s body. And with just one compassionate gesture? You ain’t gonna get close to him /that/ ing easy.*

*he looked at you incredulously as you played with your lip ring and just spoke. This guy…what the was wrong with this guy? Too chill. Wayy too chill. It irritated him and when you talked about letting them suffer, you were giving him mad V Hyung vibes. He didn’t need another psycho in his life. He’s already dealing with two of them*

*and yet when you lean forward so close to his lips, his heart picked up speed, quickly looking away* I-it’s cause…! *This was ed up. It’s not Shawty, it looks like Shawty and yet his mind’s so torn apart, he just wants to kiss his shawty’s lips. But when you blow at his usually styled up hair he hadn’t gelled up, he glared again. What the …what were you trying to do? It’s like you’re trying to comfort him but in some hella weird way. Motivation from being in pain? Forreal man? And it’s not ing helping that he’s already craving to knock you up too like his victims. He didn’t even plan to stay here long. Well- he didn’t plan at all. Right when he saw you, he impulsively wanted to give you a peace of his mind he forgot about where that’d put him and you in the future if you submitted. On his .*

*had it been anyone else, he would’ve just given in and created a story around us where he could ultimately you. And yet it’s his Shawty. It feels so bad, he can’t ing desecrate his jeon hyung’s face if it’s worn by a stranger. It would be like the ultimate betrayal to his own minimal morals.* leave me alone, you don’t wanna get close to me *he tries despite you starting to see a fantasy in this space.*

@Jeongguk *Jungkook was watching you, semingly amused and curious. It feels like he was watching a mirror, his young angry self, who fought everything and everyone, just to survive. Luckily he left that anger on the street. Despite your violent reaction he didnt moved away, staying close and he reached out gently patting your back to test it out, wondering if you will let him rub it lightly, for comfort, because whatever happened to you was still hurting, and you deserved to be comforted.*

Eh? Killing? Me? *He chuckled, moving the piercing in his lip around, playing with it.*  Nah, why would I do that. It would be too easy. It's better to let them suffer, let the guilt eat them away.  If you kill someone they won't have a chance to see what they did wrong. I am not a killer, just a sadists.  *He joked lightly, making small psycho analysis of the situation.*

I do not? Huh...? Then why do you react this way? Why you are so angry? Why you are reacting to me...? *He leaned closer, as if he was about to kiss you, just to puff the hair out of your forehead with a teasing smile and moving back. He relaxed slightly, just staring at your face and angry expression.  His fingers gently touched your chin.* Pain can only makes you stronger.

@jeon ⋄ jungkook *the whiplash was real when your own body removed his violent tendencies without a care. He grits his teeth glaring at you until he eventually calmed down and only was crying angry rather than violent angry. Jeongguk was in /tears/ for crying out loud. And instead of leaving him, you were what? Fascinated by his appearance? He grit his teeth as he looked into your eyes. He knew internally it wasn’t your fault and yet he snapped when you touched him* d-don’t! You killed him! *and yet it was familiar enough that he calmed down though with a trembling lip.*

*He didn’t get /why/ the you were stronger than him. Oh okay fine, because he wasn’t in control of the dream just yet. He really should stop. The last time he impulsively lashed out in a dream reality before he had full control, he was injured. So badly. He grits his teeth. Right. His emotions made him forget. You were still in control so in order to not awaken fear in you, he had to play to the story you were creating. But why the was this world so empty? You had an empty head or something?! And apparently you wanted to lead him to a ing bench? But he lets you despite the glare in his eyes*

Well you don’t ing look similar to him… *he spat out with a growl. He’s lying. You’re a ing replica to 2023 jeon hyung before he gave up his life there and joined here reincarnated. But you didn’t need to know that. The point is he still could already tell you don’t act like him. That’s why it’s so jarring your personality is so laid back. Or maybe he was hoping you were him and remember him.*

@Jeongguk *Jungkook was greatly confused when some stranger grabbed him and started to pull and shake out of nowhere. Yet his self-defense instinct kicked in and he rather easily removed your arms, holding them away in his hands, and not letting you move. Only then he finally had a chance to look at your face.*

Woah, what...? Shawty who? *When you slid to the ground, he will follow you worriedly, crouching next to you.  Jungkook let go of your hands and reached out to move the hair out of your forehead and take a look at your face.* Ayy man, what happened?  *He looked around, finding a bench definitely more comfortable than the ground, and with little to no effort, he pulled you up and dragged you towards it.* Hmm, this is so confusing you look so similar.

@jeon ⋄ jungkook [] I would’ve liked to see this in the chat since you mentioned 4th of July : ) but alright, ur slow so you’d probably reply there but then ask to move it here. I’ll respond short like I do in chat.

Well- relatively short. This is gonna be a little more intense]

*jeongguk lifts a brow at the presence of the other. A familiar face or was he drunk out of his mind? No, he definitely wasn’t drunk. He just woke up dry eyed from crying salty tears on the bench after realizing his Shawty was gone but still hoping as he looked at his phone and fell asleep. Hoping and praying his Shawty would come back and beg him to take him back.*

*he peered into the familiar body that appeared in his own reality. Jeon Hyung? He looked like him. The present idol jungkook for the small time they were together in a world here, not 3 years back though. He wanted to hope despite worried what next you’d say to him. He smiles elated, running to you, about to let you jump in his arms and let him kiss you all messy. But then. He stops. His nose stayed still. Unfamiliar. His eyes quickly glared at you* who the are you? *he growled growing angrier* give my Shawty’s body back! This wasn’t supposed to ing happen! *he growls as he tries to pull you forward into his arms as if /somehow/ he could just pull you out of it, turning the yelling into a physical altercation now to you*

*he grits his teeth as he wrestles you, tears in his eyes, frustratedly hoping and yet he starts sobbing as he fell down to the ground on his knees* no…no… *his lip trembles* this can’t be ing it…please god…someone…h *he sobs as his body trembles, tears of frustration and hopelessness streaming down his once professional smirk*

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Ugh? *Jungkook stretched out his limbs. The whole night spent all on his research. Dang, his back was stiff from such an uncomfortable position, but a big part of the article was ready, and he was proud of himself, even if his eyes were puffy and tired. He rubbed his face, and not minding the crooked glasses. 4th of July? Oh, how nice, he could sleep! *

Ah, where is my milk, geez *For a man who was, mind you, almost 31, the obsession with milk and pout on his was rather pure and childish. In the end, he ate a protein bar, staring out the window in nothing but an oversized shirt and boxers, and washed it down with cold water. He looked more like an overworked student, not a professor with unhealthy habits.* Thank it's a holiday, *He murmured, throwing himself on the bed and burrowing under the covers. Just a few more seconds and he was out.*