--aaron l.

@aaron l. [h 10/19] //as I’m carried to your bed, I don’t bother to move as all I think about is clinging to your body. My arms fully wrapped around you as I sit on your lap comfortably//

“I…”
//the words struggle to come out as I quietly sniffle, not much of a vocal crier so I simply keep my face buried in your neck while I listen to your words. Though they make me feel better, I finally nod my head to show that I’m listening//

“I’m sorry you went through stuff…seems kinda selfish of me to act this way…but I am happy you are here. I guess I just didn’t know the feeling of wanting to be around someone and then they just disappear…my emotions were all over the place. More importantly- I’m not mad at you…”
//I finally express while leaning away from you so I could face you completely, my expression soft but eyes semi-filled with tears, I bring a hand to wipe your shoulder from my tears quietly as I nod//

“I hope you..find your peace as well. With whatever you are dealing with..”

@youngkyun k. **having helped bring you to my bed so we can also just finally hold one another, my arms never letting you go while I easily help you sit better, weather partly on my lap and on the bed or just next to me while I'm holding you closely.**

"Nothing was ever your fault.... you do make me feel happy, if fact this is the only other time I ever hug anyone and smile.... but–"

**soon softly kissing your head, I can hear you silently crying.**

"But, I want you to know that it wasn't anything you did... I just didn't know that something was going to happen to me, and when it happened I just felt that the best thing to do was to just take time to myself... but I should have at least told you more....that's all on me Kyun...I hurt you though and I am very sorry that my lack of communication is what caused you pain... I don't feel I deserve you, but I know that I could make myself better....so that I am worthy of caring for you and loving you..."

**knows that I have a lot to share with you but isn't trying to overwhelm you or him tonight, yet so happy to not have lost you...**

@aaron l. [h 10/19] //stays quiet as I simply stand there, squeezing your body tightly against mine as I continue to nuzzle my face in your neck. The sound of me trying to hold back my sniffles, only to have small tears slip down my cheek//

“I… I missed you a lot…like I fell depressed…I was worried, didn’t eat, cried, and felt like maybe it was my fault.”

//melts into your arms while slightly moving my head so you can nuzzle against my neck, finding myself squeezing my eyes as I try not to make a sound whilst silently crying//

@youngkyun k. **having had just just arrived not long ago at all my begs still unpacked and I'm still wearing my Hoodie, suddenly My hazel eyes widen as I see you for the first time in a long minute, barely able to comprehend at first but once your in my arms and my arms seem to move on their own enveloping you tightly in return and my face finding your hair soothing as always.**

"... I was just about to find you in your dorm, hee it's great to finally hold you again..."

**rubs circles into your back gently and than nuzzling my own nose into the crook of your neck this time**

@aaron l. [h 10/19] Runs over to you after strolling down the hall, busting through your doors as I run into your arms. Circling my arms around your body tightly as I simply shove my face into your neck as I close my eyes, inhaling softly as I sniffle a little.

@aaron l. His brown orbs kept eye contact with you as he was still slightly confused by the action done by the pillow, before Youngkyun reached over for another pillow and brought it to lightly whack you on the backside of your head with a smile.

“We are even, now potato chip.”

He watched you laugh and couldn’t but also chuckle briefly on his end until he set the pillow down once again upon the mattress as his eyes averted to your movement. His head slowly nodding to your question as his eyes curved upward into an eye smile.

“Sure. I’d love to hear you play. I didn’t know you played guitar though…one of your many hobbies?”

He questioned with a slight purse of his lips before he shifted in place so he could attentively focus on your guitar playing when you started, taking a second to admire the guitar curiously.

“What…kind of guitar is it..? I don’t know much about instruments- wasn’t a band boy in high school.”

@youngkyun k. **he kinda deadpans cuz he realizes you didn't get that he was just playing when smacking you gently ish with said pillow**

It's all good~ I'll tell you... don't worry... by the way that was just for fun...I definitely caught you off guard didn't I?"

**Laughing before rolling and than pouncing up on my feet. Than going over to my closet and pulling out my guitar**

So wanna hear me play?...

@aaron l. “No..probably not the exact same but a little similar in some aspects. We are both kinda weird.”

His lips part to emit a low laugh at his words as his brown orbs follow your movements before squinting slightly as you get cozy.

“I mean. I sleep whenever. You tell me when you wish for me leave and I’ll head out. No biggie~”

As he shifted a bit on the bed, he soon squeezes his eyes shut as he felt the smack to the side of his head before opening his eyes with an obvious furrow of his brows and narrowed eyes.

“I- what was that for..? Catching me off guard by whacking me-“

Youngkyun was confused and unsure if it was a hint for him to do something or to ext.

@youngkyun k. "... do you think we are similar...Kyun?"

**Flops onto my stomach while you sit back comfortably on one side of the bed... looking up at you since your still sitting and I'm not.**

"I don't sleep the best lately so... but I won't keep you long, I don't want you to miss your bed."

**Playfully brings a pillow up and smacks you in the face** xP

@aaron l. “Nothing wrong with throwing people threw in a loop as long as you aren’t doing that physically, I suppose”

He joked lightly as he made his way around to be nosey and check out Aaron’s space before glancing over to Aaron with his lips curved upward into a small smile.

“Its all good, I’ll simply tell you when I’m teasing or you’ll catch on one of these days. I have dry humor so I’m sure it can be taken wrong most times.”

Youngkyun took a moment to get comfy at the end of Aaron’s soft mattress while his full attention is on Aaron now, with a slight tilt of his head to the side, some of his front pieces of hair shifted just barely as he listened.

“You don’t need to make it brighter. Whatever is most comfortable for you, I’m okay with. Represents who you are as a person, a little piece of Aaron.”

My facial expressions changes to a brief surprise at the mentioning of our nicknames before I let out a laugh.
“Yup, french fries and potato. Just two similar guys, I guess. I won’t stay long because I’m sure you were probably heading to bed soon…but I am glad you are doing well now. I appreciate you letting me come over too.”

@youngkyun k. "yeah... I know... I like throwing people for a loop... I guess It's because it makes me feel a tad more normal."

**Letting you in and then shutting the door behind you and then not seconds before following you more into the room as well and sitting back onto my bed as well and my TV is on and it looks like there is a movie playing.**

"To be honest it's hard for me to know when someone else is teasing me which is weird considering that sometimes I guess I find myself teasing others at the time I don't think I'm chasing anyone..."

**He realized that he began to ramble and sort of trailed off while still looking at you but you kind of just changing the subject.**

"Well I can make it brighter if that's what you're getting at... But yeah I tend to like it more cozy and slightly darker ambience I guess but it's my mainly because I clean my video games and stream and personally yeah I just like it this way."

**Being able to chuckle at what you said helps make me feel more relaxed with you here and and doing so I know it will help you feel more relaxed as well and I'm thankful that you showed up.**

"French fries and potato chips... What a combo huh?" **Laughing genuinely and playfully judging you**

@aaron l. He only waited for a few minutes before he heard the familiar voice through the door , getting a small chuckle out of Youngkyun before his gaze rose from his slippers to now Aaron’s smiling face. Part of Youngkyun rose a brow out of curiosity as to why Aaron was so happy to see him. After all, it was /just/ Youngkyun, no one rather exciting or at least thats what he believed himself.
With a small nod, Youngkyun stepped foot into the males living quarters as he curiously glances around, partly wondering what their room had looked like.
He turned his head back to face Aaron over his shoulders with his usual shy charming grin of his own.

“Hi..I did because you told me to- I’m still shocked that you’ll still rub my feet which…you really don’t have to. I was only teasing you-“
He honestly spoke before making his way further into the bedroom , taking his hand to gesture at the end of the bed.

“May I sit? Also, your room definitely suits your personality. I like it- I’m not surprised that you have a mini studio in here.”

@youngkyun k. *as the time had gone by after they had chatted and Aaron had told Kyun to come on over, he half didn't expect it but... just in case he had picked up any clothing items he had forgotten to put in his hamper and than he luckily heard the knock.
His eyes widen and he messes with his hair out of habit.*

",Hold on~"

**Soon opening the door and seeing you and a smile is spread on his face because it had been at least a few days since you seen you.**

"Hey....you did come over~well come in."

@aaron l. Making his way down the hall in his deadpool long pajama bottoms and a plain black tshirt that is semi-tight so it clings against his skin while his hair is down per usual. He walks up a few flight of stairs before squinting at each number of the rooms with his poor eye sight. Finally stopping in front of what he hopes to be Aaron’s room, he lets out a nervous exhale before raising his hand, forming it into a fist to lightly knock on the door a few times.
Taking a step back to allow some distance for the door to open and hopefully someone else to answer, Youngkyun’s nerves started to kick in as he felt socially awkward meeting people in person and if it wasn’t Aaron, he would be embarrassed.
He waited longer with his hands on his sides while he glanced down at his shoes which happen to be regular black slippers.