❛ bin's burrow

@seo changbin。 Hey bun, it’s okay. I get how it is sometimes there’s no worries pls! I hope you’re doing okay but I am happy you did pop in <3 I’ve missed you so much. But please take the time that you need and don’t burn yourself out, alright?

@bang chan。 my goodness, it's been long. I'm so sorry I went black, I think I burnt myself out and brain went on a strike. I did not mean to abandon you ;; not sure if I can be fully back yet. but I'm alive and wanted you to know I'm thinking of you.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C4e-nPOB-BX/?igsh=MXZ0M2kybmYxdG5sMg==

@seo changbin。 That would be really cool honestly, ngl.
But yes im feeling alright and still stuck but I’ve been getting out some! How about you? Are you rested up plenty?
Also I thought this was… cute
https://x.com/backsdoors/status/1767588872534302993?s=46

@bang chan。 glad you're getting better too! wish we had sci-fi technology to speed up the body's natural healing :< but slow and steady wins the race, right? how are you feeling otherwise tho? still stuck at home?

@seo changbin。 It’s okay! I figured you were busy and having the vacation! But I’m glad that you did have fun and all, that’s what’s important! Please take your time on resting and recuperating ofc! I missed you too though! And I’m doing alright! Been slowly but surely getting better from being sick last time lol

@bang chan。 hi my love. I'm sorry I went mia, holiday turned out busier with family than expected ;; it was fun, we did lots of sitting in pools and sauna time and watching movies, was healing but also tiring. now we're back and I'm trying to catch up on sleep in my own bed. I've missed you and hope you're doing okay too!

@seo changbin。 I miss you, hope you’re doing okay my love.

@seo changbin。 I love you the mostest. <3
mumus your forehead.

@bang chan。 ;;; you're too sweet, I'm going to cry. love you so much ;;

@seo changbin。 That’s okay, baby. Take as much time as you need! I love you too! Please take care of yourself as well! I’m here whenever you need me <3

@bang chan。 not feeling it today, but wanted to drop by and remind you that love you <3 hopefully I'll feel better after a good night's sleep. please take care of yourself for me!

@seo changbin。 That’s okay ! Whenever you see it that’s all that matters.
I hope you’re doing okay and getting plenty of rest again! I was busy most of the day yesterday and by the time I got done it was late for you unu ;; so I saw this late
But I love it and it made me smile like an idiot just as much and I love you so so much <3

@bang chan。 o h !
actually schedules kept me busy so I didn't see this until the evening-- but definitely you had me grinning like an idiot <3 then again, when do you not? that seems to be your superpower-- well, among others, like your superhuman strength...
anw, before I get distraced by tangents >< you know, I can say most of the same about you, hyung. this month has been weird, time passed both too fast and too slow, there were ups and downs, and I don't know how I would have gotten through it without you. I'm glad I didn't have to. also I'm not sure if or how I was even helpful to you when I've been struggling too-- but I genuinely am glad if I could help even a little. you are an amazing man, person, and boyfriend, and I want to give you the appreciation and support you deserve and need. hope I can be half as good as you.
hard to believe it's already been a month? still feels like a fever dream that I get to call you mine. but I want to keep dreaming it.
hope it's not too conceited to say... even though we haven't been dating for long, we've been together through good and bad, and it makes me quite optimistic that we can make it a long time, hopefully forever <3 having you in my life just feels right, and I do not want to imagine a future without you. you make me happier, you make the good days amazing and the bad days more bearable. I love you with my whole heart, hyung. I often doubt if I can do a good enough job of showing it, if I can make it worth your while-- but I won't let that stop me from trying. I want you, and I want to make you happy, and I'll keep striving to be the partner you deserve. for as long as you'll have me.
dunno if I'm making sense anymore-- but I hope you know this idiot is stupidly, crazily, madly in love with you. thank you for being mine, for bringing light into my days, and for showing me so much love and care. I've never felt so precious before, and I want you to know, I treasure you so much, now and forevermore <3

@seo changbin。 Sooo :3
I’m hoping you’re asleep by now! And I am a little early on my time but if I’m not wrong on math it should be past midnight your time… so! Im gonna send this anyway!
It’s crazy to me that we started dating during the shortest month of the year, and it somehow managed to feel like a lifetime? Not really, but god it took forever to go through February. And now we are here?? At our official one monthsary, and I am appalled by how much time has passed. I love you so much, and I can’t imagine it having gone any other way. You’ve been there for me during some hard days this month and I appreciate you so much for it all, truly.
I know we “argue” all the time about who loves each other more and everything but honestly, I can’t imagine where I would be without your love. It’s cheesy as heck I am well aware but it doesn’t matter cause I can’t express to you how much it means to me. I love you from the bottom of my heart and I hope that I can continue to remind you every day how much I love you.
One month down, and hopefully a lifetime more to go. I love you, bun. And I hope that you’re sleeping and resting well, and that this will put a smile on your face when you wake up and see it. <3

@seo changbin。 smiles at the kisses before shaking my head at you lightly. mm nooo- im not cute >< that's you. but that's not fair! i am more smitten! :D
just to be lazy ig idk. ;; but idk it could also be me jumping to conclusions because i overthink and read too much into every action of anyone i interact with but hhh but yeah, the whole lack of empathy doesn't suit well with me >< but itll be okay, not everyone can be like... the perfect human being you know? oh sometimes i do have some noises that bother me, like when i shower, theres a lot of noises that do bother me so i actually dont wanna shower... but ofc i do because i dont like being dirty lol but i hate it

oh :3
then by all means

oh >//<
welllll, um-- why not? :> as long as I can touch too :>

@bang chan。 snickers softly as I squeeze my arms around you, stealing more soft, lingering kisses. buuut it's cute when you're shy :> also I do love reminding you. aslfl that is true, you would do that-- but I'll still argue you cannot be more smitten than I am unu
why would you fake such a thing-- ono why do ppl jump to such assumptions? just makes no sense to me. then again, I often take things too literal... well, anw. I'd much rather you didn't have to go to the er ;; but glad he can take it serious and try to be considerate now. and lucky him... but that doesn't mean he can't or shouldn't be empathetic. makes me so annoyed when ppl invalidate someone's lived experience just cuz they can't relate :/ oh, I see :o idk why I thought it'd be the opposite problem of being too sensitive to sounds. but ig headphones would be annoying too if one ear works right and the other feels blocked :/

let me just... rub my hands all over you then.
sksk
just kidding... kinda

@seo changbin。 presses back at the kiss, scrunching my face at you shaking my head. shh no, you'll make me shy >< ... but i do like hearing it. presses another kiss to your lips. im just as smitten, if not more. you could literally breathe and i die simping.
yeah, and thankfully he hasn't been too bad and he's been a little more chill and calm since i have been in pain. i think at first he thought i was faking it but since i had to go the er cause of my ear he kinda chilled out some. ;; he's never really been sick bad tho so i dont think he understands how it is. so i dont blame him too much. and yeah, i can watch things, but it's terrible cause i can't really hear that well unless i have head phones on and it is still quiet then ;;

weeell, won't tell you not to look.
or not to touch :>

@bang chan。 sighs happily, flashing an idiotic grin before stealing a soft kiss from your lips. did I remind you today how stupid in love I am with you? whispers. cuz I'm smitten as .
beams at you and rests my forehead to yours. I'm glad you can... and that makes sense, you keep seeing the same four walls and listening to the old man... but hopefully soon, you'll be well enough to head out! what do you have to occupy yourself with? are you able to watch things and listen?

i mean fair,
cause i'd rather look at you :3

@seo changbin。 smiles brightly at you, chuckling lightly. hi, my love <3
and of course! grins, before placing a kiss on your cheek in return. i have thankfully, even though i'm kinda going insane from being home so much, but im healing! so that's good at least!

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I mean I haaaave
but I'd rather look at you, y'know :>

@bang chan。 smiles as I snuggle myself closer into your embrace, wrapping arms and legs around you like a koala. hi. <3
thank you so much, love. <3 nuzzles your cheek before pressing gentle kisses to it. tell me about you though. have you been able to stay home to recover?

pls?? have you seen you?

you are, like--
literally, holy . impressive as .

@seo changbin。 crawls into bed with you, wrapping my arms around you and pulling you closer to me.
that's good at least! oh! that's good at least! i relly hope that you're all able to enjoy your time together then! <3