@ⓒ - Yongguk Zelo smiled and wrapped both of his arms around the man's neck, before locking his eyes with his " Yes i'll gukie. I miss you " he said the last words with a whisper, since he was still scared of being hurt by this man. He didn't know how could this man make him blush so easily but once again zelo's cheeks were burning, he was dying from embarrass. " Let's go gukie, im tired and my body hurts so much." he said with a loud sigh and leaned his head against the other shoulder while his nose was smelling the soft smell of guk's perfume.
@ⓟ - Zelo Yongguk picked Zelo up and smiled as he kissed the man's cheek. "You will baby??" he asked then held him close to him and then whispered, "I will make sure to give you a full body massage everyday, and wash you in a bath with me," he whispered then kissed the man's cheek and help him tight. "let's let the healing begin," he laughed and then thought about all of the healing foods he could offer the younger man.
@ⓒ - Yongguk this time zelo kissed the man back, yet slowly still afraid of being left behind again. He sighed and leaned his head against guk's chest "Okay, i'll go live with your for a few days so i can get better and not get abused again by those freaks" he said with a small pout while his body was starting to hurt him aagin.
@ⓟ - Zelo Yongguk smiled and leaned in kissing the man's lips again. "They didn't care baby... I didn't care if they did or not honestly," he smiled and then picked Zelo up. "Please come to my place... I have a big bed for us to share... And we can... Finally make love," he looked away not sure how Zelo would react.
Yongguk bit his lip and nodded. "Not going to stop..." he laughed a little then pecked Zelo's lips and whispered, "Please?" He wasn't above begging the younger.
@ⓒ - Yongguk Zelo blushed when he felt those plump lips over his again, yet his heart was beating inside of his chest so fast that he almost thought he was going to have an heart attack right there. He smiled and wrapped both of his arms around guk's neck and placed his lips over his chin, to give him a soft kiss " You moaned my name when you were with the other people? Didn't they said anything?"
Zelo crossed his arms over his chest and closed his eyes " Why should i go? I have food here as well " he said with a pout before opening his eyes and looked at yongguk's with his brown raised " aish, you won't give up till i say yes, aren't i right? "
@ⓟ - Zelo Yongguk smiled as they walked out into the room. "Never talk of it again~~" he agreed then reached out and held Zelo's hands in his own. "I know it's your ... But I can dream can't I?" he smiled and pecked Zelo's lips again, loving how soft they were. "Well, You know... I thought about you the entire time... And... I would even moan your name." he whispered then leaned in and picked Zelo up.
Yongguk looked around and then pouted. "Come to my place... We can eat and drink and stuff... Please?" he asked then poked Zelo's nose playfully wanting to be a couple instantly. "Come on baby~~"
@ⓒ - Yongguk Zelo closed his eyes once he felt the latter's lips over his. for the first time since they were kids, yongguk had the courage to kiss him and somehow he was happy about it so a soft smile was formed in his lips. " Let's just not talk about that again " He said.
Zelo felt himself being raised from the bath tub in yongguk arms and slowly a blush appeared on his face when the other said those words but quickly disappeared as he rolled his eyes. " please guk, as you said you had with others guys i don't know why you would yourself." he said and blinked when he got spanked by the older and quickly turned around to look at him " pfffft, this is mine for your information
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@ⓟ - Zelo Yongguk nodded as he leaned in and pecked Zelo's lips. "The past, I agree." he sighed too then hugged Zelo tightly. "I am so sorry I left... It was the biggest mistake of my life... Honestly," he whispered then softly rubbed the man's back.
Yongguk got up slowly, still holding Zelo in his arms. He could see Zelo's amazing physic in the mirror and bit his lip as he watched the young one's move. "God... I used to thinking about you so much Zelo... You have no idea how much I have spilled over you," he laughed then spanked the younger softly. "Best ever."
@ⓒ - Yongguk Zelo sighed and let his head leaning against the others shoulder, letting him for the first time in years comforting him. He didn't know why but he needed him, he wanted to be in his arms. It had been so hard without him, Zelo just needed to be with him at that moment like old times.
" You should had let me explain it... you left without any kind of word..." he said with his small voice, yet his eyes were closed now. Another deep sigh escaped from his lips while his hand went up to caress his wet blond hair, while Yongguk's was washing his body. " It's the past, it doesn't matter anymore..."
@ⓟ - Zelo Yongguk thought about the time that he had spent apart from Zelo. How at first he cried himself to sleep each night, and how much it hurt. The fact that his one and only love was with another man, he didn't even know that he could feel that much pain. But, he kept himself together and started getting a lot of hookers. He slept with so many men that he didn't even feel good having anymore.
Yongguk looked back at Zelo and bit his lip. Zelo seeing him was... Nerveracking. He didn't know what Zelo would think. Was he too weak? Did he have a small ? Was he not handsome enough? Was he too muscley? What could be wrong with himself? He didn't know what Zelo would want.
As Yongguk washed the small body he listened to the younger intently. He nodded knowing how hard it was to be Zelo, and as he talked about his ity, he blushed and kissed Zelo's cheek. He whispered back softly, "I... I was scared... And I was hurt. I thought that I loved you and I was just about to tell you... But you got with that man... And... I didn't know what to do... I didn't know what to say Zelo... I just... I felt so hurt..." He sighed and then rested his chin on top of Zelo's head.
@ⓒ - Yongguk Feeling the water against his skin was making Zelo feeling sleepy, his body starting to hurt less but his mind was completely going crazy. He didn't know what to do, he was starting to get sick of being abused everything he would do something wrong and somehow if yongguk wouldn't came, he would be probably still lay down in his bed, crying all the tears of his body.
Slowly he turned his head towards Yongguk that was now taking all of his clothes off, showing off his perfect abs yet, his smooth skin, making zelo remember the time when both of them were together. For a couple of seconds Zelo kept looking at yongguk's body, wishing to touch it, wishing to kiss it but he quickly closed his eyes and sighed.
"yongguk...." Zelo said with his soft voice, a voice that never came back after guk's left. " I suffered so much... i got abused so much... The only thing precious that i had and wanted to give you is now gone..." he started with new tears falling down from his cheeks while his body started to tremble but when he felt guk's arms around him he sighed in contentment and closed his eyes " gukie...." he called " you left because you found me being kissed by someone, you thought he was my boyfriend, you left without letting me explain it....if you only knew how much i loved you back then..."
@ⓟ - Zelo As Zelo wrapped his small arms around Yongguk's neck, he smiled wide and then kissed the man's cheek. "I'm here for you my Jello baby," he whispered then placed himself behind Zelo in the tub and wrapped his arms around the man. "Are you okay baby? OKay... ?" he asked seeing the man's blush then got out of the tub and stripped out of his clothes, showing Zelo that he could be comfortable.
Yongguk slowly washed all the wounds on the man sighing as he saw how many there were. "I won't let people do this any more to you baby... It makes me want to kill them..." He sighed then kissed the man's cheek and hugged him to him. "You are so small still baby... I missed you so much... I can't even remember why I left.. I just hate that I did..."
@ⓒ - Yongguk When Zelo heard Yongguk's soft voice he turned around to look at him, his tears still falling from his eyes, while his body was barely moving. He didn't wanted to be seen like this, lifeless and weak but he knew as well that he needed help, that he needed Yongguk's help. He sighed and let the latter picked him up from the bed and slowly he wrapped his tiny and hurt arms around his neck " g-gukie.." he said with his soft voice yet he knew that we was sobbing and completely in pain.
When the person he loved picked him on his arms, it reminded him the times when they were both together, the time when they were happy and no one could break that happiness. At that time Zelo's smile was always on his face, spending time with the person he loved was the only thing that it matter to him but once yongguk left, that smile fell down, he couldn't stand the lost, he couldn't stand the fact that he wouldn't be able to see him anymore.
In mere of seconds Zelo was inside of the tub being washed by Yongguk yet he was shy because for the first time, he was showing his body to the person he loved. When the water enter in contact with his wounds he hissed and closed his eyes while leaning his head against the bath tube yet, on his cheeks a small blush could be seen. " Thank you...."
@ⓟ - Zelo Yongguk held the phone in his head and smiled as Zelo called him. "Hello?" he asked as he heard the hard slapping sound come through the phone. He knew something was wrong, and he called for Zelo. "Zelo?" he asked then got up quickly. "ZELO?!" he asked as the phone fell silent.
Yongguk got up quickly and traced the phone with an app and found Zelo's house after a while. He ran up the stairs and banged on the door. A ugly and angry looking man walked out looking like he just had with a sly smirk on his face. "What the... ZELO?" Yongguk screamed and ran into the apartment and then found the man laying lifeless.
"Zelo..." he whispered and looked into the man's eyes. "Z-Zelo..." he started crying as he slowly picked the man up. Zelo was still pretty lifeless and he hated it, the face that Zelo was making was just... Horid.
Yongguk placed Zelo's body in the bathtub and ran the hot water. He sighed looking at all of the wounds on the man then slowly slide in with his pants and shirt still on. He started to wash off all of the wonder carefully. He hated the fact that Zelo had to do this.
@ⓒ - Yongguk Zelo arrived home and let himself fall down on the couch, his body hurting him from the rough he had early in the night, and his eyes were puffing because all the tears he let go while he was walking home. Zelo's heart was hurting him, his mind was cursing him because of what he had just done. He loved yongguk, but his pride wouldn't let him forgive him. Slowly his tears started to fall down once again when he remember the older boy fall on his knees and cry his heart off because of him and when he remember those three words coming out from his mouth, the words he wanted to hear since they were kids, it made Zelo even more broken.
After some minutes he got up from the couch and walked towards his shower, to clean his body as hard as he could, he hated being touched this way so he needed to clean his body every single day. He only was working there because of the money, because he needed it. Once he was cleaned he got out from the shower to grab his phone but suddenly he felt someone slapped him and threw him on the bed. Zelo's eyes widened and once he opened his eyes, he saw the boss of the strip club. " you , how dare you scream that way because of the pain? How dare you get inside of a car with someone else other than me? i'll teach you a lesson you ing . " Another strong slap was heard when zelo's boss hand enter in contact with his face.
Zelo grabbed his phone with his weak hand and started a call to yongguk, his tears were falling from his cheeks while his body was being abused once again by his boss now. " zelo? " he heard yongguk ask and a soft smile appeared on zelo's face before he turned his phone off and threw it across the room. His boss kept using him, making Zelo's take is long member inside of his mouth, making the younger choke and puke but he really didn't cared. He just wanted to get pleasure.
Once his boss was finished he threw money at Zelo's lifeless body and got out from the flat, leaving a weak and crying zelo there. He hated being abused this way, he hated what yongguk made him turn into, he hated all of his life. The only thing he could think about at those times was killing himself.
@ⓟ - Zelo When Zelo screamed at Yongguk, he couldn't handle it. The hate in his voice, the malace in his eyes... Yongguk couldn't take it. The strong man started crying as he stepped out of the car. "Please," he said with his almost breathless voice. "Please don't leave me... Please... I... I can't have you leave me!" he almost begged the younger.
As Zelo walked away Yongguk held his face in his hands, crying more. "Please!!!" he yelled then sighed more and then watched the man leave him. Yongguk fell to the floor, so broken already, just from Zelo leaving him. But, he knew he had to let him go. "I love you Zelo... Come to me... When you need help," he sighed and then slowly went into his house.
Yongguk held his phone tight. He knew Zelo still had his number, and he was just hoping that he would call.
@ⓒ - Yongguk He was feeling sorry for the other, he didn't wanted to slap him that hard, but at the moment Zelo was really mad and sad. All the past memories were coming back, memories that he had locked inside of his head. the beautiful smile of yongguk when both of them were together, they acted like a couple back then. He sighed and placed his knees against his chest and buries his face against his own tiny legs.
" Shut up..." he mumbled when he heard his name being whispered by that man's mouth " shut up " he said and turned his head to look at the other one angrier this time and without even noticed he was already punching the other man's arm. " What? not leaving me again? Im not a dirty ? Shut the up yongguk. GO KILL YOURSELF AND LEAVE ME ALONE." he screamed with all his lungs and this time, his tears finally started to fall from his eyes.
When yongguk finally stopped the car on his garage park, zelo quickly got out of the car and slammed the door closed. He really wanted to go home, he wanted to take of his wounds and forget that this day had ever happen " Live with you? I committed that mistake once and i won't do it again. Plus my boyfriend is waiting for me at home. He must be worried by now. " he lied and started to walk out of the garage without looking once towards yongguk. He really needed to forget this night or he will go in depression again.
@ⓟ - Zelo His cheek burned as the other slapped him. Not really because of the strength, but because of the emotional pain. All his feelings for the younger man came back up. All his love for him came back to the surface. He knew that he wanted to make things right, but he didn't know if it was going to be possible.
"Zelo," he whispered "I... I'm sorry... I know you hate me... But... I am not leaving ever again," he whispered then his fancy car on and drove, quickly so that Zelo couldn't get out. "You aren't a dirty ... You are just someone that was ed over by me..." he said then slowly grabbed the man's hand holding it tight.
Yongguk drove quickly to his house, parking in his garage. "Zelo... Live with me... Stay with me.... I want to make up for everything I've done to you..." he whispered then looked at Zelo with true remorse. "I'm so sorry..."
@ⓒ - Yongguk When Zelo felt the others arms being wrapped his petite waist he tried to struggle but he knew that he wasn't strong enough to do it, plus he had no strong because it was all left in that room. He sighed and let the other lead him towards the car, his body hurting him with every single move he was doing. He was trying his best to not cry, he was trying his best to not break into tears.
He couldn't believe in this, why was he back now? Why was he here now? to break Zelo's down? To make him remember every single hard past of him once he left? He hated him, he couldn't change that fact, this man made Zelo become what he is now, a , a ing dirty idiot. He closed his mouth, he didn't wanted to speak with the other so he just got inside the car.
When yongguk got inside of the car right next to him, Zelo turned his head to the other side, looking out of the window, not caring about the others words but once he felt those plump lips over his, that once he wanted so bad, he just lifted his hand and slapped him. " don't do that again, i hate you and i'll forever hate you. " he threw a death glare to the other and hissed while his eyes were becoming teary " Im this ing dirty because of you. BECAUSE OF YOU. "
@ⓟ - Zelo Yongguk sighed as Zelo left the room, he couldn't take it. Seeing his friend like this. Yongguk just watched as Zelo went into the room with the older man and shook his head as Zelo worked.
Yongguk sat backstage for hours. It seems so long, too long, and he did get a bit worried. But, nonetheless, he did nothing. He heard the horrid screams coming from his best friend and he cringed thinking about the fact that he couldn't do anything...
When Zelo walked back out and punched the wall, Yongguk spoke up. "No you don't," he whispered then wrapped his strong arms around Zelo from behind very lightly. "Come home with me... You are covered in blood," he whispered then took the man's hand and lead him away, away to his car.
Sure, Yongguk had left him with no money and no way to really live, but it was only because Zelo was the man he fell in love with. He had no clue Zelo was gay too, he had no clue that this would happen to the young and innocent man. But, now that Yongguk was back, he vowed to never leave. "Zelo," he sighed as he looked at the tall boy, "I am so sorry..." he whispered and pecked the man's lips. "Please don't hate me... Please..."
@ⓒ - Yongguk Zelo turned his head when he heard the voice he missed so much and his eyes widened when he saw yongguk standing right beside him but his actions were pissing him off. He groaned when yongguk took the money out of his underwear and grabbed his ear to take him somewhere that has remained unknown. Once he was threw on the bed Zelo growled and quickly got up, looking at the man standing in front of him.
" What the hell do you want? Don't you see that i am working idiot? You have no right to come and push me out of my client. " he said with a angry voice this time, he really wanted to slap that jerk face as hard as he could, at that moment he didn't even cared that he had been the one who had took care of him when he was younger and fragile. " Yes i am all of that, why? Does it bother you? You were the one who left me some years ago aren't you yongguk? " he said and pushed the other away walking towards the door and slightly turned his head around. " Get the away from my way yongguk, the zelo you knew once is dead." with that he got out from the room.
He sighed and let his palms caressing his face before walking back to where his client was. He needed the money to pay the rent of his house and he needed to have it no matter how hard it was. He smirked again and placed his finger under the others jaw and brushed his lips against the latter's ear " we should go to another room " with that he grabbed the others hand and made their way towards a room. He knew that he was going to suffer but he liked to feel pain no matter how hurt his body would be afterwards. They spend hours inside of the room, Zelo's screams could be heard from outside, the man was ing inside of him with along with a making zelo's hurt in pain and of course, his body was marker and in blood because the violence the other had used on in.
When the job was already finished he got up from the bed with a loud groan, since all his body was hurting him and walked to the backstage to wear his normal clothes and get out from that horrible place. Zelo never dreamt about being a , Yongguk was the one who left him without money, and for some months he search for work but no one would take him so he decided to become a e. He sighed and punched the wall beside him and hissed " I hate you bang yongguk. "
@ⓟ - Zelo Yongguk walked into the strip club, as always looking for a y little to . He noticed a rather tall and thin blonde boy on one of the stages, and shrugged it off. He didn't think much of it. It wasn't like he really know who it was. He just noticed that the man was ing hot.
By the time Yongguk sat in one of the big fluffy chairs to watch the man do his magic, he was already off the stage and down someone's throat. The young and tall man was dancing for the much older client now, and as soon as he turned around to shake his a little for the client, Yongguk knew exactly who it was. "Zelo?" he asked as he looked at the younger's face, shocked of course. "What the fu-" he got up then walked over to the younger man and cocked his head. "Hey there little bro..." he stared disapprovingly at the younger man then pulled the money that the client had been pushing into his underwear out and handed it back to the man. "Come here you," he said quickly as he grabbed Zelo's ear and pulled him along to a back room almost no one knew about.
Yongguk pushed Zelo onto the big and comfortable bed with red sheets on it. "Dude," he said as he closed the door and locked it. "What are you doing?" he asked as he turned back to his old friend that he used to take care of. "A stripper? And e? Really?"
Zelo stopped in front of the mirror, looking at his parts of the body that were showing because of the small clothes he was wearing. A huge smirk appeared on his face once he started to move his hips in seductively motion in front of the mirror, with this clothes no one would resist the tall blond guy.
He walked towards the stage and placed himself in front of the people who were watching and started to dance as y as he could, his tongue trailing down his bottom lip from time to time, to end up winking at the people who were already drooling. Another smirk appeared on his face when he found someone having money for him and he quickly got out of the stage walking towards the man and then he knew the show was about to begin.
Without letting the time to the man placed the money down, he spread his legs over his lap to catch the others lips to a rough kiss. Zelo's lips moving against the others one's aggressively, his wet muscle exploring every single corner of the client's cavern. Once he was pleased with his work he lifted himself from the latter's lap and started to move his hips from side to side, his fingers started to his shirt to slowly end up falling from his shoulders to the ground, at that moment, only the lower part of Zelo's was covered by his y underwear.
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