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@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [] I’ll tie up the loose ends : ) ]

*Jeongguk could never once fathom, no matter how close you or any other celebrity got to their fans, that they “loved” their fans. And you had a few toxic ones. Did you have more of a toxic ratio than usual? Possibly.*

*yet as you easily and needily slammed on him, he eagerly groaning back due to both the drunk feeling of alcohol and also the pent-up state you were in with his own now stood up tinder date plan, it was a night unforgettable for many reasons. He did it. He had with a celebrity, what some fans yearned for in their fantasies. And was it all he expected it to be? Maybe. All he knew is by the end as you miraculously came fast, that we both had ed so good.*

*he was surprised slightly by the kiss as you clothed yourself yet he already got the status quo. That kiss meant a goodbye. He sighed when you left before texting his stood-up tinder date, “sorry, last minute came up. We can reschedule?” He took the picture down after its fame was at its peak explaining “oops sorry guys you’re right, this isn’t her account. I’m going to sleep early for the exams. Good luck everyone!” but even after that Jeongguk wondered about the kiss after he stopped reeling from the highly pleasurable time of our bodies in tune getting off. He never ed like that before. He had to break from the euphoric feeling as he remembered that sweaty face and needy moans as you rode him so well. He ruffled his hair messily after a shower while texting his rich friends that he returned and he’s down to go downtown tomorrow and forget about it. Like he said, it never happened. Yet he still remembered the hot touches, the desire*…

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Jungkook loves his fans. He truly does love them. Especially children who sang for him. He was known for his late night streams, karaoke night, even playing sessions. His fans adored him. Haters didn't really have that much change against his loyal InYuns. Jungkook never actually admitted out loud, but he did sometimes enjoy watching them put people in line. Not many idols maintain this close contact with their fans, that much you must know before you target him. Or maybe you did because of that? Because he was popular like that.*

Y-yeah... *He almost cursed himself out loud for stuttering, but you were so close.* I avoid problems and do my best to not cause them. *On the contrary, Jungkook was well aware that he was trapped.* ... maybe

*Yet, he didn't know your inner struggles, too busy with his own. Because he didn't know... didn't know how to put that fire down. Why, he wants to bring you even closer? Why your lips fit his so perfectly, why with every brush, he wanted more and more? Why couldn't he hold back those embarrassing noises when you pressed him even harder against the wall? Was it just lust? Why? Why? Why? Oh, why did he want this and more? He gives in, tilting his head and letting you abuse his neck, gasping so surprised with just how good it felt.*

*He must be so pathetic if his hater could bring him to this. If with just a little too intense and hot kiss, he could just carry him to the backroom and undress, but that's precisely what he allowed you to do. His own trembling hands took care of your ridiculous dressing shirt with far too many buttons, and pushed if off your shoulders, which he showered in bites and kisses. He didn't even care where you took him. Your y body, your addicting mouth and touch. Soon enough, he found himself in your lap, and needy, leaving red marks on your back as he bounced on your . The room was filled with the sounds of skin slapping, his gasps and moans, as your fingers dig into his skin, pushing him down harder and lifting faster. *

*He couldn't call your name as he reaches his high, but he surely kissed you hard after, holding back on your head and not letting you move away. He was a sweaty mess, hair curling and sticking to his face and neck. Cheeks flushed, and he looked into your dark eyes. He didn't want to leave. If anything, he wanted even more. He wanted to let you push him down hard, feel your weight all around.
No.
No, he couldn't ask for that. Your eyes started to clear out. Soon the fire in them with turn into ice. You will look at him with that disgust and hate like before. He was unable to ask for more, so he lifted himself up. Yet, Jungkook eyes didn't change. The big doe eyes glanced at you every now and then, as he dressed himself up. But there was no shame or regret. Just questions. So many questions.*

*He was ready to leave. Dressed up, and he almost did, when something made him stop. He turns, looking at you one more time and then, before he could stop himself, and gave himself a hard mental slap, he moved. Jungkook's hand curled in your hair once again, tugging you closer as he kissed you again. Hard with low grunt. Last taste, before he pulled back. Breathless. Flushed. With big doe eyes, messy hair and then... he smiles at you. The next moment, he was gone, leaving your words unanswered. *

*Outside, he leaned heavily against the wall, his legs weak, as he stared at the ground, shocked. He walked home still dazed. Mind filled with you, memory of your touch and kisses. The impact you left behind. Marks on his skin. The sound of your voice when pleasure overtook you. He took a long shower, touching himself and thinking about you. Letting his mind pretend, but it wasn't even half as good. *

*He put an act for his fans, and only a few noticed that he was distracted. That he couldn't really focus on words, music, or games. He kept losing the words, kept forgetting the question, and over time his eyes only became sadder as new thoughts appeared in his head, bothering him. By the end of the stream he was sitting in a darkroom, illuminated by light from his phone, just humming under his breath. Then he wished everyone a quiet goodnight and the live ended. *

*His apartment never felt more empty.*

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [sorry this one’s just messy bc I was just going to put this as my solo thing but decided to paste it ]

*true. Pics like these fans eat up and depending on the ratio of toxic to not toxic fans, it’ll do its spreading around. But still, fans will believe whatever their mind feeds them so if many fans want to believe “oppa is straight,” they absolutely will at least until there is 100% proof. Even then to a few, delusional would know no bounds. Just like how ships gain popularity by how good they look together regardless of each individual’s ability to feel attracted to them. Accounts have that spark to ignite but only a few like his, have real facts to back it up- not like the fans could differentiate between the real super fan accounts and fake ones though. Especially in an era where photoshop’s a real thing. If it’s fast enough, the picture taken down would just mean it would die down. So jeongguk’s offer to take down the picture was viable.*

*least…? Jeongguk tried not to chuckle under his breath. Clearly, the precious singer didn’t realize that in this case it’s you who was in a trap. Afterall, he asked as well why did jungkook think he was able to get into this supposedly exclusive place* yes…lucky. Maybe you’re the unlucky one…

*jeongguk’s eyes lingered on the other’s face. That’s right. Why /was/ he getting close? And why was you even asking that vulnerably disgustingly arouse him…And yet you found out soon enough thanks to the kiss if it wasn’t for the hard-on in his pants. What he didn’t expect; however, was you to kiss back after that initial kiss. Even /before/ he could use your lust against you. He didn’t have anything planned. No blackmail. No cameras or voice recording. So now he was just doing this- again. Out of his personal interest. He should stop. Yet he didn’t stop as your arms clung to him close, lips trailing down to your neck. How ironic. The person who interrupted his tinder date was slowly becoming that tinder date. And not only that but a celebrity he hated. Despised. You were even showing the very same traits he despised yet you reacted so well to him, he smirked unable to stop.*

*He was currently being led straight into the danger zone by this so-called perfect celebrity. Not because of what you said. His father wouldn’t have him tarnish their reputation again, paying how much ever that man needed to for others to stay quiet about his son’s excursions for the business to prosper. No, this was a danger zone in his mind and how he professionally kept away from those shining dolls. And with that kiss back, he was entering that no-turning-back zone. His tongue swiped at the roof of your gums, flicking and your upper lip before his hands traveled to your waist. To pull away was to talk and to talk was to get into the discussion and eventual admittance that even as a hater, you succeeded in wrapping him around your finger. You made a hater secretly desire you thanks to that idol charm that he despised. Good for you that you have that idol-like pull but not good for him.*

*but because he didn’t want to admit it, in complete stubbornness to avoid talking, he growled grabbing your thighs as he tasted the bitterness of the alcohol from your lips before hooking your legs around him. Soft yet firm. A celebrity’s body. Jungkook the celebrity’s body. An ideal body to appeal to the gazes of both. Muscular but not too bulky. Feminine yet not too skinny. He carried you while making out with your body hooking onto his until he pushed away a red veiled curtain before he slid carrying you onto one of the secret private small backrooms’s couches and sat down on one of those circular red couches that could substitute for a bed. This was also usually a type of small room place where the rich old corrupt would usually take a selected few unlucky idols from the shady sector to be “entertained.” Now Jeongguk, a trust fund son and eventual owner if his older brother didn’t take it first, was using this place to be essentially “entertained” by you. Yet Jeongguk didn’t care about that nuance. He only just wanted to get you in a more private place alone and the hotel’s vip room secret rooms seemed fast and easy enough. If he decided to bring you to his hotel room or you yours, they’d have inevitably talked which could lead to Jeongguk stopping in realization of him breaking his ideals*

*not stopping as he kissed jungkook on his lap, his right hand traveled around to the hem of your pants before pulling them down. He was acting before thinking because he knew if he let his mind question what he was doing with a rotten celebrity, he’d never hear the end of it. And by the time you and him were both ing so eagerly to get off after a long day, both of us couldn’t stop, his glaring eyes drilling up into you as you moaned like a would and god was he angry when you took him in and eventually bounced on him. He snorted. Of course. All you celebrities are s who could get anyone they wanted. Yet Jeongguk couldn’t stop being unraveled even just for a moment by the celebrity. Even if it was just your charm, he understood why fans would want to be this close to a celebrity. Fans would all throw themselves out to another human being just because that human being was idealized in media. But even now that idealized human was only human and had needs. Now Jeongguk was face to face with the real thing, and groaning as the singer eagerly started slamming down on him.*

*after the alcohol and the hormone-driven , Jeongguk finally spoke as his and your hormones calmed down and we both could finally think what we did. Jeongguk felt annoyed more than anything as he watched jungkook have to leave and clothe himself for that live jungkook had to do to reassure his fans he wasn’t sleeping with anyone as Jeongguk sat there still . He became exactly like them corrupt rich, being whooed by short-term pleasure. Yet even after the , god did jungkook still shone brightly even glistened with sweat. His eyes grazed over that same waist he held when your pent-up self was getting off to him. He could only snort at the fact their precious jungkook wasn’t as innocent as fans made him out to be as he watched jungkook’s soft hips covered with clothes again. Even the red lighting of the small room made jungkook look ethereal despite being painted with . Yet he knew what was next so he said it first. As a proponent of the celebrity’s dark side he was aware of it already. Especially with the many scandals he’s been witness to. Being so ually pent-up is normal for a celebrity, an idol who couldn’t be public with any relationships. Especially, that desire to have this strong pent-up energy released by anyone who can give it to them. Whether that was money, or drugs, it was always a way people who were constantly pressured to act and do good felt. So better to just say it for you* this never happened

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Jungkook knew well enough how dynamic fans' reactions are and how fast they act. By now this picture reaches deep, and the first analysis could be posted. They would compare every inch of his skin to actual pictures and work with it. He was just lucky his tattoos weren't in sight. Yet his lips piercing. Yup, that was a problem, and that going to be the first thing he is going to change once he is home. Silver loop instead of black spiral with hooks.*

*There was a question in his eyes as he tried his best to analyze your behavior. Nothing was obvious other than your dislike toward him you were sarcastic and angry and he couldn't say why. He didn't remember you
did he even meet you before today? Probably not and he had a good memory of faces and smells. Yet, nothing. You were also very damn y in this and he couldn't help but feel the pull.*

If you know that much you should be more careful. I am probably the nicest and the least problematic one out here. So I guess you could call yourself lucky but that luck can quickly disappear. *He tried to warn but it lacked any real pressure. It was hard to focus when you were pressing him against the wall your warm body against his. Eyes dark... hungry? He couldn't say. His wild doe eyes locked with yours. Waiting. *

If so... *He whispered.* why are you this close... *His knees turned into cotton candy when you moved close. Fingers squeezing you rather gently. He parted his lips, waiting holding his breath when you loved even close. When was the last time someone even was this close? He could count your eyelashes and freckles. You smelled divine, masculine but not too heavy. You felt his senses and for a long moment, everything around did not matter. He no longer could even hear the lobby music or people around. Just his fast-beating heart in his ears and your words. A small gasp leaves his lips at your words, but you didn't give him a chance to answer. Your kiss made him shiver and he closed his eyes. He didn't answer immediately, but when you tilted his head to the side, pressing his lips a bit harder against his he gave in with another small noise, kissing you back. Fingers, curled on your shirt pulled you closer. *

*When was the last time someone kissed him this way and made him feel so much? Jungkook couldn't remember but you had such a strong effect on him and he couldn't bring himself to push you back. Just like alcohol you went straight to his head and left him needing more. He kisses you and kisses trying to get as much as he can. , you surely know how to kiss to make him want more. A pleasant heat went down his spine. He wanted to say, Don't stop but that would require breaking it and that was something he didn't want to do.*

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *Jeongguk lifted a brow at your words. It seemed like you were still weary of him despite giving that good point. Yet he could tell that if he took it down before a full day, people’s ’ memories would be like that of a goldfish. And so far it only reached the people who were daily following you because of how hazy yet unbelievable it was. If he reached the general audience of fans who didn’t usually pay attention to such weird pics, then you could truly be in trouble and your agency would bombard you with questions. That is…given none of the accounts followers reposted it to the general audience already. Being in the fan media space for this long, he knows these nuances and why it was better professionally to have a blurry one- better for both of us. But would it have been way better if he waited? Hell yeah, that’s his personalizing his hate for the famous celebrity jungkook to blame for being more impulsive.*

*he lifts a brow when that celebrity himself grips his chin. He chuckles lifting a brow. So this is your true personality then? Disgusting. * that was sarcasm. *he snorts* of course me and my old man both know that seedy things happen around here…*then his smirking grimace grows bigger after you curled your fingers around his wrist. Those wild eyes behind raven black curly hair. The slightly flushed cheeks from the alcohol you were drinking at the party. And that soft alluring gasp. Yeah…so ing disgusting. So revolting, this is everyone’s precious celebrity? Pft what a joke* funny, I seem to recall it was me trying to leave you. Well… until you realized what my true face actually is. Then I couldn't afford to… *leaning forward to whisper hovering over your lips. Not inches away but almost centimeters now* newsflash but I'm that “certain people” in your industry you must stay away from. *his breath hovered into your own, eyes still sharp as he looked into your own when you asked about what he wanted. Money. . The thought disgusted him. So utterly revolting. Celebrities are revolting. Especially you. God you’re so ing…disgusting. He thought as his fingers lingered over your skin. The outfit you were wearing revealed even more skin like a tease. He chuckles* funny, such a high view of yourself. But simply put. *he breathes with a glare into your eyes as his hot breath hovers over your lips* I want to ruin you… *He then pressed his lips against you, not giving you time to respond, quickly melding them against your own as he tilted his head to deepen the kiss.*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ Yeah, you got it, and you post it. It's out. You lost your advantage over me. You can't threaten me with it anymore. In a week or two it will be forgotten. So what's the big deal? *Was Jungkook worried? Maybe just a bit, but he planned to go home and put on a livestream and spend time with his fans. This will surely calm them all out because it means that he is not spending a night with anyone. * You need to be more clever babe, next time wait for the right time. That picture could be bigger. *His fingers grabbed your chin as he leaned closer. *
I never said you didn't, that was your assumption. But go ahead, tell your daddy. * His tone carried no bite, no spite, and no anger. His eyes were rather calm till you pushed him against the wall. He gasped, his fingers curling around your wrist, wild eyes searching your eyes. He didn't expect that. * I was planning to leave when I saw you. *Jungkook pushed back but your arms didn't move. * Will you take it down? *His eyes narrowed.* I highly doubt it. Now let me ask this...*Jungkook's fingers curl on your shirt as he pulled you closer, lips mere inches away from your lips.* What do you want from me? Money? ? What it is, huh?

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@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *jeongguk’s glare was hard and hot. Well…until it wasn’t. That was…unusual. You first acted like the rest yet now are rambling about yourself? What, so now he realizes you’re a marvel fan like him, he’s supposed to let you off after all that . He snorts* blurry? Yes but I literally got your pretty lips and jawline in that pic, babe. Your precious fans know it’s you even if hazy. Or someone who strangely looks like you- which that’s not easy you know. *he cocked a brow when you looked away.* and now you’re ignoring me? *snorts* denial doesn’t look too good on you, babe. Neither does ignorance *he ended up snickering in amusement at your conclusion to entertaining his question. It’s a conclusion alright* oh so /now/ I mean something, do I? *yet his smirk doesn’t dissipate* oh no, that’s terrible. I should inform my father *he answers in exaggerating worry. Yet when you start to depart, he lifts a brow. Now you backed down in fear and said you wouldn’t sue him after already making it his problem? Before, he would’ve left you in anger, staying professional and letting you go. He already finished his job for today. Yes, he made it a bit more personal but at least he did what he was set to out to do by the end. Affect a celebrity’s reputation. You weren’t his target but became it. But now… you were too late to convince him that you were just “warning” him, “worried” for his safety.* really now? You’re just up and leaving? *he nods to one of the workers with a curt smile before he pushed you back against a wall* Didn’t you come here for something? To make me take down that picture perhaps? Or what? Just to chew me your “hater” out?

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ And what is it in your hands? Blurry pictures that prove nothing? You know nothing about me. You hate my pretty face and my fame. Yet, I couldn't care less about it. Because at the end of the day, I am still me. Boy with a small obsession with marvel movies who likes to dance. *Jungkook patted your shoulder, smiling.* I won't sue because I don't really care. You didn't truly harm me in any way. But I wanted to warn you. *He looked over your shoulder at someone, frowning slightly before he looked back at your face, whatever he saw that made him worried passed.* They are certain people in my industry that you must stay away from. If you are here, it means that you mean something, they won't let just anyone inside. So be careful. Watch out. Do not pull things like you just did today. There is more to lose than just fame. *Something in his eyes was telling you that he wasn't lying. There was fear in his eyes, hidden very deep, memories and experience. He saw some . It lasted for a moment, before his mask was back on his face. Mask you hated.* It was pleasant to meet you, nonetheless. Hopefully, next time, you will say yes to a drink. *Jungkook leans in, his scent cradled your face for a moment.* Stay safe, handsome hater.*