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@choi chanhee ᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ *looks back at you and gently wipes your eyes as well* I really mean it. You are definitely not dumb Channie. I think you are smart though. I know you do. I see how yoh always think of others and try to make them smile and be happy. You always make me happy too. I know that one day you will be happy. That you'll find someone who treats you well and makes you smile because you deserve all that and more. *holds you tighter and rubs your back more* don't worry about that, you don't need to apologise. I don't mind at all. It's only clothes and you are much more important. Maybe they are. You do have a big heart Channie. You are always so sweet and kind to everyone.

//why there 3 peeps? who spying?

@wang yunkai ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ *listening to your words i just sniffle and let them sink in trying my hardest to stay strong hating mixed signals and feelings. i wipe my eyes a little looking up at you lower lip quivering* you mean that.. bunny not dumb..? i knows.. i know I'm not always smarts.. and don't have big memory space but.. but i try and i try making everyone happy.. i just wanna make them happy.. and hope one day i can be happy like thems.. *i lay my cheek on your shoulder curling into you sighing.* mm getting your pretty clothes wet.. i sorry.. for being so messy i just.. people say my heart to big for my body.. maybe they're right..

@choi chanhee ᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ *pulls you a little closer* I'm glad you do. Ah, I can understand why you like them, when they treat you nicely like that. It's understandable for that to hurt, to see them being the same way with other people, being more affectionate with them too, when you thought it might have been special between you both. I wouldn't say you're reading too much into it, and you are certainly not being dumb, it's natural to wonder about why they are like that with others. I don't think you would be or look like an for asking them about it. I know it would be hard to distance from them, but thinking of yourself and your well-being is good. I think they are silly for not being affectionate with you too, they are the one missing out with that. You are not dumb, not at all, you're so lovely Channie, and anyone who doesn't see that is dumb. *quickly puts my glass back down and hugs you back tightly, rubbing your back*

@wang yunkai ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ *presses into your side shrugging* I know I can.. so I like this person- or well I think- thought I did? I don’t know yet actually but he’s just super nice and sweet to me and gentlemanly when alone but then I see him about and how he is with other people and it’s kinda like the same with me but more affectionate and I don’t know how that makes me feel and I see it and it hurts cause am I reading to much into this? Am I to hopeful? Am I just being dumb? I don’t know. And I don’t wanna ask cause what if I put them on the spot and look like an . So I want to try distancing myself from him but it’s hard you know? Like.. what am I feeling and is it real? Why don’t I get to be affectionate to someone? Haven’t I waited enough? Am I just this ditzy dumb bunny that can’t take a hint..? *sniffled rubbing my eyes setting my drink down to hug you* I don’t know

@choi chanhee ᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ *reaches out to pick up my own glass before leaning my head back against yours and wrapping my arm around you* I think it's okay to feel like that, to not know what to do. You can trust me though. I'll always be here for you, no matter what. I wish I could help you feel better. If you want to talk about it then I'm here to listen or we can just cuddle like this

@wang yunkai ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ *leans over laying my head on your shoulder taking my float and on the straw* I’m just.. I don’t know what to do. What to feel who to trust.. I just.. feel empty and jealous and not myself right now

@choi chanhee ᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ Both are good. I understand that even if I'm not the same. I still prefer sweet whatever my mood is. *smiles softly while watching you, moving a little closer as you sit down, giving a worried look as you pull your knees up* it's nothing you need to thank me for, but you're welcome. I'm just happy that I can be here for you when you need me. I know. I hope that you don't feel so icky soon but I'll be here for whatever you need

@wang yunkai ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ Mmm I love both snacks! Depends on my mood sometimes I need sweet and other times it has to be salty~ *rummaging through his cabinets I pull out a variety of the snacks I have as well as grabbing the homemade lemon bars I made earlier in the week bringing them over to the couch setting them on the little coffeee table. I bring my knees to my chest and pick my drink up smiling with a sigh* thanks again yun.. just.. been feeling so icky lately

@choi chanhee ᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ *looks over at you and smiles seeing you walking over, turning my gaze to the glasses as you set them down* Ooh, they look good~ Hmm, I like sweet snacks the most. What about Channie?

@wang yunkai ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ *carefully walking over with the two sweet treats I set the glasses down with a straw and spoon for each of us.* “what kind of snacks you like YunYun?

@choi chanhee ᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ *shakes my head* I haven't. That sounds really yummy though~ Aww, thank you, you're always so sweet to me Channie~ *nods* Okay~ *smiles and listens to you humming for a few minutes before picking up the remote and turning the tv on to see what was on*

@wang yunkai ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ You haven’t had a float? It’s icecream with soda on top~ usually root beer it’s really good and sweet~ I’ll make us both one. Oh! Remote for the tv is next to the couch if you wanna put something on~~ *starts moving around the kitchen humming*

@choi chanhee ᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ *looks at you and nods* That's true, people seem to do silly or bad things when they drink. *hums softly* I haven't had one before, so you can pick one~ *giggles softly and moves to sit down* Okay, I will~

@wang yunkai ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ Good for you stay away from it~ makes you do bad things~ yeah? Do you like rooters float or I can do another one let me see what I have~ *motions for you to sit down* silly~ relax and get comfy please…

@choi chanhee ᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ *giggles softly as you pull me in* I really like it, it's so cosy~ *giggles more and follows along behind you to the kitchen* Sure~ I don't really drink alcohol, how did you know? Floats? That sounds nice~

@wang yunkai ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ *beaming I close the door sliding my slippers on as well pulling you in* it’s small but it’s mine.. and it’s my home~ *I bounce towards the kitchen already feeling better having such a friend here* wanna drink YunYun? You don’t drink alcohol right? I have juice boxes and tea, I can make us floats too~

@choi chanhee ᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ Thank you, you're welcome, I'm happy to come to comfort you. *smiles and changes into a pair of slippers, stepping inside* It's so cute and pretty!

@wang yunkai ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ So this is my place- make yourself at home. Slippers are right there.. thank you again for coming over wanting to comfort me. /pushes the door open stepping to the side to let you come in/

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