❍ ooc

Let’s see how good my acting skills are.. can I bull my way and having her believe we’re not 15 minutes late already? We’re about to find out….

Love it

No granted I would’ve been on on time to work with 15 minutes to spare, but I had to drive further into town for the person who is shadowing me

I remembered at the last minute that I’m supposed to be shadowed with my client this morning … casually running late

ALSO REAL

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C8hvWGyPHj9/?igsh=ZXBndDltMzhndmxu

real

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@☀︎ felix lee sorry this took me a bit. i needed brain power. and i been knee deep in a replies all morning. A truly rare occurrence lemme tell you. But, wow, honestly. It seems like you grew before she did. I'm surprised, her pain must be deep if she's still doing that. Well, says a lot about you. Growing and . that really does make me proud. Love to see it.

and its not a myspace RP. It's like myspace. you remember how back in the day you could have like custom themes and what not? tumblr has that. discord doesnt. has servers. but thats about it. themes for discord and pretty banners all cost money. granted themes can cost on tumblr but they dont have too. I'll show you an example. PLEASE VIEW ON DESKTOP. but here my last tumblr account before i moved. this was my blog for Gabriel. things will be empty and not filled out here but you get the point. https://atrialrunnnnnnn.tumblr.com/

I did too. your rp was a broad and expansive space. i still remember it. and i act old for a good reason. i feel old. when youre raised in chaos it impacts your brain differently. i was forced to grow up before i was ready. and now that my maturity has actually reached me in my 30s i feel like ive been through the cold war with the hell ive come from. i also been a strong support beam to my friends and am considered the mom. so its an adult role ive long since accepted. and if you wanna get really dark on why im 'so old' as if the dump of info above isnt enough, i have a semi colon movement, I have it as a tattoo. ill let you look that up if youre that curious. but know that its a good diss. not a bad one. plus how many 30 somethings in rp nowadays? loner is such a weeb. shes a good one. ♥

but yeah im around. i expend all my big writer energy on tumblr. people hand it back. feels good fam. would love to see you there sometime. but like i said if you want on your own terms. but yeah. i moved. life is good. and right back at you. love seeing you grow into who you wanna be and away from the BS.

@☀︎ zane phillips I heard that before in a show. And yeah she was being a disrespectful , as usual but was doing things to hurt, and then I grew out of that. Now it’s nothingness lol. What is MySpace rp? The way I rp I’m not meeting any characters limit yet. Thank you for the kind welcome into your circle babes. You actually were missed, believe it or not.

I loved illmatic. It did well. Some things were more important to rps then than they are now. I am drinking my water please you’re not even old actually you’re acting like you’re 87. Yeah idk how I scooped lonerz. They imprinted on me after I got on their nerves…. Story of my life hahah.

I’ll keep that in mind if I think of something I need a Fr writer for. It’s good to see you’re in a better space being appreciated.

@☀︎ felix lee i refer to myself as an old crow. a flock of them is called a murder, cool stuff innit? and WHAT? why? you two were like peas in a pod last i was around. what happened? and i hate discord. lol cool fact if you do write a lot when youre inspired discord has a **character limit** unless you buy nitro. absolutely ing not. lol tumblr is FREE. think of tumblr kinda like myspace in the way of having your own space that you can make individual to your character. but again if you want on your time. i dont force anything. im here now to poke and harass. youre welcome in my circle.

and YES. was very urban themed, i loved it. i recall it was because i like left without saying something. lol nothing too bad thank . i was only an idiot growing up not a bad person. but no worries. that was a LONG time ago and both of us have grown a lot as people. you take it easy you here? dont make this old crow fuss at you for your daily intake of water. i hear loner is in your corner too. you dont want mama crow pecking at you if you took care of yourself. and that people pleasing is a trauma response, which again in turn, we are products of our own environment and its not our fault. im completely understanding and nonjudgmental. so, youre in a safe space with this elder.

as my status on my profile suggests, im only here for my friends. so, if you want to do any actual rp, im always around. but otherwise ill be chill chatting in the rooms. so good to see you. ♥ i love to hear youre growing as a person. im feeling all fuzzy and . stop that.

@☀︎ zane phillips I love crows! Thanks for the assistance. Ill see if I get better at writing, I need that brain to hand connection. I don't even talk to that girl anymore. Isnt' that crazy. Dead to me. My friends are trying to teach me how to rp on discord now and I'm like Oi Vey. I was born with that desire to please people tho I like people around momentarily, but please them... never as long as I can remember and before.

Wait wait was mY roleplay you remember ?? hmm was it illmatic ? Yeah yelling at somebody for doing. Sounds like me

@☀︎ felix lee of course. this old crow likes you. you ever wanna try a different format ikll show you the ropes sometime. i tried to bring wik but she wants her privs and thats it for her. but its easy stuff. better format for writers who wanna actually have a character have a story and it be way beyond just relationships. so much freedom. its super cool. and hey when you enter your thirties your brain changes. not just because science says so but you lose that desire to please people you genuinely develop a lack of give a . more than you ever have before. and its.. freeing.

as for the storm now i know what you mean thats some ing . BOOO. but hey, make your mistakes now, dont make them later. you got people who care about you leveling up. take it easy. we are all, products of our environment. it took me years to grow from the chaos i was raised with. i sure as am not judging you. you know what youre doing and thats actually more than most people. *le pinch cheek* if someone were to ask me whose someone you remember from rpr. id say that DamnDaehyun. X) what was your rp called again? some kinda city rp. i still remember it and you yelling at me for something i did. lol oh how we grow, aye?

@☀︎ zane phillips Lol that was kindly said thank you. ❤️ That’s why I was shocked to see you back. I know it hasn’t been the best. Trust I relate. STILL. It’s good you got tumblr and been having fun that means you made the right decisions
I mean the storm chose my car cuz nobody else on my street got a tree thrown on their car. Tf.
As I try to do all these thing I know what doesn’t serve me or assist me will just fall from being around to me or fall from being attached to me. I’m confident about that

@☀︎ felix lee yeah babes im good. i was angry for awhile befopre i left here because i was constantly struggling to find partners and feel valued. Someone with 16 years experience in writing doesnt belong here im not gonna lie. and theres a saying that youll be undervalued in the wrong places, so move, and so i went back home. i ing love it on tumblr. i have a blast every day. but damn, im so sorry about the car bs. whatcha mean the storm chose your baby? and not stressing is easier said than done. gotta surround yourself in healthy minded people. noone gonna level up easy when everyone complaining about something. thats another reason i moved. too much negativity and complaining. im glad youre holding it up. youve been around on this site for as long as i can remember. always a pleasure to see you.

@☀︎ zane phillips Oh no im guessing you’re ok now but I’ll still ask?
Are you okay?
I don’t read when I’m driving only at red lights or I just ignore. And never at night so don’t worry

Lmaooo has tumblr been fun tho?
I’m doing ok. I lost my car in like July and it’s been a fiasco to get a new one so I’m still careless. No accident, the storm just chose my baby otl. Other than that just thuggin trying not to stress trying to learn and trying to level up

@☀︎ felix lee ill bring you to ooc so you can read here and not read while you driving because i got in a wreck in june doing that . drive safe loser. ♥ and i came back because i decided today of all days to check on my friends and tbh they arent on tumblr and wont come so i was like :-( i miss them. so that was it. thats all it took. how you doing boo?

I will be drinking. If my character bothers you or his shenanigans, feel free to ignore. my writing style is never meant to cumber others, i stay in my own lane. so dont let my portrayal bother you.

sighs

Realising that I could've slept in a bit because the bus came whenever it wanted to....

No, because I gotta head back in tomorrow (and stay for my usual time, thankfully). I have Sunday off, but then I gotta go back to work for a couple days before I can be off AGAIN for ONE day. After that I'll be finishing off the week by working for three days straight. :')

oh man- thats holidays for you but hey at least you got through it and can rest up now (hopefully)

Hhh 30 more minutes until I'm finally out of this hellhole called work. This was foul, making me stay late, post-Halloween. Today was too hectic for my liking.

YVES CB?? :o

u v u aight

If you want to and know who, then yeth

Yes

caresses the wall
do I wanna be a dorky girlie

Same
I don't remember when I last had one

i don't feel like having alts lately. :/

Get alts, coward

nvm i'm just having a crisis. i wanna be several people.