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@ᵇ kim yugyeom. That was sweet and you say I’m sweet. Trust that I feel the exact same way around you. Not only do you heighten my happiness, but you also have me constantly wanting to do naughty things to you. Such as marking every part of you so your body knows who it belongs to.
your words bring along a soft chuckle against your neck as I continue to kiss against it, I didn’t think you would so easily just give in and start begging, but hearing how you’ll do your best until you can no longer hold it in excites me; I was eager to see how you’d break and start verbally yearning for me to you. I’m quick to catch on how your voice trembles out in a whimper as my lips had busy themselves against your neck, can’t help but to grin a little from my little discovery.
What a pretty sound you’re making, baby. It reminds me of the time I had you pressed against the wall, you made the prettiest sounds then too.
I mumble against your skin, your scent being the only thing I pick up with every breath I take, my lips gently kisses repeatedly against your scent gland and gradually my lips part before I’m leaving open-mouthed kisses, soon enough I’m latching onto the patch of skin, with just enough pressure to leave a visible mark. Meanwhile my fingers had finally finished their work, my lips and hands are in unison. Bringing your legs together between us so they can grip at the waistband of your pants and boxers, pulling them down. I don’t spread your legs open after the clothing as been removed, instead with your legs still gathered together I shift them over to the side, one of your hips now viable to me. I bring my mouth away from your neck that had been occupied with leaving marks against your neck, dark eyes scanning over the blooms of red against your porcelain skin.
Now you’re looking even more like mine.
without anytime to waste I shift down on the bed so I can have the perfect access to your hip, one arm hooked under your legs that I’ve adjusted to the side while my other hand lightly brushes against your exposed hip, a small smirk forms knowing just the slightest touch by me here gets you worked up. First I start kissing softly against the side of your thigh, my eyes staring at your face as much as I could, watching every expression as my lips trail up towards your hip; not yet marking you.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Sangmin, I get riled up just because you exist and I know you’re mine. That I can do these sorts of intimate things with you and that you want to do them with me. I’m floating on a cloud any second I’m near you.
Rants as I still go about leaving various kisses on your neck and jaw. A hand lazily tangling my digits in your locks. Soft laughter escaping me as you climb onto the bed while I still cling to you, letting myself plop carefully into the fluffy bed moments later.
Sangda, I could start begging right now, but for the sake of playing along, I’ll see how long it takes before it’s unbearable and I can’t wait any longer.
A soft whimper escapes my lips when you begin laying kisses on my neck. This is actually my favorite spot to be kissed or marked up, but I don’t bring that up. Just by the way my body reacts and the sounds that emit from me should be enough to tell. My hands search for different parts of you that I can hold while you kiss my throat. Body merely working itself up over your faint growl once you had taken in a sniff of my scent.
Yes, please~
Looks up at you with hazy vision and hooded orbs, my lower lip before letting it be captured by my teeth.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. each time our lips would touch again it took everything in me to not keep our lips connected; I really did enjoy kissing you so much. your words make me chuckle softly with an amused grin curling on my expression, I’m stealing my own kisses from your lips and at the same time I’m giving little nips to your bottom lip.
I guess that’s true, are you just telling me that you get riled up with everything I do?
teases, humming at the pleasant feeling of your lips leaving an array of kisses at my neck, your lips soft and brushing against my skin that causes goosebumps to form along my arms. as we enter the bedroom i’m climb from the foot of the bed until we’ve reached the middle, i set you down gently.
I can’t wait to see how long you’ll go for until you’re begging me to do more to you..
my hand gently turns your head to the side so I can return the favor to your neck, a trail of slow light kisses being left until my tiers brush at your scent gland, inhaling your scent which has me growling faintly. my hands relocating between us so I can slowly undo the front of your pants.
Lets rid of these pesky clothing

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Softly pants when we parted from the kiss due to my anxiousness. Your possessive feeling slowly becoming something I’m obsessed with. The ghosting sensation of your brims against my own only makes me want to lean in for another kiss. So I don’t hold back, I steal a quick kiss before hearing you ask me if I’m sure.
Yes, my hips are a part of me, aren’t they? Also, if I don’t get riled up by your marks then.. isn’t this relationship all for naught?
Allows my arms to be shifted about around your neck before doing a little hop to help you adjust my legs. My face is tucked in the crook of your neck, laying kisses along neck while we make our way to the bedroom. Half way there, I switch to the other side of your neck and repeat the kissing process.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. hearing you respond with further assurance that you’re mine tugs at my heart strings but also somehow makes me more possessive of you, the hand that had gripped at your chin now drops so I can wrap it at the back of your waist once more and keep you close, your added pull to my belt loops closing off any other space left between us. soon our lips part though I make sure my brims are ghosted over yours, a little grin forming from your request.
Your hips? You sure babe.. I know how sensitive you are there.. that might just work you up in which I’d have to take care of you.. not that I won’t mind though
my arms begin to rearrange themselves as I lift you up, guiding your legs to secure at my waist as I start walking towards the bedroom.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Being guided into your chest by my waist makes me smile automatically, happy to be held so closely. My dark spheres lifting to meet yours, noticing your eyes also being stuck to mine. The sensation of your fingers trailing along my neck makes me shiver in delight.

Just as I’m going to reply to your obedient comment, you bring up the fact that I’m yours. My entire body gets those tantalizing chills.
Mhm, all yours and no one else’s.
Tilts my head back at your direction, instantly melting against you when you capture my lips in tender and longing kiss. My free hand’s index and ring fingers curl into one of your belt loops. I steal a few lingering kisses before pulling back momentarily.
“I have a request, Sangda… Would you.. mark one of my hips first?” Whispers breathily against your lips.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. our hands that are still conjoined between us receives a small squeeze from mine to yours, reaching out my free hand to slip behind your waist and reel you flush to my chest before in lifting that very hand so the back of my fore and middle finger lightly brushes against the side of your neck. I’m maiming eye contact all the while, my head tilting to the side slightly with a small hum as I enjoy how your skin feels against my digits.
How very obedient of you, wanting your alpha to mark you all over? How cute.. I’m not gonna leave an inch of you unmarked baby, you’re mine.
my tone drops lower at the possessive words and my finger grip against your chin as I lean down to slot my lips with yours, initiating a slow but deep kiss; allowing our lips to become familiar with each other.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Follows alongside you, noting your swift movements towards our home. I can’t complain, I’m moving just as quickly. Once inside, I watch you close the door and turn to look at me. I already feel myself getting worked up just by the way your eyes peer into my own.
I don’t think you’re ready for how ready I am. I want your marks all over me, Sangmin.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. begins leading us back to the apartment, there’s the slightest haste in my steps as we walk back; excitement in being able to indulge in my current wants. once the front door is open I gently pull you inside and the moment I hear the door shut I turn my attention to you.
I do hope you’re ready for the amount of marks I’m gonna leave on you

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. with how close we held each other there was no space left between us, I keep a secure hold of you against me, my cheek gently resting against your head located against my chest. it’s obvious to me you e reached your breaking point and it makes one of my hand begin to softly rub against your back before reaching up to gently brush your hair as I pat the side of your head in hopes to soothe you.
I’m not going anywhere, babe.
speaks out tenderly as I continue with my ministrations, I don’t question further as to why you’re feeling this way, now wouldn’t be the time to ask and overwhelm you anymore than you may be. the security of my arms don’t loosen, allowing my scent to emit out more around us for a more comforting atmosphere.
I’ve got you babe, always.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I keep myself close to your chest when I’m scooped up in your arms. I keep my head downcast while you carry me to the room.
Thank you, Sangda..
Once in the bedroom and carried to the bed, I attempt to help you shift the blankets down, knowing it wouldn’t be easy for you to do on your own. I tuck my arm back up when you climb onto the bed, waiting until we’ve been settled on the bed to move about. The covers being brought up and myself being tugged into your chest makes the tears that welled up in my eyes slowly fall. My left hand grasping onto the side of your shirt.
I’m sorry..
mumbles against your chest, unsure as to why I had suddenly felt so sad. It was just an emotion that had taken a hold of me and decided to not let go.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. once you give the verbal okay to pick you up i wait until after you take your shoes off in which i gently scoop you up in my arms, holding you close to my chest and presses a soft kiss to your head, walking towards our bedroom.
I've got you babe, don't worry.
whispers softly against your head and once we enter the room i use a hand to pull the cover down before getting onto the bed with you still in my arms, settling down with you and pulling the cover back over us, reeling you closer against my chest.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Holds in my emotions while on our trek back to the apartment. I didn’t want to cause a scene by just crying aloud in public.
Once inside, my lower lip quivers and I don’t dare make eye contact with you, knowing I would just cry even more. However, you’ve tilted your head and you’re looking at me now. I attempt to play it off cool, like I’m definitely not on the brink of just breaking down.
Okay…
All I can whisper out is one measly word, my head tilts down and I remove my shoes one at a time before stepping up on the landing.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. opens the front door as we arrive, guiding you inside with a small pull before i'm shutting the door behind you, setting your house slippers in front of you before i quickly take mine off, with a small ponder i tilt my head over slightly to meet your line of sight.
Actually, let me carry you, is that alright?

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. Well of course, I don’t see the issue with that. I wanna share everything with you.
grins in amusement to myself seeing how you hide yourself away with the pillow, I want to tease you but I hope myself back from doing so. pulling up the shorts completely before I’m leaning over to press a gentle kiss to your head, nodding my head lightly.
That’s without question, babe. I will always want to cuddle you. Let me change real quick.
stands up, gathering your clothes that was removed so I can toss it into the laundry basket before I’m ridding of my clothes, walking with just my boxers to the dresser so I can grab just a shirt and slips it on. returning to you and pulling the blanket over us, scooting myself close to you as I reel you into a tight embrace and tangling our legs together as well.
I love ending my nights like this

@ᵃ moon sangmin. As you begin to undo my pants my mind wanders and I can’t help but pull the pillow over my face. I knew if I even made eye contact with you once my cheeks would flare red.
Lifts my hips as your light pats, only resting them back onto the bed once the material of my jeans pool at my feet.
You’re gonna let me wear your brand new shorts?
I ask, pulling the pillow down to my chest, peeking over the side of it. I lift my legs and eventually my hips once more when given the direction to do so.
Can we cuddle when you’re done?

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. my heart can’t help but swell with endearment and adoration from how you respond to me. once you’ve laid back down I begin to undo the front of your pants making sure not to make too much eye contact just cause of how flustered I know you can get. giving a light pat to your hips to signal you to lift them before I can tug down your pants along your long slender legs.
I just recent bought these shorts so do let me know how comfy they are.
they’re black shorts, to the touch it’s soft though not as soft as your skin once I put one foot through each leg hole before sliding them up, giving another light tap at your hip to once again signal you to raise them.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. So encouraging, Sangda.
Croons, enjoying the head pats of praise.
Thank you
I let you help me out the shirt on, smiling up at you from my position on the bed. I’m filled with relief when the shirt is fully on, gently brushing my hands over it smooth it out.
Aye aye cap’in!
I salute you as I fall back onto the bed, my arms tucked beneath the cloud-like pillow as I inhale a deep, tired sigh.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. I know, I know. But it’ll be done before you know it.
says with a soft chuckle, you whining was rather adorable and I could tell I would become fond of it. once you’ve sat up to my surprise you start taking your shirt off, your missed shot makes a small chuckle to elicit and I give a small pat to your head in praise.
Im sure you’ll get it next time.
it was honestly cute how you covered yourself up, I first put the shirt on over your head and gently pulls it down, taking your arms and guiding them through the short sleeves and pulling the the rest of it to cover your waist.
Alright, now you can lay down and let me handle the rest.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I’m glad you don’t think it’s weird.
Turns my head and begins watching you venture toward the dresser. I won’t lie, my eyes did happen to glance down to your but not for long as I was curious to see what you were gonna grab out for me.
Ah, I’m so exhausted, I don’t wanna move…
I quietly whine while doing it anyways, bringing myself to sit up and peel my shirt off without wasting another moment. I ball it up and attempt to aim for the clothes basket, but I ended up failing.
Damn… I missed.
My hands immediately begin to covertly cover my upper body. Still feeling a bit timid when it came to this sort of thing.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. your surprised reaction to lifting and carrying you announced makes me chuckle softly with amusement, your arms wrapping around me was positive reinforcement as I know sometimes you may be too flustered to be carried like this.
Hm? I don’t think it’s weird at all. I’m glad to help you change, plus I’m sure you’re exhausted. This is the least I can do.
says with a reassuring smile, going towards the dresser to take out one of my white tee shirts and comfy sleeping shorts, bringing them over to you.
Alright you know the drill baby

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I would do anything for you too, Sangda. Because I love you so mu-Uch!
I wasn’t expecting to be lifted, but I did find myself not minding it. I cling onto whatever parts of you I can while I’m whisked into the bedroom. Once on the bed, I stretch my limbs and groan.
Yes, please, I like it when you help me. Is that weird?
Haha.
Chuckles at myself for not changing myself.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. emits a soft endearing chuckle at how your body just flops against me, my arms wrapping around you to help keep you up, pressing a few soft kisses to your head.
I love you too, my sweet boy and I’d do anything for you. Pardon me..
i decide to loosen my arms so I can instead carry your bridal style, offering a soft smile as I begin to bring us to the bedroom; figuring you may want to lay down and relax. that is exactly what I do once entering the room, setting you down onto the bed and taking off the slippers to leave them near your side of the bed.
Would you like help dressing for bed again?

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I follow along beside you toward the apartment. Relieved it will just be the two of us there. Down the familiar path, up the elevator and down the hall; that is where our apartment was. I’m thankful to be home, my social battery practically in the negatives at this point.
I allow myself to be tugged inside, probably needing the help anyhow. Slips out of my shoes swiftly and slides into the slippers, thank you for placing them in front of me.
Sangda, I love you, and I really appreciate you.
I part our hands and just plant myself into your chest, letting my body sag from the weariness I felt from the day.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. taking hold of your hand, lacing our fingers together for a secure hold as I begin to lead us out of the lobby area, taking our usual path towards the elevator and up to our floor. I open the front door, gently pulling you in before shutting the door behind you, slipping off my shoes and putting on my house slippers before I’m putting your pair in front of you.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. hearing that you didn’t think it was a silly topic to have brought up I feel a sense of relief and softly sigh out as well to myself to indicate my relief.
To hear you say that.. really makes me feel better. For a second I thought it was a mistake to bring it up.
as you continue to speak I listen intently, taking note everything you mention and I can’t help but nod in agreement, recalling the moments in which the both of us would yearn so much for each other; it was unbearable, it still is, well a little. Tolerance has been built up when it comes to your absence solely because compared to in the past when we weren’t really anything, yearning now as we’re in a relationship wasn’t so bad. I notice how your eyes avert towards my neck and I do the same hearing your explanation.
You don’t need to apologize, I get it. I really do. It’s safe to say that the both of us always feel the same whether it having been with our feelings towards each other or just merely wanting to be together. We share all of those feelings.
my gaze raises back to yours, a tender smile on my lips and I lean forward to press a soft kiss against your lips, my forehead then pressing gently against yours.
I love you, Yugyeom and I just know with every cell of my body that you are the only one I want to be with. You’re the only one I want to be mine.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I rest my free hand beneath my shirt, resting it upon my stomach to try and thaw it as you warm my other one. I’m thankful for your kind gesture.
My gaze is shifted to your side profile as you begin explaining it and eventually say it was silly of you to bring up.
I don’t think it’s silly, I’m happy you did bring it up. I’ve been looking into it and have discovered more of its meaning. Everything I’ve read to is so… accurate to what I experience with you. I’ve read that it’s only supposed to be so much more intense after being mated through a bite.
My dark eyes drop to where your scent gland is.
I just feel that.. we would be so infatuated with one another if we committed our entire beings to each other. It kind of makes sense, right? The need to be close often, practically losing our minds being away from one another during our cycles, the rush of serotonin that we get from seeing the other person. I swear that our souls are already bonded. I’m sorry if this is too much for you, it’s just, I can’t help but feel so attached to you, Sangmin.
Lifts my eyes back to yours, wanting to know how you felt about it.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. when you’re next to me on the couch I let go of your hand so my arm can loop behind your waist, my free hand soon reaching to take one of yours, but I don’t hold it completely in mine, that is until your statement about your hands and my touch has me grasping gently on your hand to try and keep it as warm as possible.
Oh yeah, I remember that. It’s just a theory and/or myth that I’ve heard about. It’s something rare that happens, in most cases fated mates never meet each other in their lifetime. It wasn’t silly of me to bring up.. right?

@ᵃ moon sangmin. My smile stuck to my lips as I wait for you. Happy to just exist with you in these moments. I willingly follow behind you once you’ve put on your slippers and decided to take the lead further into the apartment.
I allow myself to be tugged down beside you, keeping myself close to you.
Me too, it’s so nice. My hands are kind of freezing.
I’m tempted to slip them beneath your shirt.
Anyway, you messaged me asking about soul bonding / mating and if I believed in it? Do you remember that?
I ask, finding this to be a little more pressing as it had been on my mind the last few days.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. as we walk back to our apartment my hand is giving a few gentle squeezes to yours when you look back at me and I mirror the smile on your lips before I know it we’ve headed inside and into the foyer of our apartment. taking off my sneakers and slipping my house slippers on, finding it adorable how you still held my hand in the process of us removing our shoes. This time I take the lead, heading towards the living room and taking a seat in the middle of the comfy couch, gently pulling you down next to me.
I’m glad it’s nice and warm in here